TOOTHACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why am I having toothache?! Wisdom tooth................. Ahhh... can't open my mouth too big, can't laugh too hard, it feels like i got hit by somebody on my face. SuCks! And how to so to the dentist?! HOW?! Presentation tmr, and there's one more on Mon, HOW?! And then, Thurs is CNY already! SuCks...

I think its coz of the ache that i am feeling very tired. And my period came.. So, i am tired. HoHo!

And now, Hotmail is having problem, i can't send the presentation slides! Ahhhhhhhh!

CNY is round the corner, and i haven't buy any new clothes yet..... And, i doubt i have enough cash to do so either... Its not right... Not right... Need to go to school even on CNY eve, thank you ah, MR OH!

Just like that, Exam is also round the corner, and then, its the BIG BREAK! I need to get a job soon. I am SOOOSOSOSOOSOSOSOOOOOOOOOO looking forward to GENTING TRIP! HoHo!!!!

Good niGHt!

Went for TDM lecture this morning, and it didn't feel normal. HA! Coz i haven't been attending this lecture for a while. Ermmm... Bad me... Ho! But i know it wasn't the kind of lecture that i would like to be in, coz really, the things she said are in the notes, the extra things she said are common sensical.

After that, went to WM, buy lunch, and came home.

It is a boring day. I didn't do anything special. Just at home, mining my own business, doing nothing.

I am havig a toothache. Its the wisdom tooth. It hasn't even grown out and its already hurting, i think its a bad one, need to get rid of it gradually... Hai... Not good.

Had some bickering with my Ma again. I didn't wanna start, she just can't take any jokes. It was just a mere comment and she went over the top. I dun understand her sometimes, getting more confused each day when she behaves the way she behaves. Guess wad? That sucks.

Darling is still busy working. Nothing much happened.

I feel my period coming, but its not here yet, my stomach is always hungry and my face is oily, period, please come!

It was really a pleasant night out with somebody you love, and it never gets tired even when silences wrapped the entire atmosphere. It was a simple Mcdonalds dinner. :D

The best: He bought dinner

He held my hands, and we walked the entire place, we searched for the things we wanted, but failed to get any. We simply walked around the premise with no aim in mind, just looking and looking.

The best: He held my hand

I wanna go to the ladies and the queue was long, but i couldn't stand it anymore, so i had to queue and use the cubicle which i detest most, the ones which you need to squat.

The best: He waited for me outside

Then, we sat down for a drink, him, a coffee, me, a tea. And we chatted about some recent things that happened that we haven't had any chance to talk about.

The best: He listened and commented

We walked to the carpark to get his car, and talked and laughed and joked about things that we never did. When moving out of the premise, realised parking was free.

The best: He grabbed my waist

He drove and we carried on talking. Left with almost nothing else to talk bout. Silences triumphed but the mere thought of him being by my side was enough to put a smile on my exhausted face.

The best: He held my hand in his, fingers interlocked

Mischievous me, snapped his ear with my long fingernails, he remained calm and did nothing, when he did, i struggled and nearly salivate again.

The best: He touched my face ever so tenderly

Felt tired, while waiting for him to buy his coupons, i nearly fell asleep in his car. It was only IMM that we visited, yet so many things happened.

The best: He took time out of his busy days for a night with me, he did the things he always do, never fail to miss one step, and he obligingly answered my ever-so-boring question of, "did you miss me?". He knows that he has neglected me for the past few weeks coz of his busy schedules and he knows I am angry about it, but he did what he can to make me smile again, because of him

The best: I know I shouldn't be such an inconsiderate girlfriend and gets mad at him for his busy schedules but tantrums do rise, i'm glad i didn't lush out on him. The very fact my life does not just consist of him, and neither is his. As long as nothing suspecting comes out from him, as long as he is not cheating, there is no reason to put this "thing" on the line. Despite so, what I said before still counts

The best: I love him.

It was 26th January 2008

A normal day after i came home from school and i haven't removed my eyeliner, it just lingered on till i got my butt off to clean them up.

STB speaker came by our school for a speech bout Tourism 2015 and all the upcoming events that STB has undertaken and things like what does STB really act as in these events. It wasn't boring, it was actually a lecture that exposed us to informations which we thought we already know but really, do we?
Friday, i just wanna have dinner outside, been having dinner at home for a good whole month if i am not wrong, and just felt like asking friends to dine with me. Ting wasn't free so i approached Hun. :D Terry and Hun came to fetch me after my class and then after taking damn long a time to decide where to go for dinner, we settled on Farm mart. :D
Kok Hong, Liang Cai, Wai Man and Silong came to join us too. There were some really immense animosity within the whole meal process and it doesn't feel exactly right... Hai...

Well, after dinner, the rest decide to leave on their own coz Hun's car doesn't have space to accomodate all. Wad a relief for, buddy.... HaHA! Headed to coffee bean for a coffee and chill out at Rail Mall. Spent quite a lot of time there chatting anything and everything we can think of. It didn't end. Then, Hun need to return his car, so he drove us back. Before that, we made a date at night for rollar blading and cycling. HohO...

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I was actually kind of tired already, so i took a bath and came online waiting for them to tell me to go out. Around 10.45pm, Terry say meet 11.15pm at his block. I took my time and walked to his block. I borrowed another skates from him. Hee~ It was fun.

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We skate all the way through the new road which connects batok to cck, on the cycling path of coz, and Terry told me bout the slope, i thought it was a short slope but it was a long and steep one. I seriously didn't have ay control of the skates and it rolled on and on, i was shouting for help. HAHA! I think bout of them were nervous, and hun chased after me with his bicycle. HAHA!!! I seriously have no idea wad would happen if i took a tumble there. Let's not go there. HAHA!

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At the end of the path, i exchanged with Hun, skating for a short distances, then Terry took the skates from Hun coz it was a much better skates to skate in while i took terry's and i knew immediately what he meant when he said it was hard to skate in his. HoHo! The right cheek of my butt was starting to ache coz it was a lot of work making the skates glide coz the wheels aren't good. HoHo!

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Went to Terry's block, he went to keep the skates then we headed to 7-11, grab a drink then walked to my block and chit chat again. Our topics never ends. HAHA!!

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Afterwhich, went to Alif for a really late supper and carried on chatting will Alif closed.

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They walked me back and i took my bath AGAIN(3rd time in that day), and then fell dead on my bed.

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Woke up just now coz of some noises from my family and i couldn't go back to sleep anymore.

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It was such a pleasant feeling to be sweating and having fun, it was good sweat shed. Just like last Sunday at Netball. hOho! Loving it... However, my muscles are aching again... HoHo! Time to get rid of my flabby thighs and arms. Ho!

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Darling is still very busy, haven't seen him for, i dunno how long already and we only exchange greetings through sms-es. HAHA! Hope he won't be too tired later tonight, love to see him and have a nice dinner... :D

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Time passes by that quickly... So quickly....

How i wish i have a million dollar now.... How i wish i can just live off that million bucks. Got so tired of having no money, it sucks.



Crawling off from my bed, and went for driving lesson, it sucks too.



Did the 1st reflection journal for Spa and need to finish the next one after tmr's STB's speech. School is getting quieter, but there are still assignments due.

I think I'm having my PMS... Hai... My mood has been swinging here and there these few days, how come its like that? Woman... Me...

I cannot understand my mother... I really cannot... She's crazy sometimes and put words in my mouth, started complaining to me bout things, and i had to listen and listen and just find wad she said a load of crap, then i ignored her, she just feels that i always side with PA. Got so pissed off, HELLO, i am watching TV and i am good enough to sit and listen, and it got on my nerves. Dun understand why she likes to make pple angry. AHHHHHHHHHH! It sucks!

I miss my Darling... He's been tired, doing a lot a lot a lot everyday... Hai... Haven't been able to meet up with him. K, i need to be more understanding. :D Jia you Darling.... I love You...

A long day tmr... Good night!

Went to Aramsa Spa today and i was the 1st to arrive. Sick... The place was so hard to find and Papa got kind of angry trying to find the place. Good thing met a nice person who gave us the correct direction. Also, met another kind soul who offered umbrella into the spa.

Waited for long long long and the tour lasted less than an hour. GREAT!

Class took bus to AMK hub and suddenly half the class went off, left a few of us to walk around. Juchi told me there's 20% off at Mondo, so while the look look see see i also did that, found a cheap pair and bought it at $15. :D

After that, i left them, took the long journey from AMK to Clementi in bus 166. HO! Did my threading. Then went back home for dinner.

有时对你的无知，感到诧异，不知道你是故意还是无意... 每一次我发脾气，你都若无其事，你总认为我有忧郁症，可惜的是，我没有... 因为你不管，你不问，你不屑，你不看，你不关心，我生气，我纳闷，我暴躁，我奇怪... 但，你仍不闻不问... 对你，好失望... 可是却克制不了，对你，无限的爱... 眼泪不知不觉，落下... 你却不懂... 说的一起，到底在那里... 偶尔真的不懂你，也不懂自己... 怕泄漏，怕你生气... 怕失去... 现在开始，对你的爱，不会超过你对我的爱...

Last day of open house and i was the 1st to arrive. So, i slacked around, tried the OSIM massage chair, and the feeling sucks, wasn't really that comfortable. Sat inside the booth, and slacked, waited for everyone to come. Then, i drew my own hands and legs.

Before everything was tore down, i took pictures of it. The class's work. :D

And i made my mark at the "back-of-house". HoHo!
A simple night spent with Darling. My shooting skill gone bad, only able to capture the heads of us. Hai...
The huge jug of watermelon juice... Looks like a beer jug....Cutest Darling of all... MuACks...First thing i see when i on my laptop... Loving it...
Have been rather busy doing school stuff recently and i am feeling all tired everyday. Everyday there are things to do, deadline to meet, tutorials to complete and most of all, crap trips to go to...... CRAP! Plus, presentations to do... Man... It sux... I thought i'm getting free-er and free-er but it seems like i'm getting busier and busier...

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Went to play netball with Hui Mui and all on Sunday afternoon, it was fun and i'm feeling it... Been so long... Now, muscle aches. HAHA! I'm indeed old. :D

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I'm missing it...

Chatted with Darling a little last night before going to bed but it was only a short while coz he was tired and I need to wake up early as well. See, looks like i cut my hair right? HAHA! Hand painting for the DAY! Early in the morning, i lost my way in the compound which i am already so familiar to, coz of the change of venue. Couldn't find LT 78, CRAP! Found it at last and lecture was so so tiring......................... 11am, went over to Open House. Talked a lot to the pple who came in and met these 2 sickening asses who are so irritating, and i cannot believe they are from AHEM! Shall not state............

Watched the perfomance for the 1st time and it is funny. HAHA! Besides being funny, it is quite real also. And my classmates are good, the dances looks well- organised. :D
Had Dinner with whole family today at a coffeeshop near our house and feast like siao. Passed a lot of rice to Da Kor... HAHA!!!

Met up with Terry Hun and Ping Hong after my duty and we waited for PH to finish class then left NP. Went to see bicycle then headed to farm mart while they eat, i ate a little as well. HAHA! Crap de pple.... Always talking crap de lor.... HAHA!!!

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Hun drove us back afterwards. :D

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I'm tired le, shall turn in... Have duty tmr morning as well. NIGHTS!

Today marks the end of Year 2, Sem 2, IS I&E: Environment, a boring module i chose out of the leftover modules. Hai... It wasn't really that fun but ehhh, at least there wasn't lecture-like boring stuff to go through with. Ho.... Darling has been rather busy recently. Put together with my tighi schedules, we dun really have that much time to catch up anymore. He seems to be always busy with work and his GAMBLING! Ass... HAHA! Hai... Then again, that's the only thing he does to release stress bah.... Can't blame him too much although i'm really not happy that he always go find his friends after a long day of work and torture himself till dawn. Hai... The one who is tired is still him. Then again, he likes it, there's nothing i can do, i already scolded, hack-cared, and almost had a show down with him but to no avail, his hobby, i guess...
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Been spending lesser time with him and i dunno wad he has been doing. Darling, when can we sit down and have a good chattering?
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It has been so long... So so long... I am still lOvingyOU!

Boring...............................................
Open house was alright, i was only there for the earlier part of it coz of driving. Well, was kind of busy with for a start but everything is alright. :D FULL DAY TMR!

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Refresh myself for a new beginning, too much to handle but trying my best for all... Never forget to encourage myself everyday, that's wad perks me UP! Life is just like that... There's really nothing to worry too much about. Emotional trauma comes and goes, they never stay too long, wad's most important is that i am happy, that's the zest of life. :D

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不会忘记一切的一切，虽然心里有一些些不踏实，但我知道，这一切都已经足够了...

The pretty flower from my own front yard. HAHA! Nah, its just the corridor. Mama loves to grow plants and she'll picked wadever plants she sees as long as she thinks they'll grow under her care. That pinky flower is an example of those plants which dieded but revived under her care. Ho!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY WEN WEN WEN! But poor her, needs to take care of the open house thing and can't celebrate much of it. The cake is all i can do to make her 21st birthday a memorable one. Hai.. She is OFFICIALLY an ADULT! Ho!
K, when almost everything is done, we waited for the PRINCIPAL to come, we waited and waited, for an hour plus and he hasn't turned up. Hai... Pei-ed Wen to go for her late lunch and when we returned, he was there. Good thing some of them were there to intro the booths.
Val is gonna kill me when she sees this picture. Her eyes look.... Ehhh... Rather scary. HAHA!
The 5 murals we did. Wen thought my failure piece is a completed piece and put it up. I was laughing out. HAHA! Everything is so pretty... Minelooks like some crap... Heh Heh!O well, i reached home in the evening, and did nothing but stared at my laptop and TV. Realised Mama not cooking, and Darling says he's gonna be OT-ing till really late, so decided to go buy dinner to eat. Wanted to just go nearby to buy dinner but thought that Darling haven't had dinner, so have to work till late late, so went to buy him a burger to makan. :D

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Bought noodle for 2kor also, then headed home. Watched Golden Path while eating. Ho!

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Printed I&E things and tmr still got lesson. Need to run from class at 10am. HA! O well, i dun think there's anything to do for the class either. Its the last lesson anyway...

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I dun really wanna welcome tmr's arrival, its so stressful... Not due to Open House but another thing. Then again, i think i need to face up to it, good or bad, its a lesson in my life. I need to be up to it and face it with all of my GUTS!

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Days seems to be moving really fast recently, deadlines after deadlines, mistakes after mistakes, seem so hard to catch a glimpse of this 1st month of 2008. At this point of time, i realised, i'm growing up again. The things i face now, are the things which may affect me for the rest of my lives. The jobs i take up, the things i learn and do in school, the people i come in contact with, the friends i've had for so so long, every single decisions i make, the impact is gonna be huge. Hai...

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Will I be able to survive it out there?

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Will my friends leave me for good?

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Will I be able to drive my own car?

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Will my parents always be with me?

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Will I still be in love with you?

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Will I be married to someone I love?

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End of the day, I'm alone, fighting the battles in every stage of my life, be it perilous or safe, i am facing them myself. Yet, I am lucky, to have everyone, by my side. :D
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“出来工作以后，如果有更好条件的人追你，你会不会就跟他走了？”

“不会...”

“这么肯定？ 不好好想想？”

“因为已经决定了... 回不了头了... 这是我的选择..”

So i spent my Saturday afternoon with my group mates for ECD, Shu Ying, Jiawen and Vincent to complete the preparation work for Sunday's First Step Bazaarat SY's place. K, initially everything was alright, we were all doing and doing. Vincent was late, but when he came, he bought stuff to eat, so after that we continued. That kiddy castle, is the creation of Wen and the work of the 4 of us. Vincent was EMO for a sec, squatting at one corner painting while SY wen and me was bad-mouthing him. HAHA!!! So funny... Had fun playing around lah but was all tired out when evening came. Around 7.15pm, Darling came. Darling helped gave a ride to Wen and Vincent to CCK Lot 1. Then, we had dinner at Flintstone, the ambience was good but the food wasn't comparable at all. Hai... Sadded ok.... But nvm, Darling and I finished it. Then, we went to walk and Darling wanted to buy a new crystal braclet coz the last one broke. We spent 2 hours looking at the crystals, dazzled my eyes so much. He wanted the moonstone one but it wasn't really up to standard with the price of $100plus. GoSh... Went home after that....Sunday morning, Bazaar... Given a pathetic table for our business. Seriously wasn't in any mood so didn't try much. The rest had lunch and all and our friends started visiting. Thanks AIAI, DEAR, Dear's YUTING, TING, RONG HUN for coming and patronzing the store! Love u ALL so so MUCH. And thanks TERRY, PING HONG, HUI MUI for dropping by. And, Thanks DARLING for being my driver for the 2days... :D Business wasn't really really well but i can say we did had some fun and learn some stuff through the process. :D
Darling washed hair for me, but i forgot which day was it. He was tired though but he washed my hair and blew it dry. So nice of him. mUaCKs!

The Mural i was tasked to do for our Open House from Thurs onwards. I even had Xueting to come help me with the painting and she even borrowed me her poster colours, palate and brushes. PH came by a bit to take his PSP and helped drew some stuff and complained a lot. HAHA!!! End of it, Mama helped me as well. I completed the rest of it and my bone was about break apart but i still need to do all the touch-ups. Everything was done at around 1am i think and my back was aching, my arms hurting, my legs and hands full of colours, even my shirt was stained, i left it to dry, went to toilet to wash up and then concussed.
Couldn't wake up in the morning, had to go for make-up tutorial for TL next week. Hai... Got back TDM paper and i did ok as well. HBM, TL, SPM and TDM, all the papers received, my worse is SPM but i think other than that all the others are all within my expectation. :D Good for me....
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Went back after having lunch. Went to WM to shop around a bit to hunt some stuff. I got my fruit. :D
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No class tmr, waiting for Open House!
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Chatted with Darling a bit online just now and he was telling me some interesting things. So nice to chat with him after not seeing much of him and his smses the entire day. Ha!
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Need to find a job. Suddenly realised yesterday that i need to save up for Australia Trip in March... Now that i'm jobless, i need to do something bout it. Hai... Disastrous...
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Nights!!!!

Another busy weekend awaits.... First Step Bazaar on Sunday is taking a lot out of us and we have full-dess rehearsal on Monday for Open House. Great....

I volunteered to do the one of the Aborignals art on mahjong paper, so i think, i'm gonna be busy on Monday, trying to complete it by Tue. Hai... And there's still tutorial on both Mon and Tue, but i think most of us are gonna ignore them. Hai... Open house...

Went to shop shop with Mama just now at Watsons and supermarket, we bought a lot of things, mostly food for cooking. HA! Reached home only at around 8pm, then i bathed, and Mama cooked dinner. Yum! While watching TV, i tried out my acrylic art with my toaster oven, good thing it fits in and it works, although the piece was not really perfect but i think its good enough le. :D

Ok, people, another sweet reminder:

PLEASE COME SUPPORT ME ON SUNDAY, 11AM to 6PM, AT BUKIT BATOK INTERCHANGE, WON'T COST A LOT BUT I'M SURE YOU'LL HAVE FUN! COZ I HAVE FUN PLAYING WITH IT! HA! LOVE YOU!!!

Felt kind of tired today... O! Forgot to mention, Rong hun came to pick me up after i left school and drove me to beauty world together with PH, HoHo! And we did something really bad. HAHA!!! Shall not disclosed wad. HA! Afterwhich i went to meet mama liao. HA!

K, gotta go pack up my stuff and do some preparing for Sun, there's meeting tmr too! YEAH! Jia YOu BAH!

It never feels better than to see a message of love from you...

Apologized for the lack of blogging... This week hasn't been a really good one so far... Hai...

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Was up till pretty late on Sunday to finish up TL project and there were quite a few last minute hiccups which i need to catch and swallow it down, didn't really sleep well also.

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Woke u Monday morning and took my time to prepare when Papa said he wanna drive me to Intercontinental, so i need to rush and changed and all. Papa drove me to Bugis junction and i was really early so i sat at Terra for a cup of Latte... Feel so tai tai. HAHA!!!

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Buffet lunch began at intercon Ballroom, quite a nice atmosphere there but their ballrooms are really small but they do have high ceiling, which is gorgeous! Ho! After lunch was tutorial in hotel, we are so high class, actually had tutorial in hotel ballroom, cluster style meeting. HA! We are good.

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Felt like sleeping at one point but held on. Ho! Asked questions and all, and we had coffee breaks and all. Felt so weird, coz i used to serve pple like that, but no longer so. HA!

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Went home in the evening and i was beat.

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Tues was a horrible day, felt so so so terrible for the first time this year. It really isn't a good start. Sadded...

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Met up with Darling also, and he cheered me up a little. :D

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Wed, woke up early to study for ECD paper. Took the paper in the evening and really couldn't be bothered with it. Hai...

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This morning went to school for IS. The mentor weird weird, he was throwing his tantrums. Good thing my group has got our things done properly, if not ah, siao liao...

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After that, go to work. HEh HEh! So nice lah, so long nv go back le and Tricia is still siao siao de... HAHA!!! But sadly, today is the last day of work. Hai... They found their FT le. Hai... Gotta find new job SOON!

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After work, took train back with fish and tricia. Went to find Darling and very nice, Darling helped me wash hair... HAHA! So nice... So long nv wash hair for me le... Ho! Then MAD got new name, PENG, is the name! HaHA! Everytime he talks, he nv fails to make a fool of himself. Hai...

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After that, i went back, darling was tired.

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Had dinner and chit chat with Mama! Ooooooooooooooo! Golden path is SSSSOOOO nice! Catch IT!

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Shall turn in SOON le! Tired....

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Nights pple...

当我最需要你的时候，你却不在我身边... 当我的泪水不知所措的时候，你却说你正开心的跟朋友在一起... 你还在乎我吗？

为什么？

Friday was a really long day out there. Woke up early in the morning for 9am make-up lecture and everybody was late or i should say, everybody decided not to go for that lecture. Less than half the TRM group turned up. Andy Oh was, well, pissed off i guess. Got back our CT paper as well, i did fairly well... Good enough i feel.

Anyway, after that, Vincent, Jiawen and I went to IMM for our ECD project thingy. We had lunch at Mac and took our time to find the store for the acrylic and sand art thingy. Found it, and we were worried bout the sand for the sand art costing a huge bomb. But later, realised, we actually got a bargain coz for every sand art we buy, a packet of the different coloured sand was given. Good. Next, we went to WM to deal with the acrylic art. All in all we spent over $200 for our start-up, not including the rental cost. Hai... My bank, another huge hole! But we're pretty sure that we'll be able to earn back those money. :D

SO, FRIENDS FROM ALL OVER!!! DO COME TO BUKIT BATOK BUS INTERCHANGE ON 13TH JANUARY 2008, SUNDAY TO SUPPORT MY GROUP, ACRYLIC AND SAND ART!!! IT WILL BE REALLY FUN!!!

After that, we went back to school for Wine and Cheese appreciation. Hai... And we sat there listen and drink wine. Most of us got red, and needless to say, me too. Ho! The cheese was really good though, YuMMY! Everything ended at 6.30pm. Hai...

Then, went to interchange and Darling seemed to have something to tell me so i went to find him and he wanted to eat KFC. diAo dIao.. So i said OK, and waited for him to finish work. Ho! :D

Had dinner with him and i was shivering the whole time, it was so cold there. So, he suggested we leave, go walk around see some stuff. So nice to hold his warm warm body, my heater! HA!!!

Waited for bus with me and we departed. He stayed on at RING RING SHOP to help Martin with the computer thingy.

Came home and did up my TL part, and then Terry and Hun called me to chit chat. So i went down at around 11.30pm, 12am. We chitter and chatter about everything and it was really funny looking at Terry getting nervous! HAHA!!! FUNNY!

Anyway, we ended at around 3am. They walked me up! HA!

Woke up at 12pm yesterday. Completed every other parts for TL and sent it out to Vincent who will complete the rest.

6pm, bathed and waited for Darling to come fetch me. :D

We went to Farm mart and ate the not-very-nice satay, and this time, it was my treat coz darling didn't have cash on him. HAHA!!!

After that, we went off to CCK Lot 1. Told him i dun want the memory card coz i dun have extra money to buy that now, and i thought he just accepted my idea. But we walked one round in the shop and he walked to the counter and asked for the 2GB card. And i LL have to give him my phone. After payment and all, we went out and i asked him in a serious tone, "Why don't you respect my decision?" Then he looked at me and stunned. Then i laughed and said, "Thank You darling..." HahA! Not really happy that he didn't respect my decision but on the other hand, its really nice of darling coz i wanted the memory card, its just that i didn't have the money right now, so he bought it for me. And he said since i treated him dinner, he will buy the memory card in return. Cute...

He did a lot of unexpected things last night as well. That was one of it. Another was, he suddenly opened the car door for me, and i was feeling weird. HAHA!!! Then, he was trying to lift me up in public. While we were walking to the parking lot, i asked him to piggy back me and he didn't refused me! HAHA! He piggyback me a long way. HAHA! So hAPPY! And he added, "Suddenly i feel like i'm 100kg" HAHA!!!

One bad thing was, he got a ticket for parking!!!! AH!!! And i was really pissed lah. Only his car got the ticket and the rest doesn't. Really pissed off. So i e-mailed to the HDB thingy and complain! I received a reply from them, telling me they will look into it. Dunnoe wad's wad. Hopefully the fine will be waived. Damn pissed.

当一切都已说出口，无言以对的我，只能微笑，不再多说... 只会默默的看着你，知道你是爱我的...

Supposed to go to work this morning but i didn't, woke up and my eye was red and sore, so i told tricia i couldn't go work. It really seemed like my body forbids me to go to work. Hai...

Slept till 11plus and my eye looked pretty fine by then. Did some of the TL project and then went on for driving lesson. Jiu Jiu seemed to be very angry coz of my driving. I guess i sux a lot. HA!

Went to find Darling after that and i met the Aunty i met the other time when darling went for his test. She is still so nice and friendly. :D

Spent a lot of money today, actually the "a lot" is coz of bus concession. No money le lah...

Ping Hong and co has been asking me out these few days but i rejected them time and again. Hai... Feel so bad sometimes coz there seems to be so many things to do and hardly time to put them into my schedule, i really feel bad. I dun wanna find excuses for that, coz i am so mean coz i dun have time for them. Screw ME!

Anyway, its gonna be a busy weekend. I have TL report due on Monday, TL group Tutorial due on Monday, I have ECD report which we are supposed to submit yesterday and i doubt they did so need to do it by tmr, have I&E report due on Thursday and also, TL tutorial to complete by Tues. Great... Just great... At this point, i haven't receive anything from my groupmates yet and again, i am the one compiling things. HA! GREAT! GREAT! GREAT! WAD A NEW YEAR!!!!!!

Open house coming soon, which means, more things to do. Hai...

I'm sorry for being me....

HAPPY 2008 EVERYBODY!!!

Waving goodbye to 2007 and saying hello 2008!!! And I have to stay at home coz i'm sick and hear my mother nag bout my school fees. Irritating.

Anyway, wanted to go out in the evening with friends and all but sadly, i am too sick to go out. Hai... Really feel tired even though i didn't do anything. Hai....

Looking back through year 2007...

It marks the end of Year1 in Poly and the beginning for Year2. Everything seems to move so swiftly that i can't even get a glimpse of everything. Joan left NP and went on to her studies in SIM. Friendship in school is hard to maintain, given the fact that everyone has their own clique of friends and it is not really right to break them up. Still, it has been an enjoyable journey in making friends with the people whom i barely know. Through all the project works, and class works, we were able to form a bond unique to ourselves, not really strong, but for the very least, link us together, and help each other in the simplest task.

Semester 2 of year2 has been a pretty tedious one, all the projects are burying us into the ground and it hardly comes to a halt. Everybody struggles and soon, it will be the end of it.

It is a good thing to know that the friends from before are still friends now. Has been a tough ride for my dear friend Terry to get through his cycle of love, and through the process, i'm glad i'm part of it, harsh for me to admonish him but if that is wad it takes. At least, I can still see the smile hanging on his face right now.

My sister had a good time doing the things she does, never forgetting to fall down and cry, then stand up again, ever so strong. Been trying to understand the meaning behind everything she has done so far, yet I can't really find out why. Somehow, its her life, I, am a bystander, i see, i look, i gossip, I KPO, but at the end of the day, she is dealing with it herself. I stand close, and see her from afar, knowing every steps she makes, every mistakes she did, every right she got, and always, being there to help her through it all. Just like the way she helps me when i need her most.

Funny how things turn out sometimes, Ping Hong grew up so much. He used to be that autistic boy who everybody detest coz he was so full of himself and likes to talk to himself. Its funny... I seemed to have been with him for so long but until he got himself a gf, i realised actually, i dun really understand him that much. Seeing him fall, trying hard to please, trying hard to let go and now, trying hard to make his life works, so mysteriously done. He is still him, i guess, a better man, in his own particular way.

Rong Hun, one who i didn't even imagined being close to but the affinity formed many years ago, came down to a friendship, I must say, held rather strong. He is always that near perfect guy in their eyes. It is always nice to talk to him, and have him wait for me, and he never complains too much. Its nice to have a friend like him. Now, he already can drive us on the road, amazed, the 1st of whom got himself a license when we were still whining about it back then. So fast huh...

I still miss my Aiai, Jennifer is the name. Met her through her bf but detached the link from him. Much more closer to her than i was with him before. Yet another amazing journey in my life. Sometimes, she resembles myself from before, a much more daring one. She has done things i dreamt of doing once, things which broke the rules. Looking at her, reminds me of how my Sec school life ended with such disappointment and joy. Cherish her a friend who i'll never let go. Thanks for stepping into my life, its the best gift ever.

Yuting, haven't been too close to her anymore. I guess too much things pulled us away from each other and its really hard to make it happen when one party is always unavaible. I dun understand why, why does it seem like the gap between us are larger, even friends i haven't met for a while, i can still feel happy with them. Perhaps, time changes too much of us, too much of our thinking. Perhaps. I dun ask for anything anymore, because all I can do now, is wait and do nothing more.

Dear, Melissa, has been busy with her school work and we didn't really see each other too much... But its still nice coz its really easy to relate to her life when she is such a good narrator of her stories. :D

Si En lives her life well enough as a nurse, has her path planned so well and I envy the way she moves on, because i wish to move on that way too.

Melanie is doing well in her company, with work making her busy, its hard to meet up anymore. However, she will never be a forgotten figure in my heart. :D

Family has been the same old thing. Sometimes its so hard to try to cope with it. Sometimes i work so hard to for a little appreciation from them but mostly i can't find that. Things are never fair, never had been and i doubt it will change. Generation gap, i call it but that doesn't matter anymore, because all this while, it has been so.

I'm just hoping its a better year ahead for my family, financially and mentally. I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!!

Darling, everybody knows who. The path i've walked down has been a really tough one to keep up. Cannot believe how much it has taken out of me from the very beginning. It hurts sometimes, to look back and think bout it, and it never fails to bring tears to my eyes but each time i recall the past, and think about now, it made me cherish everything a little bit more. True enough, that the faults made was tremendously unforgiveable yet it seems like i am just so attracted to him and nothing else more. I tried to give up, i tried to let go, i made it at one point but when he comes back, it is hard to pull myself back anymore. Sister said that she has no idea how this thing worked out but it just did. I guess that is still, unexplainable, not easily comprehensive. I am confused sometimes too. Moving on from the sad moments in my memories, and look at everything i have now, its feels much better no matter how odd it is to every other person. I love the way this thing goes, i hope it goes on forever. Having yet, so much hurdle to go pass, it ain't an esay task but i'm gonna bite on, gonna make sure things can work out. Thanks Darling, for being with me for so long and still making me smile everyday without fail. :D

And ANd! To all the new friends i've gotta know, thanks for being nice and stepping into my life, i'm sure it'll be a wonderful journey being stuck with me. HA! Each one of u are unique in your way, and i can't wait to know more!

In conclusion, 2007 is a pretty fine, smooth year with quite a few hiccups here and there but overall, i made it through. Tough and for now, it marks the end of my teenage year and the beginning of realy adulthood. I am old but still young at heart. Many things await this New Year, and i shall not make an utter mess of it and guarantee a beautiful, blissful and fruitful year ahead!

HAPPY 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wad a day to start with... Went to work as usual only with the troublesome flu and cough but when i reached work, realised some itch on my arms. Looked at it and freaking shock, there's rashes all over and my legs too! Suddenly felt the burning sensation!

So, quickly left work, took cab back to gombak to see doctor. The cab fare wasn't that ex, its really normal like before, but probably coz its not really peak hours, only $13.40 from One Raffles Quay to Gombak, sort of like the same with before. Then again, when u see the meter jumping 20cents everytime, it gives the chill that i won't have enough money to pay. HA!

Reached Tan&Koh and there weren't many people, just 3 patients, i quickly go draw my money and went back. I dun even know why the rashes appeared, i didn't eat anything wide, i used the same soap for a while, i wear the same clothes i took out from the closet, and really, nothing was unusual. Doctor couldn't find the answers to it since i dunno how it came, he gave me some mild medicine to go with my cough and flu, and a balm to apply on.

Anyway, the rashes subsided pretty much from the earlier burning red disgusting boils. Took my pills, applied the balm and here i am, telling you wad a beginning it is for the last day of the year. Ho! And there goes my $40!!! hAi...