YoHo! A really great long weekend spent! HAPPY DEEPAVALI to ALL!!! :D
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Had my 1st ride on Darling's new bike last Tue and unlike his SP, this one is rather powerless, which is a good thing in a way coz it means he cannot speed too fast. Hee~ Its always red, and red suits my Darling! :D After work on Friday, went for dinner with Ruth and Lin Na below our office. Nice western fishy fishy. We chatted a little then headed to draw some cash and gosh, i actually forgot my PIN number coz i haven't gone to the machine for so long......... And Ruth was laughing at me. HAHA!!! But after a while, the numbers came back to me and i managed to get my cash out. HAHA!
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Then Ruth suggested we go to Dempsey, if i'm not wrong for a drink at their open garden. hOhO! Nice nice place, very cooling, but too breezy........ And we talked about LOVE.................... The usual kind of girls' talk and Ruth, our DA JIE, teaching us things. Hee~ Like a mother like that.
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And i had Asahi... HoHo! *mUACKs*

Met up with Darling for a quick breakfast in the morning coz he reached work early then he drove me home. I concussed in the afternoon. Woke up and did some work although i wasn't in much of a mood to. :(After he finishes work in the evening, we went to Jurong East to have our Korean dinner. hoHo! I had some Kimchi Tang Hoon kind of thing and he had rice cake, and we ordered one more fried fungus. hoHo! So satisfying, its all AWESOME. hOho! Then, he had some problems with his phone, so i told him why not we exchange our batts and see how, and so far, our phones have been working fine with exchanged batts. Heh heh!On Sunday, same thing, i did some work too, and i bought a 2 GB thumbdrive, so i was transfering some datas over when i realised i can't find the posters Ruth gave me the other day... ermmm.... I think its in office's folder. Heh heH! O well...

I think i'm falling sick again, ermmm.... Not really lah, feel a bit of flu and sore throat but i think i should be fine lah... Darling brought me to drink soup, Ginseng Chicken soup... hOho! So nice lor....... And we tried something new, FISH SPA! HOHO! The fishes were nibbling at my stinky feet. HoHo! Legs were refreshed. Met up with Aiai just now and had all the chitter chatterings that we always do when we meet up and it is SO nice to see HER OK! Its been AGES since i last see her... hOhO! Although its short but at least its fulfilling... This is wad i call FRIENDS!

Sometimes, i really dunno wad my mother is thinking... Seriously...

Then had dinner with Darling at BB east, curry noodles, YUmMy!

Headed over to IMM. Everything was all fine. And we bumped into Jason and Aiying at Daiso. HAHA! So long never see them also le... It was a short hi and bye!

Darling bought 8 pairs of aluminium chopsticks for his whole family. HAHa! He is so into this type of thing. Me, on the other hand, bought 2 packets of tidbits. Ho! OOoo!!! Darling bought cute hair bands for his kids at home. HAHA!! So cute of my darling!

Anyway, he pissed me off while on the way back, and he finds it so funny, that i got so angry. Hai.... Sometimes i dun even know wad to tell him. I know its fun to do what he is doing but not at the expense of his own job... LIAR! *ANGrY* for that freaking moment.

O well, i dun feel like bothering about that anymore, he can do what he likes, for that issue.

Another working day tmr till Friday... Till then, AdiOs!

Damn it... I feel so freaking tired................................................

Today it rained. Dunno who is the last person who left home, didn't close the window and the rain splashed all over my room and my poor laptop got the rain... WAH..............................

Then Mama did the most irritating thing of all and coz of that, this person kept sms-ing me................

WAH LAO!

One of the 2 happy things that happened today, Lao pa came to pick me up and we went Newton for dinner.

The 2nd happy thing today is also coz of the rain. Darling couldn't go back and we met up and had tea.....

The 3rd, i can go to bed now, wad will come, will come, tmr is yet another day.

Period.

Life's been alright... Only feeling rather sleepy at some times of the day. HAHA!!!

Busy with Food event, and aiyo, there is this woman from SP hor, really hor................. Why can't there be more NP lecturers that i can deal with, for the very least, same school mah! I really drat talking to that person. WAH LAO! I know aunty lah but no need SO aunty can.............. OMG!

I need to start appreciating the people in my office! So in love with pretty Ruth and calm Poh Ling... HOHO!!! They are so included in my list of BEST PEOPLE in my LIFE! HOHo!

Poor Lin Na wasn't really happy today. Shall not say too much... Heh heH!

Nothing extraordinary to post today... Ermmmm............................... I miss JIAWEN! Haha! And i miss my DEAR MELISSA LIM MEI QIAN!

HoHo!

Skeptical about the things happening around me... Especially you... I love you...

AH! Horrible blogspot bully me! Took me so long to upload the pictures i want to upload! Dunno wad problem is it! I had to upload 1 by 1 and not all the pictures are uploaded can. ANGRY!
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Anyway, i just recover, i won't say completely but at least 80% recharged from my sickness. PUKING! I guess i really am too tired already and giving myself too much unnecessary stress. Its horrible to not eat right, drink right and sleep right... Its not the 1st time doing this but i think i overdid it this time. Sorry to my beloved body, i need to replenish it slowly with lots of vitamins and minerals... HAHA! Crap...
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Anyway, post some pictures from a while ago when i wanted to but didn't have the time to do so.
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THis was taken a while ago when i was on Darling's car and he went to fill petrol. Hee~
And the tempting sushi platter hor, i da bao-ed from cold storage after work, coz i didn't eat at all that day. I dun rmb which day already though. And rmb my previous entry? Regarding the BIG event at MM? These are the follow-up pictures which i found in my phone and cam. Hee~
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This is the only cup of coffee i had those few days. As much as i wanted to have a coffee, i couldn't, no time............ Sian-ed.... And this is the end of the 1st day, which i was waiting for Lao pa to come picked me back home. Damn tired.... I concussed after i reached home. And these are the photos of PL, RF and me in the room.... Yes, Faridah and myself shared a bed, RF 1 bed and PL 1 bed. We took RF in coz it was really sad, he didn't have a room to stay in but he had to reach very early. So i sacriface my bed for him. HAHA! After IRAHSS, i became very sick. In fact it was during IRAHSS i began vomitting. And Thurs it got so bad that i can't walk straight, so Doc gave 2 days MC. Wanted to go back to work on Fri coz there was a dinner, but Friday, my head was still heavy, i went to waste money again, why waste money coz the pills given by another doc is equivalent to Panadol.... DOTS!
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Anyway, I slept most of my days away, and watched TV. Then i went out for a breather! With my beloved DArling! Hee~ So happy to see my darling... Actually he did came by on Friday to buy me dinner. He was so nice although he needs to rush off. :D
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We went for Indonesian dinner but i didn't eat a lot coz i was afraid i will vomit again. So i drank more barley and eat the fish and rice. Hee~
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And DArling wanted to shop for new clothes for his good friend's wedding next month, and he wants to bring me there, so that means i need to shop for mine too but didn't buy anything coz i didn't like the ones he chose. HA!
I like this blouse but i dun pull it off well enough for me to buy it... Hai....
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Tried some shoes also but didn't buy... Shouldn't splurge coz i need to get a new bag already... And, as mentioned, i started taking lots of pictures coz i haven't touch my cam for so so long, i dun want it to rust!My darling is so sweet!As mentioned, the Indonesian cuisine.And darling was posing for ME! Hee~Our HUGE close-up!And i can never explain how nice it is to have Darling by my side. Because he always makes me laugh and smile and forget all my problems. He may be a nuisance sometimes but he always treats me best. For that, i swear i will never let him go. :D
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Went for lunch with Ting today, not really a perfect lunch coz i didn't eat much. But we chatted quite a bit. Its nice to sit down and chat up with my dear sister. Although its not really those deep heart to heart kind of thing, but just knowing that i have the comfort of her with me, is so enough already.
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I can never ask for more... Its because of all these people that made me so happy...
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我喜欢这样的感觉，有着关心我的人，关心我... 我是幸福的，我知道，我很幸福...
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我爱你，老公！
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我会继续加油！我会的！
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For the many times, I will give it my best shot!

And the largest event drew all my blood and soul out.... HAHA!!!!!
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I've met the best people ever here... Them from government, them from attachment and them from temp. It didn't felt really special but it did felt very exciting.
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I can't quite recall a minute i sat down and rest. I walked a lot....
Didn't have pic of the clients but they are really nice people. They can be very demanding but at least they do possess the human side, unlike certain examples.
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Anyway, i fell sick right on the 3rd day of the event, coz i started vomitting. Thought it'll get better but it didn't.
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I was the escort for Mr Sifry, Mr Spivack and Mr Rohrbeck. Mr Sifry is a funny person. Mr Spivack is really uptight and Mr Rohrbeck is pretty soft spoken. hEh HeH! And yes, coz of Mr Sifry, i feel like going to San Fransico. HAhA!
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Anyway, got sicker on Thursday. Papa drove me to work and i was resisting my vomit from coming out. My head turned giddy and i couldn't walk straight and yes, i puked in office and my head just can't stop making turns. I called papa to come back again.
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He drove me to the nearest doc which i puke again at the clinic.
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Papa bought congee for me and he sent me home. Then, i slept the entire day till 5pm, still feeling drowsy when i got up. Hai....
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Edna smsed me and i thought its my darling, Eddie, i nearly wanted to tell her off. HAHA!!! But i didn't.
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Another day at home, resting. Did some work but i dunno how much that helped. Hai...
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So tired, my head feels so heavy................................................ I need a bag to hold my head. :(
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Fun + Excitement + Great Colleagues + Unreasonable people + Sick self = DisasterSsssssss....
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If only there are only the 1st 3.
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I need to go rest... Ciao...

I think i died-ed...........................................................................................................................

Giving it my best shot in return for a word of sacarsm. F*CK OFF!

Takes 1 month to know the place, 3 months to get used to it, 6 months to know everything. I've done it in less than that.

I'm tired... Really tired...

I felt guilty for a moment when i felt that maybe it is my fault but when it comes back, i realised it is never my fault. The fault lies upon another.

I tried looking at this from many perspectives, i really tried but the perspectives are getting narrower, i'm left with only the answer which should only be thought of when i reached the brink. I'm reaching there... I think i'm already there.

Reason is the only thing i seek. I dunno how to handle unreasonable people because unreasonable people are blocked off from my life.

I don't enjoy doing this. I felt guilty for making my colleague feels guilty, i felt guilty for the client when i thought of leaving things as it is and just walk off, thus, i force myself to do this.

I didn't wanna unleash this but i can't hold it when Papa and Mama asked about it, when Darling talked about it, when Wen called me, when ting tried to comfort me.... I miss them.

“你这样，爸爸很心疼的你知道吗?!”

Its this that pains me so much...

“做正确的是要比照着正确的方法做事更重要” 山穷水尽疑无路，柳暗花明又一春

抱歉让大家担心了... 真的不懂，要怎么面对这种只意味着自己的人继续打拼... 到了最后，我学会的应该只有，“不服于人的心态”...

Its getting tougher everyday...............................................................

Am i stubborn or is it because reason no longer exists in this world? I reckon its the latter.

Yet another day spoilt.

I tried to be happy, but it seems like my whole world is crashing down...

Few shocking things:

1. I dreamt of my toddler cousin, Jerome and his father, who is my Uncle. Heh hEh!
2. I had Bee Hoon this morning and a Kopi (nothing shocking right?), after that i Lao Sai
3. I nearly drowned in the pool of e-mails today.
4. I have so many lists to handle, i think i am screwing myself
5. I looked through i believe some hundred of books to check for errors (especially upside down pages)
6. I took cab 2 times today, one of which i can claim.
7. I complained to Jia Wen and she felt for me, so sad i cannot meet them!
8. Darling says he misses me and he wants to have dinner with me. But it was so short coz i have tasks to complete. ):
9. I saw a woman fell on the bus lightly but she sat there, seemingly fainted, i dun even know what to do. But her kids helped her up in a very hard way. I think she is low blood or something. She dun seem well.
10. I forgot to "Di" my EZ-link when i alight the bus.

Hai.... I need to work tmr... Wad can I say now? Bitches remains as Bitches. Am I correct?

I question myself, why be a hypocrite? I can't bring myself to say things which I don't even mean... I choose to remain silent... This is not what I expected it to be if I am expected of something...

Everyone has been an awesome moral support.... Especially my lovely hubby...

Never in my best mood. Tired is all i can say AGAIN!
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Ah Mah went into hospital for an Op, i went to visit her and although everything is all fine, Ah mah seems to have gone through a lot... She lost so much weight that i can barely recognize her. She said she didn't eat for 3 days... She will get well soon, i'm sure...
Today, i went back to work because of certain things that i cannot disclose. I am feeling rather unhappy working at this place. I'm threatened and tortured and deprive of the freedom i'm supposed to have. "You better dun make any dates after work ah!" Total turn off.
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I'm not making a living there, i am doing my attachment for goodness sake! So much for all the trying, one word from her and ya, the whole world nearly crash... Giving so little yet wanting so much. Hai.... That's why i am tired.
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So after going back to do some stuff, i decided to go find Da kor, which then occured to me that it shouldn't be too far from Bugis. I tried to walk there. I walked past Museum i think and i saw these wordings hung on the wall, its interesting. I took picture of it.
I meet some Caucasians who asked for directions and luckily i know where suntec is. Heh! But then, i was at the wrong direction to Funan. Well, after a lot of searching, and sweating out, i decided to take a cab to Funan.
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Went to find Da kor then find my stuff but didn't managed to find. Took train back.
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Along the way on the train, quite some stuff went through my head, i don't know wad have i done wrong, or wad i did not do. Aunty says, its culture shock, so i take it as that's that. Working hasn't been something strange to me, meeting people of all sorts has become a norm but this one, i dunno how to handle.
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I can only do my best. That's all i can say.
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Then, the fatigue on my legs came in.
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I went to wait for Darling to knock off, coz he's knocking off early today. We went for dinner at Block 15plus there again. Had Laksa, nuggets and fries, kopi and 100plus. We were both tired. I was bitching to darling my stuff and he was telling me some of his stuff.
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We sat for a while then headed back coz we were both pretty tired.
Chatted with him till he reached JB and i went to bath. Slowly touched around, watched a bit of TV, washed my Foundation sponge, arranged my room a little and came online.
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Hun called to ask me to go movie with the rest but i rejected. I'm sorry... I just want to spend some time alone. I know you guys are making the effort to ask me out. I shall date you all on Sat Night after i have enough sleep on Friday night.
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Pay day didn't seem to be special at all. Shall keep the rest of the comments to myself.
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It takes so much to make things right but it only take one fault to make it all wrong... I will continue to try for the sake of myself, not anyone else. Spare me for being selfish for a while...

太阳虽然升起了，但天气却阴晴不定... 落下的雨滴，似乎代表了我失落的心情... 乌云密布的天等于提不起劲儿的心理...

我试了，我试了，我尝试寻找我的平衡，却一而再，再而三的被你推翻了...

太阳啊！可以在哪一天为我高高照下，让我能够渡过这难关...