Ho Ho! It felt odd, taking that Bus all the way to a familiar yet strange place. Yet again...
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Before going to work, went by VK to find Darling, and met another nice customer of his, and i actually asked craps, find myself so ridiculous... HAHA!! Anyway, Darling couldn't stand the sight of what i thought was a very tidy tied up hair, he sat me down and fixed it up for me. Hee~ I really think mine was tidy... K, fine, his is better.
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Went off to work after that. The bus ride seems shorter than the ride to TYP, O well... Went pass St Regis and it looked nice, although it hasn't finished construction but back then, it was a piece of flat nothing, now, i can work out what the entrance will look like. Heh HeH!
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Reached OHS, totally different from a month ago. The laundry, canteen, passage way and the toilet look totally different and most importantly, everything smelled better. HAHA!!! Finally, that stench is no longer there.
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Saw a lot of old friends. Zoe went back to work as Coordinator, met Xueni, Frankie was there too...
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Went upstairs and started work. Prepare Geradon... Even Stewarding looks different but still a lot of Bangla who have a lot of communication problem with me. Hai... "PoliSH! Not wash!"
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Wedding Dinner, VIP with Jia Jia and James, the runner. The bride's mascara was scary... I think its her real lashes, but the mascara was too thick... Scary... Before work started, chatted with Astley (Yes, he is back) too. Heh hEh! So nice to chat with old friend. It was then i realised, Chris took quite a few pple along with him. GoSh... ANother good news is, that JERK is leaving!!! WAHAHAHA! SO HAPPY! He SUCKS!!!
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Dinner went on as usual, in the middle, when i was taking the couple's dish to hotbox, saw Xinyee and this new captain quarrelling and Amin trying to stop. I ignored coz its not my problem. Then, when i walked back, heard Xinyee say, "Please lah, your way is FUCK lor!", the guy said, "FINE, not happy, you can go home!", Xinyee said, "Fine lah, go home go home lah, u think i scared of u ah!" Then she walked out... I was like, "................" Why must it happen in the middle of the dinner?
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So, i went after Xinyee, told her, dun walk away in the middle of the dinner, dun bother bout that guy, you work your way... Then that idiot captain come and add in, "NVM, u can go, i tell Amin already, you can go." I stared into that idiot's eyes and told him, "Hello, you are the captain now, and we are in the middle of the dinner and you wanna chase your staff away, you think its appropriate? You want your staff to respect you, u should respect them first OK!" Then that idiot carried on lah, "NVM, dinner can go on! you can go home now." Then, hilarious thing happened, the 2 of them walk different directions off, while i stood in the middle of red carpet. WTH!
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I washed my hands off, went back to VIP. Hai.... Weird pple... Wrong timing, wrong temper, wrong leading, one good fu*ker - that captain. Heh Heh!
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O well... Work ended, waited for a freaking long time then that ass DM came up, everybody was complaining, and security didn't look happy when everyone wanna take transport. *ShaKe HeaD*
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Took cab home with Husband and Zoe. Husband gave $10. HAHA! Nice of HuSband AHHH!!! HAHA!
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Wanted to get a small cake for Terry coz it was his BD yesterday but sadly, no more cake at Cafe and Terry didn't come back later in the night. O well....
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Chatted a lot with Zoe, asked her everything bout her pregnancy and her new born Baby girl, Bernice. HAHa! And i kept teasing her bout the breast growth. HAHAHA!!! K, i was being irritating. Heh HEh!
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Reached home, bathed. Came online to upload some pics, and Darling was still online. We kept shoo-ing each other off. Hee~
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After a while, i turned in. No idea why but i kept waking up at around 7plus 8plus am, and find it hard to fall back to sleep. Terrible.
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Darling thought my lesson was 9am, he called me at around 8plus am. Then, he called me again at 9plus am. My lesson was 10am.
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Went for lesson and today's is fun... DOT DOT... Jiu Jiu let me drive a lot a lot... His air-con kept blowing my left hand until it was so stiff.
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My clutch handling is still not good. Hai... At least i went to Gear 4 today. HAHA!!!
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One and a half hours, the lesson, i drove myself back again and my legs went Jelly again. HAhA! Can't feel a lot of the floor when i alighted from the car. HAHA!!!
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Home, and i watched TV for very long. HAHA!
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Going out later... Tmr's steamboat... I doubt i'll be going... Ermmm...
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Shall stop here then... CiAO!

When i wanna have a good rest, to sleep till the sun is shining on my butt, i couldn't. I woke up at 7plus am, realised its raining. Then, i got up again at 8plus am, still raining, i smsed darling, told him it was raining. 9plus am, i got up again, and i did my IS enrolment, after that, i couldn't sleep. Watched TV all the way till bout 4pm.

Went out to WM, wanted to buy mask but realised i didn't have enough cash, so instead i bought whitening toothpaste. Met Marcus giving out brochure for Jean Yip at Level1. :)

Went to buy cookie from Subway then went on to find Darling. He was playing his PSP when i reached. Then, he was too free, he wanted to iron my hair. So, did that.

SO free OK, we talk talk with Fruit shop AUnties, then we went to the Indian Shop to do threading. Sickening... The shop dun allow guys in... Poor Darling stood outside to look. Hai... The threading Sucks and it costs $6!!!! There's still some excess brows that she didn't thread off and, she asked me to press my eyes so hard. Ass... Hai... Once, and i will never return. Will make the trip to Clementi to do it next time. Sickening..

Then, went back to VK, and continue talking to him and aunties. Called Mama, she asked me to ta bao some stuff home to eat. Then i called Jiu Jiu to change my driving schedule to Sat instead of Sun. :D

Went home, watched a bit of TV, then went out at 8pm again to meet Darling. Went to watch Balls of Fury with Darling, Alvin and Gimontai (Clementi in Hokkien, that's wad they call her). Kind of awkward ah.... Heh heh! Some things are better left unsaid... Its not ethical. :x

The movie was very funny... Should catch it, not really very huge cast but funny. Heh HeH!

Reached home and here I am.

Going to work at OHS tmr. WHY? Coz i need cash and i'm lazy to find any jobs at this point of time. Well, I guess i'll go back and do my part and not bother bout those sickening pple. HeH!

Lalalala!!!

Nights!

Will just post these 2 pics here, since its Hun's BD... The 2 small round thing is a Garfield and sports car cake. The big round thing is the Cookie Cake from Famous Amos... WAHAHA! Hun looked so tired when he was blowing the cake... Heh hEh...

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As for today, it is my last day of work, together with Xueting. Sickening pple... Only say we wanna stop working at the end of the month, they actually want us to stop today, "might as well make today the last".... CHeY! Despise this type of company, if u happen to be sickly or something, you won't wanna be in this company, it doesn't look after the welfare of their staff, the PT, no, i doubt the FT got any either. I despise them.

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Dun even know why i was still doing stock just now. Chey, should've ignored it lah... Dun even know why i bother to explain to customer anything, when i know they wanna chase us out of the company. Guess wad? This is call "Responsibility". I take ownership to the things i'm doing, but the company? They dun even take ownership of their staff. Despise them!

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O well... The Promoter aunty who i am very close to, is very poor thing. She got boycott by all the promoters there. Feel so sorry for her but i really couldn't do much. The rest of the promoters are so agressive and KPO, i dun even know why. Why can't they just mind their own business? Puzzled...

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Bidded good bye to the aunty and a few of the Guardian staff. They are the bunch of nice pple. Will definitely visit them when possible. :)

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Went to meet Darling and met this customer of his. Younger than me, but ready to get married. Male, 18, female, 16. I really wonder how things are gonna work out for young couples like them. Seriously, it doesn't seemed right... Not at all... 10years down the road, what are things gonna be like? Heh heH! Well... Congrats to them for the moment, wholeheartedly.

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While i was in Guardian working today, i heard BSB's song, a song that i've never heard b4, its "Inconsolable" Very nice.... I was thinking, is their new album coming out... And HAHA! THEIR NEW ALBUM IS RELEASING ON THE 30TH OCT! WAHAHAHA! But its such sadness that Kevin is no longer in BSB, and now BSB has only 4persons. Whichever, I STILL LOVE THEIR MUSIC. Its weird, because i can naturally recognize their vocals through the air, when i was puzzled how come i can hear AJ's voice when BSB doesn't have a new album. Heh Heh! New album coming out. I LOVE THEM!

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IS enrolment tmr morning! Great! Need to get up early again.... O well...

Today is a really long day... But i tried my best to fill the day with something...

First, i went to buy mooncake for Darling coz its Mid-autumm Festival, then i went to buy fruits (honeydew and pineapple) as my breakfast. Went to sit around at the park and relax. Went back to work, didn't have much to do, not many pple around there either, so i saw one Uncle looking at hair product, i approached him. Intro-ed him Phyto, then he listened, read and asked, he bought something from me, which is good.

Afterwhich, started to get crowded, many pple looked at Phyto and Imolive but most didn't buy. Until 3pm, cannot tahan, very hungry, went to makan. Tried so hard to resist the KFC next door, the craving just won't go but i did well, went to eat Chicken Rice instead. Heh hEh!

Sat at Fork and Spoon, watch Channelnewsasia and drink watermelon juice. Full, i went to the park to sit again. Called Darling to chat up... We chatted till my break ends. Heh!

Back to work and really, no people... I even went to read up Pregnancy Test kit, wanted to read some Condom stuff but dun dare, coz scared pple see, HAHA! So, i almost got the whole Guardian familiarise and even some product ingredients are in my head. See how free i am?

Was really bored, so i walked to Famous Amos to collect Hun's cookie cake. Hee~ The staff at FA was really clumsy, i said i wanted to take a look at the cookie, she took a plastic bag and packed it, and she even put it side way, i was stunned for a moment till the other "more experienced" one came back. Good thing the cookie didn't break, if not, i will kill them. Heh hEh!

Went back, slacked slacked, chit chat with the cashier, then 6.55pm, i went off. Bus took so long to come and so long to reach Batok. After reaching batok, went to VK to give Darling Mooncake and borrow Digital Cam from him... Hee~ Then, went to meet Terry and Ting.

Took 176 to Hillview, and finally reached the BBQ. Saw Aiai first, hugged her, and talk crap. Saw Uting and talked crap. 4 of us sat down and talk and eat. hee~

Then, Hun blow candle, cut cake and we sing BD song... Heh Heh! He is so cute lah...

Took quite a few pics with some of the everyone, then went back with Terry, Ping Hong, Ting and Danial. We played candles under one of the block near me. Was really tired. Sickening terry kept making the wax on me. AngRy...

After a while, i wanted to go back first, coz i was really tired. So i said Bye to them, and i went back. Darling called to check whether i was home not, but i wasn't.

Bathed and brushed up, now blogging. Gonna turn in after this.

Another long day tmr, I will jia You! Will post the pictures on another day when i got the USB from Darling. Muacks...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONG HUN!!!

Sickening work.... Hatre for this job is rising... Sick and tired of being in a store, stucked with nothing else but pple i don't really like...

Heh HeH!!!

I feel tired... Wanna go to bed soon le...

Mama cooked dinner, so nice, i love it...

MuaCks....

HoHoHo!!! Today is a good day!

I had a really good sleep last night and coz of the rain, i slept really really well in the morning too. Actually planned to go pay Xueting's ma a visit and to return the pot and the umbrella to them but i couldn't get up, even when Darling called to wake me up, i told him, "ahhh... Very tired... Dun wanna wake up... Hee"

Then I slept and slept till 1pm, woke up, brushed up, then went on to eat my tuna and bread. Hee~ Watched CSI, my best entertainment on Sunday afternoon. Hee~

I went to bath, then went downstairs to wait for Jiu Jiu. He came, the car is a Lancer. Heh Heh!

He drove me to a quite road near MI, then started telling me the basic things of the car. Then, we began. I was panicking like siao OK! I am so bad with my clutch pedal and hand gear. I cannot coordinate the 3 things together. Clutch, Gear, Accelerator... OMG!

We learned U-turning, going uphill, and we went on the road. I basically drove myself home. I kept making the engine stop. Sickening... HahA! Coz i release the clutch too fast and didn't bother bout anything. Heh HeH! Cannot make it.

Said thanks to Jiu Jiu and i alighted from the car. The lesson last for more than an hour i guess. HaHa!

When i alighted, my legs went wobbly.

Went straight to look for Darling. Hai... Then, sit there, listened to Darling and Alex talk. Waited till 6pm, we went to Boon Lay Market again. The 3 of us ate. I didn't have much appetite, finished only half a bowl of Mee, darling ate the rest. They chatted bout their good old days, bullying teachers and i wonder bout mine, i never bully my teachers, coz they are teachers... HAHA!!!!

Went to ask for phone thingy again. Finally saw the dummy set for 6500 classic. It was a turn off. There's no phone i can buy, how? I went to look at Sony Ericsson's phone, see some that is good, but the music support is pathetic, cannot support WMA, the format that i always got. Hai.. Nokia is a disappointment, sadness... How? Save up and buy better? See how bah...

Errmmmm... Work tomorrow again... Boredom... Somebody, come find me PLeAAAASE! HAHA! Boring you know... However, its ending SOON! Make sure i get my pay before calling everything quits.

O well, watching Constantine now, so nice... HAHA!

Gonna turn in SOON!

MuaCKs GOOD BYE!

Ok, here's my full review.

Had Mutton Soup and Nasi Lemak on Sunday night as my dinner with Darling, we had the same thing, at the same time, and the same place.

We went shopping, and looked for branded goods, and wallet for me, but to no avail. Walked around and around, didn't manage to get anything but just enjoying the time with each other. I was starting to feel cold in the air-con place. 9plus pm, left with nothing to do, we went out of the mall. Finally, i felt some warmness in my blood. Went onto his car and i grabbed his jacket.

While driving me home, i was feeling really uneasy in my throat and stomach. Beginning to feel something coming up my gullet, i opened the car door, and vomit Nasi Lemak and Mutton Soup out. Brrrrrrrrrrr.............

The way home was terrible, almost unbearable, the thing won't go away, and i opened his door the second time, but didn't vomit anything.

Reached my doorstep, we bid goodbye, got home, washed up, went onto bed, very uncomfortable.

Middle of the night, 2plus am, stomach felt wrong, i got up, and I vomit the rest of the fluid and residue and it went all over the entrance of my toilet and the toilet floor. Feeling sucks... Had a glass of warm water, went back to bed with a Zip block bag next to me, in case i vomit again.

A while later, woke up, vomitted the fluid i took. My lips felt dry and i need water, sudden craving for tea, so i took out teabag, made tea for myself. Drank it, sleep, 15min tops, i woke up for another round of vomitting. I sat in my living room, i guess at that time, the dehydration process had begin. Sleep, vomit, sleep, vomit till the dusk turned dawn. 8plus am, i was still vomitting and began shitting too.

10am, Mama brought me to see doc, i could bearly stand on my feet. Reached doctor, he gave me a jab on my butt to stop my vomitting, gave me medication but cannot start till the jab takes effect.

Slept when i got home. Very thirsty, Mama gave me a glass of Honey water, drank. Woke up at around 3, walked to the kitchen, lay down on the floor, Mama got me a glass of water, wanting to feed me pills, without much warning, another round of vomitting began. I vomitted all the fluid i took again. Worried, Mama called the doc, doc say, bring me to Hospital. Called aunty, she came to pick me up.

Papa, Mama and Aunty, we went to Alexandra. I was totally worn out. Felt like vomitting time and again but tried to stop it from coming. Was examined by nurse, then pushed into the emergency room thingy, was laid. Doctor examined and gave me a GOOD old DRIP and fluid to make me stronger and regain my fluid.

Damn, there were 4 packets of drip... Seconds ticked by like forever, it was cold in the ward, with sickly patient around me, i covered myself and fell asleep. Darling called twice to check on me, but wad else can i say besides saying i'm fine, taking drip now.

Fell asleep, the last time i got up, the good-looking and kind doctor was by my bed, asking me whether i was ok, he said wad he needs to, and gave me an MC. The nurse took over, removed the needle from my arm, and i was free to go.

Still, feverish in my head, i called Aunty, and i realised they all went home, aunty paid my bills and drove me home. The journey was hard to get by, coz my head was really heavy and the fever doesn't wanna leave, aunty was talking to me, and i tried so hard to concentrate.

Reached my block, i said thanks to Aunty and tried hard to focus every step of the way, till i got home.

Laid on sofa, Mama gave me congee, then i had my pills, fell soundly asleep. Next thing i know, Xueting was at my door, didn't have the strength to walk over, so i bumped down again, when i heard she said goodbye.

Dunnoe when, i dragged myself onto bed. From there, i slept through to the next day.

Tuesday was fine. Kept lao sai-ing the entire day, it doesn't stop, its like some running tap, the feeling sucks especially when period comes with it. Terrible.

Lots of sms-es came, i couldn't read them at all, when i wanna reply, my eyes would just close. Ha!

I dun quite remember anything from then on. Wednesday was resting for me, i sat infront of TV, and couldn't really move, tried to lift my legs and walk around.

Thursday morning, i went to work. Sucks working, especially this job. Weak and moodless, i didn't even bother to talk.

Day ended, i went to VK, Darling gave my hair a good wash. So happy, the feeling was great.

Friday morning, same thing, went to to work. Mama wasn't feeling well, Darling's Mama also. Both have the same symtoms as me, but not as bad as mine i guess, coz they dun need to go for drip.

Went to buy Liang Cha for Mama, Darling's mama and Darling, brought it to VK, then i headed home.

More or less i've recovered but i'm still feeling really tired. I need to get some rest now, got driving lessons tmr, i dun wish to get scolded by Jiu Jiu...

O... Met up with Darling just now, wanted him to drive me home, he did, but he came up to sit also. We watched Taiwan Variety show together and laughed our head off. Then, we went out for dinner, then he drove me home and headed back himself too.

So tired....

Good night people.

6500 classic, i think i'll buy this, until 5610 comes out... HAHA!

I got half of myself back... Great... Still feel this and that, here and there, but at least i am walking straight. And i can sms without dozing off....

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Work today was boring, didn't like the look of that woman, seriously speaking, dun really feel like working for them anymore, not even till next week. Hai... But, for my phone and wallet, i need to jia you, and at least get the rest of my basic. I have my way of skiving of course, Shhhhh....
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I went to find Darling after work today, coz i want him to help me wash my hair, so after work, went there. He was free, so he washed my hair, and massage... I like.... HAHA! Then, he iron-ed my hair, then he cut my fringe. Heh Heh!
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He say i am too sick le, keep doing "special" things. My fringe is too cute now... I laugh when i looked at it. HAHA!
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Back home, Mama is feeling better too, ask her dun go work tmr le. Chatted a bit with her and watched TV.
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I dun wanna wait for Darling le, i wanna go sleep.
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Good Night!

Sick for the past few days and i am still feeling weak. Too bad MC ends today, need to return to work tmr.

DIdn't like the sound of that person when ting told her i can't go to work. I have 3 days MC, sue me if u dare! Ass... And we are only temp staff, wad's the big deal? I can just walk off now and still demand my pay!

O well... Really feel bad coz i need to ma fan so many pple...

No mood to blog now... Another day perhaps.

I am sick... Kept vomitting and shitting since Sunday night. Dun have much strength to type everything out, but i guess i ate the wrong thing. Hai....

I vomitted while i was on Darling's car but not in it, i opened the door and vomit.

Didn't sleep the entire night, coz i woke up and vomit each time i felt something. I felt dehydrated coz i feel really thirsty. Drink water, 15min later, vomit again. And i'm shitting water... Gosh...

Aunty, papa and mama brought me to ALexandra for drip yesterday afternoon after te jab from the clinic doesn't stop my vomitting.

Stayed there till 7plus pm, till my drip finished, still feel feverish but went home.

After having a little bit of porridge, took panadol, i fell asleep again on the sofa. Xueting came, i sat up but no strength to walk to her, her mama cooked Ling Yang for me. I walked into my room, continued sleeping until now.

Shall update another time. Feeling tired....

Phyto: Beautiful Healthy Hair Through PlantsThe whole range of products
During Break time...
I ate a 60cents Ice Cream
The $119.90 Guess Bag from Metro
Believe or not, early in the morning when i was on my bus, panicking coz i was running late for work. My phone rang. An unfamiliar number called. I pick up the phone and I heard a familiar voice saying, "Apple, your wallet is found." At that point, i was wondering who is this person, so i asked and he said he is "RICHARD". HAHA! Puzzled of how he knew my wallet was found, he explained that the Duty Manager of Furama Hotel called.
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Happy and delighted, i returned the call to the DM to make sure that it is my wallet they found, and confirmed i would be going to get my wallet later in the evening. I was so happy!
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I couldn't help but smile my entire journey and i informed everybody who were worried for me. First, Xueting and Ling Hui. Then, Papa and Mama. Darling knew it naturally.
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Crazy as i was, i went to Guardian, late and jumping around telling everybody my wallet was found! HAHAHA! KISS ME!
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Anyway, Lao Pa went down to the Hotel to get it for me coz he was going there anyway.
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Relieved that my wallet is found, i had the best mood of the week. It didn't matter my GPA sucks, it didn't matter i didn't make any sales that day, I am just happy that my baby is back to me.
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Out of my expectation, I was able to sell away a lot of things that day. Not as in a lot but the most for the week. Shocked.... HAHA!
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Went back early in the night coz i was feeling bored. HAHA!
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Met up with Ting at batok and had Darling drove us to Causeway coz i wanna see wallet. Talked a bit here and there with Darling on the car, kissed him BYE!
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Ting and I went into Metro and we both think that the Guess bag is pretty!!! AHHHH!!! Wanna buy, wanna buy! Also, i spotted the Pierre Cardin wallet that i like. WAHAHAHA! DIdn't buy though coz i really dun wanna hurt my account at this point yet. Hee~
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Ting and I watched Hairspray and it is a really nice movie, storyline ain't very excited but the songs and dance are enough to make me goes, "HAHAHA!" all the way. I can watch it another TIME! John Travolta really pull it through as a woman. Ha! I would love to have HIM as my MUM! HA!
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After that, we went to wait for bus 187, and chatted our way back. Somebody made the PIG sound on the bus and i laughed my head off. HAHA!!! U know who.
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Waited for bus with her then i went back. Chatted with lao Ma bout this and that when terry Smsed to go chat chat, so i say ok, bath 1st then go out.
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Went down and Terry was there, we walked to Ting's Void Deck. Terry kept eating and eating and eating, irritating. Chatted with Silong bout his future, i chatted with Liang Cai bout his Poly life and they chatted bout enduring with Pees and motions on trains. HAHA! I played with terry's PSP, that game was fun! Can really feel the speed pickin up literally. WAHA!
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3plus am, we all went home. Terry walked me home and as usual we chatted bout stuff, told him some stuff bout Die Die and I, while he shared his aftermath with me. Heh Heh!
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Friends are still the best people, definitely.
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Slept straight away when i got home.
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Woke up just now feeling lazy.. HAHA! Didn't feel like cooking for myself so i grab chips to eat and drank water. HAHA! Watched CSI and now, i am blogging! WAHAHAHAHAH!
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Let me say it one more time, MY WALLET IS FOUND!!!!! Never felt like this before ever, 失而复得的感觉从未感到如此美妙！And i promise to be careful in future. :)
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I forgot whether i said this before but shall say it again, I am starting my driving lessons next Sunday. HAHA! So exciting!
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Life has very much turn out better. I am anticipating so many things to come, and it is not just waiting, i am anticipating, let this be a dream forever, a wondrous ride through it all, I am ready to take on this challenge, are you ready to join me in this hallucinating ride? :D

I am a lucky girl... I really am...

MY WALLET IS FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More info will come soon... HAHA!

I AM JUST SO HAPPY!

1st sms received at around 7am this morning. It was from Aiai, she asked me to go Mac for breakfast before i go to work, but i told her can't coz i need to check my results.

8plus am, 2nd sms from Hui Mui, asked me to teach her Photoshop...

3rd sms from NP, my results.

4th, was a call from the freaking ass.

I just wanna sleEp... Hai... My results weren't as good but like i said before, i'm glad i can pass and not failed anything. My GPA sux to core... Worst so far... Feel like crying when i found out but hai... I guess there's nothing much to compare to others le... I did my best and that's wad i get, i can't do anything bout it. Dun ask bout my GPA please...

Woke up late today, so i rushed to work, anyhow bath, anyhow tie hair. Reached TYP, and i dunnoe wad to do, so i walk about, trying to buy breakfast. Bought MAc breakfast which i regretted right after ordering. Then, i dropped my TEA! AHHHH!!! Very sad ok, i wanted to drink that!

Went to work, bought 55cents mineral water from Guardian and check yesterday's stuff. Nothing was sold again. Damn pathetic ok... O well...

Day started like always and i was crapping with the Cashier there since i got nothing much to talk to the Aunties and i am really afraid to get into their convo. HAHA! So, crap, even helped them sell their special offer of the day, Pamolive Hand Soap and Body Wash. HAHA! Then, see customers, chatted with them, talk to them but still no one bought anything.

Waited for a long while before Ting came, went for lunch at 3.50pm. Had LJS which i feel like puking again after eating, i should really quit all the fried food for a while. Eeeee....

4.50pm started work again, this time, talk to all the Malay Cashiers and i learn a Malay phrase which doesn't really sound nice althogether but individually, they are ok. Masuk = Go in.

6.30pm, i spotted some pple looking at Imolive product, so i went forward to explain and all. Seems like they are tourists in Singapore, and really wants to buy some cream for leg. But i dun have leg cream, so i intro-ed the Anti-massage cream, body and hand essence cream and body butter. They talked their own language for a very long while until the lady finally decided to get the Anti-massage cream. Then, i queued for the payment when i rmbed i got free gift so i asked the lady, whether she wanna get something else then she can get the cleansing cream. And I am lucky again, she looked looked see see with the guy and decided to get the body and hand essence cream. HAHA! I am so happy OK! Heh HEH!

Before i ended work, i made some sales. WAHAHAHA!

Afterwhich, i went home straight. Bus ride took so long and i fell asleep again. Hai... Darling called in the middle. He was busy the whole day i supposed, so we chatted a little.

Reached Batok, went home. Bathed and rested in front of TV. So tired after a day of work. HaHA! Find some stuff to eat and that some stuff was my dinner. O well...

Login to check my results i dun feel a thing. Hai... So saddening...

Loss of my wallet still feels a thing in my heart. I miss you, wallet. Hai...

Last day of work tmr for the week. YeAH! Shall make some sales tmr! MUST! HAHA!!!

Wondering how to work on Tues. I need to log on to select time table at 12.30pm. So terrible. Also, my PDL... SHould i take the Day off again? Not worth it lah... HOW HOW?! Perhaps i should go later then stay on later right? Mmmm... Shall discuss with Tiara another day. :)

Darling isn't online today, wonder where is he now... O well...

I'm tired, shall turn in...

Nights...

只愿这一切是真的...

WahA! Still my messy room...Waiting for bus to come...
I'm acting cool...

O well, today i didn't feel like waking up. My bed and I have become almost one. However, i dragged myself out of bed and then went to work.
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My mood was still not really good coz of my wallet, still feeling sad... Coz that thing has been with me for so long, although its old and ugly and i would've threw it away eventually but at that moment, even now, it is still the most precious thing. My IC, the first ever identity that i can carry with me anywhere i go and not afraid of police check, that pink colour thing with my haven't-grown-up-look, it was with me since i was 15.... AH!!!! My EZ-link, the one with my long hair picture, printed Ngee Ann Polytechnic, it is only 1 year old. My POSB nets, the thing i used the most, not with me... The new one doesn't have my name, TEO AI PING printed on it. Ahhhh!!! AND AND, all my pretty pretty pictures... AND AND all my passport size picture.... AND AND my student card... OMG!
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One simple phrase, I MISS MY WALLET! Can that somebody who found it return it to me... Please....
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Work started and nothing was sold off yesterday. Feeling so down. Determined to sell something today, so i talked and smiled and said Hello, but almost everyone ignored me. So sad...
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Xueting came and i gave up. HahA! Signed off and went to walk a bit with her. Hee~
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Went back to buy the IMOLIVE Facial Foam for Darling and that is my day's sales. Hai...
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Went back to Batok, went to bank with ting, then waited for bus with her and went back to VK to find Darling.
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Darling's customers very cute, the guy actually believed i am Eddie's Da Jie... HAHA! He was saying, "Ya lah, u see, they got same eyes..." HA! So funny...
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Then Darling helped one xiao mei mei cut her fringe, she is so cute, chubby chubby de... Heh HeH!
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Decided to take passport size picture on SUn instead coz the one there closed and lazy to go to WM de to take.
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Had dinner with darling then he waited for bus with me then he went to meet Alvin. Going to see bike's stuff, then go back to JB together. :)
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Reached home, bathed, came online, type blog.
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Another day tmr, hoping things will be better off, let the people of Toa Payoh all fall in love with Phyto and Imolive, come to me BABIES! HAHa!
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So nice to gossip with my sister... HAHA! We are so AUNty ok... Heh HeH!
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Will you hold me forever?

Trimmed off my fringe and thinned my hair Darling straightened them hence the silky look
Finally got rid of the crisped purple highlight

Yesterday was a good and bad day... Let me begin with the good.

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Work was alright, although i didn't sell anything, but at least it wasn't so hard to get by. After work, went to get Hui's present which was pre-ordered in the afternoon, then headed to town to meet ting. She wasn't there when i reached so i went to Taka to look for cake before she came.
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Went to draw out some cash. Ting came, she looked at the cake and we decided to buy Sumatra from Bakerzin. I queued for my food while she went to buy her bun.
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After that, we went to look for Bus to go to Furama Riverfront, but we decided to take cab down. While waiting for cab, Darling called, chatted, hung up.
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Reached Furama, find Square cafe, found Hui, lit the candles, went in singing the birthday song. HAhA! Hui teared... Reminds me of my Birthday. We took a picture together then the 2 of us headed off.

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Here's the bad part of the day...
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While finding our way to Great World City, I rmbed i need to return ting the cab fare, dug my bag, and i realised my wallet wasn't in my bag. My whole mind went blank, i'm serious.
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Good thing ting was with me, she helped me called the cab company to send out the message and all while i sat there, blanked. Then, i decided to walk the path we took to try our luck. Ting accompanied me too.
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We took a cab back to Taka, walked that path, then went to Lost & found department to file missing. Sadness... Then, couldn't find anything, we took bus home. My head was blank... My heart all messed up. Dun even know wad happen exactly, where did i drop it?!
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Reached home, and papa was trying to comfort me, then Mama started to scold me. I cried. I know i was careless but it wasn't my fault that it went missing, i didn't put it there and walk away... Cry Cry Cry, and Darling saw it, he was trying hard to console me. Hai... But it was coz of Mama's scoldings that my tears won't stop. I dun understand why she can't comfort me. Hai...
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After crying for too long, my eyes hurt, and i felt tired. Logged off and slept.
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Woke up at 7am this morning, and i couldn't sleep. When i did, some city square ass called again, for 3 consecutive days i tell u, the next time they call, i'm gonna F*ck them upside down!
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Anyway, woke up at around 11plus am, brushed up, bathed, went to file police report. Called the cab company, still couldn't find. Sad...
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Went to POSB bank to get my new card, and cancelled the old one. Went to VK, had Darling cut my hair. Finally, hope this will help in the switch of luck. No new style, but just a cut, and i trimmed off the purple patch...
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Went on to BBDC to do my PDL, but coz system was down, they couldn't do it, so i guess i'll go tmr night to redo the PDL. Finally, i booked my test date, next year 17th Mar. Starting my driving lesson next Sunday with San Jiu, hope he won't scold me too badly... :)
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Went to Zhu Lin Shi to Bai Bai, in hope to get rid of all the unfortunate things that are coming my way or have come my way. Heart felt lighter after praying... Ahhh...
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Wanted to go take my passport size picture but i was too lazy to, so decided to come home.
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Still refusing to accept the fact that i lost my wallet, i feel so weird without it, no cards, no IC, no nothing... Why must this fall upon ME?!
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Hai... I guess i'll wait for a while more before i go and make my IC and EZ-link and probably redo my Student card when school reopen.
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How? My plans to buy phone, rebond/colour hair, buy clothes, buy watch, are all going down the drain. Really feeling sad... Hai...
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Once bitten, twice shy, i shall be careful next time.
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On the bright side, i can get a new wallet finally, and have new pics on my IC, EZ-link and Student Card. (All these need cash)
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I shall work hard to sell things from tmr onwards. Trust me...
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That's it for now...

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O! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LING HUI!!!

Feeling rather tired today... Dun really know why... Had a pretty good night sleep last night and coz of the rain this morning, i didn't wanna get out of bed. However, I have to, coz gotta go work.

Bathed and all, went out. It was still raining... Bus ride was long, but managed to reach Toa Payoh early, so bought Sardine'O for breakfast. :)

Work started, checked whether anything was sold. Walked Walked... Jitao very moodless, nobody there at all, went to KFC, sat down, rest.

Darling called and we chatted a little... He was doing his car again.. hAHa!

I met Shikin from HGV, and she got a shock when i waved to her. O Well... HAHA!

Walked, Walked, and i saw a customer took Phyto Shampoo, so happy, she paid. Heh Heh!

Tiara came by all of a sudden. Scared me OK! Then, she rearranged everything on the shelf and asked me to order a lot of things. She wanted to intro the new person at Watsons but that girl went missing, probably out for lunch, she asked me to go find her sometimes. I didn't even bother to remember, no use knowing her mah... O well...

During break, i went to a lot of places, trying to find a place where i can sit down and rest. Patheticly, i sat down on the MRT staircase and dozed... HAHA!

SUDDENLY, somebody pat me! I got a shock lah! It was AIAI! SHe went to SPCA with Tingling... HAHA! So nice to see her again. And she Huai Dan, never study for papers. HAHA!

Went back to work and time passed by kind of fast which is a good thing. Maybe i should stop wearing watch. HAHA!

7.07pm, went off. Tired... Changed up, waited for bus, smsed ting a bit here and there, reached home, bathed, eat dinner, watched TV, chatted with MAMA, and Darling called to chat also.

Mama was telling me bout her Boon Tong Ki, and Wishbone job... Heh HEh! Darling is on his way to Huang Hou(Queen) to meet Hei Gui(his friend) for a tea. HA!

Line got cut coz M card no money. Ex OK! Didn't even chat for more than 1/2 hr, $14 gone... HAHA! Scared me... Next time cannot. Hee~

Anyway, i'm really tired, eyes are feeling heavy, i shall turn in...

Another day tomorrow, JIA YOU!

Nights!

That's so me covered in MUD! HAHA! But its refreshing... Mmmm... Face feel supple... Thanks to DARLING! Hee~

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I wanted to take a nap in the afternoon just now after watching CSI. While i was in bed, falling asleep, somebody called to harass me. Guess WHO? Liao Ziyang! And he refused to tell me who he is... I couldn't even recognize his voice, i thought it was some creepy ass, CHey!

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So, we chatted for more than an hour coz he felt bored in camp and he quarrelled with his Girlfriend... WAD THE! But its nice chatting to an old friend, brings back some old memories, i used to chat with him pretty often in the past. HAHA!

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Call ended and i took a short nap, woke up at 5.30pm, and i got a shock, quickly sms-ed Darling and ask him meeting not. He said yes but gonna be late, i say, Boleh and went to bath. Changed and waited. He smsed me Malay coz i smsed him "Boleh"... Ha! O well, went down and wait for him, and a kitten scared me. HA!

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Then, we went to JP straight, wanting to watch High School Musical, but it isn't out. So we walked around a little here and there, and we met Desmond Tan, he called me and i saw him, haha!

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Went to eat KFC, coz Darling wanna eat. Actually i didn't wanna eat KFC coz really cannot tahan so much fastfood, but still, ate. Then, i told Darling, I want to quit fastfood le, he say ya, we should quit together. I felt like puking after eating that. HEh!

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We walked a little bit more, went to buy grapes at NTUC, then see Dvds, end of it, he drove me home.

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As usual, chatted until he reached JB and his line changed.

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Am here, blogging, waiting for photos to finish sending, so big the file... Hai...

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Ermmm... Another day tmr, working! How to survive 6days, 8hours a day, 48hours a week!!! Haha! Its actually only 2entire days... Wad am I THINKING?!

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O Well... JiA you MYSELF!!!

Hai... FInally am able to have a good rest today... Working for only 4 days and it seemed like forever. I think i am really getting old, HOW????!!!! HAHA!!!

I met one very good AUnty at Guardian, a lot of aspects of her reminds me of my Mother, she is a good Aunty, always telling me things and all. I dared to listen too much or say any comment coz you know, sometimes, they are really sensitive towards these things. I can only nod and smile. Hee~

Promoting isn't the best thing to do, you can talk to so many, but not many will respond the response you want them to. Each time, somebody come up and take a look, i say wad i can, and suddenly it is silence. Hai.. Guess i'm not up to it.... O well... I am lucky, am able to make some sales somehow. I just wanna wait till the end of this month, to get my pay and run... HAHA!

Met up with Darling after work, the bus ride was so long that i fell asleep, good thing i woke up in time to alight. Hee~ Darling was already waiting for me in the carpark.

We went to walk around, see some car fair of his, new Honda, nice... Then, we walked a little, i was tired, so he suggested we go massage and so we went. I think i've been straining my leg too much, coz every acupoint the masseur pressed on, has some pain. HA! It was all good though, very nice... :)

Afterwhich, we had dinner, then went back... So tired...

I did mask! Peel-off mud mask, it wasn't the best smelling thing, but really, it peeled off all the dirts and hair on my face, felt refreshed after that! WaHA!!

Unforgettable it may be... Calm I may seem... Deep within, there is a sense of loss, yet there isn't anything to describe it. The choice is still yours, I am still me no matter what happens... In times to come, I will still remember the likes of you, the likes of you loving me and holding me... Its my path, my journey, with no regrets...

WahAHA! I was only blogging bout me liking the feeling of tiredness, when i woke up this morning, totally exhausted. HAHA! Didn't feel like going to work and all.

No choice, got up, bathed, went out to meet Xueting... Tired.. I know i was having bad hair day.. Or i supposed my hair is getting thicker and thicker and i cannot stand it at all... Really wanna cut it OK! Dun care, want Darling to cut for me...

Anyway, i was having a consipracy with Mama to bring food to darling. So cute ok... But darling very smart, he guessed wad was coming. So, not much of a surprise already but i guess he did had a good meal.. Poor him, ended work later than usual, very much later, at 11.10pm... So sad ok... Why are the customers so inconsiderate? He needs to work at 10am tmr you know... Hai...

Today's sale was not very good but o well, i'm did my best, i guess. Saddest news received, Xueting not gonna work with me already. I wanna CRY!!! Hai... I need to work alone from now on... Sadness...

Friends from all over, if you read this blog, do COME to Toa Payoh HDB Hub Blk 190 Guardian to support me, I'm selling Phyto hair products, LIERAC Homme Range and IMOLIVE products (From France and Korea respectively), Its really quite good, coz i'm trying the sample now... Hee~ Hair is supple and soft... HAHA! Like so advertising huh?! HAHA!

Went for Birthday Dinner with Dear, Bt Kor, Ting and Wenhui at Fish & Co. Glass House. So happy to give them presents... HAHA! It was a simple dinner with them and it has really been too long since all of us met up and chat. HAHA! Especially WenHui, i didn't even know he ORD-ed... HAHA!! Nice pple. But my apologies to the 2 Birthday pple, i am really tired and ya, couldn't accompany you all any longer, i hope the dinner is a good one. Wait till i receive all the pics, will post them all UP! :) The kisses....... Eeeeeeeeeeeee..............

Ok, I'm tired, i hope Darling is reaching home soon, he only knocked off just now... Hai...

Yesterday's night scenerio was kind of embarassing but I still trust my Darling to the very extend. :)

Another Day tmr! JiA You!

mUAcks night!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My legs HURT! I guess i am really getting old and the ailments i had from before are all coming back... Hai... My ankles hurts and the sole of my feet hurts too...

Met Ting in the morning and we took 157 to Toa Payoh. HaHA! She bought Pao and ice mountain for me but she refused to take my money. How come my friends all weird weird de... Everytime they buy things from me, they dun wanna take my money, when i buy for them, they insist on paying me the money... Ah HA! Come to think of it, I asked Aiai to buy the Sushi for me, but i forgot to take!!! HAHA!!! Salmon.... :-( Ha!

Work started immediately, i did the stock take first then began walking around. Lucky me, there was this lady who seemed really generous in spending. She walked around the whole of Guardian, ready to spend money. She bought skincare from Roc, bought the cosmetics from L'oreal, and Phyto from me. HAHA! Amazing huh!

During lunch time, i spotted this lady looking at the Sunblock from IMOLIVE, so i went forward to explain, she asked me some stuff and just take the sunblock, then i intro her the body and hand cream, very nice, she likes it too, so she took it too. So nice yeah?

During lunch time, 2 malay ladies came by. One of them looking at the product next to mine, she took already then i started selling again. This time round, she is a health-conscious lady coz she is allergic to some ingredients, i intro Phytodefrisant to her, coz she is growing white hair, after looking, she spotted Phytojoba, and i guess she likes the ingredient joba itself, after some pondering, she took it.

HAHA! That was the end of my sales today... Good good one... HAHA! SO happy...

Then, went for lunch, chatted a little with Darling, then i took a short nap in Mac. Then, when i wanted to go toilet, darling called to tell me new phones stuff. So i sat outside Guardian and talk a bit with him.

Went back to work. Silent Silent... HahA! Until 6plus pm... Aiai came, so i began telling her bout the products. 7pm, took off.

Went to find Xueting, changed and she left.

Ate KFC with Aiai then we walked a little, chatted a lot, took bus back with her, and carry on chatting. Laughable sometimes, she is 2 years younger than me, and we click so well. I LOVE MY AIAI!

Went to Batok to surprise Darling, and met his ahem, 2 customers. Heh HeH! I was engrossed in the TV show though. Went to buy watermelon juice to help with my digestion. 10pm, show ended, i left.

Errmmm.. Think he's going to eat dinner with that customer. O well, let him be, no point thinking so much anymore.

I love being free... I love the feeling of tiredness, coz then my sleep will be easy and fast. Regeneration of energy is much easier too... Still, i want a day to be rich in my pocket and full in my energy... WahA!

This job isn't the best job ever, i still dunnoe how to make order and wadever, hoping things will just come by easier soon enough. At least there's some sales done. It won't be a permanent job and definitely not something i would do in future but it is definitely an experience.

I miss Darling again, i really hope he is sleeping well... I love him...

First day of work... Work up early to go buy black shoes. Took Train to Toa Payoh, then walked walked, start work.



Pytho blah blah blah... GoSh... No customer... I basically walked through the whole place over and over again. My legs are feeling so tired.... Hai...



Jiawen came by and i intro her the products... HAHA! Sian-ed. An aunty bought the hand cream from me... Heh HeH! SO nice to sell something. With that, i closed my sales... HAHA! So, after break, walk walk some more, 7pm, run!



Went to find ting, changed then take bus to batok.



Meet Darling, and his customer was mumbling things but nothing much went into my head, only heard a few sentences and that's it... O well, my legs were hurting, didn't notice much.

Then, closed shop, makan Kway Chap with Darling. HAHA! So happy, satisfying. Didn't sit for too long today coz both Darling and I were tired. We walked a bit, then left.

He waited for bus with me, then i came home.

Bathed, online, blogged.

Hai... Hui, be strong. Some things in life come unexpectedly. There is really so little we can do about it. However, what you can control is your mind. Sometimes, we can't force things too hard. We cannot control the mouth of others, the look on others face, the things people choose to do, it is not your fault, it is their fault for failing to see the good side of you. You are a strong person, you deserve much better treatment. And, dun think so much... We all have our share of failure and success, things may look good from the outside but not the inside. Its really how we all look at this. Lastly, no matter what, U know we are there for you... Love U! :)

I love to lean on you...

Damn blog deleted my entry again....

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Sian ok... O well, i shall summarise...

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Went for training for Fusion Cosmetics yesterday and it took the whole day through. End of it, got my location at Toa Payoh HDB Hub Guardian while ting is at the same place but at Watsons. :) Starting work tmr! Come visit me ok!

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Woke up early this morning for the Mediacorp thingy that Ting applied for me together. We went to Chijmes Church and we saw STARS, shining stars who are human... HAHA! Huang Wen Yong, Chou Chu Ming, Li Nan Xin, Joanne Peh, Chen Li Ping, Nat Ho, Tay Ping Hui, Felicia Cheng, Ling Xiao Pei, i think these were all. So nice to see filiming. Took all my energy to stay there throughout and i even started mumbling to ting. HAHA!

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We basically sit, stand, clap, smile, walk, change seats, and ya, that's it. O, ting and i did a bit of extra, haha! Funny AH...

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O, we took the courage to go ask to take pic with Wen Yong and Nat, so fun ah... And Xueting wanted a retake and so paiseh, i went to ask again. After that, she cannot stop her Nat Ho-ing... Gosh... O... I look ugly in the pic ok, coz i was laughing at the rate of the photo taking... Sian-ed...

HAHA!

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Went for lunch then Bugis. Bought my pants and we went back. So tired ok... WHole day like do wad, my legs were killing me.

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Went to buy cake for Richard coz its his BD yesterday, a small one, in appreciation for his and his wife's treat the other time. :)

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Chatted with Darling a little when all the customers came. Wanted to stay to go dinner with him but he came out and say cannot le, he needs to work OT, so i went home.

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O well...

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Something interesting at my friendster, haha! It is so laughable sometimes, and i dunno why. Well, i guess TRUST is the key to this relationship. I trust him wholeheartedly (if not, almost), and i trust him to tell me anything... :) I am not petty OK! HAHA!!

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Should turn in early today, so tired... Ha!

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PS: Upson request by this OBVIOUS anonymous,

"WANG XUETING LOVES NAT HO!!!! SUPER DUPER LOVE!!!"

Lame...

CiaO!

I seriously have no idea why i cannot make the align to the left. Freaking pissed off..

Anyway, here's the new skin....

Really cannot stand the fact that i dun have my N73 to take pictures! HAHA! So I used the very saddening 6260 VGA to take some pictures... HAHA! Not bad lah, its not as good, but at least the pic came out fine. :) Editted the other one coz i was bored, yes i am bored...

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Woke up really late today at around 2.30pm. After waking up, i was watching Kang Xi online and then i was sitting on my green chair since. Hee~ Until Mama came home, i went to peel an orange she bought to eat.

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She was preparing to pray when Darling smsed to meet. So ehhh, i took my time to prepare.

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Ah Mah called mama, they chatted so long, that i stopped waiting for Mama to go pray. O well...

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Darling called, i went down and he said he was very tired... Started working from 9.30am till knock off.... I cannot imagine...

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We took one big round from batok to Jurong then back to batok. HAHA! Wanted to eat KFC but too many pple, so darling say so Food court. He went to get his comic then we went to Food court to makan.

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I had Kway Chap again, and Darling had those Pig intestine's soup with rice... HAHA! We eat eat, chat chat and feed feed. Hee~

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Walked around a bit here and there, met one of his customers at the newly opened Yellow, they chatted and all while i was browsing the shop.

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Walked towards Breadtalk when we saw Converse having renovation sales, went to take a look. Came out and i saw XiuHui and Joyce, ermmm... Wad can i say? Kids nowadays... HAHA! Went to Breaktalk, bought my bread and pastries.

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Darling drove me back. It was already 9plus...

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We chatted as usual while he was on his way back home. Chatted so much, and i told him, there's really no point in getting all pissed with another woman when she is but nothing in my eyes. Wad matters most is still him. His reply made me feel good, he said he won't do anything like wad i thought he will, because she is not worth his effort, if he wants to, he has better choice. hAHA!!! And he laughed...

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In my mind, i thought, i guess that is a joke he cracked to make me feel better. In my heart, I know, he meant well, and i am the only one in his heart now.

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I guess, walking this path, it is not easy, i have given all the effort that i can to make this work and now that it worked, i should be happy with it. No matter where he wants to go, how he wanna go, there is nothing much i can do anymore. I willingly make this mistake and i guess, this is love.

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I believe, he loves me as much as I love him. :)

不知道从什么时候开始，每天睁开双眼的那一刻，我都会想起你... 想起种种的过去...

醒来的那一刹那，我的眼泪落下了... 想起我说了，“或许我们只是仅仅如此吧...", 想起从前，为了你，挣扎着，每天以泪洗面，但却知道，我再也不能拥有你...

学着慢慢的放开，但却把放弃抛到后头，不愿面对如此的事实，逃避要忘了你...

情未了，心未死... 不知又从什么时候开始，之间简讯再次不断，原来放开了你，却不懂得放弃那短暂的快感... 忘记你，谈何容易...

爱上了你，却忘了自己的承诺，无法自拔...

改变了自己，改变了想法，以为很快的，会有人代替你，但等待开始缓慢，那人，他没来，来的，是你。

为什么要再一次开始？让自己再次伤心...

全心全意地犯下这谬误，愿意在一路上为你开心，为你流泪，为了你，我忘了自己...

至少所有的付出，所有的泪水，换来了现在的幸福... 庆幸我遇见你，庆幸你让我开心... 下定决心不再怀疑，你所给的保证和承诺...因为这是我选择的路．．．　只要你开心，我会努力．．．

不再奢望有任何回报，因为，能让你牵起我的手，已经够了．．．就让我在愚昧一次，让这一次成永恒．．．

哭泣的原因是，我爱你．．．

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