Thursday, September 28, 2006

3 blogs in a roll... Last for the day.

Errmm... Well, i was basically sitting infront of my lappy the whole afternnon until Dear called me. Met up with her and listen to her talking bout her SHECRET. HA! So sweet ar, SHECRET coz i dun have one. She overslept on the train and actually bumped into me when i was boarding the train to meet her at CCK.

Reached there, ate Long John with her. Then went to More than Words and i got 4 different flavours of lollipop. HAHA!!!! All with Disney Characters on it. So Cute... K, call me childish but i'm only 18.

Reached home around 7plus and i took a bath. Watched TV and realised Wednesday is boring, no shows on that is interesting. GoSh... So i came online and do nothing but sing 千里之外 with my sore throat. HAHa!!! Very cute ar.

Xueting called me to tell me bout her very Odd interview and i was trying to picture the situation and the interviewer... HAHA!!! It's funny...

Tomorrow will be the chalet but i haven't pack anything. Lazy to do that... HA! But will lah, coz i can't wear a single undergarments for 3days, that's disgusting... Heh HeH!

O... Thanks Andy Chua, for ur concern as well. Sometimes, ur English do astonish me a little. But anyway, i am like u said, StRONG, as ever. I'm fiNe! hee~

To AiAI... Thanks too... You are but another Angel in my life who always trys to make me feel fine... An angel who pinches my butt, OuCh!

So... I got nothing better to do and i took a lot of pictures with my phone... So sian... Mama is acting weird... Suddenly she kind of agreed to go do the handphone thingy with me... Like WTH! Can't say that earlier meh, now i can't get my phone coz of her temperamental self... So SAd LAH! Can't take pictures which are clearer anytime soon... SAD!!!

SHOOT ME!

10,000 promises made, 10,000 promises you gave to me... What about your 10,000 promises? I'll take you back, but I'll close the door, because I don't want, 10,000 more... -BSB's 10,000 Promises-

爱离窗外越来越远
下着大雨那一夜
我哭红双眼
你没有不对 (都是我不对)
我才发现这早已经是从前... -吴宗宪 's 窗外-

无聊, 真无聊... 长大了... 我真的懂得比较多吗?

Pictures...

Things i need to use b4 going out. Although i dun always use the Wax
Things I MUST bring out.
New Shoes... Hee~ Ting, find it familiar mah?
The watch that Yusoff damaged, now only the Head remains... R.I.P
Chocolate from Hong Kong, given by Yuting
I have no idea why this teddy is sitting on my shelf but i
do remember it was a BD gift from Fish and Joey.... It is clear
that they dun listen to what i say... HAHA!!!

The cover of the Mickey Mouse Chocolate from HK Disneyland. Sweet...

More to come...

Dun worry... I'm still me (:

It was funny how pple around reacted to my "TALK"... Different opinions from everywhere but then who exactly knows how i really feel.

Dun try to make any assumption of what i feel K...

No longer sad for no reason, no longer moved by sweet words, i understand how things go. I've grown up just that little bit to be sure of wad i'm doing. Probably it's really time to find a TRUE love! HA!!! Or not? Since i got Dear and Honey... HAHA!!!

Well, a history to awake from. Learn from my mistakes... Once bitten, twice shy. Can? Can do.

Seriously, i can hardly cry for love anymore. Remember i asked someone to make me cry last night? Xueting tried to, but i couldn't. I doubt i can anymore. The last time i teared was when ting told me, "I dun regret asking u to go recess with me..." It was a sweet thing said.

As for him, he will remain as DARL, just like Dear and Honey. No more than that i guess. But of coz, nobody knows how deep my relationship is with DEAR... HAHAHA!!! My HUSBAND cum WIFE ok! HAha!!! Funny Huh?

Advice heed, message heed. Thanks vk, for the words of greatness, which makes me understand how everything should goes. THANKS... (Although u shocked me many times).

I do appreciate what all my friends did... Friends are the best for always.

爱情也不过如此嘛!不再寻觅,只求你的出现,真正的出现。

Before school semester begins again, i need to lay low and remain quiet, to rethink wad i really want in future, a future made for myself to survive the harsh condition of family, friends and definitely, love. (:

Pple, i'm fine the way i am. I really am picking up myself bit by bit from where i began as a child. Believe in me. One day, u'll see me smiling like the sun is shining and without failure, i am there for u, any of u when u need me... Just give me a ring.

不善于言语,千言万语只限于一声深切的感谢...

However, i'm still sad coz mama dun wanna go change the user to me... I cannot get my PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The N73 that i want!!!!!!!!!!! SO sad... Hai... Should i wait for mama? Or should i just get a new line? I dun wanna get a new line coz then i have to waste a lot of smses telling pple i've changed number, nor do i want long lost friend who wants to find me, can't find me. So sad... I think i should wait bah... Sickening...

Hope Jeddy is oK le... Think Aiai will take care of him... AiaI, remember to update me bout Jeddy... Also, work hard for your N level k... Call me if u need any help... That is if i remember what u're gonna ask. Hee~

Chalet coming up tml, will be missing for 2days plus... I hope it's gonna be great... Another chalet to heal all of my pain... HAHA!!!

O... Dear told me this astonishing news last night while we were chatting on the phone and i got a serious shock. I went to friendster and saw that sickening PICTURE!!!! HOLY! I started cursing and swearing at the screen OK! Like hello?! There's no "WE" in the picture... There's only "U and I" Different from any "WE" i was like WTF! Ass... Please... When something is over, it's over and when i got nothing left already, u dun say there is... No means NO!!!! NNNNN OOOOO NO! OmG... If u wanna know wad the hack i'm saying, i will gladly tell u but not here... ShIt...

O... Recently, my blog have been having all this comments bout earning money or something, but i didn't talk bout me wanting a job or earning easy money... I rather earn hard money than to get it easy. We gotta learn things the hard way to have a good taste of life... Ya...

NA NI NA NI POO POO!!!! <- I got addicted to it... HAHA!!!

Live strong, my friend said...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Crap Day...

I am very angry with the blog, with my ma and with myself. GoSh... This is such a bad DAY!

Ass... Like hello, how many times has this blog stopped me from blogging? How many times has it deleted my type-written paragraphs of emotions? So mad... Please stop doing that to me again... I'm not gonna retype anything, tired of making repetition when i'm not wrong.

Another bad thing happened today when i went to VK... No use saying... Dun wanna say it here either... I just feel bad for being made like that. Y must i be such a slut... Hai...

Then my ma dun wanna go change the account name to my name then i can't change the phone... She is so unreasonable when i am not using a single cent of hers to buy wadever i want. She just kept saying i keep wasting money to be the slave of such IT product. But hey, she never turns around and scold my brother. She even sponsor them sometimes. UNFAIR! YEt nothing is fair in this world.

Life is crap at this very moment. Can i ask someone to make me cry so i can cry the f*cking ass out so i can feel better in every way? HoLy!!!!!!!!!! ShuT UP!

Dun believe in Life is Just... Sometimes making a move may cost everything little thing in your life. Life is not just... never... Ponder and think before u make that decision to do anything smart of foolish coz if u dun, u will be called the FOOL!

Dear... Honey... Sister... Yuting... HelP ME!

PS: Things are going bad but i got a gift for that person... Sister taught me... NA NI NA NI POO POO

Why must it turns out this way? 我应该忘了吗? 这谬误... 这无法更改的谬误...

Monday, September 25, 2006

No topic...

I had 2 tiring days at work... I seriously have no idea why since i only start work at 5pm. Am i really getting that old? I learnt to stop complaining while working. The only thing that i said out of frustration is, "Can i go drink water?" "I'm tired..." Unable to find a real purpose working at this place where i once had so much respect for, no longer able to understand why things are operating the way they are and despite the fact it is grand, internally, it is not as grand as it looks.

Anyway, it was another tiring day working last night. Can't imagine the amount of distances i've walked the past 2 days. Nothing much to say... I'm gonna say wad i've always said... It's almost the same...

However, in spite of all the saddening changes in the hotel, i still like it there. At least with most of those who are just like i am. Hee~ Not gonna elaborate on that. Thank god the love for it is still around. Afterall, i'm gonna be in the service sector.

Ermm.... Too add on to today, i'll be working for 4 consecutive days without rest. I'm beat.

These few days had been a struggle for me. Hard to get by knowing the fact that u r there, yet u are not. A task to get over the reality that none exist anymore. Ultimately, the war between myself and I of missing too much of you. However, this is a good chance to forget bout wad was left behind, a great opportunity to write a stop to all. Yes... I guess that is right...

Hey, do u know I miss you? Do you know I thought of you?

珍惜所失,保有回忆... 没了... 等待... 算了... 放弃... 唯有你一人使我患得患失...

Sunday, September 24, 2006

OHS...

Dear very Bo liao... She wanted to feign that she wasn't working yesterday. In the end, she confessed herself that she's working when i'm not a least bit suspicious. Nothing better to do... HA! But funny the way she did everything.

Ermmm... It was NLB's D&D last night... OMG! Librarians are never boring.. The way they eat, play, dance is unexpectedly scary... Who will dance like nuts when there was no alcohol... So funny... And dunnoe wad smoke they use for the effects, nearly choke me to death when i'm portioning the dessert. Gosh... It was really tiring working VIP last night... It's been so long since i felt so tired working VIP. Guess who i worked with... HA! Some things just dun change, do they? And agreed to work OT last night... It was OK... Nothing much to elaborate on...

Then, my cravings for Gong Gong came upon so when Honey asked me where i wanna go and that he would bring me to, i said, NEWTON!!!! But i didn't know he was serious bout it... He actually went to call Terry and Felicia... GoSh... Then i dragged Yuting along... Dear cannot go coz of her papa... can understand... And fish went too... So happy... Gotta eat GoNG GonG...

Reached home pretty late, after bathing, i concussed.

My throat is still hurting, probably from the smoke and the seafood.. Gonna buy herbal tea later... My voice is pretty sexy now... HAHA!!!

Ar.... Need to go prepapre le... Working tonight TOO... WahAHAHahA!!!!

Am I the only one who is falling out? Because that's how i feel... Maybe that's the best way it should be...

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Day OUt!

Went out today with Dear... Didn't expect Yvonne and Yuting to be there as well... But doesn't matter, adds up to more fun... Yuting is so cute, she challenged me to touch the MRT hand grips with our nose... So we had scissors papers stones, loser must do it. She lost, and she was trying to reach the grip with her nose... Laugh the hell out of me... HA!!!

After reaching Orchard, started shopping around for Dear's shoes... That was when my stomach starts to act up again... Hai Hai... Couldn't find anything that attracts me... Very lost, just following them as we walk and walk and walk... I did spot a nice bag but decided not to get it... It was $39.90 if i'm not wrong... but nah... Didn't get it...

Went on to Shaw to see my PUMA sweater which i still didn't buy... Come on, it's $69, i'm not rich, gotta think bout it... HA! It's nice but i don't really have the courage to buy it.. HA! So just walked around... Went a level down and saw LEVI's for LADIES? I think... So i kind of just went over to see the shirt i saw at JP. It was short so kind of just forget bout buying it... Who knows i'd come across another shirt which happens to be the last piece and it is M size... So i tried it on. HA! Fit nicely... $35 if i'm not wrong... Didn't think much, bought it... HAHAA!!! Then while Dear was looking at other Tees... I was attracted by MICKEY! Hee~ So i walked over and saw some Tees on sale... $11 per piece... Grabbed one and tried it on... Pretty... Got it again... Can u believe that?! OMG! Just afew steps and i got 2 tees spending $46 in a roll... GoSh... Well, at least they're nice... Hee~

Got home early, called papa and he told me they are at Ah mah house... Gosh, didn't tell me... In the end, i decided not to go and my stomach was hurting a bit on the bus. Ya... reached central, went to WM's breadtalk and buy bread for tomorrow morning... Got home... A bit restless...

Ya... Last day of work tomorrow with CE... God am i glad it's gonna be over soon... Hee~ But still working at OHS on Fri and SAt... YeAh Yeah...

Anyway, i'm gonna get my new phone by next week... So happy... KiSS ME!!!!

Ermm... Darl told me he bought a new car and just now he was saying, when he got his car, I must be his first customer... HA! Like taxi? 1st customer? HEh! K, i haven't got anything for his car like i promised... NVM... Still got time... Hee~ Andy and Richard gave me weird looks again... Like kissing??? SO DOTSSSSS.... And richard just kept reminding bout my hair... OMG!

Well well... It's late... Should turn in soon... Another 12hours work tomorrow...

NiGHt!

Thank you for the compliment, thank you for the concern... But no thanks, because I've decided to remain silent, in this world of my own...

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Follow-up

Gosh... I'm down with a slight fever le... Hai... Not really in the mood to blog much but i shall touch on some stuff...

On friday, my first day back to OHS with short hair. Kind of funny, coz i felt pretty messy with my hair swinging around and i was afraid i would get caught for hair over collar. And quite "sway"ly, the "principal" came up for that event... Like how unlucky i am, but she didn't complain or wadsoever... 3 persons made comments bout my hair. Chris Honey said, "Ermm... Prettier like that.." Eric Tan said, "Wah, y ur hair so messy?!" And lastly Lau said, "I'm liking your hair more..." I didn't have a lot of fun that there... Did linens counting after so so long, was pretty torturing when there were so many linens and with 2 girls who are pretty new... Anyway, after that, Dear and I went for supper at subway and she was saying she wanted cookies and cookies and cookies but in the end she didn't buy any to go... LamE...

Woke up early on Saturday for work with CE... Launch of August Magazine... I was the Bartender! HAHA!!! So funny... I was just doing wad i can there that night... And i was telling Harris that there would be many sex that night... HAHA!!!

Sunday was the 1st IMF event at Parkview square... Gosh, u can never imagine how marvellous that place looks... I was like admiring at the artworks on the walls. Basically every corner is a piece of art. And they have this wine cellar which is so HIGH, and whenever they wanna take a bottle of wine from the cellar, there will be a divine angel that flies up to get it... Like fantasy ar?! HA!!! O ya, it's called Divine's Bar btw... So gorgeous...

Monday, another IMF event at NMOS which is the National Musuem of Singapore... I was pretty lucky, coz i'm posted to Zone 3, which is the bottom level... Was slack there... Not much service going on, i was just stopping pple from bringing any drinks into the biennale exhibition and clearing glasses... Ya... Was having a terrible pain in my stomach, shall not elaborate on why. My station IC was Jaslyn... Working with George. Yup... When everything ended i was so happy, though in pain, i still happily cleared the glasses up and down. Hee~

Ooo... Jason Yang was weird, coz during the finall briefing, he suddenly said, "Can i know who is Teo Ai Ping?" I thought i did something wrong, so i was like, "Ermm... I am..." And he said, "O.. So u r Teo Ai Ping" I said, "Ya... Wad happen?" And his fantastic reply was, "No, i just wanna take a look at ur face..." HA! Like WT! Heh HeH!

End of the event, while taking pay, they called out again, "Teo Ai Ping" And i heard them say, "She's not here right?" And i was like, "I'M HERE!!!!" The 3 of them were like, "O, so u r the one..." I was thinking which one?! Fabian was saying, "No lah, thought u r the one with a lot of potential... very Quiet, silent-killer..." I looked at him and i smiled and humbly said, "Coz i worked in banquet..." But in my mind, i was thinking, "Do u really think i believe wad u r saying?" HA!!! Then they carried on crapping while i was concentrating on my 300bucks when Jason passed me all the receipts of those who were not there, and i asked him y must i be the one taking? He just said, just pass to them... Ya, very funny...

BAck home, after bathing and all, i fell into my deep sleep till 2plus pm... Damn tired i tell u... and now, Fever... WaD The!!! Hai...

Took a pill, had lots of water and i'm going to bed soon... Ya!

Will meet Dear tml...

NiGht!

You just wouldn't leave, would you? But I don't really want you to leave either...

Tired...

























Too tired to blog yet... So here's some pics from work on IMF and non-IMF days...

Monday, September 18, 2006

Absolutely drained...

I am really exhausted now... Totally out of energy and drive... Seriously ain't easy to regain my youthful spirit like when i was 16. I used to work everyday at OHS and dun feel much but just sleepiness yet now, only 3 consecutive days of working and i'm already dying... Gosh... I really must admit that i'm old.

Y i'm tired, Friday 5pm-11pm; Saturday 1pm-12am; Sunday 9am-8.30pm... I barely slept bout 10 hours these 3 days... And seriously, i hate working for the company... Sux in every way u can think of...

Anyway, it's just a brief blog... Allow me to finish work tml and have lots of rest then will describe every little thing on Tues...

One of the reason y i dun like the company is that, i think they lied to us... $600 for 4days of work. If we really calculate as one day $120 for IMF events. 3 days, it will be $360 plus Saturday's launch of August mag which was $70, total: $430... CHEATED!!!!! I think i need to take money from pApa to buy my new phone, at least half of it... Hai...

K... Wanna go eat dinner le... Night...

I'm tired, I'm drained, I'm exhausted and i'm breaking down... But I still think of you...

Saturday, September 16, 2006

ByE for a few days...

I'm gonna be working for 4 consecutive days if u count today in... Yup... So, i doubt i'll be blogging frequetly these few days...

Dun miss my grunchy, happy, emotional and funny blog!!! HAHA!!! LoVe u ALl!

Will be back to describe all crappy and great situation on Tues probably...

Ermm... Feel very bad just now coz i told Darl that my hair is starting to curl and so i was sad... Then he replied that he was sad too, i asked him y, he said coz he made it that way... I got so guilty lah... I was only complaining casually to him... He is still very bothered by his test i think... Shouldn't have said wad i said... Hope he's sleeping well lah...

Anyway, i need to get up early tml to get my PANTYHOSE tml... HAHA!!! niGht all...

Thursday, September 14, 2006

想说...

一次无意的话语
开始了第二次的微笑
延续了第三次的晚餐

我们不小心遇上了爱
但却刻意的爱上对方
是不是根本不该开始
是不是说错了话
为何原本单纯的招呼
变成了如今的玩笑

在那美丽的夜空里
感受到无丝的美好
在离去的那夜
只剩下泪流满面的我

分开了
离去了
失去了
凋谢了
飞逝了
流失了
搁浅了
最后,发现,你走了...

离人之间的暧昧是如何出现
分离的意义又在何处
道别的时候
我忘了说
因为爱你并没错
错在我看不清
错在我无法自拔
就算错了
我仍放不下
你...

忘了你?
难... 
爱着你?
更难...
放弃你?
难上加难...

模糊的人生
我的人生

Tired...

















Taken yesterday...

Went out for movie today again... The host was the movie i watched with qiang, zhi, PH, Hun and Yuting... Yes, i'm still anti-korea... But the movie is ok...

Walked around... Spotted Puma belt... GoSh... Maybe i should get the Puma rather than the Guess one... GoSh...

I'm really tired this couple of days... No idea y though...

Ermm... Still pretty pissed off with the company... Ass...

Getting results on Friday...

And, Ting is back... GoOd to know she has landed...

Any other things? Ermm... Nothing much...

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

To be or not to be? Doesn't concern the blog...

Well, wanted to stay at home and really slack again today but Cindy called and asked me to go interview with her, so i said Ok...

She was a bit surprised with my new look, and felt sad for me... Hai... Who doesn't? Even myself. Wad the... Doesn't matter i supposed... Nothing beats a little bit of courage to do outrageous things... Ya!

So, went to Lok Yang with her for her interview. The boss seems pretty good, a bit naggy though but Cindy got a good chance of working there. Heh! Seems like paper is not really an important thing, she can well easy get a job that closes to 1k, and now going to 2. Papers are just something to add on that you got that something yet it doesn't proves that u got everything. All the best to her...

Went to JP to watch Monster House... FINALLY! It was an awesome movie...

Then, we walked around JP, then decided to go Clementi to have our Dinner... Had Japanese Curry Rice, YuMmy... And left Clementi FuLL!!!

Val smsed me that we're not gonna be working tml.. U know how pissed off i am... 1st, they didn't inform us bout having a briefing, then cancel the briefing for no apparent reasons. And then, telling us that we will be working these few days when afterwards, a friend said our names are not on the list. Went through so much trouble and in the end, we were told, "They choose pple from the list. If they need us tml, they'll call us b4 3." Guess wad? Kiss me ASS! BiG Company handling huge events? Big company, screwed! For goodness sake, hire someone to coordinate everything properly, dun treat us like we are some maroons who needs money urgently! And looking at the way they work, no, they dun look like any big company... Coz none seems a least bit on the higher end. I thought they would be as strict as OHS, no, they are way below the standard that i was taught. For god sake, reflect a little. If they dun wanna hire me for IMF, then forget it, i'll condemn the company. If they hire me, i'll do the job well done and never have any contact with this company anymore... Screwed...

So, my hair is still short, HAhA!!! ACtually it will remain as such for a pretty long time... I just dun wanna remember much bout my long hair gone, so i'm reminding myself that i am having short hair. GoSh... It's a good thing i didn't cried last night, and i am not really bothered by it. HA! Like as if... -_-" Doesn't matter, I'M BrAVe!

It was Hui's BD half an hour ago... HaPPy 18th to her... We're all growing up in such an instant yet we aren't able to grab hold of the wonders we all have around us but then again, having the bits and pieces are already enough..

When was the last time you said, "I love you" to somebody? Can u remember? If you do, then is it from the heart? if you don't, why don't you rmb? Is it because you choose to forget bout it or because you haven't love at all? I dun remember when was my last time, coz i choose not to rmb... Why rmb something when now, that something no longer exist? Hee~ But never forget, you are not loved does not mean there is no love... Somewhere out there, someone is waiting to love you more than anything else...

Chris Honey forwarded a friendster msg to me. It is a website which i received it once many years ago, it touched me... After that, i continuously received this mail from almost everybody, even those that i dunnoe, and it lost it's meaning. I started deleting them. Many years later, the most unlikely person sent it to me again... This time round, i am touched once more, like i did many years ago... Take a look at it, you'll love it...
http://www.clementsen.com/email/friendship.php

Sorry for what? Sorry for leaving? How intriguing a relationship can get when all it matters was to be sorry for something... Halt your words of guilt because in love, nobody is sorry to anybody, it is only somebody not cherishing somebody... So, what are you? What are your sorrys for?

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

New PiCtures Uploaded...

This is SO RETRO(After his test)
After all that can be done to return the normal me...
In a restless state catching prawns...
In Style...
My Hair
Still the cute me... HA!
Miss my Black NAILS? Hee~
It's all Me...
See the Mess? No, u should look at my hair.

Slackish DaY...

After i said i wanna concuss last night, Dear called to ask me to go catch prawns... HAhA!!! Didn't really feel like going but then still agreed to coz Dear going... HAHA!!! (All coz of her...) Persuaded Honey to come fetch me instead of me going to orchard to wait for them. I was really tired and i fell asleep on my settee while waiting for them. 12plus then they came... Gosh... Had a tiff with my mother again, she just dun want me to grow up. Wad to say? Wad to do? It sucks to grow up being a girl with 2 brothers up there, coz that way, i am seen as the weakest and cannot live on my own. At least, that's wad she thinks.

Anyway, dear was saying that my hair is really short but nice... Heh HEH! And Honey called me KuKu.. Sad... Anyway, i asked him again later on and he said that it's a bit too mature for me... HA! So we catch prawns from 1am to 4am, then bbqed the poor little ones. I caught 2 prawns only... It was fun doing that, u know, when the thing got caught onto ur bait... HAHA!!! But really tired coz i woke up at 6am for the whole hair thingy...

Reached home at around 5am, everyone was asleep, good, peace...

Woke up at 1pm just now, and nobody was around. I looked at my hair while brushing my teeth, felt a little twitch in my heart coz just 2 days ago, my hair WAS long, really long... Hai... However, it is gone, shall not brood over it, it'll grow back anyway. Just praying that Darl will pass his test coz i sacrifaced so much of my hair... Hee~ Well, its good to have a new style, a new me. (:

So, i was slacking the whole day today, i didn't arrange my room like i told myself to, i was just sitting there, watching TV and i realised today is Sep11... No wonder there was a documentary on United Flight 93 on the Discovery Channel. Interesting how an event like that affects so many pple's life around the world.

At around 6.30, i took a bath and went out to buy dinner and wax for my hair. Got all my stuff, head back home around 7.30pm when i met Wei Seng, just said a simple BYE to him...

So, i watched TV again. Came online but MSN doesn't seem to be working. So, blogging now...

Took some pics with my new hair style... Heh HeH! I look so CoOl... Hee~

I do hope darl is doing ok... You know, be calm about the test and all.

Oooo... Ting coming back soon, miss her a lot... Can't wait to see her soon.

Ooo... MAd and richard were pretty surprised bout my hair, their expressions were pretty funny. Mad kept telling me that he very 佩服我... And he just can't stop looking at my short hair... Very sad at that point... Hai... Heh HeH! Thanks for that anyways... Ha! Still, wad's important is that somebody pass his test. *CroSS fingeRS*

So, what exactly are we? 笑了, 到底是怎么一回事?告诉我好吗? 所有的话的意思... 我实在不了,一点儿也不了。应该停止吗?You confuse me... I am now half-asleep again because I just can't understand...

Monday, September 11, 2006

New hairstyle...

Well, this is how i break the news, my hair is now short... HA!!! Pretty shock ya? Me too... Woke up early in the morning, went to bedok with Darl where he began his test... Well, nothing much to elaborate on... It was just cold and chilly in the salon... And my hair was under his care... The picture above wasn't even the product he got in the 1st place, he made it like that later... My head was like a balloon initially... HAHA!!! Very retro u KnOW... HAHA!!! Then, after his test,went back to batok and he helped me do wadever necessary to the hair that i was left with... Anyway, he's pretty upset over his test so i kept trying to make him feel better in any ways i can...

Got to know one of his customer, aunty Jean... Very cute aunty... She's fun-loving.. They bought 4D and they were saying, if there strike it, they'll give me hongbaos... HAha!!! So FuNNy right?

Well, try to recognize me OK? With my new hairstyle, i doubt many can recognize me anymore... I think Ting will be shocked when she returns... HAHA!!!

Yesterday was a blasT! Great meal at Cafe Cartel with the BD boy and girl. Great Movie as well... LITTLE mAN! Laugh the freaking hell out of me... HA!!!

Really tired lah... Woke up so early, slept so late... Hai... Gonna concuss soon...

Love whatever because you made them...

Friday, September 08, 2006

Thursday, a great day...

Woke up at around 9plus today thinking i got work but then realise, nah, no work... Slept all the way till 1pm and got up. No appetite to eat the chicken rice papa bought coz he added those intestines which are so disguting. Stopped eating, changd up, went to HGV.

Reached school then realised that i'm playing? HA! I thought HM's "Play with me" means just purely playing instead it's going on court. They were having a match with the club pple. Find it pretty meaningless since the younger ones haven't really got their basics right but well, to brush up i supposed.

I felt like laughing when the coach was training them. Nah, it was just running and running and running which kind of tire them out. Well, doesn't matter. The whole time i was sweating under the big round sun. HahA! Ooo... And hearing terry TAn shouting upstairs that i'm extra.. HAHA!!! Played on for the 2nd game with my slipper and DAMN, it hurts... So i ran over to get a pair of shoes from one of the juniors... HAHA!!! Cute ar...

I think the Chi(which means aunty in malay) was a bit Too Lan with me coz i kept blocking her. After that game, i called it quits.

Well, overall, a fun day back in Sec school with the girls and am glad to see some improvement in them. Hope they'll get better and better. Details? Shall not elaborate. Hee~ Know more very cute girls but always make me goes, "Kids nowadays..." HA!!!

After everything, walked with HM and marianne to central where Marianne went off to WM while HM and i sat at S-11 pondering wad to makan. I decided to eat Prata then that weird uncle told me, "5 O'CloCk..." HAHA!!! I figured he was telling me that they will start selling prata and 5. In the end, HM and I ended up in WM's KFC sharing a set of 2piece chicken meal. Afterwhich, i got my eye-liner, we went to breadtalk walk around, then went to singtel to M1 to singtel again.. Looking at our desirable phones... HAHA!!! Then, she went to bank in cash with me then i go li xiao Darl a little then went off after my bus.

Reached home, took a great bath, sat for a while, went out to have my tooth filled. The clinic wasn't open till 6.30pm, and i gotta wait and wait and wait, so i went round to shop and SHop N SAve, spent around $13 there, now i understand y aunties always buy so many things there because when u get there, u'll start thinking wad your fridge doesn't have... HAHA!!! Went to wait for the clinic to open again. I actually sat outside their doorway not knowing their doors weren't locked... OmG! But the sign was "CloSe" HAHa!!! Anyway, waited and waited, finally can go in. Had the tooth filled, and there goes my $35... HAHA!!! Good lah, at least the hole ain't there, can eat properly... Hee~

Back home, i stoned in front of the TV till 9pm, a little hungry, took out snacks and munch all the way. HAhA!!! So sian ar my day... But then again, it is a great day coz at least i didn't get angry coz of someone else, i dun need to face pple with a fake smile and i dun have to worry bout making mistakes... HAHA!!! BeSt!

Oooo... I forgot to mention yesterday that, last night, while work was ending, Ziyang called me... he siao One LAh! Scare me, ask him who is he, and he said, "Your father LAH!" Dots... Anyway, his motive was to tell me that he's booking into NS on friday and he wanted to bid goodbye to me... A bit shocked, yet touched as well... At least he rmbed me lah... FRiEnd... That history was so FUNNY!!! HAHA!!!

Anyway, this is the day... Enjoying tml again... Probably going to Expo to find Yuting... Hee~

CiAo!

Tal Vez Tal Vez Tal Vez...

Thursday, September 07, 2006

3 longs days...

Finally... I have the time to spare to blog... The pass 3 days were tiring, disastrous and most of all, irritating. HEH! Beside the negative comments, there were still some happiness that lurks within, with a teeny weeny bit of gossips... HAHA!!!

Let's start with Monday. Working at 12pm. 1st thing to do was to top up Ice water for 24 tables, it was a buffet lunch. K, so i was happily doing it, then started to clear 2 tables from previous bunch of pple, then Andy Tan was talking in this angry tone to Li Hui, so i was thinking y was he so fierce, so i said in a joking way, "Y u so fierce?!" Then he got pissed, "Y i so fierce, u all so slow, buffet starts at 12.30pm u know!" I got a bit shocked but i knew it was my fault. Guess wad? Everything was done way b4 guest arrival so no point getting work up at minor things. Then came Samuel Tan, WTF! So wad if he's the AM? Look at staff as human please... 1st time hearing him say something was, "If u all dun abide to our rules, then u can get out of here!" I glared at him for saying that because, u need us to work, for the very least, respect us as human beings. Then that day, he pin-pointed one goblet that was not top up, and he shouted, "XIAO MEI, WAD IS THIS?" And he looked straight at me... Hello, although i was the one pouring ice water but i wasn't the ONLY ONE pouring. Pple do make mistakes right? BUZZ OFF! When i hear him talking to Chris, it's like he knows everything and Chris dun, he is correct and Chris is not... For god sake, Chris is there longer than he is. Although he WAS a manager from somewhere else but he is only an AM here! So pissed off with this guy... No idea y Eric got this sort of brother... Eric is way TOO GOOD compared to HIM! BlEh!

That day, work ends at 9pm.

Tuesday morning, woke up feeling pretty tired. Went to work, same thing as Monday afternoon, top up ice water and all... Cleared up the room after the buffet. While the full-timers went for meeting, PT stayed on to complete their stuff. I got nothing to do coz nobody told me to. Then, Yusoff smsed me and asked me to skirt 7 oblong tables with brown skirting and 3 oblong table with Maroon skirting... I ji tAo went, "OMG! 10 oblong?!" HAHa!!! Anyhow, i began my journey to calm my soul... HAhA!!! At the end of the 7th oblong, my thumb and index finger hurt so much that they're sore... Good thing the other 3 maroon ones were done by Gao Lei. Those were in OB1.

After dinner, went back up, set U shaped from the 7th oblongs i skirt, done. Yusoff briefed to me wad to do for the upper half of OB2 b4 he left. I need to remove the joint U-shaped skirting coz most of the tablecloths were dirty. From there, i started another journey of calming my soul... Ha! After that, i arranged everything properly, put new writting pad, pens, goblet and mint sweet bowls. Done with U shape, on to coffee station. Set cocktail fork, saucer, cups and wiped teaspoonssss... Then, i did area cleaning...Fine... That was Ob2.

Went on to Ob3, Honey told me to set the VIP table, 12pax. Zheng Hong told me i have to wiped the cutleries myself, and wiped the glassplate myself too... I was really tired by then. And it was during that time that i realised i was the only girl around. Everything other place were really quiet... Wiped, polished and wadsoever, set the settings... And while setting, found out that i cut myself while looking for clean knives, and it hurts... After setting and all, i was about to die off. Honey told me to fold 15 bread basket napkins when this very weird thing happened. This Uncle who was vacuumming the floor came over and talk to me, so ok, casually i replied his simple qns, then he asked me my name, so i said, "Apple." He smiled and said his name is "Ali" and lift up his hand to shake mine... I was like laughing lah... Y this uncle so funny, but found it weird and there was really nobody around le, so i quickly finish folding and went to the office when Honey asked me to go change, relieved... That was Ob3.

See, throughout the whole day, i walked like siao char bo from ob1 to ob2 to ob3, from foyer to backarea, from kitchen to stewarding, from B1 to level 2 to level 3. Freaking tired i tell you... All that was in me was drained and i was the only girl around... GoSh...

Early Wed morning, Yusoff called me... I can't elaborate the story here but the thing blew up... The lost of the stack of papers in Ob2 which i set made everybody from banquet to sales go HU-HA! I think the whole banquet team was admonished for that and I think i got famous, for the wrong reason.. Anyway, i feel really sorry to Yusoff and Zheng Hong...

Thought i can go off early today but in the end, they choose to release pple who start work at 5pm instead of me, who started at 11am. Even Dear was let off early. I was struggling on level2, folding napkins, helping Aunty Santy, Felicia and Zheng Hong turn over level2 which i didn't help much and then with food tasting. By 10.30pm, i was feeling tired... Yawning started... 11.10pm, finally can go le... Changed up, went to front office, took my pay. Wanted to go home but went with Xueni and all for Supper...

Reached home, bathed... Now, i'm about to concussed le... No MORE WORK FROM TML TILL SUNDAY!!! SO HAPPY!!!

Kk... Will be going to HGV tml... HAhA!!! HapPY!!!

Concussed... CiAo!!!

I smiled for you...

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Ob1, Ob2, Ob3...

I worked in ob1, ob2 and ob3 starting from 12pm onwards all the way till 12am... Incredible the way i was switched from place to place without my realising until Honey told me bout it...

HA! Speaking of Honey, something really funny yet awkward happened! Couldn't help but laugh when i recall... HAHa!!! Shall review it another day...

Really tired after another 12hours of work... I seem to be spending more time at OHS again.... Back to b4? Nah... Forget bout it...

Look forward to thurs, coz i can rest and go back to HGV... MuhAhA!!!

Wanna sleep Lah... NiGHt!!! 11am tmL!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

HAha!

So tired... Started work at 12pm... Damn pissed today bout every single things that happened... Dun feel like writing anything bout it...

Talking to Dear now...

SiAn... Dun wanna blog le...

Monday, September 04, 2006

A day for nothing but relaxation...

Heh heH!!! Had a great sleep last night but i did woke up a few times... Ate my lunch then went out to meet Cindy...

Wanted to watch Monster house with her but the time not fixed. Also, due to Darl lor...

After his work, forced him to watch movie with us but we watched frostbitten... The ending of the movie sux and it's not english.... GoSh... Darl went off in the middle probably got a date or something.

Well, after the movie, cindy and i walked around to see some shoes... I wanna get black shoes for work... Dun wanna wear cock shoes le, hurting my feet a lot... Should take some time out to shop for one... Then, bought breads and left WM...

Dying from all these passion crisis... How i wish things can just stop at the moment that i want it to... How i wish i can have wad i want and live the way i want. It's so dumb to torture myself like that. Can't i just be someone who is daring enough for everything? Hai... If only i've known u earlier or perhaps never even know you. SO SICKENING! ME!

I have the urge to lay by your side, to feel you once again. However, the more irresistable you are to me, the further I sprung away from you... I just want to know you once more, to never find that answer at all. You aren't as perfect as I thought but that imperfection attracted me to you, unsuspiciously and quietly... 如果说失去的再也找不回,不如让我永远没遇上你... 事实的转变让我措手不及, 但也让我无法自拔。或许你说的没错, 我已被推入烦恼的深渊。

第一次的相遇,是偶然
第二次的遇见,是巧合
第三次的邂逅, 是爱情
那我们是什么?

Good NiGht...

EaRned!

O Great, i can blog!!!! Gosh... After 2 days of long working hours, i was in a state of a walking zombie with little emotions... It was a good thing i was worked 6pm on friday. I had a good sleep but still woke up feeling pretty tired. After slacking a little, i went to Aiai's place to see my GoD-son, Jeddy... OMg... He is SO So CuTe... Small and adorable... But aiai was telling me that he is very naughty... HA! So i concluded, "Boys will be boys" even though Jeddy is a DoGgy... Anyway, didn't get anything for him coz i was too busy to even Shop... Should find some time to get something for the little one. Hee~

Work on Friday was alright. There were 3 VIP tables, with Dear, Elsie and I working togther.... GoSh(You know wad i mean...) Well, the event went on as usual, nothing special... I was wondering am i getting old, coz my feet hurts a lot when i stood for so long or due to the fact that i've worked for 3 days and so the feet hurts... Maybe i'm getting a bit old somehow.. Hai... So Sad...

Went to eat supper with Dear after that coz she didn't have her dinner that night. Went back to hotel to return Felicia's penknife, if not she'll start grumbling again. Terry asked us to go Newton eat but too bad, we had our supper. So we left the hotel and went our separate ways... I could bearly open my eyes by then... HAHA!!! The whole journey was like a dream to me, half-asleep. Reached home, prepared the stuff for the next day's work... Gosh... Concussed at 2am...

Woke up at 6am, took a bath and went out again... Can u imagine? Gosh... Met up with Val at City Hall and then to Swissotel, The patara. Very pissed, bought the white shirt and yet they reject it... DaMN ANGRY! $29 leh... GoSh... Anyway, 9am work started. Funny how this company works, fancy wiping wine glasses without water, not to say hot water... I was like using all my strength to remove those stains... Cannot make it... Still, they were dirty but they just used it. HA! Wadever! Work was fine except pple kept swarming in through the pathetic door... Gosh... Ermm... The IC was Jason, he somehow remind me of somebody who i just can't remember... BUt he sounds very pervert... HAHA!!! But he's actually a nice guy... HAHA!!!

Work ends at bout 4 but that JAson talked so much until 5plus... GoSh... Walked from the supreme court all the way to National musuem, wah LAo, i feel like killing pple lah... It was a good thing that i brought clothes to change... HAHA!!! Learnt from my previous lesson. Reached National Museum, took pay and left. Val and I were struggling to get to Dohby Ghuat, dunno the way to it, in the end, we took a cab there... Waste money... U know how messy is the Dohby Ghaut MRT? Wah LAo... I was looking for signboards here and there... OMG! Finally found the correct platform.. Damn working hours, i couldn't find a seat lah, my legs were killing me on the train from there to batok... Like freaking tired lah...

Went to Westmall to get a few unimportant things... MAke-up remover... HAHA!!! O ya, i bought perfume LE!!! Hee~ It's Escada, $30plus... Ok lah... Then went to deposit cash and straight away go home...

After bathing and all, i concussed on my bed at 7pm... Until 10pm... HAHA!! Now, i'm awake... Can rest tml... HAHA!!!

Wed: $84
Thurs: $51
Fri: $30
Sat: $70
Total earned: $235

HAHA!!! Recouped everything i spent the other day... But i did spent on some stuff as well lah...

Perfume: $30plus
Food: $20plus over the pass 4 days

About so lah.. HAHA!!!! So Happy but so tired... Really need to have plenty of rest b4 the next war begins... On Monday.

Next Week...
Mon: 12pm
Tues: 12pm
Wed: 10am
Thurs: Netball 2pm
Fri: Rest
Sat: BD outing
Sun: Hair makeover

See... My whole week is PACKED!!!! Except for Friday... GoSh... Wad a HolIday!

Ermm... Maybe this is the best way for everything to settle down. I'm focusing more on working to keep myself always occupied from everything. I can barely open my eyes in the night when i'm fast asleep, neither do i have the time in the day to think of anything. Isn't it better this way? I guess this is how i can forget about it easily, rather than brooding over it every night... WAHAHA!!! Soon, u'll find me again...

Forgetting is never easy, forgiving ain't hard but forgoing everything is difficult because our hearts can never be torn apart... Yes, that is how the game of life, the game of love is played, dare to bet and one day, you'll find that everything will be all worthwhile... *In ThE MiDst Of My ChoAtiC mOmEntS*

你是否还会如此想我?是否还拥有当初的思念?是否依然守着对我的承诺?又或者当初的承诺是虚伪的?我想我再也找不到答案了... :) I'm still me from before, but had grown up a little bit more...

Friday, September 01, 2006

Absolutely Drained...

GOSh... Cannot believe I actually worked 14hours... OMG! 11am all the way to 1.30am... HAHA!!! Feel like a super woman all of a sudden... My feet are hurting non-stop...

Teachers' Day lunch, dinner yesterday was cool. Lunch was OUR HGV!!! HAHA!!! Saw all the teachers and felt great being able to serve them, wasn't that one of the best gift ever? To serve them like they served us as their students. Really delighted to see all the old teachers... THANKS TEACHERS! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

Night's dinner was Yang Zheng Pri School... Quite boring among the 6 events going on last night... HA! I was serving them... So Fun doing VIP with a new girl... HeH hEh!!

Stayed on for OT.... Wah KAo! I feel like killing the stewarding pple... Every throw there, wanna find Dinner fork, spoon, teaspoon, dessert fork, was like digging a gold mine without gold... My fingers hurt from all the digging... CrAp... After finding, went to clear all the silveries, bowls and plates... The trolley was so so heavy, Dear and had such a hard time pulling and pushing, but when terry came, he only need to pull the trolley and the trolley MOVEs! OMG! I was so stunned so i concluded, HE IS VERY FIT!

Got home and fell dead on my bed after bathing...

This morning, woke up and went to work again... Feel like fainting... Then the damn 174 took so long to come and it was full of pple... Ass... So slow... Reached hotel, changed, went up to work.

Eric Tan saw me, and he said, "Apple, u, with me" HAHA!!! So Funny... So we were doing muslim lunch with Guest-of-honour, Minister of Home Affairs, Ko Peng Kee, if i'm not wrong... Dear made a mistake which she trembled over... HAHA!!! SO funny....

After that, it was clearing, clearing, setting, pushing chairs, putting covers and walking like nobody's business... So TiRed... I was so hungry U know... I kept grumbling bout it... Hee~

After work, cannot tahan, went to eat at orchard tower...

At home now... Feel like concussing... Ya... Gonna sleep early today so tml have more energy. Working 6pm tmL! WahAHAhAA!!! I'm gonna go bonkers soon...

Everybody going overseas le... yuting went to Hong KOng... Xueting went to Vietnam... SiAn... I'm still in Spore, my beautiful HOME!!! HAHAHA!!!

Ooo... BTW, our A1's ChAlet iS CONFIRMED on the dates 28th, 29th, 30th, Costa Sands Pasir Ris... Pass the MSg ON to all A1 pALS!!!

K... Wanna SaY BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is my way of forgetting you... Slowly, everything will be over...