Found out Michael Jackson passed away on Friday, it was such a devastating news. We see it right in front of our eyes. He followed the footsteps of Elvis Presley... Somehow, i realised, that god up above is fair to everyone. God gave them so much, and took away that much from them...

The legacy lives on...

Anyway, i went to take a look at the contract on Friday morning but i didn't sign it. However, i've decided to sign the contract already. Will be doing so on Tue and that means, my training will begin on the 1st of July, which also means, i am not gonna be JOBLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I am so excited to start work already! Although i know the amount of stress that may be weigh upon. As always, i will give it my best shot, and wad comes out of it will be another story.

Also on Friday but at night, Danial called me for a mahjong session at his friend's place. So i said alright. After that, his friends changed their minds, and he asked me whether we could do it at my place, so i say ok, as long as there're pple to play.

Asked ting to whether she wants to play, and she said ok. Around 12am, we started our game. Heh Heh! 2 rounds only, we played for 6 hours.... Damn tired......... I dun recall playing MJ this way for a while le... Ha!

Ting slept over my place and she headed to work the next day.

On Saturday, Darling and I had laksa from Ah Koong, but it wasn't nice. Heh!

Today, i'm kind of pissed off with some stuff which is damn freaking irritating because somebody just dunno how to use their brains when they want to do certain things. Ruined my whole afternoon!

At night, papa treated whole family dinner coz he striked a little lottery. The 3 of us, all brought our other halves. HeH hEh!

1st time the whole family see my darling. I know everyone is judging him, judging our relationship but i guess, it doesn't really bothers me so much already. I'm comfortable with him and i'm happy being with him. WAhA!

Darling drove Pa, Ma, 2kor and me back home.

Tmr meeting darling to go get his long-awaited permit and to finally do his license. Heh! 2times to Ubi and no success, tmr will be the 3rd.

I shall end here. :D

Night!

The King of Pop is gone forever...

Not a big fan of his but there is no denial of the impact he has made to modern music, he was a great talent, great creator, despite his weird personality.

Funny how it felt, because i, too, grew up, hearing him. Its a pity to lose someone so legendary so early...

Rest In Peace, Michael Jackson.

I just told a lame joke to Xueting...

"It is so bright in front, I am becoming a Prawn...."

hee~

These few days, i didn't do much either. I was just idling around at home. Packing up some stuff here and there and browsing websites to look for jobs and sending out i guess 1 million and 1 resumes. Hee~~~ I'm kidding but it does felt like that.

I went to buy Toothpaste that day at Watsons and the bottle changed, so sophisticated yet original. HA!

A lot of Finance company called up. Seriously, those that i am interested never calls, those that i can never be interested, kept calling.

"Hi, this is Ivy calling from Ma*ulif*, we saw the resume you posted on Jobscentral and would like to invite you down for an interview."

"May I know wad position is that?"

"Currently we have Financial Consultant open."

"I think I'll give it a pass and I think you've called me before." (Sarcarstic tone)

"O?! I DID?! WHEN?!"

"I dun rmb, not sure is it you but there were quite a lot of Ivys and M*nulif*, Ya..."

"Oooo... I see... Thank you."

*HuNG up*

Hai... How irritating, randomly harassing pple. HAHA!!! To date, i think i rejected almost 15 of this kind of companies... HAHA!

I'm having this craving for Garlic Prawn... HEH! I miss Farm Mart!

Really random postings can...

I think i shall turn in early. :) Night!

I was looking at my pretty empty organizer just now and i saw this marking of, "Collection of Grad Photos" and i realised i forgot all about the studio pic i took for my Grad. HAhaHA! And i found the sample photos. It is only now, that i observed, my left jaw was still swollen (from wisdom tooth infection) on my grad day...Its so obvious that my jaw was swollen here. HAHA!Anyway, shall do a recap of my life the last couple of weeks. For almost 2 weeks, i was living in Kulai, with Darling and his family.

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Darling was having his long break due to a very unlucky reason which i shall not disclosed.

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The first few days were pretty normal, felt like those weekends which i'd go over to JB, then i started to help around at home because i was feeling kind of bad, letting his family feed me. HA! So i began helping Aunty to cook lunch and dinner, played with Dou Dou, and mop the floor. HAHAHA!!!!

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And Aunty has this very special chili that i like a lot coz its so shioking-ly spicy, so i asked Aunty to teach me how to make, and before i knew it, i was washing some 40 - 50 chili padi and blending them in a blender. HAHAHA!!! When completed, Darling asked me to label my name on it, "Done By: Apple Teo, Dated: 17-06-09" HAHAHAHA!!! Its the 1st ever chili mixture i made! Hee~~

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I came out on Tues to meet Sharon (Darling's Ex), to do an ownership transfer at M1. It was a freaking "piss-ful" day, seriously... Shall not bad mouth anything here but am pissed. Anyway, met up with Melissa Dear and then Sharon. So glad i asked Dear along, if not, it would really be extreme awkward. Ha! So got the ownership transfer done, then traded in my phone, to get a NEW phone! WAHA! W902! Although i really wanted N97, i guess i can't really afford such extravagant stuff now, a good $38 phone is good enough. :D It was supposedly meant for Darling, but he insist i trade in my K850i, so can get this phone at a cheaper rate. Plus, my plan will be up soon as well, so i can upgrade and get him a phone soon. :)
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W902 is the 1st walkman phone with a 5megapix camera. HA! Am so happy that it's 5 megapix. Just love the high res. :D

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So the 1st photo i captured was as below. HA! Following that, Dear and i had dinner at the Fountain of Taka and headed back together on train. :D The next few days were spent with Mr Eddie as well. I became Dou Dou's Nanny. HAHAHA! We played together since the minute we woke up. HAHAHA!!! She will come sticking to me and say, "Da jie jie, ni zuo shen me?" HAHAHA!!! Cute de leh... I would shake her to bed, bring her to her pee bowl, change her pants, and play play play....... Darling would lay there and read his Comic or browse his internet while i play with Dou.

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Her chocolate-stained teeth:Her super high-waisted pants (Dou's daddy's creation)! HA!!!

I helped Aunty cooked dinner a few times, and then the one time i rmbed vividly was, cutting oranges. HAHA!!! I nv cut so many oranges in my entire life. HAHAHA!!! After cooking, Aunty wanted to make orange juice, so she ask me to cut the skin, heh heh heh! Cut until my index finger nearly went numb. HAHAHA!!!! Fyi, Darling's jie jie and jie fu are Fruit vendor, so imagine the amount of fruits they have. HAHA! Good thing it was orange juice ONLY.

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And, our entertainment for those days were, going to Tesco to shop for groceries, went to gamble with his friends a few times, go for a nice cup of Old Town coffee and we went to City Sq to watch "The last house on the left", it is so freaking gruesome! Seriously! Oo! And we went to meet June (Darling's friend whose family own a fruit farm), coz she went to the fruit farm with her dad to pick Durians, and waHA, i had the best durian EVER! Though i didn't eat a lot but, the KING of durians, 猫山王, i think its written like that. The flesh were so YELLOW, TENDER, FIRM, SWEET and heavenly YUMMY! HAHAHA!!!

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And when we are free, Darling would rode me on his dad's bike, not wearing helmet. HAHAHAHA!!! OO! We went to try card at Honda! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! And it was only then that i realised all the NEW cars with Manual (for Honda), aren't really Manual, manual. Its finger-pressing manual, no more clutch. Its so BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i wanted a Manual Honda Fit so much. If i'm getting a Fit, i think i will find a 2nd hand one, so there's clutch and 5 gears to play. Auto is BORING! Darling got his eyes on Accord, *fAinT*O! We went to ioi mall to meet Hei Gui during one of the days coz there was this body builder challenge show, and heh heh heh, so many Muscle Man.... HAHAHA!!!! And i tried for the 1st time in my life, MarryBrown! HAHAHA!!!Darling looked so angry here. Heh hEh Heh!Anyway, i came back yesterday after having Kulai's famous Nasi Lemak - Yellow Corner as dinner.

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Ultimate conclusion, i had quite a bit of fun there, but it was quite frustrating without my laptop around. Though he has his computer but his computer doesn't have the things i need to really do things. And unlike staying at home, i can just watch TV and online the whole day, i had to helped out. Although it feels like home, it is, afterall, not my home, so the obligation to be polite and all is there.

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Darling and I talked a lot as well, about our future... Sounds rather promising... HA! Also, we had a tiff at home, when he totally ignored me and do his own unconstructive things. We played with each other causing 2 big blue-black on my knee, HAHAHA!!!

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Before any future can be craved, i need to find a job, he needs to start his own shop, and we need to plan for a lot. I still have a lot of things undone. :)

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Darling will be starting work this week, just not sure which day yet, coz he needs to get his passport 1st. He has been really unlucky recently, i hope wad happened this time, is a blessing in disguise, hopefully, everything will be back to 100% normal again.

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After a long break, its time to start again! :D

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Rmb the job offer i rejected? There may be chances of getting it back, and i think i will just go all out for it, 1 year contract, i question myself, "Why not?". I've always been telling myself not to make hasty decisions, not to do this, not to think that but i end up jobless for so long. Its not a healthy trend, not healthy for my resume, not healthy for my mind and body.

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This may not be the job i want, may not pay me the best but the economy is so bad, even if its bouncing back, it will take a while to get better and prosper, it may take 1 yr, 2 yrs or maybe 3, definitely not a 1 or 2 months thing, so, wad is a 1 yr contract compared to it?

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I like this attitude, I'm back to me! I just love being the Optimistic Teo Ai Ping. :D I need to take the 1st step to accept things before better things can befall. Begin humble and slowly work my way up. This is only the beginning of a whole new chapter in my life...

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I hope i can get this job again, I HOPE!

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I guess, the break i took with Darling gave me a good perk. :D

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It feels good to be home... I just love the air...

I'm again, staring at the computer screen thinking of wad i should do. Hai...

Really bored of these kind of days... Having nothing better to do, nothing important to panick about, nothing fun to look forward to.

I was just telling a friend, i am asking not too much, something satisfying for now. Something non-contractual, something i can get out of quickly as soon as i found something i love to do.

And yes, i realised, everyone is 1 step ahead of me now, or maybe more. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

But I always tell myself to buck up because when it really begins, I will make the best out of it. Try me... I know I will... I just need to a starting point to start running, and then I'll conquer the track, challenge myself, and be the me I used to be.

I tried but its just not happening. Why blame me for not working. Hai... Ask me to accept a job which pays me barely enough and expect me to give u half. Do you think i can survive?

Hai...

Been staying at Darling's place these few days coz of wad happened to him. I think my phone bill this month will be disastrous. Hai...

And i'm forced to go meet his EX again.... Obviously he doesn't bother about wad i think...

Sucks.

Back for some blogging. Last weekend, i was a bit messed up, some things cropped up and i dun even recognized myself. And i was pissed that i dunno wad was going on. >o<
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So, i decided to go out and i asked Wen if she was free. So on Sat, we went to Orchard to chill and walk a little. We went to TCC for a drink and a snack. :DCoz i was really tired, i didn't sleep at all, i had to go back around 6pm as i was falling asleep. O! I bought the Green dress from Ms Selfridge which i couldn't get the other time coz they ran out of stock. SO happy i got but its another amount of money spent off. Hai... No money...
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On Sunday morning, Papa drove mama, da kor and me to Funan, where Da kor works, and i went to check my eye sight coz i know my eyes definitely has some problem. And yes, my left eye was really bad, right eye remained fine. hee~
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So decided to just change 1 lens, coz really no cash to make another nice specs. Hai...
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So after that, papa brought us to this very nice Hokkiien restaurant and we had an awesome lunch. Everything is so yum yum! I like the Mian Xian... WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! When i reached home, i was watching TV and ting smsed me. Decided to go find her at her workplace. I took a nap and slept too much. Rushed out to AMK hub. Went to help her with her work stuff and stayed till 11plus pm.
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We went for Dou Hua again, and sat on Wyman's new Mercedes Benz, C-class. A bit squeezy but well, like all Benz, its really nice. I think on Monday, i went for an interview, i think i was too desperate for a job. I knew i was gonna get the job but i nv really think hard about the 1 yr contract. Monday night, went for dou hua again with ph, wyman, liang cai and ting. Hee~~ And went to pass Fish her present and at the same time took ting's 1. :D
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Tuesday, Darling told me he's coming in to Singapore to try and get his stuff done. Hai... And his temp passport only allows 1 journey in. Hai....
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We went to make police report, then wanted to go to Tanjong Pagar but there was no time already. Hun came to help me by riding me back home to print some stuff. But coz the time wasn't enough already, darling say dun need to rush le, so i very paisehly asked Hun to go. Sorry Hun, treat your drinks next time. :D
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So i went to VK, asked Richard to sign the form, Darling and i went to WM and ate chicken rice, we were very hungry. HAHAHA!!! Walked a bit here and there and decided to go Lot 1 watch movie.
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And we took train there. We watched Terminator, it was REALLY GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE!The next day, woke up early in the morning and asked papa to drive us to the Work pass centre place, but after enquiring and all, can't do his work permit coz no passport/IC. We had breakfast 1st, went to the UOB at Chinatown, get his ATM card then head on to Ubi traffic police centre wanting to get his License but no work permit, no license. Freaking chain effect.
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So we head on back home. Asked Dear to come over and we had 3 kas MJ session till 11pm. Its so fun de lor! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I went back with Darling that night, and i was so tired, i slept like a pig.
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It was Wee Wee's BD the next day, and Darling didn't know, i was so paiseh, nv buy present for him. Sian dao.... Then we went to gamble with his friends. Darling pissed me off by drinking beer, and spitting them on my head. AH! And he shouted at me in his car. I was so PISSED!
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Anyway, we were ok the next day, and he got scolded by his mama. HAHAHAHA!!! Funny! And Darling drove me to JB, we shopped a little in City Sq and then he walked me to the custom coz he couldn't drive me out. Hai......... Sadness....

That's about it for this entire week plus a bit of last week. :D

I changed my blogskin! WAHAHAHA! Feels accomplished.

I have some pictures and some updates to type, i shall do it tonight. :D

ByEbyE!

Week by week.... Doing nothing... Sooner or later, i will break down...

This week is such a tough 1 to get by... Suddenly, everything seems to be crushing down... Nothing is going well...

Heh heh Heh!

I need to go out for a breather...

Night.

First 4 days of my week is horrible... Its 1.28am, and i still can't sleep. Hai...

I've been Hai-ing my entire week........... THIS SUCKS!

What exactly is wrong?

I am leading a very unconstructive life now... Almost jobless for a month already... This sux.
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I met up with Aiai on Monday for lunch. We wanted to go Mac coz we want to get the cups. Heh hEh! Sadly, when we went there, they haven't change the colour. O! Aiai came to pick me up. HAHAHA!!!
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We head to Subway for lunch and chatted. I saw Danial there with his classmate. HAHAHA!!!
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Then, Aiai and i chatted and i read the booklets for Tourism courses in MDIS. As much as i dun wish to study now, this entire freaking world wide tsunami is pushing me to the edge.
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The course is pretty suitable for me, considering my diploma and it only takes 9 months to complete the final year and get me a Bachelor, the money is not really A LOT but still, for my current situation, its really tough. Sigh...
Yesterday, i went to the bank with Mama for her GIRO stuff and 2kor say her card got some problem or something. And i finally sorted out how to activate my debit card and yeah, i got it done. I can use my debit card already. WAHA!
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Then i went to library to borrow books, went to popular to buy some stuff. Came home, i was so bored, i used water colour to paint my cabinets. Heh hEh!
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The outcome:Now, you know how bored i am.
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I am being thrifty again. Avoid going out too often. But I have 2 birthdays coming up. HAhAHA! So much for saving.
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Anyway, i realised i have another blog which i used previously but ehhhhhh, its empty. HAHAHAHA!!! Wad should i do with it? Hee~~
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GOing to read book now.
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ByE!