Here's an overview of last week. It wasn't good at all, i must say. Trying to switch my body clock to early in the morning to late at night. Having so many things going through the littel capacity in my mind.
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Attachment didn't start out well at all. I can't badmouth anything here, so i shall not say too much. Its just horrible, and note, it was only the 1st week. Hai....
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I bumped into my beloved sister twice last week and she bought me this nice chinese herbal dessert. YuM yUm! Didn't have time to eat, so i had to split it into 2 days, still its nice. THANKS GIRL! And i went to trim my hair a little bit. Wanted to do it before attachment but that week, darling wasn't in the mood to do anything to my hair so we postponed to thie week. Well, it was just a trim. I decided to keep my fringe. :D Darling tried his very best last week to make me feel good despite his tiredness, he made it a point to send me sms everyday to cheer me up and stayed for dinner or accompanied me to wait for bus. I think i made him worried too much with my tearful look. Sorry darling and thanks... Love yOU!I think it was last friday, last day of work and i had a terrible day. News broke out of everything... Hai... So after having dinner with Darling at KFC (making myself fat), i decided to walk to Shop N Save to look for mama. Wanted to buy a beer to indulge, instead, i saw new flavour of Jolly Shandy, HAHA!!! Peach and Lychee... Its actually pretty nice... And the little alcoholic content made me slept really well. Woke up on Saturday feeling tired... Watched the Croc DVD with Mama and played with Darling's PSP trying to squeeze into top 5. I think this is the last weekend i can spend with worrying bout work. Hai...
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I spent over $200 plus on Office wear... I am totally broke... Hai... Where is the MONEY?! Darling gave me a huge loan lah, though he said doesn't matter but i will return him. He already has so much to pay for (including ME!), dun want him to waste his money on my shopping.
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Sunday, rested a little, watched a very boring DVD, something Mutant and i nearly fell asleep. So i took a short nap. Chatted with Mama a little here and there. After she went to work, i went to bath and then went out to meet Darling.
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Saw the perfect bitch again... She was standing so near my Darling! I nearly want to spit fire!
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Anyway, went to get darling's car, picked up Leslie and Andy and we headed to JE.
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Had dinner at some coffee shop and the Bah Kut Teh was so nice. HAHa! Went to entertainment centre and i was browsing in Watsons for my Make-up remover while waiting for Andy's gf.
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We sang from 7plus to 12plus am. I died in the middle. Felt really tired. But i did sang till my heart is filled! Andy Leslie and Darling was having their own concert can! HAA!!!! And i think the air con wasn't working well, i was feeling damn hot even with my sleeveless. Dou ji came for a while drinking 2 beers.
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Left at around 12.30am after i kept pestering Darling to leave. Was really tired already...
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Bathed and quickly slept. Good thing i could sleep.
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Another new week, i was early with PL, then came Lin Na. Waited for a while before somebody with the key came.
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Wasn't the easiest day to get by. Actually stayed till 7.30pm, i was really pissed. Seriously. Had all the time in the afternoon but have to leave everything to after office hour, wad is THIS!

And i had a paper-cut today. If you can see on my middle finger. Hai.... I went to buy envelope, then find Darling. He went to buy dinner with me after work and i asked him to leave, dun have to pei me.

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I've been blessed with great people around me!

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AND I LOVE MY DARLING!!!!

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On a side note: CONGRATS TING FOR PASSING BTT!!!!!

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Challenges await....

Menstruation DAY! Painful DAY! Busy DAY!

Hai...

“万事有我”

We make good impressions of ourselves, but the company makes a lousy impression to us.

Its only the 2nd day...

Been rather emotional recently. Any words from close ones can trigger a tear to my eye. It happens when i was complaining to Xueting yesterday and there was just this heavy thing on my chest that i need to let out.

After a whole day of pestering Darling, the last sms from him melts me totally..

It felt better that way and i fell asleep soon after.

Papa drove me to work again today, avoiding 1 ERP. Throughout the whole journey, he asked me a lot and i complained too, he kept giving me funny suggestions which i feel may not be right but sometimes, it needs to be done. Tears were rolling there but it didn't come down.

After starting work not long after, Baby darling smsed me to cheer me on and it was really something to push me a little bit further. :)

Throughout the day working, it felt weird. I think i shouldn't mention too much but well, the impression delivered wasn't positive at all. Miss Ong smsed right before work ends and well, i know we can tell her everything but i guess certain things are beyond her means. Just glad there is still somebody for us to fall on if anything happens.

2 lucky days we had --> able to leave work on time but this will not last.

Took train back and i'm dying to see Darling and tell him everything since his com was down.

Hugged him so so tight! He didn't have to say anything but he did and i was tolding melting down there. So embarassing to tear in front of the fruit stall aunties... :(

However, he is my harbour, a place where i can rest my feet and lay on my back, a place for me to vent out my emotions, a place where i dun need to hide anything from. I'm glad he is around.

Alex happened to came by too. Together, darling, alex, and the aunties, they consoled me and hear me out. Felt so much better after letting it all out. Though there may be more to come... Thanks to Alex and Darling, i was able to laugh at their wonderful jokes made for me. :D

Actually wanted to leave after that but Darling say he would accompany me for dinner. Can really see Darling is doing that for me. We went to WM to spend money again, for the pants i need to buy and the shoes i need to get. :( All paid by darling 1st, but i'll need to pay this back to him. He basically just accompany me and make me feel good.

Then we had tea and coffee, and i complain again. HAhA!

Left around 10pm.

I came home and complained BIG to Mama. HAHA! I always do when it comes to this kind of stuff.

Well, I still have half a year to go.

PS: need to mention LIM MEI QIAN. She makes me feel like i'm not alone. We're both starting new jobs in new environment, facing new challenges. Thanks dear, i won't forget your BD card.

他说：“忍一时，风平浪静，退一步，海阔天空。”

She says: "Look at the bright sides, at least you will learn a lot of things."

我说：“苟且偷生，变本加厉。”
也说； “让我好好抱怨，过一阵子，就好了。”

他说：“天降大任于斯人，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，增益其所不能。”

Actually didn't feel like blogging either but i figured if i dun do it today, i doubt i'll be able to do it any time soon. Hai... Reason is simple, attachment is too damn busy... I felt like i've chosen the wrong place for attachment. :(
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Wai Wah!!! I should have went with you!!!
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But, no turning back now...
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Put those aside, may i begin my happy moments to date after exams. :)
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Remember i said about the slippers i bought from MS? This is the pair. I'm so in love with it. Should i stock another pair? HAHA! Shouldn't waste money, i need to save up to buy a watch and a ring or perhaps 2? Hee~ And why do i like it so much, coz its just this CUTE! Smileys when i take it off. Slogan of life, "Don't worry, be happy!" Smile always! I got my new specs last week, its those that is very flexible, unbranded so its really cheap, darling made 1 before me that's why he asked me to do it so now, we have couple tees, couple phones and couple specs! His is blue, mine pink.That was the day he scared me when i drove his car, coz he thought i am going to run straight head-on to a lorry.... -_-" and yes, he shocked me, but i didn't touch any lorry... Civic is so big... And there, he showed his nose with nose hairs! Heh HeH!His eyes were really red in this pic, dunno why... He's my sexy driver!And there! The mirror that i always open up when i'm on his car... No choice, its too tempting for me. Hee~ I love the passenger seat! Why? Coz its my Darling who is driving! The seat smells of APPLE!After that enjoyable weekend i had. I went back to work like i said on previous entry (back to the 1st job, in case you are wondering). Helped out with selling mooncakes, no doubt the mooncakes are awesome. O! 1 thing to compliment, the hotel is very responsible coz after realizing that a few baked mooncakes are rotting slightly, they threw the whole batch of mooncakes away (though its wasting food but responsible). I see hundreds of mooncakes being thrown away... Such pity...
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Anyway, the shirt for the mooncake roadshow looks like Olympics table tennis. Heh heh! And yes, i look like siao char bo after working from morning to noon...Darling wore his new converse shirt. Looks nice in them, i should buy pink shirt for him too. HA! He was so romantic that day, he kissed me. Hee~ O! And i learnt some Hakka from him. I teach him better English, he teached me Hakka and Canto. He said, "I use my Hakka and Canto in exchange for your English..." HAHA!!! So cute... And I was just being real vain, taking picture of myself. Against my own mirror. Hee~So, after yesterday, its another new chapter to begin. Internship starts on the 1st of Sep 08.
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I asked Papa to drive me to work this morning since its the 1st and the funny thing was, Lin na and myself were earlier than any of the perm staff. HAHA!!! Reason being, they had an event over the weekend hence, they were all late. I guess that's gonna be my kind of life soon.
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1st day was nothing, we are supposed to "feel our way through". It felt rather weird, well, its the 1st day afterall.
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Wad i drat most; having to take train and squeeze early in the morning!!!! And all the burnt weekends... :( I can't accompany my Darling.................................................... I can't meet up with friends on weekdays............................. I dun even know if i have time to sleep.................................. I feel so sad.........................................................
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I am so not turned on at this point of time....
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Need lots of self-encouragement to go on from here... I MUST squeeze time out for my love ones! I MUST!
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Its just attachment, i just need a pass and that's it!
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JIA YOU TEO AI PING! YOU CAN DO IT! YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too tired to blog last few days, i still am tired though.

Went back to hotel to help out for Mooncake roadshow for 3days and i really can feel the strain on myself. Really haven't been that hardworking for so long.

Went to Toa Payoh HDB hub the 1st day and we were pretty late. There was already a huge crowd. Having no idea wad was going on, i pretty much stood there and almost did nothing and this lady, who knows everything kind of told me off a little. Then she left to another place.

Like that, went back to hotel and helped Andy with the counting of money, had a really late lunch which caused my gastric which was why i couldn't go BBQ.

Went back home, rested and slept through to thurs.

8am to 4pm. IRAS i guess. Selling mooncakes again. Tired after a whole day too.

Friday 8am to 6pm. ST electronics. I nearly died-ed. I was just really tired. I fell down trying to close the trolley and now my knee got a big blue-black. :(

Friday night, went supper with ting and hun, came home and concussed.

Sat, woke up late, had lunch, watched tv and concussed again.

I spent time with Darling. One of the only things which made me really happy this week. I'm gonna miss being able to spend this kind of time with him.

Attachment is starting tmr. I dun feel at all excited about it. Think about the long journey from here to Bugis, having to wake up so early to squeeze in trains. Wanted to take bus but i just can't find 1 bus service that go there directly.

And thinking about the events that we might be involved, the burnt weekends... No time at all... And this is gonna last for 6months.... Hai...

On the bright side, its something away from school, can earn cash, gain new experience.

Don't feel well... Knowing the fact that there is a chance that we will drift apart... It doesn't feel good at all... Baby, you know I love you...

Hai... Shouldn't have gone to work... I'm falling sick again...

1st its gastric, now its sore throat. Just great...

Still, my head is overwhelmed with pretty mooncakes. HAHA!!!

Going to bed, long day tmr again... :)

Its just a moment of anger... I love you and that will never change, baby...

Missed out the fun again i guess... Gastric pain....

Didn't eat the entire day except for a pathetic bread early in the morning. Now, i'm beat!

Mooncake is all over my head... HA!

Good night.

Not really in a big mood to blog recently...

Ermm.... Exams are over, after a great weekend, we're left with 5days before IAP starts. Rather reluctant to pull myself back from the relaxing mood.

I'm going to help out Andy tmr till friday, so, there's really not much relaxing for me either but i really need to get to work, i'm really running out of cash. I'm the type of person who feels insecure when the red lights start flashing in my bank account. HaHA!

Class bbq tmr and i still have no idea when the that place. Hai....

Words of Appreciation: Darling is the best darling in the whole wide world...

What differs can be similar...

Right, exam is OVER!!!!! *let out a sigh of relieve* Now, let me elaborate on all the 3 papers.
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Tuesday, RMTR paper, I was glad it wasn't really that tough but when i was about to start the calculation, my calculator had to die on me! I just changed the batteries and it was working perfectly fine when i was doing revision! Had to ask the invigilators, and he asked the class for me, good thing george has one. So after calculating like 1 equation, i went to try my calculator and it was working again.... PiSSed! Anyway, the paper was ok. :D Glad.
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TRMK paper, CMI!!! I think i will do badly for it, i hop i won't fail it though. :(
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STMO paper, it was ok also. BUT too many questions, nearly wasn't able to finish it.
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See that beautiful rose, i found it on one of the lecture notes, i think i drew it during lecture when i was bored. HA!After paper that day, I returned Darling's missed call and he asked me to help find info about our school's laptop. So i went to library side and finally found it. Headed back to pass him the info and sit down eat my stuff. I was so so hungry coz i didn't eat much that day.
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Then i played Darling's PSP, wanted to leave at 6pm to Cindy's place but Xueting called Darling coz she wanted to cut her fringe and she asked me to stay behind and chat so i did. around 7pm, she reached.
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After her cut, she agreed to accompany me to Cindy's place! HAA! So happy! Would have been weird if i go alone.
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We chatted along the way and found our way to Cindy's place.
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That is the baby of Cindy and Ken, his name is Xavier! HaHa! So cute!!!! It was a nice catching up session with old friends from work as well. :D Before we left, we sang BD song for Cindy and had a slice of BD cake.
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And suddenly, i become Apple ah yi.... -_-"'The little thing conquering its favourite toy. He is so fierce when we try to carry him or take his toy. HAHA! But over all still a cute little one (despite his age). HAHA! KIKI! Later on, Ting and i headed to K box and it was Ladies and guess which fool send a hokkien song into my phone and make it into my ringtone then happily called me and expect me to get shock! HAHA! But that fool didn't realised i went to check wad she sent to me and just let her have her way with the prank. HAHA!!!
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We went back at around 11.30pm. Ting walked back from interchange and i think some accident happened and she was totally shocked. Must be, its in the middle of the night... But good thing she's alright.
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I took a bath and came online. Didn't expect my lovely darling would come online also and say sweet sweet things. HAHA!!! He was telling me his beer session with Andy, Leslie, Alvin and that girl. Its damn funny. Then we went off to bed at around 1am.
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Went to Marina to meet Wen and Shan but i was too early. So i went to find a place for a hot drink and some food 1st. LJS and sat there, stare at the wall and took picture.

Shan came shortly after and we chat a little and waited for Wen. Then, we headed to Waraku. YuMMy!
The spag is actually really yummy! O, and they served this rice with curry and gosh, nearly fainted. Yum! I can have nothing but just curry and rice! Give it to me!After that, we walked around. Shop around MS and i wanted to buy shades but i bought every other thing except for shades. HAHA!!!
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I bought black tank at MNG (the one which i have many colours), then wanted to buy croc clip but couldn't find, end up buying 3 pairs of earrings coz they were cheap, then bought a pair of very cute slippers at Slurp i think. I will post the pictures when i wear it next time, its so cute!
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And i took pictures again, in toilet!

On toilet bowl...Then, after the tiring walks, we went to Andersen's! HAHA!!! Use the vouchers that we have! HAHA!!!! Andersen's classic and Banana Split but i didn't take pic of banana split. And we tried almost all the flavours available and we just went on and on commenting. Well, if u are from TRM, you will know why we went on commenting. :DAnd pictures again!And all the chocolates go into the ice creams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!And some MORE!!!!CAn't resist taking a good picture with it! Ho! And look at Shan!In the midst of feasting....Satisfyingly feasted...And i carried on cam-whoring! HAHA!Somebody putting lip balm can...And I am trying to see why my cam is always blur blur but i think its my hand shaking.When we decided to head back, realised it was raining, so we had to go the underpass walkway and TA DA!!!! Art works of artist!

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Shan and I just went mad and Wen was keeping her composure (Did i mention her hugging a teddy bear and patting its head? HAHA!)Especially in love with this... So pretty...And this... Love........................................Went back together with Shan while Wen went to town to get something. Shan alighted at Timah for her class BBQ and i went ahead to interchange. Waited for Darling but he was busy.

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So i was playing with PSP and later watching Singapore's match against China. Well, Li Jia Wei lost the Bronze again. :( But good work! So much pressure on but she did well. :D

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China got all 3 medals, its so BORING! ITs always them, can't they just give 1 away? HAHA! But who would do that when you know well enough that you are worthy of it? Others need to work hard to get theirs!

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After that, i stayed and just sat there. Then, everyone left, except Leslie, Darling and his customer. I continued the game. Just didn't wanna go back yet.

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It was about 10pm when he finished everything. He wanted to wait for bus with me but i told him its ok, he should go home, its late.

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I went to buy my dinner and went home.

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So happy! It feels good to be not under pressure, feels good to sleep without worries. I have a week to rest up and get ready for attachment!

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How can a woman be of such level when you are obviously up there? Why put yourself at such a cruel position where you can hurt yourself and others... Snap out of it, bitch! Its time you understand what is the meaning of cheating!

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In the process of creating happiness, you lost yourself... I look down on you.

Wanted to wake up early as usual but well, as it occured for many days, i couldn't get up coz i couldn't sleep at night. :(
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Studied the entire day and took a break in the after before going out to meet darling for dinner.
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Waited for him for a while then we headed to WM for Kway Chap. :D and we met his ex-gf. HAHA!!! Kept meeting all this ex-es can... WAH LAO!
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O! Bumped into Xueting also.
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Walked a little bit and decided to sit at Kopi Roti to watch Table tennis final.Singapore lost 3-0 to China but i guess it ain't easy to win China since they are the defending champs for so many years. Just glad that we got a medal after 48 years of long long search...
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Came back home and before i remove my eye-liner, i took pic. HAHA!
Chatted a bit with Darling when he was going back to JB. :D
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Then, i carried on studying.
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And before i turned in, i watched the last DVD darling lend me.
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Couldn't sleep for hours, and finally fell asleep at around 3am.
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Woke up and studied for Retail which is tmr. I hope i can remember the things. :D Exams!!! I will conquer you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Taking a break now before i continue later. :D
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JIAYOU!

And yes! I slept around 12.30am last night, and was having a pretty good sleep till this asshole made a prank call at 5plus am i guess. I'm not really sure wad time it was but the sun haven't rise totally.
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A:"Hello" (totally annoyed, coz i hate pple calling when i'm sleeping)
PRANKSTER: "Hello"
A: "Who is this?"
P: "You don't remember me already ah?"
A: "Ehhh... Who is this?" (No mood to play guessing game)
P: "There, i am your classmate."
A: "Dunno, who?" (In my mind, trying to link his voice to any males in my current class, Edwin... Vincent... George.... Wei Jie...)
P: "The one wear specs, thin thin, sit behind you one"
A: "HUH?! WHO?!" (Thin Thin = Vincent, Wear Specs = Wei jie, finally made up my mind that this is an asshole on the other line.)
A: "Who lah?! I'm sleeping!!!" (Added to my thought, nobody in class has fix seat!)
P: "Your classmate lor!"
A: "Dun play lah, WHO!" (Freaking wanna scold F word)
P: "Can I play with you?" (in a damn disgusting voice)
A: (jitao damn pissed) "Aiya! Fuck lah!"
-Hang up-
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Coz of this ass call, i cannot sleep well after that, i dreamt of Kok hong!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!
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Then i told Darling about this person and he told me its 7th month, then i tell him, that person is a big pervert, nothing to do with 7th month... WAH LAO!
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Wanted to wake up early to study but couldn't make it, only got up at 11am. So i studied from then on. Finally completed marketing, but somehow, the things aren't really totally registered.
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Took a short break and started with STMO.
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In my not-wanting-to-study mode, i took pictures. HAHA!!!
While turning my chair around, i noticed my mini-tee hanging at my drawer. Heh hEH! It was a present from the Netball juniors back in 2004. Its been 4 years already... I never catch a good glimpse of that period.After that, i carried on studying. Till L3 of the notes, i stopped. Went to bath and changed up. Took me quite a while to decide wad to wear. Changed up 4-5 times to finally decide.
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No. 1No.2 No. 3 is not taken photo of.
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And No. 4So, after i decided on wad to wear, i went to the ATM machine near Mac to withdraw money to return instructor for my delayed driving fees. Walked back and met 2kor at the lift lobby, passed him the cash coz he was going for lesson in the night.
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Then i went to take bus to BB to find Darling. I paid my bills first at AXS, then went to enjoy the aircon at VK. HAHA! Chatted with Darling about his busy day, he seemed so tired. :(
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He lend me his PSP which i tried to break his record but he kept setting his record higher and higher... *hAtEs*
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While playing, i was listening to some conversation between some people. Heh Heh! And Darling and i were hinting each other about the purposeful convo made to self-impress someone. Heh Heh!
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Anyway, darling and i went out while Ah Yong swept the floor and some guys from Alvin's shop offered darling a cigarette and those guys are really bad. They purposely pressure Darling by saying, "gf here, dun dare to smoke ah, scared go home get scolding ah!", HAHA!!! Darling took the cigarette and ran into the salon, to avoid the lighting of cigarette and he secretly put the cigarette into Ah Yong's box of cigarette which is of different flavour. HAHA!!!
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Afterwhich, we carried on to IMM for our dinner. Wanted to go Fish&co. coz darling wants to see how Yee Shan's hair turned out, but Yee Shan wasn't working so we settled for Mac. :D
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Darling was trying to figure out how to bluetooth from Motorola coz he dun really use that phone much coz its only for calling and sms-ing in Msia. We walked a bit but left after a while coz he's meeting his friends back at JB. :)
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Before we left, he went to the toilet where i ambushed him outside with my phone cam! HAHA!!Like i said before, Darling seemed very tired. He wants to crack jokes and all but he just can't bend it too well coz of his fatigue. Hai... Poor Darling... :(
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So, he drove me back and we chatted a bit until he reaches JB. And he told me, the writing of white card has resumed. Waste resources!
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Then, i carried on studying with STMO. Trying to understand fare calculation. I guess after so much studying of theory, calculation freshen up my mind. I stopped there and came online to blog! :D
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I shall turn in now. :D
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PS: Darling and i were talking about one of his important ex gfs, and i guess, even the great romancer can get hurt. He is one good example. Then again, its the past, it doesn't hurts to start over again, as a better man. HO!

不在乎你的从前，因为我知道，我是你的现在，也是你的未来...

SINGAPORE WON PING PONG BALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, Table Tennis, against South Korean team. HOHO! The game is like so long, i sitted there holding my notes, watching the game (needless to say, notes remain in holding position).

The games were damn good can. Li Jia Wei and that Korean, competed 4 years ago in Athens, and coz of that annoying and stubborn ping ponger, LJW lost.

She lost this time also but it was a much better game i guess. Hee~ So happy, Singapore guaranteed a Silver medal! 1st in 48 years!!!! Finally, fate reaches us. HoHo!

Anyway, i, myself was struggling to study. Took me very long to be half way done with Marketing. I did really badly for my CT for marketing, so i'm hoping i can do better for exam, to get back some grades.

Darling told me Msia's badminton also won, but i dunno is it like a medal game or something, but i think it is lah. HAHA!!! It is such a great day!!!

Right, besides that, i stayed home the whole day.

Boredom... Need to carry on mugging...

CONGRATS SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!

你对我的好，我知道...