This kind of feeling

Been a few days i felt this way. It doesn't feel right.

Am I not being understanding enough or am i being paranoid or maybe that is a fact to begin with?

When i walk in, i sat down, i asked whether he can help me, he says he's tired, so i said ok i'll do it myself. When i turn around, he asked somebody to let him make her pretty. She is not paying. Am I reading in too much or is he trying to hit on somebody else right in front of me?

How am I supposed to feel? How will you feel when that happens?

Been tired these few days, i wanna have enough sleep, i seriously do but i'm worrying about so many other things which he should be worry about. Why must this be the case?

Am I inferior in front of everybody? Am I not human in front of him? I am but a girl...

Perhaps I am being unreasonable... If I ever walk out, will you even stop me?

This is getting too exhausting...

Eddie's new shop

Renovation done-d. Everything is up. Just a little bit more touch-up to do. Business has begun.

Please do give him some support when possible! :D

Place to lookout for:
348 Jurong East Ave 1
#01-1251
Singapore 600348

How to get there:
Take a train and alight at Chinese Garden MRT
After tapping your card (control station), turn to your right, cross the overhead bridge, walk straight, turn right and you will see the shop.

The current name is "NAIL HUT" but it will be changed very soon.

PS: Darling and I stayed till almost 12am to complete most of the things. Feels so accomplished. :)

An entry to think about

Its been a while since i last blog at home, sitting here, on the same spot i typed plenty of blogs on. I've been doing quite a bit of thinking recently. Thinking about doing something a little bit more, a little bit more useful to myself.

I thought of picking up another language. I thought about taking up a short course. I thought about where i should go 2 or 3 years down the road. Its a lot of thinking.

I kind of realised that this part of my life seems to be the most silent part of my 20+ years life. My closest friends are not around me, no outside friends to hang out too often with, and even mahjong session are not really hot anymore. I should be doing something which will benefit me a bit.

Yet when i check out all those things i mentioned, there is always a price involved which i just dun feel worth to spend. I don't know.

I never actually pampered myself really good and well like some others do. I won't go out and spend away. Even the things that i like most, i need to think about it before i buy it and 90% of the time, i don't buy the things i like most because they tend to be a lot of expensive than desired.

So, should I give myself a treat? Spend all I want during one of these days? *laUghs* If only i have that kind of money.

Travelling has been so much fun but i'm still waiting for the day to come to actually travel with my family as a family, travel with my friends with only my friends, travel with my darling and its just the 2 of us. I'm waiting for that day to come. Its gonna be fun.

Darling is embarking on his new venture, his new journey, there's nothing better than seeing him do something which he is happy doing. Its a huge risk. Now, he has not much cash left with him, i am richer than him now (minus his cars, savings insurance and house), and he is really stressed about it.

I hope this new venture that he has signed on will take him far, farther than I expect it to be, and hope the rest of it will be a bliss to follow. Its hard when I refused to be wedded into his country and he refused to stay put in my country but we've given in in our own ways to make it work, but this will be put off for some moments.

1 month from now, I'll be turning 22. Another year just swerve past me... And i barely noticed.

I decided to brush up on my English and Mandarin, reccommend me a book of each language to buy. :)

I have a dream. I dream of the deepest valley, the highest mountain, and the furthest space... I dream of the undreamables.

Under Construction

Darling's new shop is under construction. :) Can't wait for him to start!

I am not feeling well again. Damn it.

为了什么呢？

不知道为了什么，这几天好像心情不好...是因为病了吗？还是因为你？

世界，我有事要说但不想张扬，憋了很久，是好事，但想想，真的是好事吗？

我好矛盾．．．

Dilemma

I am sick

Yes, finally, my body gave in. After 2 trips in 1 month, my body finally waved the white flag. I've been having this really bad flu the past few days. And this flu has character. I will fell asleep at night when i am so so so tired, but shortly before it strikes 12am, i will wake up and i cannot fall asleep until at least 3am. Gosh...

Jetlag is bad, this is worse. I am so sleepy and in misery. Nose blocked up and throat sore.. I think i need to go see a doctor soon. Perhaps, grab an MC and rest my entire day away.

Despite the fact that i'm tired, i can't sleep! When i tried to, i will just be closing my eyes, awake.

Hai...........

This sux.

Anyway, darling is not bothering about me. Don't even care that i'm so sick and he can tell me he was going to meet his friends for coffee. YA, friends very important. (I am just being moody coz i feel so xin ku)

Bye.

Eddie no longer working at Bukit Batok

Hi all

Broadcasting for my lovely darling. He has ceased employment at VK hair studio at Bukit Batok. He will be starting his new venture at a new location very soon.

Meantime, do contact him at his mobile, facebook or e-mail (ask me for it if you don't have), and make any appointment.

PS: He is flying in the air now. HEH! So happy for him.

Regards
Apple

HAPPY 22nd! WANG XUETING!

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to Xueting

Happy Birthday to you

Though far apart

but we still keep this day in mind

like any other birthdays we've spent with each other

this will not be any different

all around me i reminded myself

today is your birthday

An hour's difference changes nothing that has come so far

thank you for always being there when i needed you

Take good care of yourself

I know you must have had a marvellous day with your colleagues and friends

Please enjoy yourself

Its your day, your HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Love you, sister!

Barcelona, Spain

K, this is 1 week after my return from Spain. I have been like a living Zombie for 1 good week before i am what i am now, Human. Its no joke when you gotta fly for 15 hours straight.

Anyway,on the 18th March, prepared myself, with pa, ma and darling, we head to Changi airport, awaiting for my midnight flight to Barcelona, Spain.

Was not as emotional as my trip to Dubai coz its not my menses period. HAHA!!! Imagined i teared like a baby when i entered the departure hall, so paiseh, the officer ask me dun cry. HAHAHA!!!

And then, it was a long 13 hours flight before we land in Milan for transit and another 2 hours to reached Barcelona.

So uncomfortable throughout the journey, couldn't sleep well. When we landed, i just want to rest but couldn't. Had to go checked in then go to hall.

Our contractor tio-ed robbed and all his VALUABLES GONE! So we spent quite a bit of time looking for Singapore consulate which turned out to be a pathetic wooden door, with 1 pathetic ang moh entertaining all the robbed pple. Could have been better, Singapore.

Didn't really had a good time in Spain, meeting all the stupid look-down-on-people de ang moh and indians, no lor, seriously. This is not meant to be discriminatory or wadever bias shit because in their country, we are like nothing to them but i really do pity them because they think they know A LOT, in fact, they know nothing. And where is Singapore? Go do your geography. I despise such people.

The best is yet to come, LV in Barcelona nearly made me fired up. Imagine how bad their attitude in serving is.

Me: Can you help me get this 3 products?

LV woman: I am busy at the moment, and its 8.25pm now, we are closing soon, i think nobody will serve you.

Me: EXCUSE ME?! (Stretching my small eyese HUGE)

LV woman: Shrieked and walk off.

I nearly fainted right there and then and sue her for causing me to faint. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HER? F*ck man! If you say you are closing, it means you are not closed! Anyone who step into your f*cking store before 8.30pm is still your f*cking customer!

That ruined my entire trip in Spain, like seriously.

Anyway, that aside, the rest of Barcelona weren't that impressive. The food are really awesome though. Their tomato is really nice but their potato sucks. Their food gave me a great impression and at least their waiters and waitresses are good only 1 waitress i met who thinks i cannot speak english and when i told her the name of the item, she shouted at me, "WHAT?!" and i repeated in a louder voice the same freaking thing. HAHA!!!

Note to all Ang Mohs: Not all CHINESE DUNNO ENGLISH HOR! AND not all CHINESE are from CHINA hor! Get your facts straight please!

The show ended on Friday and we had a little bit of time to walk and shop, and trip ended easily 9 days later. It was dratful when we count down each day.

Because I still love home, I still love Singapore.

Even with all the different races, even when we may not like each other in some way or another, we learnt to tolerate and understand each other. I LOVE MY COUNTRY!

Been wanting to go Barcelona since i was in Secondary school and this trip was hmmm.... More bads than goods, to put it in a nice way. But i will still wanna go if given a chance, not for business, but for leisure, i'm sure i will have better experience if that's the case. :)

Life is good back at home, nothing beats seeing the skyline of Singapore.

Feast your eyes on my photos! There're a lot more, but too many for me to post up.