signals from somewhere

I'm home from a freaking long day at the Expo, it wasn't a good first day, i lost my appetite, I got shouted for some stupids reasons, I lao sai-ed, and a superbly awesome tiff with MR HOO! Damn, the day sux!

So i'm home, washed up and waiting for my hair to dry, i was browsing my FB page and i came across a friend, no, i won't say she's a friend, just somebody i knew from a few years back, and its through the tiny window of FB that i saw what i did.

She is so young, even younger than me, but she already has a kid, the kid has no daddy, and that's something that kind of made me think deeper. How can life be such a child play? How did one decides to do what they did without thinking of the consequences? And how did one's family allow such things to happen?

I look at myself today, counting from Day 1 that I am with Mr Hoo, so many things happened, tonnes of fights i had with my family, gazillion try-an-error was done to come to where we are now, barely making it. How can one just skip all this steps and reached the destination?

I'm 22, and i'm struggling with myself about the steps to take, yet those who are so much younger bypassed all that i've taken. Its funny how this society crafted us, how everyone's thinking changed.

Am i being conservative or am i just looking for a fair justification of what the F*ck is going on?

I'm being random.

The night has reached its end. I need to fall dead on my bed now...

GOOD NIGHT!

PS: MR HOO SAYS "WHY ARE YOU SULKING?! I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!"

I love you too, Darling...

Busy and Not

Counting down to SFE 2010 which is in a couple of days' time. I am in my office now, just doned with some stuff and starring into the screen again. How contradicting. Lynn is really busy because she is the in charge, the rest of us - I don't really know what exactly are each of us doing.

Thinking about the journey from home to Expo is such a huge turn-offs. I asked my friends to come find me and the usualy reply is, "nothing better to do meh, go all the way to expo to eat" and i would laugh along. HAHA!!! 5 DAYS to and fro......... Although I know Papa will most probably offer to drive me there but I doubt i'll be asking him to send me everyday. And the timing sux TOO! Hahahahaha!!!

It gets better!

Right after the show, I'm flying Japan that weekend. HOR! Not prepared at ALL! I am so down down down... Although I really want to go Japan but its gonna be so sian by myself. *sigh*

3 weekends BURNED... *pOOf*

Anyway, I am so falling asleep in office now.

Darling's business is a bit slow recently, can business please get BETTER?

Ciao!

15th May 2010, my 22nd BD and also...

This is my lovely 22nd BD. Mixed feeling but well spent evening. Thanks to our thoughtful Amy and Yenn and venue kindly provided by Jason. With my lovely Darling as the main actor. :D I love them, I love my Darling. :) 

没想到你做到了... 雀跃万分...谢谢你，让我知道，你还是爱我的...

14th May 2010 6pm to 12mn together with HUI

I had so many thing that i've been wanting to do but doesn't have the chance to or I just don't have someone to do it with me. On my BD eve, my best friend did it with me, and i feel SO happy!

Hui and I met up at Outram around 6pm and we walked to Link Hotel for our Ala Carte Japanese Buffet. Its YUMMY! We both LOVE the food, i hope. HAHAHA!!!

I opened the pressie that she chose but given by ting and her. I love the pressie. Its a pair of hair shaped earrings from Swarovski. I really love it, its so pretty and shiny, elegant and somehow, so my kind of style. HoHo! And there was a small request that came along with the gift, and it feels so weird when i read it on the letter Hui wrote to me.

I guess its coz we haven't been writing much, it sounds like a request yet its something that I will willingly do it even without being asked to. They wanted me to wear the earrings for my ROM, which I promptly agreed to do so. Why not? The best gift from my bestest PEEPS. Love them to BITS!

After dinner, Hui and i headed to Singapore Flyer, and i was so so so excited to board it, although kinda ruined by the bunch of pple we shared it with but nah, i had Hui and I had my greatest mood. The half an hour ride wasn't much but i'm just really happy that i did wad i wanted to do since... since Flyer was built. HahA! And i did it as a BD wish.

Hui and I walked all the way to the newly opened Marina Bay Sands and just walked around in the unfinished building. And i marvelled over how efficient my country is.

We walked to esplanade and couldn't decide where to head to, and took a bus back to batok. And I was on the bus when it strucked 12am, me being officially 22. :)

It was indeed a great day spent. I lOVe it! I love every minute that built up to it, I love every minute after it, I love being me!

Thanks Hui for spending the night with me.

Birthday

Many things happened this Birthday. I think I enjoyed it better, at least one year later, i'll still rmb what happened, its too hard to forget (hinT hiNt)...

I'm waiting for all the photos to be sent to me, so i can upload in 1 shot. :D

Nothing else but good food, good movies and great companies!

Met up with Aiai last Friday for dinner (we booked each other so very very long) at SAKURA, the one at Science centre. AiAi made reservations for 7.30pm. Its also her treat that night, my Birthday treat (I hope this kind of relationship lasts for many many years to come). After work, i headed to JE to meet her.

Our first big plate is SALMON SASHIMI!!!! WAHAHAHA!!! Its so so so YuMMY! But i think its a little bit not as fresh, or maybe they didn't cut it as nicely, it didn't really taste fresh enough for me, Aiai ate the WHOLE plate... HA!

While we were slowly having our very few rounds of buffet, her friend, Ruth (happens to be Billy's GF), called, saying she gotta stay at home waiting for Billy, and asked if Ai can hang out with her. So I told Aiai to ask her along too.

We went on to WALA, Holland V. Haven't been there since i don't remember actually. Ruth drove us there, she had a soft drink, we stood there for a while, listened to the live band but the live band ended after i finished half a bottle of heinken, then we waited for Ruth's friend, Yong Ann to come.

After quite a bit of driving here and there, we went to Balestier for the famour Bah Kut Teh. HAhA! I think it was like 1 or 2am by then, and it was supper already. HA! The Bah Kut Teh is nice but not as nice as the one near Darling's place.

We went to West Coast after that, and caught some couples in "ACTION", Hee~ I bumped into Wyman and Liang Chai at the Mac. We sat around, talked a little then headed back. I rmbed i concussed around 4am.

It was really a long night spent with Aiai. Never really spent such a long time with her, we usually had dinner and left but this time round, it lasted so long and met some nice new people.

Woke up rather late the next day and slacked at home till Darling finished work and picked me up to go JB. Customer was a little jam, Darling's car was a little bit too cold.

We opened the window and the vapour forms, and there, my masterpiece!

Darling and I had Teppanyaki for dinner and watched IRON MAN 2! Gosh, the MOVIE IS AWESOME, must-watch if you haven't!

The night went by rather quickly, you know how they say it, good times never last. Before we knew it, the movie has ended, and we were on our way back home. This is one of the few moments i love, the long trip home after movie, Darling and i talked about a lot of things.

We played BSB's 1st album and sang out lungs out together. I love it, after such a long time, all the travelling, and his work took those precious little moments away from us. I'm glad we still have it.

Next morning, after our usual bah kut teh breakfast at Kulai, we head back in to Singapore! WAHAHA!! While Darling has stopped singing, i continued playing some other songs and sing along with it. Hee~ And camwhoring never stops on his car! :D

I was considering for too many days whether i should get a lash extension or not... And finally, i decided to DO it!

The whole process was like 1 and a half hour or so, and i was tearing like mad... I think its the kind of glue, and its natural i hope. Ha!

The outcome is great! I love how it looks on my eyes, but it certainly has its price. It kind of hurts the rest of the day whenever i touched it until the next day it felt better.

Washing face is a little bit mafan, coz i can't rub as hard, but at least, i dun have to draw eyeliner on top now. HeeE~~~

I love life as it is now... Live it...

Birthday for Lynn, Birthday for Me!

Chocolate overdose i feel. Stomach a lil bit painful but its worth it (RIGHT?!) HAHA!!!

Lynn's BD is today, mine is next week, so they did it together yesterday. Awfully Choc's Banna Choc cake... Its YUM!

Had half day leave yesterday doing my hair nice nice. Got my straight hair back but its very very dry... The side are all damaged, must jia you with treatment etc.