This is call, "NOTHING BETTER TO DO" poses. HAHA!!!Went to work on both Thurs and Fri, was really tired, so relaxed on my Saturday. :D Went for massage but not really good this time round, waste money only. Hai...

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Took some pics with Darling... Hee~ Met up with Darling just now as well for dinner, had Mac at IMM, then walk a little then went back around 8plus pm. Chatted on with him till he reached JB. Then i watched some TV and am blogging here.
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Bought BD gift for Aiai and heh heh, pretty ex ah.. HAHA! But well, doesn't matter lah, once in a year de mah... :D Shall pass to her when we meet.

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Working tmr for catering, kind of tired now already, need to get some rest, good thing work starts at 10am. Hope it won't be too tough. :D

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Nights pple...

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Whenever it feels safe, uncertainty comes about. Tidal waves never seem to stop and the storm never seems to part... The world may be against the wind, but the wind continues to flow because only then it seeks happiness in a way it feels comfortable and strong.

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加油加油... 未来的日子我还会替你加油，无论如何，只要心还在，一切如一...

In the midst of the night, the phone rang. It was an sms from Fish, requesting to take over her on Thursday morning from 9am to 6pm at UBS Client Services. I asked why, she replied, then when I agreed on, she didn't say anything. I was about to dozed off back to bed, but before i do, i send another sms to re-confirm. Just as i was about to fall back to sleep, the sms came, saying yes... I dozed off.

Early in the morning 7am, i woke up and i felt rather drowsy. Slowly touched my way out of the house and squeezed in the very pack MRT. Everyone around looks tired with a face moodless to do anything, just like me. When speaker annouced to stand behind the yellow line, everybody flocked towards the entrance of the train before the train even come to a halt. That was the crucial moment, its whether you get in or you don't. Carefully but hastily pushed myself through into the train, and i found myself unable to move at all.

"Jurong East interchange", somebody pushed me and my face turned into anger, still everybody just went their way, not sparing a moment to think about anyone else but to get onto the train.

As the train approaches, people stood near, and it felt uncomfortable to have to have strangers squeezing your pretty butt.

The lucky few will get a seat but most stood their journey, just like me. "Raffles Place interchange", and almost half of the people onboard alighted, some heading to town, some to CBD. I was pushed and squeezed, almost fall and my bag was grabbed across, only then did i manage to reach the escalator with the "Exit" sign.

Out of the control station and towards One Raffles Quay. There are a few escalators to take before reaching the place. It is not difficult to see that everybody is standing on the left side of the escalator, giving space to those who are in a rush. That's courtesy.

Finally, i passed my IC to the security on duty and went up to work.

That's a typical morning of a working Singaporean, without their own personal vehicle. The MRT, our public transport. We see both the good and bad side of Singaporeans right there. I'm proud of being Singaporean, because we have our very own MRT to be proud of, fast and quick, always coming on time, unless some accident occurs, TOUCH WOOD.

Work on Thurs was alright, kept hearing them complaining bout the complain that came the other day. Julyn was quite upset about it. Hai... Shall not comment too much about it.

I was really tired coz of the night sleep, and after lunch, my head started to hurt. When i wanna do my Enrollment for IS, many pple came, i had to rush to the laptop to get enrolled, sadly couldn't get any slots similar to Jiawen. Hai...

After that, run around like nuts and tried not to screw anything.

Work ended with me feeling very tired and unable to think correctly, i locked the wrong door. HAHA!!

9pm, Julyn called, asked for someone who can take over Khai, anyone, a guy. I asked both Terry and Hun. Hun agreed since Terry is sick.

Slept at around 11pm, and i rmbed myself screaming at my Pa Ma and 2kor for talking some really cock things so loudly that i got awoken 2 times, so i screamed at them for being inconsiderate, and the noise stopped.

Woke up at 7am.

Missed a train coz the people weren't giving way. Went to JE to meet Hun.

Work was pretty good today. Met some clients who are really friendly and haha, can't help but talk and laugh a bit more with them. :D Hun was doing all well with Grace guiding him.

Lunch sucks, had Tom Yam Yu Mian at Banquet but it freaking sucks. Its so sour, i cannot taste the noodles. YuCks! So, i ate the ingredients and left the bowl almost untouched. Hai... Bought a Mango Sago for a take away.

Went back to locker room to eat up the dessert and chatted a bit with Esther and Hun.

Back to work, everything was alright till 6pm.

Changed up and went back with Hun. His legs hurt, mine too. Hai... Waited for Darling to finish work and went for dinner at Kopitiam. :D Made him angry coz I mistook his words, so i apologized but he kept saying and saying... Hai... Couldn't do much coz i was at fault. But everything was alright after a while. :D Had dessert also then he waited for bus with me.

MuACkS DaRling...

I'm tired.. Shall turn in.

Aiai's BD coming, wad should i get for her? HinT please...

Wanted to go to school to reformat my laptop but the helpdesk guy was so "ya ya", attitude me, in the end nv reformat. Had Terry to help me with it and ya, my laptop is going pretty fast now... yEAh!

Hun and Terry went to school with me, Hun drove, we went to WM 1st and shared a lunch coz we didn't wanna eat a lot. Chat some stuff again then Hun had to leave for a while so Terry and I went to Kopi Roti to sit. :D Chat.... Rain was really heavy... We went to buy bread then left for home at around 8plus pm.

Reached home and Mama had to have a tiff with me about some bo liao things. Hai... Didn't felt like going to Alif but since i promised i went.

Terry, Hun, Celeste, Liang Cai and Ping Hong... So weird... Talked to Terry a bit bout the tiff i had then i played with his PSP.

Hun drove to the place where the haunted mansion was but it was demolished already, still feel rather creepy... HoHo!

Drove Celeste back, then we stayed at her void deck and chit chat about every single thing. Plan for a simple BBQ, reached home at around 3am, no bed to sleep on, hai...

Awoken by Chris Honey's smses bout asking me to go work for catering next week, so i agreed since there's NOTHING left to do... Heh... And for the very least, i will have something to do.

It rained so heavily we called off the BBQ, went to WM Bali Thai for dinner, quite ex, it was $183 for a 6pax meal, the meal was only so-so. Wasn't really in the mood to go anywhere else with the few people coz most of whom, i have no idea what to talk about. Went to CSC, since they said they wanted to play pool but coz it was ex, they dun wanna play. Realised Wei Zhi is working at that pool place. :D

Went back with Ping Hong. Well, i told him some stuff that i'm kind of mad with but aiya, i was just merely venting some stuff off my chest, really moody recently.

Imagine, no job, period, health problem, family problem = BIG BIG THING. HAHA!!!

Sometimes i just want my family to trust me a little bit more and be less nosey, yes, i use the word, nosey... Quit poking your nose into things which you dunno and if you are serious about know it, know the person, know my boyfriend, and not know him through some people who claim to know him.

Because of them, i dun feel like seeing darling coz i won't know wad to say, i dunno how to act as if nothing had happen... Most importantly, everything makes my doubt arose... But then again, my trust for him is still there, up there. I just want my mother to see that, see why this relationship has last so long...

Really, i get sick of trying to hide things, i get sick of all of you thinking otherwise, trust me for the very least. I want this to work out happily and properly... Its frustrating when you have put so much effort into something but because of some people, it cannot be as good as it can be. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! For goodness sake, dun make this so hard for me...

Tricia jie called me just now and asked me to go work on Friday, happily agreed. Chances of going back are really little, time table is out and everyday is a really long day in school unless i decide to slack my last sem in school which i think won't happen bah...

Bothered... If only I have a family who understands me better, if only I own a life that has more freedom... If only... Nothing changes, in their eyes I am just me, nothing better than a "just", I feel restrained, I feel hurt... But they never know...

Why can't they understand it better like my friends do......... Asking questions with no answers...

Sister is going OFF tmr!!! Later at 7.30am.... Just met up with her supposedly to pass her my Hi card but somehow, my phone play missing with me.. HoHo! I dunno where it went, probably with Darling i think... O well...

So i went to 7-11 near Qiang's place to get a Hi card with her, and she had 2nd part of her dinner. Chatted a little bit of this and that. Hoho! Helped her activate the card, top up the card and ya, walked back, waited for bus with her then i came back home. Hai... She's gonna be away for 2 weeks, in Vietnam. I hope she has fun. :D

Today, i did basically nothing at home again, ok I swept the floor, Ha! Then i watched DVD, Mr Bean's Holiday, it was funny. People said it wasn't really good but well, if you are not a Mr Bean person, then you are not a Mr Bean person, the movie is SOOOOO Mr Bean and the Humor is SOOOO Mr Bean, but the ending wasn't really good, it should be Mr Bean back at home, sleeping, watching the videos he took during the trip. HAHA! Who am I to critisize the Director. HoHo!

Then i tried to watch Death Note but the subtitle thingy got into me, and i cannot make words out of the Japanese speaking movie, so i gave up.

Came online a little bit then went out to meet Darling. I waited for very long, almost an hour and i was kind of angry, coz i didn't know i have to wait, at least send an sms? Hai... But he said sorry... Then he tried to argued with me bout the dinner, WaH, good thing i can hold my temper arbo mai siao siao, i will just walk away but no lah, its not something to make a fuss about. :D

Wanted to get some stuff for Ting before she flies off, wanted to find the chocolate thingy but couldn't, instead i got her a big packet of strawberry panda and Darling chose the packet of pockey strawberry and he fought to pay the bill with me..... DIao Diao DIAo... So we shared. :D

I passed the stuff to Ting's ma then Darling drove me back.

Watched some TV then chatted with Darling for a while coz there was no jam so it was A WHILE.

Was making blog skin but half way went out.

2 weeks gonna be so boring without Ting, its already boring now.... HAhA!!! :D

Night to all....

未来的路该怎么走？自己的人生该如何策？在一点点，我就要开始学会长大了．．．

Well, so i spent my days doing nothing exactly contributing to anything, hAhA! I sleep,eat and watch TV, think about Darling and wonder who i can ask to go out. Went out with Darling and watched Shutter, it was rather scary, but a nice movie though its almost similar to the Thai one.
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I took some pics of him while he was making a call to somebody, and he entertained me with that fierce look... Then he smiled for my camera, see the dimple, so cute ah... We had dinner at some kopitiam, i had Fu Jian Mian and he had laksa, and chatted a bit and went back.
Woke up early today coz meeting Dear for a shopping spree, not really lah, coz i am short of pants, so asked her to bring me to Bugis where she know of the cheapest thing coz that's where she always go for work. HoHo! And sure enough, we found the cheapest T-Shirt store, but i didn't buy a lot coz i already bought the other day at Far East, kind of regretted coz its way cheaper at Bugis, but i did buy 1, and 1 for Darling, SUPERMAN.... HAHA! SO haPPy, got really cheap stuff. HAHA!!! Ooo, I bought a 1 piece which is casual and nice... HoHo!
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But then, didn't manage to find my jeans and shorts, o well.... I did Express Manicure and it was a guy who did it, not really good i think and at the very last minute, got extra charge... Hai.. A bit got con like that... HAHA!!! $10.90 away for that.
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Walked more at Junction in search of Dear's half pants and found some but she didn't like them coz of the BUTTONS, and coz of the price... HAHA! So to no avail. Sat down and had pastamania while we chatted about some of the things we may do after graduation... Its so fast, its been 4 years since we 1st met, that's how fast time flies...
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Afterwhich, we walked some more, still finding her pants, haha! Still the same... She wanted to go toilet so we went to Intercon's toilet but there were quite a lot of pple at the 1st level so we went to level 2 and machiam got caught red-handed by toilet aunty, she asked us to use the toilet on level 1, haha!!! Then, same thing, we took pictures... HAHA! In toilet, ya... Secret: Dear wore eyeliner!




I went off at around 6pm while Dear had to wait for her family for their dinner. Waited for Darling to finish work and at the same time, chatted a little with Alex. Hai... Darling always working OT, then again, its his job, his customer, but there are just some things that never change despite the work put in, such a shame.
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We went to eat after that, and chatted about some of the family thingy.. HAHA!
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Went back early coz he wanted to meet up with his pals back home. But he just smsed me telling me he's going to bed coz his friend didn't wanna meet up coz of SOME reasons, HAHA!!
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O well, recently, my body isn't doing well, i think my immune system is kind of low, in addition to period, everything seems like a blur. About this time everyday, i will start feeling sleepy but when i wanna sleep, i can't... Ya, very funny huh, not good....
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Whenever hardships arrived, you will tell me things which I cannot expect and somehow those words, either provocative or lenient, it helps me get through it all... Its you I wanna share my everything with...

That day when i failed my TP, the guys were with me and they spent a bomb with me during lunch as well... :D Thanks GUYS! My blurry picture... Hai... The day after that, after an exhausting day at OHS, i met up with the most beautiful girls of mine and i got an ice cream TRIP... HoHo! I am happy... And the one in yellow refused to take a proper pic coz she didn't made up, so i had to take our reflections, but truth was, we were all really tired... HAHA!!!
Julyn smsed me last night, wanted to offered me to work at Barclays concierge but my shoes just so happen were at Darling's car and the old ones, threw away le... Hai... Feel so bad... Hai...

Today was really boring at home, i watched TV and got nothing to do, i bathed and went out, went to find Darling for a while, had watermelon juice and waited for Mama to knock off. Went to Supermarket to get some grocery then headed back, that's how i spend my today... BORING, i know...

Let's see....
I ate:
1) Half a packet of Vegetarian fried noodles
2) 50ml of HL strawberry milk
3) Half a packet of Cheezels snack
4) Some mentos
5) A cup of watermelon juice
6) An Old Chang Kee Curry'0
7) Rice (some brown rice mixed)
8) Vegetables
9) 2 Chicken drumlets
10) 1 Hot dog
11) Cut chilli padi and garlic + soy sauce
12) Both red and green grapes
13) And a fruit which i dunnoe its name

AhA!! That's wad i had today from the point i woke up to now... See, i'm so bored....................

K, i think i'll sleep soon, my eye was attacked by make-up remover solution, and its kind of red.... HAHA!!!

No matter how much you tend to ignore, the bottom line is, I love you...

Going back to OHS is like going back to HELL. Early in the morning 5am, i woke up, took freaking long trip to Orchard, and ended up stuck at the security point coz of the FAILURE NEW SYSTEM, read thumb print, it reads AIR i think!

Then, waited for uniform, went upstairs, creepy captain or wad not asked me to stand there, then asked me to stand here, then when i only walked a bit without doing things, they ask me do this, do that, THINK I FREAKING NO BRAIN TO DO THE THINGS MYSELF MEH?! I AM NOT YOUR FREAKING OTHER EAT SNAKE STAFF WHO STAND AROUND TAKE MONEY, I am so being UNDERPAID for the GREAT things i've done. F**K!

Then, one captain asked me to do this, one supervisor asked me to do that, then the AM asked me to do another thing, I only have a pair of HANDS, for GOD SAKE!

Freaking new FT, think i new wanna bully me, merely explaining things to u and u feel i am saying unnecessary things, u tu lan, i even more tu lan ah, see ur face, hear ur voice, whole day ruined because of your "SMILE".

Then, give instruction dun wanna give clear, i ask a few more times, another TU LAN again, when pple complain becomes our fault.

New aunties SUCKS to CORE! You dunnoe, i teach you and u freaking dun listen and "ya" "ya" tell me bo liao things, smack your face. You want respect? You are not even sure that you can get that. FAIL...

Staff like crap, i see male dragging 2 IBM on the floor, cannot make it, take 1 at a time, act smart. Only know ACT smart...

Wanna go back, dun let me, think i wad, cheap labour ah, slog to hell for you ah, YOU WISH and you won't even get. Freaking condemn this freaking pple.

Freak your so called "SYSTEM", its even worse than i already know...

It used to be such wonderful days...

Met up with Ting right after that, she was waiting for me for very very long and i complained to her every single thing i can remember... I only rmb myself smiling talking to Aunty Lian Hoi... Wah............................................

Went to Cine foodcourt eat dinner. Had Korean black pepper chicken, yUM yuM... :D We chatted and laughed... Went to eat Ice Cream, it was Ling Hui's treat, THANKS, and its nice, not too sweet and it was there when "Gastom" came out..... HAHA!! We were all saying things out of the ordinary. hoHo!

Am really tired after such a freaking day, but it was great being with the girls, and talked crap and then shop shop... HoHo! LoVe it! And i went nuts, bought 3 shirts in a roll, cost me $35. HAHA! Its just Tees... O well...

After that, we walked to MRT then came back. We were really tired... OOOO! I tried to scare ting but before i can do that, i hit my shoulder against a concrete wall, bruised.... HAHA!!!

Both a good and bad day... Hai... For the $63, i nearly gave up....

HoHo! I failed my TP, thoroughly! HAHA!!! O well... So much for the nervous-ness... But then again, i didn't really feel that bad... I mean, looking at those part where pple got marks deducted, i did well.

Wasn't really that disappointed lah. Was too nervous when i started, and i end up striking a kerb during vertical parking (which is like, one of my most confident one, crap). Other than that, in circuit, nothing much ah. There's a few that i felt he deduct unnecessarily lor, i didn't steer with my car moving, aiya, 2 point only... Wadever.

Ermmm... Then my blindspot, road hazards! Blame it on my luck, one of the simplest route, actually got pple cutting TREES!!!!! FREAK the ass lorry lah!

Then, when i reach BBDC, finally relieved, forgot to check right, the freaking motorist came, ji tao, immediate failure. HAHA! Find it so funny now... HAHA!!!

And the examiner was pretty fierce ah, he actually went down to car to check all my parkings. Cannot tahAn... O well...

Well, its over.. I'm pretty glad its over, although its a failure, just gotta do it again right. :) Success don't come easy. Find myself so silly, feeling scared for no reason. HoHo! Till next time, i need to brush up everything! :D

Always smiling, that's Apple!

Anyway, went to OHS to give my thumb print coz somehow promised Terry Goh to work tmr... Wah lAo, 7am...

It was Hun and Terry who accompanied me there, then after that, they pei-ed me to vent anger at Sakae, just in time for buffet. HAHA! Ate until full full... :D

Then we went back to WM to drink coffee/tea, and chit chat about driving and all. HAHA!!!

Then i met up with Darling a little bit and he was laughing at me. HAHA! Very bad... To add on to that, he lied to me that his Bvlgari ring necklace fell off his neck. Freak... (He actually sent it to polishing) Huai ren...

Anyway, bought hair spray then he pei-ed me wait for bus. Reached home, bathed, and online then i'm gonna turn in very soon le.

NightS!

失败乃成功之母... 失败了，最重要的是，再站起来，从新来过，总有一天会达到目的的... Smile :D

NERVOUS NERVOUS! I am really nervous. I dun think i can sleep tonight...

Met up with Darling just now and after having dinner, we were talking bout driving, Darling was telling me some pointers here and there, and i am so nervous i kept biting my nails and smile like crazy woman. DAMN it... And i thought i won't be scared at all... Crap...

Then Papa drove me around some routes and ask me to take note of certain things which somehow i feel, no USE lah... AiyO... Wah lao... I can actually feel my fingers getting cold... OmG....

I hope tmr's early warm-up can help a little bit. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................

Relax girl, everything is gonna be ok. Even if i fail, take it as a lesson learn. :D JIA YOU!

TP tmr! I am freaking scared now... I was going through some comments on some web about driving test and wah lao, shiver down my spine... Can u imagine?! FREAK!

So scared accidentally strike kerb or reverse on slope or or change lane cars honk me, or or U-turn too many cars or or forget to check blindspots or or forget to stop at stop line or or half clutch and all the craps............. OMG!!!!

Now my spine is feeling so nua OK! GoSH....

Wad if the instructor not in good mood? Wad if he suddenly want E brake, wad if i forgot to change gear, wad if the engine died OFF???????!!!!!!!!!!!! WAD IFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I am so freaking nervous oK......... There ain't a lot of tests that i'd taken that i am so SCARED. OMG!!!!!!!!!

K, over reacting a little bit but i am seriously scared... Near to relax a bit ah.......... Hai.............. Terrible....

Fear in me growing... No idea what is gonna happen next. I'm worried but what can I do? Worried, not because of the problem but because of the situation.

Great, now i'm confusing myself.....

Couldn't sleep last night, only managed to sleep at around 2am... Dug myself out of bed at 7am, on my laptop, check results. HAhA! This semester did well... So happy... Best out of all the other semesters, not gonna be complacent coz this kind of result dun come easy. :D

Went to work with a really sleepy face. Everything was ok. Had free Bento from Fullerton Hotel and heh heh, the Sashimi is YuM yUm... I likE.... Work was alright, we chatted a lot of things and Tricia Jie was trying to give me some points bout TP. hoHo....

Now that results are out, and one burden down, there's only TP to worry bout. Kind of nervous bout it... Probably coz of my instructor i feel that i got a high chance of failing, well, like i said before, i'm gonna keep my fingers crossed, hope for the best and ya, wish my luck, i need all the luck in the world to pass this. :D Whichever, pass or fail, i will do it again till i finally get it. I HOPE I PASS!!! Can't wait to really DRIVE a car!!! Ho!

Tricia jie's bf, Andy, drove me back to JE, and i took train back to gombak. Reached home, bathed, rested, ate and went out to meet darling.

Did a really ridiculous thing today and i find it in a way, funny and also, scary. HoHo! We kept doing all these stuff to scare ourselves. Darling and I.... Came back not long ago...

Really tired now... Probably going to OHS tmr to give my thumb print. HAha!!! :D

Good Night...

My Darling is such a sweet guy, he may have his history of being such a person but now, in front of me, in my eyes, he is the person who I know, and that's wad I see in him, and that's why I love him... No suprise to anyone but this relationship is gonna take a longer journey than anyone could ever imagine... I Love my SeXy Darling...

Everything was in a mess right when it began. Suddenly my eyes are teary, and my speeches are cut. Whenever I wanna state my stand, in front of you, it doesn't applies, because only you have your ground, nobody else does. You said you understand me, but to wad extend do you really do? Even the most smallest thing in life, you cannot comprehend, is it too hard to not disturb when i am trying to do my things?

When I tell you how much i love this thing, how much it means to me, you odd to have a reason to tell me that its not right to have. You know, if you had a reason for saying that, a phobia, a bad experience, i may just take it as it is, but not when you make things out from the thin air and make it sound like it had already happened.

How many times in my life have you really put me first, or equal in your eyes, i dunno why... Just because I am the way I am doesn't make me any worse than anyone, in fact, i am the best but does it ever matter in your eyes?

Each and every time, i told myself not to take it so hard, just a bit of grumbling will make everything just fine. However, its not true, i am just like you, a human, a woman, one who can be hot-headed sometimes.

I always respect you, in fact, you are the one whom i respect most but why, why dun you try, to give me some space, to let me be me instead of being me because you want me to be.

I cried... You never know... I wanna love you like any child would, despite all the things that has taken place, i still tried, but the love that i have for you seems nothing compared to the love given by you-know-who.

I am tired.... Do you know? Because I am so strong, because i tried so hard to be strong, because i stand strong in front of you... But do you know, no matter how strong, i am still a human, a woman to be exact, an emotional creature.

There are things that I know, that i dun wish to say, things that i wish to say, but i dare not say because the bottom line is, I love you and that never ends...

Sometimes, i just wish that you can take a good look at me, from head to toe, heart to heart, wad am I exactly to you? I just wish you can be as fair as you say you are and not hurt me every single time you proved yourself wrong...

你的每字，每句，都进了我的心，每一次，你都很成功，都伤了我的心... 我真的爱你，无人可比... 无人可取代... 可是，你有没有一次，完全接受我的爱... 有那么难吗？难道我做的每一件事，成就的每一个成绩，在你眼里，都不堪吗？

伤心不是一天所造成的，伤心是在你开口说的第一次，而印下的...

I'm just trying to be me, I just want you to like me a bit more and stop taking what you hear as the truth.

Sometimes I am disappointed, tired of being me... 只因为你...

I'm nothing but a human, a girl, a woman, your daughter...
12th March 08, the accusation I face shall never be erased.
I plead guilty because you are my mother... Period.

AWAY FROM HOME! Feels rather good to get away a little bit... :D

Went for the job and it was freaking far, good thing Papa drove us there. Was kind of pissed coz there were only Terry and I and that crap person fix the location at Hougang! And when he gave us all the info, it was too restrictive. How to even talk to somebody if i dunno how to differentiate who are in their 30s/40s. It was just crap.

Didn't have the courage to tell the guy face to face that we dun wanna work, in the end, i had to sms him and tell him we dun wanna work. It was just a waste of time. Terry and I actually sat down and chat about some other things.

Passed him back his stuff and we took train back. Freaking long journey and I took pictures with TeRRY! Ho! He likes himself in this picture so i had to post it.
And that's him pointing his middle finger..
He took my earrings and put into his. HAHA!!!
Hun came by and while Terry and I had dinner, we chatted. Then we ordered dessert and continued chatting. Went out of WM, can't decide where to go, so sat outside and chat again. Went over to Kopi Roti drink coffee and chat. Till about 12am, we called it a day.

Terry walked me up my house and said BYE!!!

There goes my day and i was kind of tired after that. Slept well til this morning. Did almost nothing but watched TV the entire day and online as well. Sian-ed...

Met Darling just now for Kway Chap Dinner and we chatted here and there, then went to Kopi Roti coz he didn't wanna go back early due to the recent JAM!!! HAhA!!! 11pm, we left.

Darling was so sentimental today........ He kept saying "wad if" and all... Was kind of moodless hearing all those "wad ifs" so i really appeared moodless, after that, switch topic. Its better to focus on now, and think optimistic. There's no "wad ifs" in my dictionary when i've made my choice. Its infuriating to know that you can do it but you are afraid of doing it. I dun wanna think about such a thing. I know its workable, its just whether you are willing to do it or not. Or perhaps, you are the one having second thoughts. O come on, make up your mind...

HahA! I'm just thinking my thinking. At the back of my head, I know, he is just trying to ask me to reconsider this, i mean, i shouldn't be wasting neither of our time. Then again, this journey has been more than just a plain ride, it is one i enjoy too much to stop. So, here's to our next 10 years, Darling, can't shake me off. :D

Loving you, my precious sexy DARLinG!

Can you imagine how small this world is?

When i went to work yesterday morning, stepped into the lobby reception and i saw June and Esther, i changed up and all, came out, ready to start work when June asked,

"Your boyfriend is Eddie ah?"
Shocked, i replied, "How you know?"
"He cut my hair also leh!"
I was in a state of "huH hUH Huh?" Like how in the world can somebody i know, out of no where tells me that she knows him? HAHA!!
She continued, "Almost my whole family's hair are cut by him... He is a very good hair stylist ah..."

Haha! I was thinking this is too much of a coincident... She was saying she haven't gone to Eddie for a while coz of the location and the time and SOME other reason which is not convenient for me to say here but its one of those things that well, we ALL know... HA!!

Anyway, the world is just too small... It was no wonder on the 1st day when we met she said i looked familiar, maybe she saw me before at VK or something... Ho!

I told Darling bout it and he was saying she nv go and find him for a while le... And coincidentally, the other day, we only met her family at Boon Lay Market... HoHo!!! How small can this world get? Shock ME!

hAHa!

Work was really busy as 9am strikes yesterday. It was non-stop walking and walking and even running. Relaxed a little during lunch and after that, it was a little busy here and there. Until 6pm, i was still serving the last group of clients.

Left work, reached home and rested, had dinner and i dozed off on the chair.

Came online for a while then concussed again till this morning.

Driving... Ho! Same old thing. :D

K, i think i shall go take a nap.

I.L.O.V.E.M.Y.D.A.R.L.I.N.G

My friend and his love... Sometimes it is weird, when one has given so much consideration and in the end, was very sure that it is over but made a screeching U-turn and goes back to where he began... Risking his own life, having fun at the same time... Isn't that true... Love... Risky and fun... I guess we can't really blame him or say anything anymore, that's his choice... There's no room for regrets anymore.

Anyway, had dinner with Darling just now and was very very full... We walked around a little then Darling PiGGyback me... HOHO! TwiCe......... So fun!!! And he was panting after that. HoHo! Love my daRling... :D

当困难当前，我们的爱情没停止．．．我爱你．．．没有局限的．．．

Eating Fries.................. HoHo................ YuMMy FrIes... Haven't had Mac fries for a while le... :D

Don't understand why anybody can be such a nuisance, to a degree when everybody dun like the person, even those people around. A very serious problem with the people-skill.

If one day, i have the authority to be above all, i will make sure those under me are happy working with me. It is such a torture to have to work everyday, tiredlessly and on top of that, work with somebody you dislike. OMG...

Wad a day....

Having cramps... Bought a new pair of canvas from World of Sports at 50% off i think, coz its only 14plus when the tag say $29.90. The brand is call Melrose if i am not wrong... HAHA!!! StrAppY.......... HoHo!

I'm rather BORED................................................................................................................. K, VERY BORED...................................................................................................................................................

Wanna buy another dress soon... Wanna buy shades as well... Wanna get just too many things with limited money... SaLES!!!

Wednesday, stayed at home till late afternoon then dolled up myself to go for Mama's company annual dinner. Ho! I took some photos of myself (I admit, ZI LIAN!) while waiting for mama.

After going to VK and mama had her hair blew by DArling, Papa came by to drive us over to that Chinese restaurant.
The outside of the restaurant is really un-glam and i was wondering why i dolled up nicely to go to such a place but dun judge a book by its cover, i'm telling you, the interior is like an oriental palace.... HoHo! The food was alright, not really something that i would say is marvellous but ya, o well, the standard... Anyway, dinner got karoke, haha!!! The Boon Tong Kee boss was singing it, so funny but its those kind of bosses that really gives you the drive to work for them.

A lot of Malaysian workers and the accent was kind of unbearable... This Xiao Di, mama's colleague came to "Ta" with me and was trying all sorts of thing. Then asked for my number... Ho! O well...

Drank quite a bit of here and i was red all over, Papa came over to drive us back. I'm glad he did. Bathed and chatted with Darling online for a while.

Wanted to sleep so badly but i couldn't sleep the entire night, toss and turn and i pulled my bed on the floor, still couldn't sleep.

Aftermath, cannot concentrate while driving. Hai... Then, on thurs night, was supposed to go for a class gathering but last minute, i cancelled it, was kind of piss lah, its just too hard to gather all the big shots, i guess this is the last time i being such an idiot. I'll just be bothering bout the people who bothers from here on.

So, i waited for more than more than 2 hours for a simple hair cut and the fringe didn't come out well as always. And Darling got mad coz i dun want to say wad i want. HEh! Not i dun wanna say is how to say... I think i am not suitable for too short de fringe, looks like a nerd in it. I like my long fringe which covers my eyes, but looks too messy... HaIya...

Then went off with Xueting and walked a bit here and there at WM. Then walked to her place and she changed. We went to Alif to eat Prata and then, we walked, and i mean, WALK! We walk to CCK from batok. HAHA!!!! Then walked back and chatted lots and lots of things.

Then i decided to go her place to stay over. So, went to my place to grab some of my stuff and walked to Shop N Save buy tidbits and beer then went to take 945 to her place. Asked hui but she didn't reply so thought she already slept.

I took my bath and while waiting for Xueting to finish her bath, i open the beers. HAHA!!
Then i took a picture of my tired moodless face with the new fringe. And this is HER, browsing through our "good o' days" letters and everytime i see it, it is funny... HAHA!!! Even with the lights off at around 1.30am, we were still chatting in the dark. Then, i dunno wad time, probably around 3am, we fell asleep. HAHA!!!

I woke up at around 11plus and her mama cookedd congee and milo for us. HohO! So nice.... Sat around till about 2, 3pm. Walked to WM, buy sushi, wanted to drink coffee bean coz i miss it but decided not to waste money. hoHo!!!

Went home and savour on my SUSHI!!!

Menstrual cramp is really terrible... Gonna rest early...

O, today is the 29th of Feb, once in 4 years... Pretty special, you know? (I am being random)

今天一直用简讯烦你，没事做， 心里一直想着你，却又不敢干扰你工作... 我爱你...