Too tired to blog last few days, i still am tired though.

Went back to hotel to help out for Mooncake roadshow for 3days and i really can feel the strain on myself. Really haven't been that hardworking for so long.

Went to Toa Payoh HDB hub the 1st day and we were pretty late. There was already a huge crowd. Having no idea wad was going on, i pretty much stood there and almost did nothing and this lady, who knows everything kind of told me off a little. Then she left to another place.

Like that, went back to hotel and helped Andy with the counting of money, had a really late lunch which caused my gastric which was why i couldn't go BBQ.

Went back home, rested and slept through to thurs.

8am to 4pm. IRAS i guess. Selling mooncakes again. Tired after a whole day too.

Friday 8am to 6pm. ST electronics. I nearly died-ed. I was just really tired. I fell down trying to close the trolley and now my knee got a big blue-black. :(

Friday night, went supper with ting and hun, came home and concussed.

Sat, woke up late, had lunch, watched tv and concussed again.

I spent time with Darling. One of the only things which made me really happy this week. I'm gonna miss being able to spend this kind of time with him.

Attachment is starting tmr. I dun feel at all excited about it. Think about the long journey from here to Bugis, having to wake up so early to squeeze in trains. Wanted to take bus but i just can't find 1 bus service that go there directly.

And thinking about the events that we might be involved, the burnt weekends... No time at all... And this is gonna last for 6months.... Hai...

On the bright side, its something away from school, can earn cash, gain new experience.

Don't feel well... Knowing the fact that there is a chance that we will drift apart... It doesn't feel good at all... Baby, you know I love you...

Hai... Shouldn't have gone to work... I'm falling sick again...

1st its gastric, now its sore throat. Just great...

Still, my head is overwhelmed with pretty mooncakes. HAHA!!!

Going to bed, long day tmr again... :)

Its just a moment of anger... I love you and that will never change, baby...

Missed out the fun again i guess... Gastric pain....

Didn't eat the entire day except for a pathetic bread early in the morning. Now, i'm beat!

Mooncake is all over my head... HA!

Good night.

Not really in a big mood to blog recently...

Ermm.... Exams are over, after a great weekend, we're left with 5days before IAP starts. Rather reluctant to pull myself back from the relaxing mood.

I'm going to help out Andy tmr till friday, so, there's really not much relaxing for me either but i really need to get to work, i'm really running out of cash. I'm the type of person who feels insecure when the red lights start flashing in my bank account. HaHA!

Class bbq tmr and i still have no idea when the that place. Hai....

Words of Appreciation: Darling is the best darling in the whole wide world...

What differs can be similar...

Right, exam is OVER!!!!! *let out a sigh of relieve* Now, let me elaborate on all the 3 papers.
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Tuesday, RMTR paper, I was glad it wasn't really that tough but when i was about to start the calculation, my calculator had to die on me! I just changed the batteries and it was working perfectly fine when i was doing revision! Had to ask the invigilators, and he asked the class for me, good thing george has one. So after calculating like 1 equation, i went to try my calculator and it was working again.... PiSSed! Anyway, the paper was ok. :D Glad.
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TRMK paper, CMI!!! I think i will do badly for it, i hop i won't fail it though. :(
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STMO paper, it was ok also. BUT too many questions, nearly wasn't able to finish it.
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See that beautiful rose, i found it on one of the lecture notes, i think i drew it during lecture when i was bored. HA!After paper that day, I returned Darling's missed call and he asked me to help find info about our school's laptop. So i went to library side and finally found it. Headed back to pass him the info and sit down eat my stuff. I was so so hungry coz i didn't eat much that day.
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Then i played Darling's PSP, wanted to leave at 6pm to Cindy's place but Xueting called Darling coz she wanted to cut her fringe and she asked me to stay behind and chat so i did. around 7pm, she reached.
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After her cut, she agreed to accompany me to Cindy's place! HAA! So happy! Would have been weird if i go alone.
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We chatted along the way and found our way to Cindy's place.
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That is the baby of Cindy and Ken, his name is Xavier! HaHa! So cute!!!! It was a nice catching up session with old friends from work as well. :D Before we left, we sang BD song for Cindy and had a slice of BD cake.
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And suddenly, i become Apple ah yi.... -_-"'The little thing conquering its favourite toy. He is so fierce when we try to carry him or take his toy. HAHA! But over all still a cute little one (despite his age). HAHA! KIKI! Later on, Ting and i headed to K box and it was Ladies and guess which fool send a hokkien song into my phone and make it into my ringtone then happily called me and expect me to get shock! HAHA! But that fool didn't realised i went to check wad she sent to me and just let her have her way with the prank. HAHA!!!
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We went back at around 11.30pm. Ting walked back from interchange and i think some accident happened and she was totally shocked. Must be, its in the middle of the night... But good thing she's alright.
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I took a bath and came online. Didn't expect my lovely darling would come online also and say sweet sweet things. HAHA!!! He was telling me his beer session with Andy, Leslie, Alvin and that girl. Its damn funny. Then we went off to bed at around 1am.
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Went to Marina to meet Wen and Shan but i was too early. So i went to find a place for a hot drink and some food 1st. LJS and sat there, stare at the wall and took picture.

Shan came shortly after and we chat a little and waited for Wen. Then, we headed to Waraku. YuMMy!
The spag is actually really yummy! O, and they served this rice with curry and gosh, nearly fainted. Yum! I can have nothing but just curry and rice! Give it to me!After that, we walked around. Shop around MS and i wanted to buy shades but i bought every other thing except for shades. HAHA!!!
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I bought black tank at MNG (the one which i have many colours), then wanted to buy croc clip but couldn't find, end up buying 3 pairs of earrings coz they were cheap, then bought a pair of very cute slippers at Slurp i think. I will post the pictures when i wear it next time, its so cute!
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And i took pictures again, in toilet!

On toilet bowl...Then, after the tiring walks, we went to Andersen's! HAHA!!! Use the vouchers that we have! HAHA!!!! Andersen's classic and Banana Split but i didn't take pic of banana split. And we tried almost all the flavours available and we just went on and on commenting. Well, if u are from TRM, you will know why we went on commenting. :DAnd pictures again!And all the chocolates go into the ice creams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!And some MORE!!!!CAn't resist taking a good picture with it! Ho! And look at Shan!In the midst of feasting....Satisfyingly feasted...And i carried on cam-whoring! HAHA!Somebody putting lip balm can...And I am trying to see why my cam is always blur blur but i think its my hand shaking.When we decided to head back, realised it was raining, so we had to go the underpass walkway and TA DA!!!! Art works of artist!

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Shan and I just went mad and Wen was keeping her composure (Did i mention her hugging a teddy bear and patting its head? HAHA!)Especially in love with this... So pretty...And this... Love........................................Went back together with Shan while Wen went to town to get something. Shan alighted at Timah for her class BBQ and i went ahead to interchange. Waited for Darling but he was busy.

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So i was playing with PSP and later watching Singapore's match against China. Well, Li Jia Wei lost the Bronze again. :( But good work! So much pressure on but she did well. :D

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China got all 3 medals, its so BORING! ITs always them, can't they just give 1 away? HAHA! But who would do that when you know well enough that you are worthy of it? Others need to work hard to get theirs!

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After that, i stayed and just sat there. Then, everyone left, except Leslie, Darling and his customer. I continued the game. Just didn't wanna go back yet.

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It was about 10pm when he finished everything. He wanted to wait for bus with me but i told him its ok, he should go home, its late.

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I went to buy my dinner and went home.

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So happy! It feels good to be not under pressure, feels good to sleep without worries. I have a week to rest up and get ready for attachment!

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How can a woman be of such level when you are obviously up there? Why put yourself at such a cruel position where you can hurt yourself and others... Snap out of it, bitch! Its time you understand what is the meaning of cheating!

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In the process of creating happiness, you lost yourself... I look down on you.

Wanted to wake up early as usual but well, as it occured for many days, i couldn't get up coz i couldn't sleep at night. :(
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Studied the entire day and took a break in the after before going out to meet darling for dinner.
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Waited for him for a while then we headed to WM for Kway Chap. :D and we met his ex-gf. HAHA!!! Kept meeting all this ex-es can... WAH LAO!
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O! Bumped into Xueting also.
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Walked a little bit and decided to sit at Kopi Roti to watch Table tennis final.Singapore lost 3-0 to China but i guess it ain't easy to win China since they are the defending champs for so many years. Just glad that we got a medal after 48 years of long long search...
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Came back home and before i remove my eye-liner, i took pic. HAHA!
Chatted a bit with Darling when he was going back to JB. :D
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Then, i carried on studying.
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And before i turned in, i watched the last DVD darling lend me.
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Couldn't sleep for hours, and finally fell asleep at around 3am.
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Woke up and studied for Retail which is tmr. I hope i can remember the things. :D Exams!!! I will conquer you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Taking a break now before i continue later. :D
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JIAYOU!

And yes! I slept around 12.30am last night, and was having a pretty good sleep till this asshole made a prank call at 5plus am i guess. I'm not really sure wad time it was but the sun haven't rise totally.
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A:"Hello" (totally annoyed, coz i hate pple calling when i'm sleeping)
PRANKSTER: "Hello"
A: "Who is this?"
P: "You don't remember me already ah?"
A: "Ehhh... Who is this?" (No mood to play guessing game)
P: "There, i am your classmate."
A: "Dunno, who?" (In my mind, trying to link his voice to any males in my current class, Edwin... Vincent... George.... Wei Jie...)
P: "The one wear specs, thin thin, sit behind you one"
A: "HUH?! WHO?!" (Thin Thin = Vincent, Wear Specs = Wei jie, finally made up my mind that this is an asshole on the other line.)
A: "Who lah?! I'm sleeping!!!" (Added to my thought, nobody in class has fix seat!)
P: "Your classmate lor!"
A: "Dun play lah, WHO!" (Freaking wanna scold F word)
P: "Can I play with you?" (in a damn disgusting voice)
A: (jitao damn pissed) "Aiya! Fuck lah!"
-Hang up-
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Coz of this ass call, i cannot sleep well after that, i dreamt of Kok hong!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!
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Then i told Darling about this person and he told me its 7th month, then i tell him, that person is a big pervert, nothing to do with 7th month... WAH LAO!
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Wanted to wake up early to study but couldn't make it, only got up at 11am. So i studied from then on. Finally completed marketing, but somehow, the things aren't really totally registered.
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Took a short break and started with STMO.
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In my not-wanting-to-study mode, i took pictures. HAHA!!!
While turning my chair around, i noticed my mini-tee hanging at my drawer. Heh hEH! It was a present from the Netball juniors back in 2004. Its been 4 years already... I never catch a good glimpse of that period.After that, i carried on studying. Till L3 of the notes, i stopped. Went to bath and changed up. Took me quite a while to decide wad to wear. Changed up 4-5 times to finally decide.
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No. 1No.2 No. 3 is not taken photo of.
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And No. 4So, after i decided on wad to wear, i went to the ATM machine near Mac to withdraw money to return instructor for my delayed driving fees. Walked back and met 2kor at the lift lobby, passed him the cash coz he was going for lesson in the night.
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Then i went to take bus to BB to find Darling. I paid my bills first at AXS, then went to enjoy the aircon at VK. HAHA! Chatted with Darling about his busy day, he seemed so tired. :(
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He lend me his PSP which i tried to break his record but he kept setting his record higher and higher... *hAtEs*
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While playing, i was listening to some conversation between some people. Heh Heh! And Darling and i were hinting each other about the purposeful convo made to self-impress someone. Heh Heh!
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Anyway, darling and i went out while Ah Yong swept the floor and some guys from Alvin's shop offered darling a cigarette and those guys are really bad. They purposely pressure Darling by saying, "gf here, dun dare to smoke ah, scared go home get scolding ah!", HAHA!!! Darling took the cigarette and ran into the salon, to avoid the lighting of cigarette and he secretly put the cigarette into Ah Yong's box of cigarette which is of different flavour. HAHA!!!
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Afterwhich, we carried on to IMM for our dinner. Wanted to go Fish&co. coz darling wants to see how Yee Shan's hair turned out, but Yee Shan wasn't working so we settled for Mac. :D
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Darling was trying to figure out how to bluetooth from Motorola coz he dun really use that phone much coz its only for calling and sms-ing in Msia. We walked a bit but left after a while coz he's meeting his friends back at JB. :)
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Before we left, he went to the toilet where i ambushed him outside with my phone cam! HAHA!!Like i said before, Darling seemed very tired. He wants to crack jokes and all but he just can't bend it too well coz of his fatigue. Hai... Poor Darling... :(
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So, he drove me back and we chatted a bit until he reaches JB. And he told me, the writing of white card has resumed. Waste resources!
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Then, i carried on studying with STMO. Trying to understand fare calculation. I guess after so much studying of theory, calculation freshen up my mind. I stopped there and came online to blog! :D
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I shall turn in now. :D
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PS: Darling and i were talking about one of his important ex gfs, and i guess, even the great romancer can get hurt. He is one good example. Then again, its the past, it doesn't hurts to start over again, as a better man. HO!

不在乎你的从前，因为我知道，我是你的现在，也是你的未来...

SINGAPORE WON PING PONG BALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, Table Tennis, against South Korean team. HOHO! The game is like so long, i sitted there holding my notes, watching the game (needless to say, notes remain in holding position).

The games were damn good can. Li Jia Wei and that Korean, competed 4 years ago in Athens, and coz of that annoying and stubborn ping ponger, LJW lost.

She lost this time also but it was a much better game i guess. Hee~ So happy, Singapore guaranteed a Silver medal! 1st in 48 years!!!! Finally, fate reaches us. HoHo!

Anyway, i, myself was struggling to study. Took me very long to be half way done with Marketing. I did really badly for my CT for marketing, so i'm hoping i can do better for exam, to get back some grades.

Darling told me Msia's badminton also won, but i dunno is it like a medal game or something, but i think it is lah. HAHA!!! It is such a great day!!!

Right, besides that, i stayed home the whole day.

Boredom... Need to carry on mugging...

CONGRATS SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!

你对我的好，我知道...

Remember the flower i took of the other day, it bloomed last night. Heh hEh... Supposed to be a little bit more bigger at 12am, but i took it at 11 plus pm, and didn't dare to go out later. When i was brushing my teeth this morning, my papa told me that my licence is here. HAHA! So HAPPY!!!! In the afternoon, accompanied Yee Shan to Darling's to have her hair cut to her desired style. After cutting, since darling was free, he played around her hair. And it came out this way... Nice.... I like her fringe!Then, went to WM, she return her library books. Then she went to Face shop with me to buy my mama de BD present.
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Then i went back home to study.
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Dinner at BB east to celebrate mama de birthday. :D Da kor brought her gf, and darling came also.
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So we ate and chatted.
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Then the rest went back, papa drove darling to his shop there, and mama and i to WM buy tix for Money No Enough 2. :D
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The movie is pretty good i must say, the mocking government part not very nice, the rest are really good. :D Teared quite a bit.
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Reached home, bathed, gonna mug a little later then sleep.
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Yee Shan is HAPPY! I'm happy for her too!!! Darling is HAPPY too... :D
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Nights!

Slept pretty late last night, browsing at some stuff. Fell asleep quickly after that. Woke up late this morning as well.

Uting got her car, and i went over to her place to try out her car. Its a KIA Rio. Ermmmm.... Won't say its the best kind of car but for a first, its good enough. :)

We drove around, to WM, then i bought carpark coupons for her, went to WM to buy some stuff then returned to get the car where i drove back. Heh hEh! Great directions we have, we nearly lost our ways, went into the wrong path and all the way to woodlands. HAHA!!! But managed to find a U-turn to come back safely. Practiced parking darn lots of times but just couldn't get a hang of it, we endanger the life of a van by using it as our test material but well, its in 1 piece. Heh hEh!
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Went back to Uting's house, sat for a while, watching Olympics, then went to walk Whiskey, then she drove me to BB, fetch Ming, then i alighted at Darling's. Played his PSP while he went to cut hair.
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Went to meet Xueting after that. Had some finger food at MOS burger, then she bought some stuff for the teachers from Vietnam i think. Then, i walk with her back to her house then i went back.
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Ate some stuff that mama bought and watch some TV. Study a little but not a lot.
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Darling didn't come online. So, i guess i'm gonna turn in soon.
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Life always seem unfair... How many times do we get what we want at the time we want it? How long do we spent trying to convince that we are capable of? Its too tiring making the people who don't understand, understand... But look beside you, there is always that somebody, friend or lover, someone who can comprehend, someone for you to lean back on... I guess that is the most important thing...

Tiring days i had... Something great, nights had been very cooling to sleep. Ho! I slept well. :D
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9th August 2008: HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!!!
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Beautiful skyline at Marina Bay. Proud to be a Singaporean, we have the largest floating stage in the WORLD! Can you believe it?! Everybody were so trained (I kept wondering wad if they fall into the water?). Hee~
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I saw LKY in red raincoat... HEh hEH! Look so weird... Anyway, the parade was damn cool, coz it was like drizzling non-stop. :D
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ONWARD SINGAPORE!!!! MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Olympic games were pretty boring... Ronald Susilo lost :(, i missed all the other games, but the results aren't good either. :( JIA YOU TEAM SINGAPORE!
This ice cream is so not good... I so regretted buying it.. $3.50 per cup can... Waste money...On Darling's car the other day, self-posing... :DAnd i spotted this phenonmenan at BB carpark. Mini cooper and Toyota Avanza... HEH HEH! With car plate EAxxx and JJWxxxx... Heh heh! Big and small car... Darling and I went KFC for dinner... HAHA! Its been months since we last patronzie KFC. It tastes pretty good. Ho! Then, went to City Chain to see whether they got the battery for Nike watch but sadly no.
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Went to Watsons to buy my Dettol body gel, and i bought Garnier mask. :D
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Great days...
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Another good few days to come! Mugging should also begin already.
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I LOVE SINGAPORE! I LOVE MY DARLING! I LOVE MYSELF TOO!!!!
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Will not let go...

Woke up to go school today and i realised i forgot to submit the soft copy of the report. I rushed back after STMO to submit.
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Supposed to meet Aiai but was cancelled coz of the insurance agent thingy. So, i slack at home.
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Decided to get Mac again, which i kind of got tired of already. Before i go to the lift, i took picture of the blooming flower that my ma planted.
Came back and sat infront of laptop watching DVD.
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Then i stood at the door of the masterbed room door and took pictures... HAHA!!! Before i sit down and shit. HAHA! Seriously nothing better to do can. I took a nap then watch TV. Smsed with Darling and watch TV. Did nothing today. Just slack.....................................
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Watched Olympics opening and waited for very long for Singapore team to march out. HAHA! So glorious! hEh hEh! Hope we get a medal this year! :D
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Besides Olympics, another event closer to home, NATIONAL DAY TMR! HAHA!!!! So many things to celebrate!
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Ok, so nothing much le... Shall end it here. :D
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PS: Its o8.o8.o8, really special date. Hope you spend this day with your special one too. :D

My chocolate craving on Tue before the SQTR test. And i ended up buying 2 Meiji choc, but this one taste nice nice... Hee~ The test was horri-gi-ble... The quiz and test this week were really tough... At night, was chatting with Darling online for a bit and as always, dou dou would climb onto his lap and she is like 2 already but still really petite. HAHA!!! Cute dou dou... On Wed, didn't go for Fare calculation revision although i could wake up. I was just thinking, it will just be repetition so decided to sleep instead. Then, i went to school at around 11am to tear down the RMTR window display, with a cup of green apple juice.
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Wen came to get her textbooks as well, then i went back to her house with her to put the books. 38 floor is so high! And from her flat, can see Singapore flyer... Almost the whole of Singapore can be roughly seen. So cool...
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Note: Jiawen's room is so messy........ -_-"'
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Head to Orchard after that. We went to Heeren for a while and Shan smsed that she's reaching. So Wen and i went to Paragon's Fish&co 1st.
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That outlet is different from the rest. Its more woody... HAHA!!!
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Ordered not a lot of things but all are yummy and got some extra stuff coz Shan works there. hOhO! The mussels are AWESOME!!! I LOVE THE SAUCE!!!!!!!!!
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I kept drowning the chips in the sauce! HAHA!!! YuMMY! Costs us $70 over, but worth it, so so worth it!
Then, we walk around, my shoe kind of spoiled so we went to Fareast to buy my footwear. Comfy... :D Both of them bought shoes also, but the problem is, i dun rmb the shop name. HAHA!
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Then they accompanied me to buy wrapper box for Terry's son, Travis, present. Headed to OHS to pass Terry the present. He looks tired but xin fu! He showed us his car, Hyundai Avante, so big, so nice!!! So blessed! Got job, got family, got car... Envious.... He allowed me to drive his car but i didn't coz i haven't master the skill of parking with poles... :(
Then, we went to Taka's Kino, and i browsed around all the shelves, wanted to buy but i think i shouldn't coz not much money left. The 2 of them bought some books. We had ice cream after that, yUMMY! I am so satisfied can!
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We walked to Cine after that. Browsed and walk around and while i was looking at a nice dress, somebody dashed towards me, its GRACE!!! Fancy bumping into her there. :D So happy to see her, reminds me of how long i haven't been back to ORQ. Bidded byes then.
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Wen got caught up with Meow Meow as usual. -_- while shan and i were exploring neoprints machine, i haven't been near that for so so long...
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Walked up and up, then after that, we headed home.
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Bus ride was pretty long, good thing Marley was with me. :D
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Reached batok and i thought Darling would've gone back by then but he smsed to ask whether i'm going not. So i went to find him and i saw douji sitting outside. He bought a lot of things from Vivo for his gf, he is returning to Sabah/Sarawak for 15 days. Ho! He is so happy. Heh!
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Darling, douji and myself went for a tea later on, chatted about some stuff and the coincidence happened again, Ipoh bitch walked past. Damn sian to see her... I hate bitches you know. Yesterday was a day full of coincidences.
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Went home, bathed and continue with my last report of the sem. Ting called to complain some stuff bout Hun which i feel was ya, she should complain. Not good to take friends for granted.
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Stayed up till quite late to complete the whole report and surprising darling came online at like 1 plus am to do up his phone stuff. O! He got a new phone, same as mine... SO ROMANTIC can! MY Darling is so romantic and he tried to hide it from me... Naughty! HAHA! No wonder he kept hinting about selling my 6500.
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Went to bed at around 3am. Awaken by Peggy's sms, supposed to get Halter from her but it hasn't reached me.
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I went to school to submit report and waited for her friend to call me to pass me the halter but hai... Didn't get it in the end. :(
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Received a news which shocked me a lot but i guess we all have our choice, she decided to make that choice and i respect her for doing that. Afterall, she did what she feels is right. :)
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Anyway, i headed to Darling's there coz of his phone stuff, lots of problem and i sat there, the whole afternoon, doing the things. Ting came by, and she accompanied me for my late lunch at Mac. Hee~ We chatted a little.
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Then, headed back and continued my task for Darling and Douji. Then Alvin was trying to set the MMS thing but doesn't work. I had to call M1 to do the job. In the end, its his SIM card, coz my SIM works well.
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After that, another person that i dun wish to see, appeared. So sian.... She is so rude, the way she talk is so impolite! Like as if he owes her million of dollars. Hai...
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Darling wanted to wait for bus with me to go home but the rain was really heavy, so we headed to WM, walk a bit and sat at Kopi Roti for a tea and bread. It was late, so darling ask me to go back 1st.
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While waiting for bus, papa called and said he can come fetched me. So i kissed darling goodbye, and went home with pa.
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Reached home, bathed, and Darling smsed. So sad.. He only left at like 11.40pm when the rain was less heavy.
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I came online to check stuff. And realised need to go school tmr. :(
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Chatting with Wen and Shan now. Shan is coming to cut her hair next week. So excited for her coz her hair is so long and i want to see the transition! Ho!
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I think i should turn in soon.
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PS: Itching to drive but no car to drive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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So in love with you... 很多事，旁人是不会了解的...