Short one...

Went K box today!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY! Sang my lungs OUT!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!

GUess wad? I might just kill Xiao Qiang and Hun one daY... Carry on with all their provoking words, i will OK! However, it's still nice to have them around... It's not everyday that i get to listen to them SUAN me...

Didn't get to meet darling today for some reasons... Well, doesn't matter... It's all in the heart, hopefully, there's still some left... Heh HeH!

I told you before, never lie to me for the sake of hiding what you do not want to tell me... Just let me know what you think because you know I will never force you to do anything. Just don't keep me in the dark and pretend nothing happened. I long for the day when the truth unfolds, right under your arms. The answer to this unchained world...

Work again...

Nowadays, it seems like a chore to begin my blog... I can't seem to squeeze out a few better words to start it. Everything seems so common... HA! Well, the simpler the better i guess...

Went to work last night... As i've thought, it wasn't any big event, nor am i cheated in anyway. It's a buffet dinner at Rosewood, Tanaka Business School, MBA graduates... YaYA... And Li Hong told me that all the graduates look old... HA! True Lah.. Private candidtes maybe... And there was this man from this table who just kept talking and talking. Suddenly he called out to me and asked me am i a PT? Which POly am i going? Does he look familiar? For god sake lah, how would i know who is he? K, he's the ex-principal of Ngee Ann Poly... Too bad i'm a year 1 student, how am i suppose to know him and, i dun even know how my present principal look like... The principal just dun come out that often... HAhA!! Anyway, it was all good lah, nothing went wrong or anything. However, i just keep thinking, how come Sha left everything to the staff? He kind of just let us be and disappeared... come back once in a long while... And it happened to be a VVIP event... Well, LALALA! Overall, it's great to be back to OHS... O ya, i saw Ivan... HeH heH! And Alex... To sum up, they are managers from different department. AND! OFFICE GOT NEW COMPUTER LAH! JEALOUS! AnD there's WIRELESS AT CONFERENCE CENTRE!!! WaD THE HELL!!!! So good lor... Hai...

So, as usual, behind closed doors, we do our "thing" and began work... Finished work at bout 10.45pm... Li Hong, Qian2 and I went to change in the store... The both of them so sickening lah, look at me change then say very loud, "Apple, you wear black bra ar?!" WAd the HELL!!! HAHA!! Funny lah these girls...

YayA, so yesterday was just like that... O... Took bus back with Qian and Desmond Tan but they alighted at Clementi... Heh heH! Chatted with Desmond Tan bout something something and i couldn't help but laugh... SorrY..

So, i woke up just now and Darling smsed a "GOOD MORNING DEAR DEAR" to me... Heh HeH! But i laid on the bed for another half an hour before i got up and brush my teeth.

YayA, should go and bath le... Finally, pple, I CAN GO K BOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! However, i haven't finish my school work... Hee~

CiAo!

If only you can tell me why...

Just a blog?

Overslept this morning... I didn't hear my alarm i guess... Woke up at 7.30 when SW starts at 8... gOsh... So, i know i'm gonna be late... Tried to rush... Reached just in time for warm-up. Well, although it's kind of useless to join Netball as my IS module but it certainly is fun being able to touch this game without any pressure on. Also, i get to sweat as much as i like... HeH! And shooting is FUN!!! HAHA!!!

Well, the day pretty much went by like that. Met Robert just now to get the FOC pics... Ermm... He was wearing PINK! HAHA!!!

The afternoon was filled with quite a bit of stuff, shall not touch on that.

Mama went to cut hair at this salon called IS... HA! Didn't dare to bring her to Vk lah, so convinced her to go somewhere nearer... Hee~ U know wad i mean... So, ya, i sat there and stoned while the aunty cut for her.

Feeling a little bit hungry now, but will not eat, maybe will grab the yoghurt bah... Live healthy K!

Read my taggy? Zie u know? Alif used her account to talk to me the other day and talked bout craps... Something bout POstman... HAHA!!! Sickening... Make me think like nuTs...

Anyway, i haven't really met Darling for a while le... He's still so buSy... Hai... Poor ThIng...

Ooo... And i'm working tomorrow... I'm really thinking wad function is it, since OHS is on renovation. Mmmm.... Who cares?! 5pm, WORK!!!

Dear going to Msia to visit her Ah mah... HappY triP!

Well, i'm tired... Wanna go eat yoghurt... HA! Then sleep! Hee~ Thanks for the encouragement, Hui Mui and Baz... MisS u All...

Stopping here... niGht!

CiAo!

I do not want to know what I do not want to know... Please... Ignore me for this very second...

My....

I find it interesting how people know me when i dun really know myself that well. Sometimes, i just go crazy...

Few outrageous things I did in life:
1. Lying to my parents; dun really remember when was the 1st but i dun lie unnecessarily
2. Throwing an unzipped pencil case on a person who pissed me off; Back when i was P6
3. Kissing my best friend on her cheek; It's funny when i think bout it, it's for fun. The friend is Geralyn Anne B. Tabloc, WAHAHAH!!! Still remember how to spell leh...
4. Being late for school on purpose; Sec1, tarnishing 1A1's no latecomer record
5. Crying in front of many teachers; Sec1, in the container being admonished by Mrs Teo(Miss Lee then) for wanting to quit Netball
6. Falling for a guy; The "Mosquito" as known by Yuting and I
7. Working late nights; OHS, reaching home at 4, 5am
8. Working midnight; 5pm to 7am for one of the fancy fairs in OHS
9. Go clubbing; the 1st with Desmond, Skinny, Lawrence. Followed by MoMo with Cindy Firduas and Co. Also, Devil's with the same bunch of people.
10. Drank Tequila; those with flame on top, went red after that
11. Drank half a beer glass of red wine; thanks to my Honey
12. Took the door gifts from OHS; HAHA!
13. Started a relationship with Billy
14. Took up the challenge of working regular; PT waitress to PT coordinator, longest hours worked was from 12pm to 2.30am.
15. Talking back to Ivan Tan; Hee~ It's all cool
16. Saying "Happy Birthday" to JP; the F&B director
17. Saying "Hi" to Billy Yap: Sales manager?
18. Making the decision of going to Poly against family's will
19. Falling for someone who cut my hair; DuH!
20. Cold war with parents and da kor
21. Borrowing large sum of cash
22. Lying to myself
23. Cheated on my close ones.... ; Dear, Darling, Ai Ai, Honey, Dar... Sorry, i got so many of you... HA!

These are some of the major and minor outrageous things i did and i can remember... May have more, but can't really remember...

I'm missing:
1. Eddie Hoo (Darling)
2. Wang Xueting (Sister)
3. Chua Boh Teck (BT kor)
4. Lim Mei Qian Melissa (Dear)
5. Christopher Lee (Honey)
6. Jennifer (Ai Ai)
7. Kriston (Dar), where r u, piano teacher?
8. Toh Ling Hui (Hui)
9. Ng Yuting
10. Most importantly, 5A1(2005), which includes Kok Hong, Wei Yi, Terry and Silong
11. Myself

So, i'm thinking of these people every now and then after a period of time. Always on my mind.

Well, i am just looking forward to holiday so i can meet up with all of them... yeAh!!!

Some of my 1sts:
I attained 1st in position in 2004 CT... HAHA!
First Movie: Coyote Ugly
First Love: No, not anyone u think, It's BACKSTREET BOYS!
First sister made: Wang Xueting (met in the year 1997)
First forgetful friend: Ng Yuting (met in the year 1995, she dun remember though)
First Dear: Melissa Lim (Met in 2004 in OHS)
First person who hit my butt in public: Chen Tingling (in OHS, SoB)
First job: Banquet waitress (Oct 2004)
First VIP event: dun remember...
First eye-opening experience: Francis Cheong Fashion Show
First K-box visit: Dun remember...
First midnight K box: Skinny's BD 2 years ago
First man who laid on my lap: Christopher Lee
First phone bought: 3100
First rebond: 2004 at Bradell, salon called Serene or something...
First satisfying haircut: 2005 at VK by Eddie Hoo, then Andy See
First person woo-ing me: HAHA! U guess...
First Netball match: WAh... 2001, dun rmb with who
First Netball match won: I dun remember too..
First Netball coach: Mrs Mok?
First respected coach: Kailing
First sprain on my ankle: One of the matches, and we lost, and i cried...
First proud moment: Hillgrove Official Opening
First N level result: VEry good...
First O level result: Best...
First Choice: NP, TRM, got in...
First friend made in Poly: Wei Xia, GR8
First.... First.... The list goes on... can't finish them...

Well, this sums up my night blog... Another day tomorrow...

I wonder what is going on in your life...

Back to myself...

I'm totally drained... Argh!!!! Cannot really tahan myself anymore... I've been feeling tired since the beginning of Sec3... HAHA!!! I just make Sleeping my best hobby of all times. Heh HeH!!! And now, i'm feeling what i'm feeling before... And it's really tiring... Can i just sleep through the days without having to worry bout any classes... Sickening!

Come to think of it, how many days had i exactly slept through without disturbance?? OmG!!! None of which i though of... And this weekend, gosh.. I guess it's just the same...

4hours of break in between after the lecture this morning and i decided to come home and sleep... Ya, sleep... HAHA!!! I just can't stand it.... Had a sandwich and concussed onto my bed. Since then, i dunnoe where is heaven and where is earth.. HA!

Anyway, i need to go soon... 3pm tutorial... Guess wad? I didn't do my tutorial... HEh HeH!!! Shhh.. Hope Mathew Pon wun notice... Heh Heh!!

Bye! Blog tonight again!!!

Tiring day...

Complete mess today... Like i said, i couldn't wake up again... But i still touch here and there, then stroll out... HAHA!!! Was in time, so dun worry. I even ate Siew Mai leh... HA! Met Xiao Qiang on the Bus, and he found out bout Darling, forced him to tell me who told him de... HEh HeH! Now i know who... hee hee Hee...

Ting came on the bus after that... Her frindge.... Well, nothing really serious but that's the price to pay for playing with your own frindge... Heh heH Heh!!! Didn't talk much though...

OCOM tutorial, table topic is hard... However, did managed to squeeze a 1.30min speech... hee~

Quite choatic after OCOM, went to a lot of places... Did lots of things that i've never done before... Heh HeH! Hope everything will be ok...

Then, went back for OCOM test... It's so dots... I didn't study and like writing essay, i just write wad comes to my mind and finished the paper within 45min... I was basically dying by then... Very very tired...

Asked kor to come fetch me but he refused to lah... Excuses... Make me wait for the bus for so so long... Until Ju Chi and i took bus out, then change bus...

Anyway, i am really tired... Wanna sleep le... good Night...

I kissed you today...

Fulfilling or not?

Recently, i'm having a hard time waking up on time in the morning, i just keep lying on the bed and refusing to get up until the critical moment, "i'm late!" Heh! On the other hand, i have been able to fall asleep easily now. I dun have to toss and turn around b4 i fell asleep at 2am... HA! I can just sleep after 15min... I'm wondering is this normal?

Well, just put down the burden of ITR project, finally everything is done. Kind of glad that all the projects are handed up and can fully concentrate on other works instead of deadlines. Hee~

Guess i'm back to the loner state, not including the fact that i have darling... HeH! As in, i can remind myself of what to do and all instead of forgetting every now and then. I seriously need to go get an organizer, like the ones we had in Sec school where i can write everything inside so i'll never forget anything... Ya, should buy.

Met up with yuting for dinner just now... K, every single meet-up she'd make me laugh like nobody's business... Like, y would i take 945? And y would i walk home via Hillgrove path? And i live on the 8th level!!!! HAHAHA!! Yuting ar, dun like that leh, if i tell pple, no one will believe we've known each other for 5 years (12years to be exact)... Seriously... HAHA!!! Anyway, she seems great in wadever she's doing now but still careless every now and then i suppose... HAH!!

Well, a question she asked me, "Is your modules hard to cope?" Yes, very... extremely i guess... Nothing can be compared to it... BUt, like i said b4, different courses have different level of difficulties. So, gotta accept it right? Work Hard wor... JiA yOU!

Robery Chai going nuts after calling 300plus ex-freshies... HAHA!!! See him on friday...

Missing so many things in life now... Thought of Sec school, OHS and netball...

Darling, do u rmb the time when we first met? Our first hello? Our first smile? Our first touch? Our first hug? Our first kiss?

I may laugh at your jokes, but deep down, you know I don't feel that way...

My day...

I was drunk last night u know... HAHA!!! Ma told me she open the wine she bought and said it taste nice, so i pour half a cup of it. K, 1stly, it's not red wine, it's sort of brownish... First sip, DAMN SWEET!!! Gosh... I went to study and slowly finish the cup... 12am, i cannot tahan liao... I fell dead on my bed... Totally in the state of drunkness... K, tipsy lah... And i fell asleep just like that...

I did wake up a few times in the night but fell back to sleep within seconds. Woke up at 7.40am... Feeling really tired... I changed up and went out... K, i had my really cool look the whole day... I was really in deep thoughts all the while, bout i-dunnoe-wad... HAHA!!! Was thinking bout BSTA test and the following days ahead... Seems very free yet very packed... That's y, my mind is in a big mess...

Right, darling happily told me he got his new Bike... HAHA!!! Congrats to him ar... Although i still dunno wad model is that but it certainly looks nice from my point of view... HAHA!!!

Ermm... So, we stucked ourselves in the library for more than 4 hours b4 the test.. HAHA!! ACtually wanted to go home but i didn't feel like taking a bus so ya, stayed on... I laid down on the table to sleep... And ya, as usual, i drooled... It's normal ok! Hee~ Kk, so after stressing myself for that 4hours, finally it's the test. K, i paper is hard ok! Fancy having a theory qn to be 5marks when it's not even more than 5 words. GoSh.. Anyway, the test is finally over... Relieved for a while...

Went back home after that, i was really tired... Basically immensed in a world of my own throughout the journey. Reached home at 7plus, went to bath straight away... Very Hot and sweaty, feel so disgusting... Had a long bath, washing myself thoroughly. Heh hEh! After watching TV, changed again, went out to meet Darling...

Really tired lah.. I didn't know darling was so affected by the sms i sent him the other day... So, he wanted to talk... HAHA!!! So funny ok.. I kept telling him not to be so serious leh... Scared... HAHA!!! So we sat there and talked for more than an hour then decided to head back... HAHA!!! And i saw his new bike! COOL OK!!! So cool!!! I wanna own one too!!! wait till i got my driving license then i go get a bike license... HAH!!!

Anyway, i was shortlisted for the IMF cateries thingy... Happy! Can earn money!!!

OOo!!! Just now Honey called me all of a sudden, obvious, want me to work... Heh HeH!! Funny lor him, but well, haven't gone back for a while le, so wanna go back a bit b4 renovating... YAyA!! So, catch me at orchard this SAturday...

Conclusion, today is long... But satisfying... Really... Just today.. I'm glad i had a chat with Darling, a pretty long one... Full of laughters... Knowing that he is still around is pleasant.

If only you know where I once was... If only I can find you again in a better way... I love you...

SummAry wor...

Wu Yang smsed me at 3am last night to ask for Kang Yang's Number... I was like, see sms, close inbox, sleep. Come on, it's not like i worked that night and u know i'm not sleeping, i was basically in a concussion state after i drop dead at 2.30am. So i ignored the sms.

Early in the morning, Robert sent me an sms as well.. Pretty much the same reaction as th e 1st i received. GoSh... I was damn tired...

Woke up with my head spinning, i have no idea why, my room was spinning around... I was like, "OMG, am i ok?!" HAHA!!! Then calmed down and pulled myself off the bed at 11am. Washed up and all, and went to do the ppt for ITR... Heh HEH! Proud to say, i'm done with it. Hee~

So, i slacked from 4pm to 5pm... HAHA!!! Then i wrote my diary and put lots of feelings into it which u will never see here... Hee~ Kind of just recalled 2 years ago in OHS, and all the outrageous me... And then thinking bout now, i really learn to be a better person... HeH!

Sent darling an sms but told him not to reply coz knew he was busy. However, he replied and told me he's very tired, so naturally will ask him to go back... YAYA... Guess he's just too tired, he kept repeating wad he'd said... HAHA!!! Feel so sorry for him... he actually did 2 rebonding himself... GoSh...

Well Well... I was doing some studying for BSTA test tmr... K, trying hard to understand...

YayA, it's just a brief summary of my day... Gonna go eat my dinner then study again... Ya, u saw it right, i'm having my dinner at this time...

CiAO!

A tear is a precious gem for all...

Seems missing...

I'm done with the report for our ITR project. HAHA!!! I was so eager to send it off that i forgot to add in the source of the info. Heh HEh... Anna came to remind me... Well well, did gave her the source le.

Dear came over to my place today. Somebody said wanna come at 10am lah, in the end, woke up at 1.30pm. HAHA!! Then waste my sms... HAHA!!! Anyway, i went to meet her at Mac coz we need to use net to get info but heh heh, Mac's wireless very cham lah... Cannot connect lor, not cannot connect but after connecting, it's "limited or no conectivity", very irritating lah... So dear and i decided to leave. She went to get her lunch, then went to buy drinks then left to my house.
Started a bit lost, dunno where to start, but after a while, decided to calm my mind. We began to do our project properly, of coz, she was doing hers, while i'm doing mine. Along the way, we talked quite a lot of things. YayA, i finished my part of the project at bout 5plus, while she's still struggling with her. She scare me with her "spoilt" cable... WAH LAo! Heh Heh... Anyway, i took my bath and after a while, left to eat dinner with Darling.

Darling cannot tahan lah, he waited for quite a while... HAHA!!! Dear and i ordered our meals and began our dinner with jokes... She doesn't have eggs in her share AGAIN!!! HAHA!!! So funny lah, then i gave her half. Hee~ And they were happily talking bout Doramon... And made me rmbed Xiyao kept saying i am doramon... Just coz i got everything they asked for... But it's really true lah, dunnoe why i bring so many things but dun feel heavy at all. Heh, perhaps all those are essential to me bah... Hee~ Darling kept agitating Dear with the "chubby" issue.. HAHA!!! Then, dear reluctantly left to her friend's house coz of some reason. Which later, she scared the hell of me by sending the WRONG SMS to her friend!!!! I thought something really bad happen lah...

Darling send me back but before that happened, he asked me to go WM get his comic 1st... Hee~ Then sent me back... Gosh... It was so funny how everything went lah... Anyway, he had a real busy day... He seems to be always the busy one... Poor Thing...

Really need to cut off the doramon thingy... Sounds so weird..

Ermm.. Lots of weird happenings recently... Caught me when i least expect them all... So weird...

Many troubled things going on but i'm refusing to barge in anyway... Still hanging on there... with or without anyone fighting alongside with me. I know it is nothing but often, the thought of it scare me... I dare not review, i dare not give up, there's too much to see... No sweat... I will face up to it, even if it means taking my whole life away. I will survive coz my will is there. I love my life too much to call it quits. Most importantly, i have too many unfinished business here. Take no time to think about it, i AM standing strong, on the ground, to fight this battle on... A battle to be won...

Mmm MMm Mmm(quotes from Jiawen)... Nothing much to say... Well, i really wanna go K box... Everybody kept avoiding me lah... HAha!!! No lah, pple are busy with their stuff... Feel so rejected... Hai... Doesn't matter then... Will entertain myself at home, in the bathroom, in my room, on my bed... Hee~

Emotions come by every now and then, but really, we can't control it in anyway... Sometimes, we seek to differ from what is true but the truth is the truth, no matter wad, it will not change... Will not... I can choose to believe this somebody is true to me when the very obvious fact is, he is not. I can choose to trust a friend, but he/she may not be wad i think he/she is. Sometimes, i just missed being the way everything used to be. Sometimes, it just ain't right to move so quickly. Or not? It is us chasing after time, rather than time catching up with us. Whenever we come to an end, we tend to look back but never once we thought about walking one more step. Is that human? When i look back now, i find myself smiling brightly, thinking things no one ever thought of, mining my own business... Everything seems so less complicated back then. No matter how tough life were, i would smile at the end of the day. Now, it is hardly the case. I can bearly open my mind to any thoughts when the nights draw near. Many times, i have sleepless nights, but none of these nights are due to happy thoughts. I used to lead a life i called my own, organised, undisturbed, unrummaged but now, it is otherwise. Every individuals deserve a chance to be emotionally involved in somebody, but every individual also have the right to ditch anybody, willingly, unwillingly, purposely or unintentionally... How does that feel? For some, happy, for some, sad... It is always hard to let go... Always... When you can, hold on to wadever you have now, dun think bout how far this something or someone can last with you, grab hold to that very instant when you have it, not own it, but have it. Bear in mind, all individuals have their own rights to step out of this board game of life, just remember to wake up at the end. There's no use deluding yourself any further when the game ends. You should have no qualms bout it since you have initially began this game. -Words for you to see-

If departure is the best key, then let it be... However, know that my heart is always open when you decide to land...

Sentosa...

Was in sentosa this morning with TR01... K, kind of funny coz we are actually having our tutorial there... Heh... Table topics with Juniper Lee... HaiYo... K lah, i think we all had fun under the sun trying to do our table topics well. Also, the class played together a lot!!! Saw lots of fishes in the sea lah... 1st time seeing so many at Siloso... WahAHAHA!!! I didn't get sunburn today!!! Tried to avoid the sun as much as possible... Dun wanna get darker le... Hee~

Anyway, left at bout 3pm with Joan, Jiawen, Yazid and Meiqing on Juniper's ride... HAHA!!! Meiqing and I took MRT back... Ermm... Tried to be in her world lah, she very crazy lor... End of the day, she told me, "Hey, i'm not sick leh, dun think i sick ok..." HAHA!!! Funny lah...

I sneaked over to Vk just now... SNEAKED... Not a good word to use but u know, i didn't tell Darling that i'm going... Reached and waved to MAD and darling... And i quickly clarify with MAD bout yesterday's incident... HAHA!!! So funny... It was him that i hit so it's ok... HAHA!!! MAD acting very weird today... He kept calling, "APPLE~~~~" Ya, with the dragging and all... Then he kept giving me the "kiss me" face... Oo... Disgusting... HAHA!!! But ya, reluctantly, he's cute... LalALALA!!! HAHA!!! Darling having backache wor... Poor thing... Work too much...

Ermm... Went home to take a cold bath, the sand is so in my body, the breeze just ain't fading off until i washed my body entirely... WAHAHAHA!!! K, i did something very odd lah.. I took picture in my bikni... HAHA!!! B4 i go bathing, i took off in front of the mirror and take pics of my burging tummy... So FUNNY LAH!!! K, it's censored ar... Rest assure, it will be deleted and nv be post on net... So disgusting... NVm, i'm working hard to get rid of it... HAHAA!!!

Had dinner with darling... Always so full eating with him... GOSH....

Ah mah sick le... Aunty elaine told me just now, will be visiting Ah mah tmr... Hope she'll be fine...

Ermm.. Just rushed out the CATS cover and all... Ya, so finally done with CATS le, but before we can call it quits, there's a presentation tml... Dun worry, we're confident this time round... WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Ermm... Am i Silly again? I hope i am not... :)

I trust you too much to entrust you with what I bear for my whole life... At least for now... Loving you with all my heart...

hai...

K, i'm doing something really silly for him... Can i really trust?

Another day...

Damn tired today... Feeling very uneasy early in the morning... I was practically pulling a long face and daydreaming all the while from the time i woke up to the time tutorial started.

Mama kept telling me to drink the kopi but i didn't want coz i will lao sai de... So i ignored her... Then, when i left home, it started pouring... I was like, "Is it raining for me?" Then when i reached interchange, i saw 61 left... And i was coughing badly, my throat is dry... Went to 7-11 to get fishermen... I think i saw Richard but i kind of just walked off... Was really in a terrible mood. I didn't even feel like smiling to anyone.

Ya, reached school, stoned there till Jiawen came then went for BSTA tutorial... Well, paying attention to what she was saying and proud to say, i understood. ITR tutorial was as usual, my mood hadn't improved much so was basically keeping quiet and listening. Then started the joke bout the "GREEN SHIRT" who happens to be Joan and Jiawen's Crush!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! Funny Ok... See the way Christabel, Meiqing and Pearl reacted... Cannot stand but laugh...

K, very bad of me again... My sweet tooth doesn't seem to subside... i ate another bar of kinder Beuno again... HAHA!!! Shhh.... Even when my throat ain't feeling well... HAHA!!

Anyway, i didn't intend to nap at all today but i kind of just dozed off on the settee until my kor came back. I smelled the aroma of lao ma's cooking... So i woke up at 7pm... HAHA!!! So cham lah me... Pig lor... Anyway, went to watch Pirates of the Carribean with Pa and Ma just now... So happy ok! Haven't watch movie with them for a while le... And the movie was spectaclar!!!! And one of the reasons that i'm happy bout watching movie is that i haven't been watching a lot of movies for a while le... Like i said b4, used to watch one every alternate week, with Yuting, seems like i dun have the time anymore to do that. The last movie i had with her was.... VERY LONG AGO!!! I only rmbed swesens... HAHA!!

Can see that it's a vyer tiring day of darling... Ha! The way he reacted to my sms... HA! Cute... Hope he's having a great dream now...

Will expect some really interesting stuff on my tagboard tml... Guess it! It's thursday...

O ya, i spotted harlem yu's new album... So tempted to buy it... GoSh... Will save up to see...

Sometimes I just wonder... Why are you a mystery to me?

I met someone familiar in school today... Someone from work. This guy, Kwek Koneng, came to give lecture today... Ya, KWEK!!!! Can relate? Kwek's family? Ha! I was introduced to him once in OHS by Lau... So i should say, i know this guy... Seeing him in school is kind of weird... Coz he's from work lah... HAHA!!! And our eyes met for a bit... Then i turned away... Interesting ar...

Anyway, after lecture, we kind of celebrated birthday for Yazid... HAHA!!! So funny lah, the whole TRM sang Birthday song for him when not all know him... Anyway, he seems quite happy although after that he told me that something happened at home so even if it's his BD, he's not really happy. Ermm.. Well, every family got a story to tell... Happy Birthday anyway...

I was in a very bad situation just now... Having a bad cramps yet i was going mad lah... Basically laugh and crap with Joan and Jiawen all the way to LT... HAhA!!! i was thinking bout haircut thingy... AND JOAN, I PAY!!!!! (Please dun think away) HAHA!!!

Playing with my luck just now when i replied Richard's tag... HA!!!! And darling was telling me not to be like him... YayA... But, i odd to throw my tantrum at this guy who make me feel so gUilty for no reason... AngRy! HahA!!! If Richard is reading, this is the answer for your question, i am a bit too busy doing my work these couple of days so i didn't go there... Anyway, i'm not going to cut hair so dun have to always go... HAHAhA!!! Dun wanna disturb... BuT i will appear when i got time! HAHA!!!

I got some problem with the MSN on my laptop... Rmb i was saying bout the new one... After dl-ing, all my contacts went missing... Practically vexing over it for the whole day... Hai.. But dun care lah, when i got time then one by one add in... Hai...

Kk, feeling kind of tired le... Wanna sleep le... NiGht PpLe!

CiAo!!!

After a stormy day, rainbow comes again... Let LoVe prevail...

All I want to say is...

How come i got a feeling that the CIP tutor dun like our group? I dun think we did that badly, she just continuously shot questions at us. Ok, i do admit that the prototype weren't that well done... Coz got no knowledge. Kind of wondering how the rest made it so well... Hmmm... No comments here... Anyhow, it's all over.. Finally, this freaking CIP is over... Hopefully, her "your class has done quite well except for one or 2 groups" meant it and hopefully the "1 or 2" doesn't include us... HA! Right, the rest of the comments shall be kept within myself. Not appropriate to put here... Hee~

Didn't have a proper lunch today, ate Siew Mai and Octopus balls... HAHA!!! Then, we sat there, Wee Wee suddenly sang me a song and its, as usual, lAme! HAH! Funny lah... Heh HeH HeH...

In between darling smsed me to tell me that the cake taste very nice... HAHA!!! Please lah, i choose one leh... Too bad i didn't get to go harbourfront to get that Vanilla tiramisu... Well, doesn't matter, he likes this one... HA! Another time maybe(Like he got so many BDs, HA) HeH! He was telling me Richard mentioned me, saying he needs my help with blog. I'm like, "ASK HIM TO BEG ME!" HAHA!!! Like i got the mood to entertain him after what he'd done... HA! However, i ain't that cruel, told darling that when he needs help then tell me, i will ENTERTAIN. HA!

Kk, Dear told me someone asked her to go work IMF... Ha! Alright... Didn't call me huh... Dun wan either... Promised Dear to accompany her if she needs.

Ooo... Downloaded the new MSN thingy... Looks so nice... Initially all my contacts went missing, and i was in such frustration, i on and off the com for 3 consecutive times... HA! Until i saw my contacts back, intact... Hee~ Wanna dl it onto my lappy too... Looks so So nice...

I had a very deep nap just now... I dun think anything could have woken me up. Hee~ I on the air-con and slept with close doors till 6pm... Gosh... u can guess how tired i was...

Joan was telling me how to do the thingy... K, will do it tomorrow, today my blog is OccUpIed! Ha!

Jiawen told me i am very healthy coz i was drinking carrot fruit juice... And i told her, "No, i'm fat" Then she said "No, u are not." We continued with that at the atrium and every single time, it got louder and louder... HAHA!!! Funny...

Need to start doing ITR project le... Haven't find anything yet.. GoSh...

Ermm... I'm having a mild sore throat and blocked nose... Hopefully it'll remain mild... HA!!!

Well, well, life seems to be back on track... Seems to be... Yet to be known... We'll see what will come slowly...

Aim for tomorrow: To love myself a little bit more and to love him a little bit more... And to fill my life with SMILES!

PS: Edith, be happy tomorrow!

Whenever I stand alone, I think of you... You are my 8th world wonder...

PBL presentation

I only had 3 hours of sleep last night... A bit stone now... Still got presentation at 11.20pm... In class now to see the rest present. It's break now... So boring... So many "nows"... Ha!

Chatted with Dear till 2.30am... Too much to catch up... Was talking bout everything and anything from the damn prank to xueting, to bt kor, to yuting, to darling, to andy chua, to Xi yao... HahA!!! I heard someone is interested in my CATS group-mate(Xi Yao), maybe it' not someone, is some of them... HAHA!!! i'm being such an aunty now.. But fact is, somehow, pple started telling me a lot of things bout Xi Yao which is kind of interesting... HA! INTERESTING AR...

Feel like eatng lots of chocolate but will grow fat... HAi... Then again, really got the crave for candies... ArGh... BitE me!!!

K, break over, need to go... CiAo!

I'm dragging on...

Gosh...

Ermm... Somebody is so damn it to play such crap prank on me... Damn frustrated this afternoon coz i was doing up my prototype. I spent so much time on it and yet i still go so many to go on. I slept at 3am last night just to complete 2 webpages... And upon seeing that kind of comment on my tag, i got really pissed lah... So i started venting my anger out. Sorry Dear Sa, to make u worry... HAHA!!! Dun worry, i was just pissed and needed something to throw my tantrum on. Good thing i didn't start throwing things. That man, so old, so playful... Hai...

Anyway, i finally completed the prototype but dunnoe wad to put for one last page. Well, i suppose I'm gonna leave it like that. It wun be difficult to touch it up tml. YayA...

Kind of tired now after all the hassle...

I had a short rest after finishing the thing... And then went on net to submit the forms and all.... Hai... So troublesome. Finally can sit down, rest and watch TV after 2nights and a whole afternoon, doing all the CIP stuff... Gosh...

K, i got pretty angry with Richard just now, coz he not only make me feel so guilty, and he lied that it was Darling who asked him to do it. And out of damn frustration due to all my workload, i send Darling an sms, "F*** you!" without much clarification. Darling was shocked with that. Then i apologized again... Sickening lah, make me apologize so many times these few days... CAnNOT stand IT! Crap..

Anyway, guess how unlucky i was just now? I already prepared properly, about to leave home at 5.45pm to meet darling. Went down realised i forgot the card, so i rushed back, dashed into the door and took the card. Then, b4 i reached the bus stop, about there, the bus went off. At that very minute, darling finished work... He smsed me, then called me, i told him to wait a while, dun move.. HAHA!!! Then, i basically ran to emicake lah! Got the Tiramisu and dashed to carpark... Lao... Sweated...

HAHA!!! Darling admired my card a little... Then kept mumbling bout the cake... HAHa!!! I said, "No present, got cake..." YAYA!!! HAA!!! And i apologized for the shorty card made... Really too occupied with CIP and didn't make a nice card for him... Hai... But at least did something that looks ok...

Ermm... Went to Lot 1 just now... We walked around and then went into billabong... First is to see the Levis' limited edition watch then darling starting browsing the pants... Caught his eyes as he likes to put it as. Ha! And he started trying and everything while i stroll around the very small shop... HA!!! He decided to get the pants and he began looking at jackets for me lah.... I'm like, "Dun wan lah... Waste money..." HAHA!!! Dunnoe y, he started with one of the shop staff bout their weight difference... Then he asked the guy how old is he, the guy is 18. Then he was like, "u all dragon right? I also... U guess..." I was like laughing there... Then the girl asked me, "You are his gf ar?" I'm like, "no, my husband..." The girl didn't hear so i changed and said, "My Lao Pa lah..." HAHA!!! They all laughed a little then say ,"GF right?!" darling said, "My daughther lah!" HAHA!!! SO FUNNY!!!

Went to eat KFC just now... Heh HeH!!! Full after that...

Then, walked a bit more... Went to the carpark, the machine not working lah, Darling and i figuring how to make it work, until he said we go another level. HA! Then, he sent me home... Heh HeH!!! Back home pretty early... Anyway, he gotta work tml... YAyA!!! Hope the tiramisu didn't melt badly in his car... hee~

Right Right... So now, i'm blogging... I'm kind of tired le... Gonna ask Dear whether she wants to chat not, if not, i'll turn in early, coz meeting them early tml to do last minute presentation allocation... GOSH... After Monday, i suppose we'll all feel better bout the week ahead... Ha!

Anyway, i'm not really gonna forgive Richard, but i gave him my mail, see what he has to say... Coz Darling kind of told him something exaggerating... HA! Play prank... Although i'm a good-tempered person but dun do this kind of thing that i considered, "Cheating my feeling"... A bit too overboard lah hor...

Before i end the blog... Joan's brother is so OFF! He talks too much... Kids nowadays are so uncivilized... Ha! i'm generalizing again... Hai...

Hope darling likes the Cake and the Card... Love Him... Happy Birthday once again... And happy 2nd month...

The promise that was never there yet it exist within us....

WTF!

MAN, i feel like KILLING PEOPLE!!!!! BORROW ME A GOD DAMN CHOPPER PLEASE!

Lao... Dun really know what the fuking hell is going on. And now, although it seems funny and laughable, i'm a bit pissed. Damn It!

SiCkeNING AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA MEET UP WITH MELISSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WANNA TELL HER ALL THESE FREAKING HAPPENINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KiLL ME!!! KILL ME!!!!

Really dun appreciate this...

Forget bout wad happened...

WAHAHAHAHA!!! Let's just forget bout wad happen yesterday... I dun really know wad the hell is wrong... Since i got the assurance that it's gonna be fine then well, i supposed i should think that way, there's really nothing much i can do. Let it be, i've send my apology note, if it doesn't work, i dun really wanna bother le... Afterall, i dun really know him that well to do more, and i can always go another place to have a haircut if he really dun welcome me... I'll disappear... EASY! Ha!

Wanna blog about the happy things that happen yesterday. I met up with MELANIE!!! WAHAHHAHAA!!! Actually, I was suppose to meet up with Mel and Yuting last evening to go harbourfront to see cake, coz i saw a really nice one there the other day but then Yuting said she didn't wanna go an hour after her class release, that kind of turned me off a little lah, so i told Mel that we dun meet le. However, even without meeting them, i still gotta go out to get something for darling.... So, in the end, i still asked Mel out for a short while. Met up with her around the stairs at central then went to emicakes to order a cake with darling's name... HA! Then, went to WM, walk around with MEl and talk lots of stuff... My words seem to rattle on with her presence... Probably coz too long never see, go too many things to update on... HAHA!!! I even walk home with her... HeH! Then she waited for bus with me... Kind of crap lah but never mind, once in a while, doesn't matter... It's nice wor...

Went home, stayed up to finish the CIP Words Ex... A little frustrated with all the instructions given... In the end, dun even know i submitted the right way not... Wadever, i did my work and i submitted... So many things to do for CIP!!!! So pissed! PBL, Workshop, Tutorial, protoype, all the damn forms to fill up... AND EACH OF THEM AIN'T EASY AT ALL... Sickening... Cannot stand her... She just kept piling onto the hill that we have, it's becoming a mountain in a minute time... Seriously... And Monday is the presentation... Really really bad... Joan and Edith both are very stress over it... I wasn't really that panicky bout it until they panick... I'm a bit nervous now lah... So, i guess i'm gonna stay up to finish the prototype, for those that dunno wad is prototype, it is a website for "my company"... So, get the idea? Is not a least bit easy to do when i gotta put all the details in... Gosh... Really stress now... Ha!

Anyway, was actually supposed to meet Darling tonight de... However, something crop up at home, he gotta rush back... He kind of scared me... Sent me an sms saying, "I got some problem..." I ji tao shock... you know... After wad happened last night, i was so scared something really happened... But it's not at work but at home... dun really know wad happen coz he was in a hurry to get back to JB, so i didn't probe much. YAYa... Coz of this, gotta go tell the cake shop that i need to leave the cake there for another day... This, of coz, is unknown to him... hee~ Initially, i didn't know that i can leave the cake there, so i asked Mel to help me keep but then, it was a wasted trip for her lah... So sorry bout that... We went for dinner though... And bought a long sleeve shirt from Giodano, with her!!! HAHA!!! I thought it was $26 per piece but no! It's $25.90 for 2... So HAPPY! So Mel and i bought it!!! SO GOOD!!! I AM SO HAPPY! Coz i've been aiming it for a while... WAHAHHAHA!!!

Mel treated me Sweet talk but the drink kind of suck... Wasn't able to even finish half of it... Feel very bad but Mel said Nvm... Hee~ ThAnks MeL!!! HEh HEH!!! We went to carpark to sit and chat for a while... about 9.20pm, left.... HAHA!!! So happy to meet up with Mel, got so much to talk about to this friend... but seldom got time too... Heh HeH!!! Guess the next time we can meet is during my Holiday bah... Hai... Heh heH!!!

Kk, i gotta go do my prototype le... niGht!!!

CIAo!!!

PS: Wonder where is my sister?!

Happy Birthday to you, My darling...

I'm sorry...

Ermmm... Now i feel really bad... Never insult someone when u dunnoe that person well.. Offended Richard just like that, with a simple word that comes out of pple's mouth easily but then it is a really sensitive word to him. Ermm... Not gonna push the blame to anyone coz ultimately, i'm the one who post it, so ya, i'm at fault. Though i was really offended by him coz of his previous post but i suppose i offend him more than he did to me... So sad ar... Although a lot of Richard's comment is very vague to me, but can roughly interpret wad he's trying to say. He seems very angry... And most importantly, he kind of implied that he's gonna fire Eddie... SO ermm... A bit shock... No, is VERY shock! It's so not right! Erm... Now i feel very bad le... I dun wanna go there liao le... Did post an apology comment on his blog but erm... doubt he'll read it until next thurs bah... Well, still gotta say... Richard, if I really offended you that badly, i am really really sorry... From the very bottom of my heart, please do accept my utmost apology... Really didn't mean to make u so upset... Sorry...

Well, this is enough i think... Enough to make me feel bad... No mood to blog le... Although there's so much to say... Just sorry...

GooD Day

Today is actually a pretty good day but Richard's comment on my tag kind of sadden me a bit... Wad sort of comment is that? Sickening!

Anyway, day started really hot this morning... First time this week not wearing Jacket to school. Well, as usual, 9am class always makes me yawn a lot... However, this morning's lecture on Monopoly was a great lesson, at least i can understand the words that is coming out of her mouth. OCOM lecture was good too... This guy from Citigroup came to give a talk bout financial thingy. And learnt something, do rmb this phrase, "Fail to plan means planning to fail." YayA... So true in modern day society... HA! Gotta start saving up more le, so i can be a millionaaire even before the age of 65... HAHA!!!

MIEC tutorial on the 2nd part of PC... HEh HEh... Say, i understood most part of wad he is saying... Still need a lot of revision to understand. Having said that, i haven't really had my revision. HAi...

Ermm... Went by today pretty easily... I wasn't that tired nor am i that energtic.... I was basically myself today. So i guess maybe that's the reason for the easy day passed. Ermm...

I forgot to treat Jiawen Coffee today! I told her i would but i forgot... Just rmbed only... HAHA! Another day perharps.

Found it necessary to tell Darling that i'm going home... He said he wanna treat me fruits... HA! HAppy! Went to take it from him. However, didn't stay long, u know, after wad happened... But, even though i was there for only a while, not only did i get my watermelon and honeydew, i was also treated with CuRRy Puff by MAD!!! HAha!!! OkOK, thAnks guys... Darling hit me a few times lah, no mood to retaliate... He will get it from me though.

ERmm... BAck home, i was ston-ing in front of the TV until i decided to check my blog a bit then saw the bo liao comment... Kao.. A bit pissed... But nVm... I guess i am me... Not gonna be that calculative with him...

Ermm.... Started doing the CIP Microsoft word thingy which need to be handed up by Sunday thru Mel... Ermm... HAlf way there... Really tired le... Wanna go bath then take my rest le... 8am IS tml... And got plans after that... *GrIns*

It is a good day spent. Loving it though it's ending.

Things turn sour... I dun hold you so dearly like I used to... But bear in mind, the feelings I've given is true... And it's still going on...

WahAHAHa!

WahAHAhAHA!!! It was raining this morning again! Damn good weather to carry on sleeping... Sadly, wasn't a day that i can sleep through. Got my butt out of my bed at 7.45am... HA! Rushed and left house... These few days I have been pretty unlucky, coz i would missed my bus every single time i was about to reach the bus stop, the bus just left right in front of my eyes... Sickening...

Met up with yuting at the interchange, spotted XiaO qIang and Ming... Waved "HI!" Shortly after that, bus came... Took the bus... Ting boarded the bus at the 1st stop, said HI to her and she walked to the back le... Ya... So yuting and I chatted a little every now and then, then stone all the way to school... HA!

Departed with each other and i went to meet joan and jiawen... Edith, Jellyfish and Siew fong were there too... After a while, we went for our tutorial... OCOM was funny lah... Really find Juniper putting in lots of effort to make the class lively and to get really involve in this module... Appreciate it... SOme of us dun really appreciate at all but well, as time goes by, i guess we all will...

Ermm... class planning to go Sentosa next thursday coz it's e-learning week for MIEC... And Juniper interested to go with us... HAHA!!! So funny lah... K, this time round, i MUST make it for the class outing, no more accident, even if i'm sick, i mUST turn UP! HAHA!!!

Well, after school today, went to find darling and Richard kind of reproach me for his customer complaining bout us... I think it should be that day after sentosa with Dear... HA! Coz if i'm alone, i dun think i would in any way make too much noise right?! Ha! A bit paiseh lah... Then Darling looks a bit down... HA! Apologize to Richard though.

Really very exhausted, so after sending MAD's stuff, i left... At home, changed up, and ji tao concussed onto my bed... B4 going into absolute coma, i send Darling and SMS saying sorry for the trouble caused... HA!!! By then, half-asleep liao... yAYa... Really feel bad lah... Dun go find him better le... Hee~

YayA... I woke up at 7pm, head spinning... Mama cooked for me... Feel so happy coz mama cooked for me! MuM's cooking is still the best after all... Ha! Then, instead of bathing, went to do my MIEC tutorials coz i haven't really touched it... SO happily finished it by 9.15pm.

Ha! Darling said he would finished at 9.15pm so i was pretty much late le lah.. HA! So i quickly ran out to meet him... He wanted to eat the Malay Mee... But no more le... So we ate i dunnoe wad is that call de rice... VERY FULL LAH... Hai... So sat around till 10plus pm... He told me some funny happenings in their shop last couple of Mad... Laugh the hell out of me... I was wondering whether or not the shop will turn into a "Crap Talk" Salon... HAHA!! Heh HEh.. Funny...

O ya... Mei Qing asked me a very weird question just now while i was applying eyeliner... She asked, "Your bf also this kind of style one ar? As in, also draw eyeliner?" I laughed! And i said, "No lah, he only knows how to cut hair..." HAHA!!! Then she was saying, "Then if i go cut, got discount mah?!" I'm like, "Ermm... Please lah, i dun even have discount..." And we laugh laugh laugh... Funny the way she talk.

K, i'm gonna check out Joan's blog to see whether my name appeared or not, if not, i wanna leave another threatening comment... HAHA!!!

And it's kind of late le... Should turn in soon... See you!

CIao!

I saw the reflection of me in your eyes... Am I being deceived? Or am I the fortunate one? Only time can review it all...

Tuesday...

Remember my blog last midnight? Went to sleep after that, i actually dreamt of Wan Yu... Ha! so influential ar...

I have to eating quite a bit these couple of days... Wondering whether is it that time of the month again... HA! Well, normal lah.. I guess i gotta refrain from eating too much... Coz I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!! Ha!

School was alright today. ITR lecture was fun, and we got these 3 men from the Creative Eateries here to give us talks bout the criterias bout the IMF event this coming September. One of the most important events Singapore is holding... And we went for the interview for it... Was cool... If i get the job, will be earning $100+ a day... Moreover, it's 4 consecutive days. The working hour is 12pm to 12am, so i think it's pretty ok... Just like Banquet... Hope i got selected! Hee~

So after CIP lecture, decided to go home before meeting Yuting... Reached home, watched TV, lay down there and waited for Yuting to SMs me... But i dozed off lah... She called me at around 5pm... I quickly got up and went out. Yvonne was there too... HA! So long never see her le... She seems like she's doing ok... Anyway, had Laksa... Heh HEh! So fat... But who cares... Heh HeH!!!

So Yuting and i ate and chat, then walk around... Bought an empty disc, went to Mac to sit and chat while she help me burn disc. Ermmm... She treated me Mcflurry... HA! My treat next time... Hee~ Then she came to my house to watch that gruesome DVD, Hostel. I wasn't paying much attention coz i was doing my BSTA, in the end, i still got 4 qns undone.. Dun understand, so i left them blank...

Yup... I kind of slack a lot today... Coz i thought i should give myself a break after doing up the website for CIP. HA! Although i know i didn't do a lot... Hee~ YaYa, no worries, will be bucking up again tomorrow...

Darling told me Richard weren't in a good mood today... I laughed... Find it kind of funny... Anyhow, didnt meet up with Darling today coz he did OT, hEh, and i was kind of tired after sending Yuting to the MRT station. Yup... Told darling to sleep early...

I'm starting to wonder whether there's some problem with my nose not... It always got blocked whenever the weather is cold... It was practically blocked the whole night last night and i was in a state of mind whereby i know i'm sleeping and i was talking to myself in my mind... GoSh... WeiRd... Hai... I guess it's normal? It's been like that for years le...

This weekend is darling's BD... Dun really have much time to make him anything... Still thinking wad to give him or do for him... HA! STRAIN MY MIND....

I met you around the corner... You found me stranded... You caught me crying like a child... You spotted me and gave me love...

Sickening...

Is it too early to get married? At the age of 18, i'm giving this question some really deep thoughts. I used to think that it's impossible for someone so young to settle down or rather, to be ready to settle down to have a family unless it was in the early 19th century. However, recently, these sort of news kept coming, right into my face. 1st, Kelvin Tan got engaged, Cindy said she's getting married, then the most recent one, Wan Yu getting enagaged. All came within the course of a few months. Each one of it came as a big shock. Seriously...

Ha! Yuting used to ask me, "Ai Ping, have you every thought of when to get married?" I would always answer her, "25, 26, 27 bah, somewhere there..." And we'll move on to talk bout each other being each other's bride's maid... Ha! Now, thinking bout it, is that too late? I still dun think so. 2 years down the road, after i graduated, i'd be 20, 21 already, then, will decide whether to further studies or to step into the real world. However, those are assumption that everything goes smoothely within no setbacks. If i continue studies, i would be 23 after graduation, then start working. By then, i'd have only 2 to 3 years time to find that someone... Ha! Someone who i will fall deeply in love with for the rest of my life... Someone who will be able to support me with what i want, someone who can give me a roof over my head, someone who is willing to have a family with me... Sounds hard to find that somebody within 2 to 3 years... HA! And you will say, "you already got one..."

HAHA!!! Yes, i do... But is he the one? Is he?

Just some thoughts out of my mind... Perharps Monday is the only day that i can think bout this sort of things, coz Darling wouldn't be around to disrupt my thoughts or to add on anything that would make my mind bias to him... HA! So, u see... Life is so much more than what we are looking at now... Or perharps, to me, my life is still small in some ways, slowly building upon to widen my life. However, i'm keeping my composure... Slowly... Not fast...

Y am i still up at this hour? Coz my room is occupied... I wanna sleep...

Thinking about Darling... Think he should be asleep by then, a lot of hairs for him to cut tomorrow... HA! Sounds odd... Heh hEh!

O... Was watching the DVD, Hostel... Kao... Scare the hell out of me ok... Regret watching it at 1am in the morning... Sickening DVD... But then, it's considered a great movie, coz it scare me OFF!!! Nearly wet my pants... HA!

NiGht NoW!

Nothing better to do...

In Thailand... During March... Me and my bunny teeth...

Waiting for Melanie under her void Deck for her last BD bbq... CooL me right... Hair still got colour at that time... MuACks...

Newly rebond after Chinese New Year... Wah... Damn Ex... At that time i got too much money to splurge... HA! LooKs niCe Wor...

Asleep during one afternoon... My rountine afternoon Nap... One year ago too... No such enjoyment now...

This was during O level chinese... Last year... End of May.. MIss those days.

This is ME again... A year ago... 17 yr old, right on my birthday.

ME! A couple of years ago... 16years old

SentOsa?!

Went to Sentosa today coz i was told it's Wee loon's farewell party and that not many pple are going so u see, being a friend or just someone i worked with for a while already, decided to go, give him face. In the end, he didn't turned up... Damn It lah... Woke up so early to see him not there... Farewell for who? SiAo...

In the water, was splashing water and throwing sands all over at Chris, MAo and Chee Wee... Chee wee coward lah, ran off after only a few rounds. Dear, Felicia, Xueni and I were like nuts, throwing and scrubbing sands on the guys... And we got sands threw and srubbed at us too... HAHA!!! And chris was pulling my pants and throwing sand in lah, wah lao, jitao paiseh... Crap mah... NVM... He kept drowning me... Geez... And Ah Mao also lah... He kept picking on Dear and I... Reason is obvious... Felicia is his sister and Xueni is his Gf... Sickening... And was dumped so many times into the water... Drank a lot of seawater... Disgusting... After that, i was full from the water that i kept burping it out.... Taste so gross...

Dear and i were tired... She wanted to cut her hair but Darling said they tired lah... In the end, saw them playing there... HAHA!!! NVM... Dear was sleeping in the cab... She fell asleep in a short distance lah, and started breathing quite loud, then snore... I jitao wah! HAHA!!!

Went to eat Mee Siam at the new Muslim coffeeshop, it was yummy... A bit spicy though but SHIOK! HA! After that, with darling and dear, went to WM converse shop change his jacket, too small? Ya... Then went to get his comic. Afterwhich, Dear and us separated coz darling dunnoe YEw Tee's road well, can't send Dear home. So, darling sent me back. Asked him to wait for me for a while, while i go get him the disc i burnt for him... I looked up at my house and my big mouth said, "WAh... Nobody at home... HA!" Then Darling said, "HUH?!" I was like, "Wad?! Wanna come ar?!" HAHA!!! Me and my big mouth and i'm like trying to tell him, "No, house damn messy... Mai lAh.." HAhA!!! MAi Mai Mai until lift then forget it... Let him come... So, kind of use the comp a litte while i wait for Roy to come... Roy was telling me he needs to come up to my house... HA! Paiseh LAh! Then 2 guys at my house... Nobody else... DaNGEROUS WOR!!!

K, so darling left after browsing through my room lah.. HA! Then i was kind of worried bout Roy being with me, alone... HA! So convinced Darling to stay with me... Until Roy leave... Hee~ Ya, he did.. He was looking through his NSR thingy.. When Roy came, i was asked Roy bout the NSR thingy so the 2 of them kind of chatted a little bout that. After sending me all the pictures that i need for my prototype, Roy left... Really wanna thank him, coz he actually came down to give me all the pics. And since he is such a busy man now... He really is... And hor, he like become very old le... Looks like under lots of stres... Still wanna thank him a lot... And i still owe him a meal lah... HEH!

Then, Eddie was happily browsing through all the videos that he can find in my com.... LaO... But all are really funny vids lah, some are disgusting though... HA! Anyway, after roy left... He stayed on a little while more and left as well... Went down with him and kiss ByE BYE! Wah lao, his car really style lah, the "VoMP! VOMP!" sound is so loud lah.. Can hear it after he left... Heh HeH! HahA! Lao...

Scary experience... But glad nothing happen.. HA! Still LoVe my DaRLing!

K, need to go le... CiAo!

NSR 150????

How about a new blog skin? Ha! Been changing my skin quite a few times over the past few weeks... Can't seem to find one that satisfy myself... Too lazy to make one of my own... HA! And the knowledge is very vague... So, ya... this one is ok i supposed... Not a complicating and easier to read too... However, it's white... No prob... Black And WhiTe... PreTTy!

I'm feeling kind of hungry... Actually told darling that i dun wanna eat just now... But just now really not hungry lah.. HAHA!!! NvM... Find something to eat later...

Sickening Lah.. Darling told me Singapore Bike Forum, find NSR150.. The stupid thing need to sign up, giving me a damn hard time to find anything related to that bike at all... SiAn... Still can't find much lah... The website is like people chatting bout bikes lah... Dunnoe is it coz i lost touch of doing this kind of searching thing or that web is damn sickening... The latter sounds better... HA! So, i gotta turned to Bt kor lah... Ma Fan him for yet another time... He was telling me to find Honda NSR150 sp... Sickening... Still dunnoe wad to do... Kind of frustrating... Wanna gIve up SOOn!!! Very hungry... Go grab some bites first before anything... BlEh!

Sian...

Didn't go for IS today... Should i say there's some problem with me? Hee~ Nothing much to blog about today...

Went out with Lao Ma... Cannot stand her... She's so noisy... Hai... My Ma... Hai...

Ya... Darling told me that there's some handsome guys on richard's blog... I jitao PuKed! *vOmIt blOoD and everYthing u can find* HAHA!!! I saw 2 gay Guys... One call MAD, the other call UNCLE... HAHA!!! SickEning Ya?! TOTALLY!!! Heh HeH!!! Ok, let's not be mean... I'm kind... There's 2 very good-looking gay guys in the blog... HAHA!!!! Still sounds mean... Guess i'm not kind at all? Maybe...

Yup... Meeting Dear tmr to study BSTA... And of coz, there's some catching up to do.

O ya, time to start PBL le... Our boss likes to play MIA.... Hai... HAHA!!!

NiGht!

CiAo!

I fell down... I never thought I would fall into the cradle of your arms...

It's me...

Ya, it's me and my bushy frindge... Left untouched since the last cut... HEh! MeSSed Up... SICK!!!

Nice Pony tail i have... JealOus?! No use... BITE ME LAH!

Can you believe i actually took a pic in the changing room? That is not my shirt Btw... The orange one hanging there is mine... HAHA!!!

Pictures...

Can u see my SEXY shoulder? HAHA!!! Was in Thailand during March... Heh...

This is ME!!!! 6 years ago... Looks so funny with my mushroom hair... So, Richard, happy to see the slimmer side of me? HAHA!! I'm so generous...

Well, some pics from cameras instead of celly cam... And of coz, upon special request by VK... HA!

Thursday? Long freaking day...

U know wad? Last night, i was so tired i fell asleep easily but the damn weather woke me up in the middle of the night... I nearly took off all my clothes u know... BUT! I'm not so dumb, wad if Kor suddenly open the door... So, in the middle of the night, i was like a burglar, open pa and ma's room moved my bed in, and laid down, in the air-con room... WAHAHAHAHA!!! Slept all the way till 6am plus when it started raining... And it was loud and clear, so i dug myself out of bed at around 7am... Slowly touch here and there then left to school...

Damn exhausted, i could bearly open my eyes... When MIEC lecture started, i started dozing off... Cannot stand the feeling lah... So i closed my eyes, and sleep for 5min... Woke up, refreshed, started concentrating on Miss Ng.... At least now i can understand MIEC more than before... Probably coz i used to drift away during lecture before... I've been forcing myself to focus for the last few lectures after term break... Self-discipline u see....

Anyway, i feel very sick, cannot tahan... Left school after lecture to have a bath back home coz of terry's BD dinner... Right, i fell asleep for 10min after my bath... Didn't feel like going for OCOM lecture but hai... Felt bad for pon-ing so much... So, left to school...

O... I brought wad i found bout the location of motorbikes shop to darling just now... Damn tired... Didn't entertain much... OCOM was boring, basically sat there and do nothing and kept playing with EdiTh... HAHA!!! EDITH, EDITH, EDITH TAN WEI TING!!!! HAHA!!! She's my GR-mate... HAHA!! CUTE CUTE GIRL U KNOW... And she offered me Oreo when i kept complaining i was hungry coz i didn't eat anything since morning except for the pathetic sandwich....

Hai... MIEC tutorial was a fruitful one... Really understood wad Mathew Pon said and seriously, when u have the interest for something, you'll be attracted to it no matter what... Full attention on what he was explaining just now... MIEC ended early today... Yup... Mathew Pon very funny, he was asking me, "So, taking 61 today?" I said, "Ya, unless u wanna send me back..." He's like, " No i can't, haven't knock off yet.." Funny thing is, does he took it seriously? I mean, he's my tutor lah, it's so obvious i'm joking... So i told him, "I'm kidding..." HAHA!!! Funny lor him...

Went to central to wait for the rest of the guys b4 heading to JE... Waited and waited, read newspaper and all... PH finally came... Followed by Xiao Qiang and Ming Ming... It's really nice to have old pals around, i guess... Will never be paiseh bout wadever i say or do... Coz OLD pals mAH!!! HAHA!!!

The dinner was great... Lao da and Silong went to style their hair specially for tonight lah... And i thought it looks great on them... And it's really after a long while since we see Silong le... Same old thin bamboo boy... HAHA!!! Ya, the dinner was great... Great food, great entertainment, great friends, great gathering... Love It ALL!!! I WANT ANOTHER!!! Ended off with a BD song for Terry Tan... 18 le.. Old but still damn childish, waiting for him to grow up... HAHA!!! O... Cake was all over their face just now... Funny! Love the fun i have with them... Always do... However, i am feeling a bit tired, so can't really get hyper in any way... Pity...

Oo... After the dinner, when Fish, Trish, bernice and i were walking towards the MRT, i piggy-backed bernice lah... HAHA!!! It's so funny... We were like in the middle of the pathway but craziness somehow striked me to have the urge to piggyback her... She's pretty light... I piggy-backed her for a short distance, took pics of it and all... HAHA!!! So funny... will post it another day for u all to see... Hee~ Like mad women... Girls from 5A1, none are normal... You can see why...

Ooo... I met AiaI just now.. She's getting slimmer and slimmer.. Wonder is it coz of the stress they're having now or wad... Hope she's ok...

Heh Heh... The night ended like that... i'm feeling kind of sick now... Guess i really cannot make it for IS tml... Well... Doesn't matter i guess... Once out of the 2 times... I have the excuse not to go... Hee~ Love HeR!!!

Ooo... Just saw my taggy... Richard talking crap... And really, upon his request... U'll see my 12-year-old pic... HeH!!!

Right... Gonna end here... REally feel very bad... NiGht!

All I want is to be in your arms...

Longest at VK

Had a long day today... Couldn't wake up this morning... Was in a deep sleep when i got a shock and woke up at 7.45am... Changed and rushed out... Wasn't late of coz... Somehow, i'm used to all the rushing yet not being late, but it's always better to be safe than sorry... So, when possible, i'll still dig myself up earlier.

I didn't pay much attention to my Celly today coz of the 9am class... It was basically left in my bag... HA! After OCOM tutorial, checked my celly and Darling send me an sms, said he slept till 9.30am this morning... Got agitated coz he slept more than i do when we hung up at the same time... HA! We chatted lots of "ifs" last night.. ANd amazingly, i feel that darling is having a lot of queries in his head which no others would think of. Happy entertaining or should i say, i was seriously answering his questions... As in, i wasn't that serious b4 about those lifetime questions when asked by previous J*rks... Hee~ I was very focus on answering his questions. But then again, can i really trust? That's yet, another question to ask... Well, for now, i feel that i can and i will... Why?! For some reason, he makes me feel more than i thought i would... WAH...

I told darling i felt like eating APPLE today... ASked him to help see whether the fruit stall beside got sell cut apples not.. He said Ok, will ask aunty to cut... HAHA!!! Sweet of HIM lah... After that carried on with tutorials...

BSTA was as usual, tough to understand, and always struggling to make sense out of wad's happening. Most of all, somethings that she said can never be made clear of... Sometimes, she gives me the feeling that she dun feel like teaching at all... Hai...TouGh...

After that, ITR tutorial... Got back our papers... Did pretty well... I'm happy with it... I don't expect myself to do badly for this module coz it's very very similar to Geog case study... I loVE It! At least i did well for 2 of the 4 modules tested, and just received news that the OCOM presentation ranges from 70-79... So, overall, CT was ok bah... However, do need to buck up on BSTA and MIEC... AND ALSO, improve on the rest...

Well, after school, went to find Darling to get my Apple, when i know aunty said no one cutting apple so i'm like, then nvm, honeydew bah... Mad was saying, "Apple? I bite le then feed u with my mouth wanT?!" I'm like, "SIAO!" HAHA!!! So i hung around till 6plus... I helped Richard and Mad massaged.. HAHA!!! Richard looks damn tired lah.. He's like dying the whole time... Darling told me he was watching soccer... HA! Serve him right?! HAHA!!! Dun think richard knows we're together?! Heh... Coz he kept saying bout the waiting list thingy... HAHA!!! There's someone who is after darling wor... Heard she's always at their shop.. The one i talked bout yesterday.. HAHA!!! Ermmm... I'm so good today lah, massage for all 3 guys... They are so lucky to have my service... HEH!!!

No idea why, the damn wireless at MAc cannot be used, so darling and i called it a day pretty early just now.. ANyway, i was done with my MIEC so have time... YaYA.. Kiss GoodBye and here i am...

Talking to Joan, she just gave me her blog... ANd she told me her eyes just "DIED" haha!!! Coz of my small font... Joan, FOR YOU, my FONTS ARE BIG!!! SAY THANK YOU!!! HAHA!!! Joan VeronicA Chong Chan TiNg... My CLASSMATE!!!

Right, i guess i'm gonna stop here lah... Tml another really long DAY!!! And there's Terry's BD dinner... CRAP... Just now bicker with Kok Hong bout the day set... HAHA!!! He's still so funny! YaYA, looking forward to tml, though i know it's gonna be damn tired...

Will miss my Darling... i'm missing Dear already, where iS SHE?! HAHA!!

NiGHt!

CiAo!!!

I am happy to have you... Against all odds...

Good Day!

Time to blog... I'm starting to twist my time everyday to wad it is like today, like back then. If i am released early from school, i must reach home by 2pm so i can have my nap, and still able to have time to do my work. Like today, i had 2 hours of nap, woke up at around 4plus, and started to arrange the stuff i need to do later in the evening. Then, at 6.30pm, watch news... Of coz, that's not gonna be regular, i just happened to come across the news bout the massage license, so i sat there, news after news, till 7pm. Heh HeH HeH!

I was trying to find the correct tutorial for tml's OCOM but i dun really know which is which lah... Wonder why the tutor can't make it tidier... SiCkening... In the end, i found it but dunnoe where's the lecture to go with the tutorial, jitao got pissed, and push it aside liao... MESSY!

Ya, after that, i tried to burn a disc for Darling but aiya, i dunno wad was going on with both the desktop and lappy... So i gave up after wasting too much time on it. Decided to start doing my CIP e-learning for this week. So ya, spent bout 1/2 hr to finish it... Wonder whether i did correctly not... HA!

After that, it was bout 10pm le... After printing all that i need for tml and the day after, began to pack my bag... Like i did when i was in SEC.... Feel so funny! But i did... Feel so satisfied now.. HAHA!!! Little little things like that make me happy... Funny ar? Easily-satisfied? ME! Then, Papa say wanna go eat supper so i say OkOK, ride bicycle down like we always do. Mama will be sitting behind lao Pa while i ride my own... Nice feeling ar... This is like one of those rare times i can actually spend some time with lao pa and lao ma... HeH HeH!

OOo... Before 2pm today, we had our 1st ITR lecture after the term break. Was nice... Ended an hour later, which makes today a really short day. On the bus, while i was seriously ston-ing and fussing over my spoilt earpiece for my MP3, somebody board the bus without my noticing. End of the bus ride, in the interchange, when i was about to stand up, something flew over the sit beside me. My 1st reaction, "Wad was that? Somebody drop something?!" HAHA!! I noticed one Siao Char bo laughing there, so i looked at her, surprised, my sister... HAHA!!! Siao LAH! Throw storybook at me to get my attention... After that, she went to Westmall with me to get a new pair of earpiece... K, it's very obvious she damn tired.. She looks like she just woke up from some nightmare... HEh! Then, went to the DBS bank to deposit some cash(i mean SOME)... HA! Then she was photocopying something on her toy... Head back to interchange when i noticed Darling sitting outside eating lunch. HA! Bid Bye to Sister and stood there talking to darling...

Ok... So, here goes... Darling wanted to feed me some muslim rice which i refused to eat, then i was fixing my new earpiece. I saw this girl sitting inside Vk, so i asked Darling who's girlfriend? Then, he's like, "Dunnoe lah, she likes me..." I'm like, "HUH?! WAh... Then will she beat me not?!" Darling was like, "Nobody likes her..." I gave him an evil smile... HeH! Was obvious that the girl likes him coz throughout the whole time, darling was outside with me, she kept gazing out... Heh HeH! Then Richard came out, and asked "You came to report also ar?!" I'm like, "..." HA! Anyway, Richard kept suan-ing me lah... First say my thigh big, then say my side view nice, front view cannot make it, i jitao stood up and asked, "SO, U WANNA FIGHT AR?!" But he just dun stop... Carry on and on... WAH... Good thing i'm a good entertainer, arbo my shoe will fly to his head... O... He told me he just created a blog.... HAHA!!! So FUNNY! Old Man got blog wor... Anyway, i forgive him after Darling told me we can go autograph on his car... HAHA!!! No lAh, kidding... Around 2pm, left to go home... Darling sent me a sweet sms so i replied him with another... OOOO... Forgot, Mad is sick... He looks like he's dying... Offer him Strepsils but he dun want, he said see doc le but didn't take med coz will go drowsy, i'm like, "Poor thing, i understand how you feel..." Back then, in OHS... I was like that also... Hai... POOR WORKING CLASS.... Hai...

O ya, forgot to say... Miss Eunice got married le, she looks so happy... I was the 1st to arrive at the lecture today coz i feel so sian, dragged myself there... She was telling me that she felt that some of us slimmed down after term break and i was one of them... I'm like, "R u SERIOUS?!" Heh heH! She asked whether it's very stressful not, i say YA, maybe that's the reason but the fact is, i dun think i slimmed down in anyway... HEh HEh... Still, quite flattered.

Ya, so my day ended this way... Feel that it's better off than all those messy days... Love it this way. Make sure i'll be online from 11pm from time on, check my student mail, Mel, blog and at the end, logged off at bout 12am, and turn in... That's the best... WahAHAHA!!!

Switching life back to where it was before and be able to feel less overloaded.

Whenever the wind blew pass my face, it reminds me of you... I know you are beginning to put me right where I am supposed to be... I know you are making me fit in... I know... I really do... That is why, I am trying hard too... Simple words, simple gestures, all you have to do is be there, and I can understand... I'm no longer hanging there, struggling... I am back to where I am suppose to be. But with you by my side...

Just some new uploads

Took this while sleeping outside Plaza Sing... Amazing wor, in the middle of the night. You'll be able to spot this on the left hand side of the entrance... HAHA!!!

And i caught this beautiful sunset right through my window... This view has been there with me for the past 18years, where i'm alive.

Act Cute leh... HAHA!!!

No idea why but my frindge went side for no reason... And ya, i admit, my room is damn messy...

I think i took this after i reached home from school yesterday...

It's Me in BLACK!

This is so me with my messed up hair... Trying to act being distracted... THAT'S SO ME!

Ya, so i decided to post some pics up so u people will remember how i look and to let u know that i'm doing fine and moving on... AIYa... NiCe... CiAo!

Good Day...

Talking on the phone with Dear now... Using my baby to blog today... Amazing the amount of time i can spent in front of my baby... Hee~ Dear is now questioning her cousin bout him using her baby... So Funny lah then convo, cannot tahan her personality but that's wad make her so lovable by everyone, i supposed. And of coz, that's wad made her my Dear... HAHA!!! So disgusting.. No worries, i'm straight, very...

Spent today at home the whole day... Feels so good... HA! Went to school at bout 12pm today, only got BSTA lecture today coz of E-learning for CIP, so there's only one lesson today... Jiawen told me she bought an Adidas Jacket for $105... So envious... Hai... Wondering when can i get wad i want with the little money that i'm left with... U know, dun really wanna compare with others, i wanna grab some $50 from lao pa, if possible for leisure use. If i were to take then that will be the very first time i take such a big sum from my lao pa to buy leisure stuff, haha! That'll cool.. Feel like going to Genting to shop u know? Coz of the cheap cheap price... Hee~ But first, will go grab some value-for-money products in local market during this GSS...

Anyway, i am still recovering from gloominess... But things are going well for the 1st day of the week. I had enough sleep, i went for my lecture and understood most part, i had my nap, i had my dinner, i did my tutorials, i did 40 sit-ups, i'm talking to Dear and i'm blogging... HAHA!!! Did many stuff within my means... But didn't chat with darling... He should rest after a week of working, so let him have his rest.... Love him...

Well, another day tmr... George just told me to wear TRM Tee tmr.... HA... Good.. Then i dun have to stress over wad to wear tmr... Hee~

Right, will talk to dear a little bit more then will turn in le...

O ya, i've been receiving prank smses and call lah... The first time, this somebody smses and said "Hi!" So i replied, "HI! Who r u?" This somebody said, "Sorry, wrong number..." I didn't reply then this somebody sent me another sms, "Anyway, can we be friends" I was like, NUTS! But i didn't reply... Nuts lah... Then, a few days ago, while i was sleeping, somebody called, it's another number. I picked up but he hung up. Then, i called back, nobody picked up. Then this somebody smsed, "Why u call me?" I replied, "Coz u called me." Then he said, "Sorry, wrong person." I said, "Nvm." Went back to sleep. Then he suddenly sent another sms and said, "Can be friends?" Then i'm like, "Funny, not free..." Then, just now he smsed again, asked, "So, can we be friends?" I'm like, so entertaining huh.. I dun want to entertain that person... Bo lIao...

KK, gonna turn in soon...

NiGHt pPle...

CiAo!!!