Believe or not, i am extremely obedient today. Stayed back for D&T, making the last process for my artefact b4 i assemble them up. And back at home, i sat down and do my maths all on my own. HeH! If i were so during the holidays, i will not be worrying bout any of the homeworks now. I'm just too lazy then. HA!
On other things, Somebody came back to school today and we got lots of opinions bout her, not really we, i'm only at the hearing and nodding part. Well, looking at her, can see she somehow let herself off a little over the edge. She wasn't so back then but now, well, changes i supposed.
While i was looking at Mr Loh helping me with my D&T, erm... Felt very thankful. Never felt that way b4 coz last year, i didn't really sought help from the 2 TSOs. Like i said, i work well alone, way too well and that was wad happened last year, i basically did everything on my own and i proudly said the A1 i got was rightful. This year, didn't really asked from them too much, unlike the others, still, a loner i am, doing most of the things myself, only till the back part, i asked the both of them for help. Ermm... Lots of gratitude for them.
Just now, received a msg from Jesper in friendster. Was very suprised but nah, it's not anything special or wad. He just came across one of my old msg to him like, 5 months ago and decided to reply me. HA! FunNY hor!
Well, i hope my hardworking attitude will remained till tml, hoping i can finish all of my D&T by this week. Hopefully! HA!
Laughing her way through, no more mood swinging. She's just trying to complete whatever she can with the little strength she holds.
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Once again...
Ermm... Not a good day today. This morning i woke up without my blanket, i'm like totally rummaging my empty bed. Yes, i didn't type wrongly, rummaging an empty bed, with my eyes closed, touching blindly hoping to find my blanket. Then, i gave up, open my eyes, and realised my ma took my blanket, i'm like so angry lor, tried to pull it from her but she hold on to it so tight. Hai... No more mood to sleep, woke up and wash myself.
In school, ermm... I met this person once i reached school, and felt a bit awkward bout it, but then i acted real cool. HeH! Do not mistake this person as BilLY. HeH~
1st lesson started quite boring, then comes the more challenging one, Chemistry... Erm... New topic, exothermic and endothermic change and enthapyl? Erm... the 1st 2 were pretty clear, but the last one, ermm... A bit confused, coz at that point of time, i'm like falling asleep from all her talking. Erm... She finally gave us a break, and my head went straight down and fell asleep. Hee.. She wanted to continue with enthapyl but bell rang, she took up a bit of our recess but then released us in a while. Wad did i eat today? A baO and 2 Siew Mai... Didn't really ate that b4 but it did filled my stomach.
Chung ee was explaining to me bout the funny thing that happened. His, u know, played with his account and told everyone, he loves them and Chung ee thought i took it seriously. HeH! But i knew it wasn't him, just kind of went with the prank. Told him it's ok de lah.. I understand, i'm not so naive.
Humanities lesson was not bad, should i say, i'm pretty interested in this topic. U know, wad makes good governance in Singapore? Well, u know, i've said b4, that i'm the kind of person who would sit in front of TV watching Parliament talks so, it's not suprising that i'm interested in this topic. So i kind of listened to them... Legislative, executive, Judiciary... HEH! Not bad, i remembered! Miss Ang shared quite a bit of story with us. One in particular made me laughed a lot, "Mr Alicia Ang"! HAHA!!! That is very hilarious!
Chinese lesson was as usual, boring... Mdm Khong was telling us all the thing we should do bout O level and all sort of things. Until like the last 1/2 hr or so, she begin the new chapter. Lie yu, a drama i supposed, it is very nice, i was totally into it. Amazingly, i survived the last 1/2 hr without dozing off. Hee~
After school, i can't stand, went outside to buy coffee coz later on, there is an EL mock. Erm... Came back, got tricked by this guy called Ben. He asked Andrew to call me over and he showed me this box, and James kept saying its his D&T project and he wants to show me. So i took it, slowly open and i saw a fake cockroach in it, i'm like, bo lIAo! But then, i open everything, the thing jumped out! Ha! And that scare me! I'm like, WTF! Then i was so mad at it... Later i went to this guy and said, "Do i know you? Who r u?!" He got a bit stunned by my sudden fierceness but later told him, i'm joking so we laughed laughed. Heh! Sick... Fancy getting trick by someone i'm not familiar with... Sad...
Faizah kept going HAdi HAdi Hadi today... aNd i'm like, wah lao lor... Please... Who the hell is hadi, i dun even know who is he.. Ok, maybe i do know who is he, but i've nv really spoken to this guy b4... Hai...
1st talk from VP... Erm... I actually sat quietly and listened, since it's her 1st official speech to us, older ones. So listen... Ermm.. Same old thing she empahsized..
EL mock was... Well, i kind of did something descriptive. "Early morning sights and sounds" Heh! Well, i admit i didn't put 100% into this mock paper lah... Sorry wor...
My CL oral is on the 14th July, team number is M169, index number, 28510198... Put it here, in case i forgot anything.. Hee~ U know how clumsy i can be when i got everything messy. Hee~ Pardon me...
Felicia called me to work tml but sadly i can't. She started with Sydney and Thailand? If i'm not wrong, a bit puzzled by it, but then told her i can't work on weekdays. Hee~ Ermm.. Somehow, i managed to asked people to work with me on Sat and Sun, Aiying and Yuting.. Hee~ Not bad heh! At least i got some familiar faces working with me lah...
Just now went to some nearby places to get a pair of new school shoes cos this one is totally tearing off, also, i got a new pair of heels, for work. The old one, is gonna become half soon. Hee~
Gonna stay back tml for D&T again.. Hai.. And i heard Miss Lim wanna made us go back on Monday.. I'm like totally against it! Youth day leh, for us to relax, but she wants us to go back... Hai.. Of coz, i dun wanna go back but we'll see how it turns out bah.
Another day tml... Gonna go read a bit and sleep le... CYA! Au Revoire!
When the storm is raging outside, your're my safest place to hide...
In school, ermm... I met this person once i reached school, and felt a bit awkward bout it, but then i acted real cool. HeH! Do not mistake this person as BilLY. HeH~
1st lesson started quite boring, then comes the more challenging one, Chemistry... Erm... New topic, exothermic and endothermic change and enthapyl? Erm... the 1st 2 were pretty clear, but the last one, ermm... A bit confused, coz at that point of time, i'm like falling asleep from all her talking. Erm... She finally gave us a break, and my head went straight down and fell asleep. Hee.. She wanted to continue with enthapyl but bell rang, she took up a bit of our recess but then released us in a while. Wad did i eat today? A baO and 2 Siew Mai... Didn't really ate that b4 but it did filled my stomach.
Chung ee was explaining to me bout the funny thing that happened. His, u know, played with his account and told everyone, he loves them and Chung ee thought i took it seriously. HeH! But i knew it wasn't him, just kind of went with the prank. Told him it's ok de lah.. I understand, i'm not so naive.
Humanities lesson was not bad, should i say, i'm pretty interested in this topic. U know, wad makes good governance in Singapore? Well, u know, i've said b4, that i'm the kind of person who would sit in front of TV watching Parliament talks so, it's not suprising that i'm interested in this topic. So i kind of listened to them... Legislative, executive, Judiciary... HEH! Not bad, i remembered! Miss Ang shared quite a bit of story with us. One in particular made me laughed a lot, "Mr Alicia Ang"! HAHA!!! That is very hilarious!
Chinese lesson was as usual, boring... Mdm Khong was telling us all the thing we should do bout O level and all sort of things. Until like the last 1/2 hr or so, she begin the new chapter. Lie yu, a drama i supposed, it is very nice, i was totally into it. Amazingly, i survived the last 1/2 hr without dozing off. Hee~
After school, i can't stand, went outside to buy coffee coz later on, there is an EL mock. Erm... Came back, got tricked by this guy called Ben. He asked Andrew to call me over and he showed me this box, and James kept saying its his D&T project and he wants to show me. So i took it, slowly open and i saw a fake cockroach in it, i'm like, bo lIAo! But then, i open everything, the thing jumped out! Ha! And that scare me! I'm like, WTF! Then i was so mad at it... Later i went to this guy and said, "Do i know you? Who r u?!" He got a bit stunned by my sudden fierceness but later told him, i'm joking so we laughed laughed. Heh! Sick... Fancy getting trick by someone i'm not familiar with... Sad...
Faizah kept going HAdi HAdi Hadi today... aNd i'm like, wah lao lor... Please... Who the hell is hadi, i dun even know who is he.. Ok, maybe i do know who is he, but i've nv really spoken to this guy b4... Hai...
1st talk from VP... Erm... I actually sat quietly and listened, since it's her 1st official speech to us, older ones. So listen... Ermm.. Same old thing she empahsized..
EL mock was... Well, i kind of did something descriptive. "Early morning sights and sounds" Heh! Well, i admit i didn't put 100% into this mock paper lah... Sorry wor...
My CL oral is on the 14th July, team number is M169, index number, 28510198... Put it here, in case i forgot anything.. Hee~ U know how clumsy i can be when i got everything messy. Hee~ Pardon me...
Felicia called me to work tml but sadly i can't. She started with Sydney and Thailand? If i'm not wrong, a bit puzzled by it, but then told her i can't work on weekdays. Hee~ Ermm.. Somehow, i managed to asked people to work with me on Sat and Sun, Aiying and Yuting.. Hee~ Not bad heh! At least i got some familiar faces working with me lah...
Just now went to some nearby places to get a pair of new school shoes cos this one is totally tearing off, also, i got a new pair of heels, for work. The old one, is gonna become half soon. Hee~
Gonna stay back tml for D&T again.. Hai.. And i heard Miss Lim wanna made us go back on Monday.. I'm like totally against it! Youth day leh, for us to relax, but she wants us to go back... Hai.. Of coz, i dun wanna go back but we'll see how it turns out bah.
Another day tml... Gonna go read a bit and sleep le... CYA! Au Revoire!
When the storm is raging outside, your're my safest place to hide...
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
To school!
hEh HEh! BAck to school today! It feels good to be back though there are a lot of things undone but mood is still high up. Woke up very early today, 6am sharp and started doing the same old rountine to prepare myself for school. Afterwhich, walked to school feeling pretty good!
Quite a few pleasant surprises today, we have a change of classroom, new environment, new atmosphere, and hopefully a new beginning for 5A1. It is so much better than the small and stuffy class we previously had. Good news we had, homeworks dun need to be pass up today.. Hee~ Most of which is next Tues... One more thing, i realised it is youth day on Sunday last night... HAHA! Which implies there's no school on Monday! And since i got no school, i told felicia that i can work on SUnday, looking at them so frustrated with calling pple to work. heh! Hai... Actually i hesitated whether to go back not, coz the fact is, school start le, will i have enough energy to like handle all this stuff? I hope so...
More bout school, received news that there's quite a bit of Mock exams coming up. ALl the schedule have been properly planned and guess wad? There will be an EL mock paper1 tml... Hai... No choice, that's life. Wad else, next tues, there's a CL mock... Hai... I'm just wondering y is there CL mock when CL o level is over le, then ting told me, some people result might not be good lor... Suddenly feel our Chinese HOD quite selfish de lor.. Last term, all the subjects gave way for Chinese and even sacriface a week for CL but now, she wants to take their time again.. Anyhow, that's wad it's gonna be.
Other than that, school was fine, resuming to studying mood le. today is only a slight revision, tml the real thing will come. HA!
O ya! i just remembered something. Faizah told ting something and i was like totally stunned by it. Faizah said HaDi(if i'm not wrong) like me! HAHAHA! Coz the other day ting me and eric went to play pool, met Hadi and clement, then today faizah said that... I'm like, HA! Dun joke with me! And they all started giving me a malay name? Just coz.. U know.. The thing bout malay guys recently... And ended having Maria and Susanah? Ok, fine, that is like SO "FUNNY" lor hor... Heh~
Coming clean bout Firdaus... Not gonna exposed much.. He is a guy who is my brother's childhood friend. CAn u believe it? Wad a coincidence... Heh! And u know... Like my friendster said in the pic, he is dubbed "My boyfriend" .. HAHA! I did dub him that, my dear sister did! HAHA! CrAps....
K, nothing much... cIao!
My life has been spiced up by him and it is he, who made my world a better place... -Guess who?-
Quite a few pleasant surprises today, we have a change of classroom, new environment, new atmosphere, and hopefully a new beginning for 5A1. It is so much better than the small and stuffy class we previously had. Good news we had, homeworks dun need to be pass up today.. Hee~ Most of which is next Tues... One more thing, i realised it is youth day on Sunday last night... HAHA! Which implies there's no school on Monday! And since i got no school, i told felicia that i can work on SUnday, looking at them so frustrated with calling pple to work. heh! Hai... Actually i hesitated whether to go back not, coz the fact is, school start le, will i have enough energy to like handle all this stuff? I hope so...
More bout school, received news that there's quite a bit of Mock exams coming up. ALl the schedule have been properly planned and guess wad? There will be an EL mock paper1 tml... Hai... No choice, that's life. Wad else, next tues, there's a CL mock... Hai... I'm just wondering y is there CL mock when CL o level is over le, then ting told me, some people result might not be good lor... Suddenly feel our Chinese HOD quite selfish de lor.. Last term, all the subjects gave way for Chinese and even sacriface a week for CL but now, she wants to take their time again.. Anyhow, that's wad it's gonna be.
Other than that, school was fine, resuming to studying mood le. today is only a slight revision, tml the real thing will come. HA!
O ya! i just remembered something. Faizah told ting something and i was like totally stunned by it. Faizah said HaDi(if i'm not wrong) like me! HAHAHA! Coz the other day ting me and eric went to play pool, met Hadi and clement, then today faizah said that... I'm like, HA! Dun joke with me! And they all started giving me a malay name? Just coz.. U know.. The thing bout malay guys recently... And ended having Maria and Susanah? Ok, fine, that is like SO "FUNNY" lor hor... Heh~
Coming clean bout Firdaus... Not gonna exposed much.. He is a guy who is my brother's childhood friend. CAn u believe it? Wad a coincidence... Heh! And u know... Like my friendster said in the pic, he is dubbed "My boyfriend" .. HAHA! I did dub him that, my dear sister did! HAHA! CrAps....
K, nothing much... cIao!
My life has been spiced up by him and it is he, who made my world a better place... -Guess who?-
Monday, June 27, 2005
Tml...
School starting tml... Packing up my feelings, preparing to go back to school life. Erm... Seriously, not much holiday, since i went back almost everyday. Anyhow, back to waking up at 6am and walking to school everyday. Homeworks? heh! Still got a lot...
Anyhow, just a farewell to liberty, going back to the days of being grounded. Hai...
Here i come...
Anyhow, just a farewell to liberty, going back to the days of being grounded. Hai...
Here i come...
Not in the mood to go back...
Ermm... Didn't have much time to do a lot of things. I haven't see others' blog for many days le.. I went to read Trish's one last night, but i didn't manage to finish them, just too tired to finish. Read Bt kor's blog, when i got in, i thought i went to the wrong web, coz he changed skin le. Then, others de, no time, no energy...
Work yesterday was ermm.. Ok bah... Once we went up, Chris was dispatching staff to which ballroom, and i was told to set VIP tables... VIP tablecloths.. Sick.. Coz of that, i ran a lot, and i mean A LOT! Went to laundry there ask ask, then i saw this guy(who i dunno), he looked at me, and i looked at him, then i smiled to him and he smiled to me, and i wonder a bit and asked, "DO i know u?" Then he said no, and we go "HAHAHA" HEH! Went up, do whatever i can for the tables' setting and chair cover, sux lor, not enough chair covers, i ran to store, to Ob1,2 then to bt kor and a china guy and me go "steal" from ob 1, 2.. HAHA!! Shh.... After that, called to go briefing...
Zoe and i for VIP, together with Jean... Hai.. Nothing interesting happen lah, Zoe and i made a lot of deals along the way, as to who would pull the dress, who would go up for champagne and all the blah blah things... HAHA! Then, i remembered Lau acting a bit weird.. HA, then got one guest looked at him with those face... HAHa! But i didn't tell him... Heh! He called me Auntie wor... Very sad nor... HAi... Roy very cute also lah, come and take food eat... HEh! Shh....
Well, on our side is ok i think. But on the other side, ermm... At the end something very bad happened and Andy being the storeman got blamed for everything... Ermm... He was very angry wor... Didn't really know wad happened, but from all sides of stories, i kind of got the idea of wad happened. Glass breaks, into pudding, cut guest, complain... Party involved were pretty big... Ermm... wadever...
Felt a bit guilty lah, coz promised firdaus to work ot but thought there wasn't, there actually wasn't but at the end, started pulling pple while i gong gong walk away and jio friends to go for supper. Hee~ Later got go treat him chocolate lah... Hee~ Actually i treat everyone i saw... HA! Was a bit crazy last night lah, coz of overdoze of pills... HA! kidding lah, just felt that it is like the last day i can have loads of fun at work. If i were to go back when school reopen, i will be extremely restless de. Actually, shouldn't be going back, but wad can i say, they are really in need of staff... Yes, extremely... Help when i can, apologize when i really can't.
Played with almost everyone last night, everyone i can see... Little little jokes to make pple feel really "cake" HA! Didn't manage to play with bt kor... Speaking of which, dunno who touch my phone while i fell asleep wor... My sent item got a msg to bt kor when i didn't send him anything. Then he replied and i woke up upon hearing the tone. And i'm like wad? Huh? wad huh? A bit weird hor, phone going crazy like me... HAHA! He called me "ma" again... Wah lao, i really got so old meh? I'm like 17 nia leh. B4 that, miao miao and Ryan(the one that i asked "Do i know u" A zillion times one) said i'm 18. Wah lao, auntie, ma, 18, enough hor! I'm only 17, sweet 17, still far from ma and auntie and 18 hor... Very mad! *SoB*
HAi... When i went on transport, i go on to call pple and say goodbye... HA! wAste $$, but like i say, when i go crazy, nobody can stop me wor... Heh! Beside me going crazy, nothing much went wrong last night le... HA!
B4 i continue bout anything, i just wanna say, i haven't finish my homework. Ha! Well, heart drifting away lor, i still got 1 more essay to write and 4 compre undone. 2 paper2 undone, 1 whole set untouched and 2 HU sets. Lots! However, wad must be completed by today is EL, HU is after next week, Maths is Friday. So not bad, think can manage bah. Holiday mood should be shutting down, but i'm still in holiday mood. Hai.. This holiday seems so short, so not enough. Hai... Wad to do, no choice, go back to school, continue striving no matter my mood is there or not. Working? When they call then say lah.. Dun wanna stress myself. I guess the 2nd part of the year is gonna be really tough, tougher than the 1st part as O level is nearer. I will do my best to buck up, start my brand new engine and begin the next half of the chapter. Stripping off those fun, coz i know i can have a lot more fun after Os. Heh!
Wad else? Nothing much le... I earned quite a bit of $$ last few days, didn't spent much, o ya, bought a skirt, a lot left. Suddenly feel so dunno-wad-to-do, the cash should go inside bank i guess.. So weird hor... should go pay my bill 1st. HA!
I guess that's the end of the holiday, the end of the joyous moment, end of my happiness, end of those craziness, end of pondering, end of being loved, and the end of seeing couples popping champagne. HA! That's it! SMILE! I'll continue to walk my path!
Partying ended fast. Like a chinese proverb says:
There is no party that doesn't ends. (Tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi)
Work yesterday was ermm.. Ok bah... Once we went up, Chris was dispatching staff to which ballroom, and i was told to set VIP tables... VIP tablecloths.. Sick.. Coz of that, i ran a lot, and i mean A LOT! Went to laundry there ask ask, then i saw this guy(who i dunno), he looked at me, and i looked at him, then i smiled to him and he smiled to me, and i wonder a bit and asked, "DO i know u?" Then he said no, and we go "HAHAHA" HEH! Went up, do whatever i can for the tables' setting and chair cover, sux lor, not enough chair covers, i ran to store, to Ob1,2 then to bt kor and a china guy and me go "steal" from ob 1, 2.. HAHA!! Shh.... After that, called to go briefing...
Zoe and i for VIP, together with Jean... Hai.. Nothing interesting happen lah, Zoe and i made a lot of deals along the way, as to who would pull the dress, who would go up for champagne and all the blah blah things... HAHA! Then, i remembered Lau acting a bit weird.. HA, then got one guest looked at him with those face... HAHa! But i didn't tell him... Heh! He called me Auntie wor... Very sad nor... HAi... Roy very cute also lah, come and take food eat... HEh! Shh....
Well, on our side is ok i think. But on the other side, ermm... At the end something very bad happened and Andy being the storeman got blamed for everything... Ermm... He was very angry wor... Didn't really know wad happened, but from all sides of stories, i kind of got the idea of wad happened. Glass breaks, into pudding, cut guest, complain... Party involved were pretty big... Ermm... wadever...
Felt a bit guilty lah, coz promised firdaus to work ot but thought there wasn't, there actually wasn't but at the end, started pulling pple while i gong gong walk away and jio friends to go for supper. Hee~ Later got go treat him chocolate lah... Hee~ Actually i treat everyone i saw... HA! Was a bit crazy last night lah, coz of overdoze of pills... HA! kidding lah, just felt that it is like the last day i can have loads of fun at work. If i were to go back when school reopen, i will be extremely restless de. Actually, shouldn't be going back, but wad can i say, they are really in need of staff... Yes, extremely... Help when i can, apologize when i really can't.
Played with almost everyone last night, everyone i can see... Little little jokes to make pple feel really "cake" HA! Didn't manage to play with bt kor... Speaking of which, dunno who touch my phone while i fell asleep wor... My sent item got a msg to bt kor when i didn't send him anything. Then he replied and i woke up upon hearing the tone. And i'm like wad? Huh? wad huh? A bit weird hor, phone going crazy like me... HAHA! He called me "ma" again... Wah lao, i really got so old meh? I'm like 17 nia leh. B4 that, miao miao and Ryan(the one that i asked "Do i know u" A zillion times one) said i'm 18. Wah lao, auntie, ma, 18, enough hor! I'm only 17, sweet 17, still far from ma and auntie and 18 hor... Very mad! *SoB*
HAi... When i went on transport, i go on to call pple and say goodbye... HA! wAste $$, but like i say, when i go crazy, nobody can stop me wor... Heh! Beside me going crazy, nothing much went wrong last night le... HA!
B4 i continue bout anything, i just wanna say, i haven't finish my homework. Ha! Well, heart drifting away lor, i still got 1 more essay to write and 4 compre undone. 2 paper2 undone, 1 whole set untouched and 2 HU sets. Lots! However, wad must be completed by today is EL, HU is after next week, Maths is Friday. So not bad, think can manage bah. Holiday mood should be shutting down, but i'm still in holiday mood. Hai.. This holiday seems so short, so not enough. Hai... Wad to do, no choice, go back to school, continue striving no matter my mood is there or not. Working? When they call then say lah.. Dun wanna stress myself. I guess the 2nd part of the year is gonna be really tough, tougher than the 1st part as O level is nearer. I will do my best to buck up, start my brand new engine and begin the next half of the chapter. Stripping off those fun, coz i know i can have a lot more fun after Os. Heh!
Wad else? Nothing much le... I earned quite a bit of $$ last few days, didn't spent much, o ya, bought a skirt, a lot left. Suddenly feel so dunno-wad-to-do, the cash should go inside bank i guess.. So weird hor... should go pay my bill 1st. HA!
I guess that's the end of the holiday, the end of the joyous moment, end of my happiness, end of those craziness, end of pondering, end of being loved, and the end of seeing couples popping champagne. HA! That's it! SMILE! I'll continue to walk my path!
Partying ended fast. Like a chinese proverb says:
There is no party that doesn't ends. (Tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi)
Sunday, June 26, 2005
life is...
Guess wad? I lost track of almost everything... I dun even remember wad date it is and wad day it is... Wah lao... So many days didn't touch com liao... Felt a bit weird... Last few days were like living hell... Gotta wake up early, go school, after that continue with so many stuff...
Went to school and basically work with woods. Miss Lim PMS those few days but seriously speaking can't blame her for that cos she got Yi xiang to handle. Yi xiang is the guy who doesn't have any interest in D&T but got no choice and took it, in the end, Miss Lim Headache. Ha!
Did i mention? I got my mp3! HAhA! It was awesome having my own mp3. I call it my baby... Baby1=Nokia 6260, Baby2=Creative mp3... Hee~ 2 babies at the age of 17, not bad huh. The thing is, i worked really hard for these 2 babies of mine. Both babies are bought with lots of sweat. Worked from early in the morning to Ot late in the night just to get enough cash to get them and also to feed my baby1. Hai... Slave for them.
Sometimes, i find my friends very fortunate. All this stuff like mp3 and hp, i must work so hard to get it but some of them can just get the $ from parents, some from relatives., while some have it as a gift. So envious, and i'm here struggling to get it, and got reprimanded for spending those hard-earned money. So, am i pathetic or am i just facing society a bit earlier? Forget it, wun have the answer, as long as i'm happy having those stuff then that will be my aim, y depend on others when u can do it yourself, come on! This is Singapore, nothing is free at all, work for it or ask nothing bout it!
Also, i bought a cordless phone for the house. Hai.. Find my ma quite unfair lor. I mean, she can ask Da kor to buy since he's already receiving pay. It's not like he got a family to feed, he only got his Bike to feed. Look at it this way, he's earning bout $1000 a month, his bike take away 1/4 of it, he's bills and cigarette takes away another 1/4. So where did another half goes to? He can't possibly be eating so much right, how much is a phone? Hai... Fancy mama asking me to buy one when i am only working part-time. However, i got a sense of satisfaction buying that phone lor, at least i contributed to the household. hee~
Bout work... I remembered i changed a lot of times the other day. Cos of VIP event and stuff... Aiya... Then later, i recall myself running around just to complete the geradon(the VIP trolley). So sickening! If it's only short of a few, i can understand, it is so fucked up lor... Plates only got 20+, no saucer, no serving gears, no nothing.. I got so frustrated, i started asking who the other VIP server was, and i started glaring at Bt kor... But can't blame him lah, coz he's not the one that set it, he just asked me to check, and i did, and it sux... ShiT! No idea y, that day seem to be very busy. I remembered myself telling a girl to have to take a tray even when she's serving a glass, she kind of stared at me but wad can i do, just trying to teach, not being proud. Hai... got admonished by Wee Loon su quite a few times for doing the wrong things... Was very sad lor, coz 1st time got scolded for those small mistakes. Like i said, not in the mood to work, that's y mistakes so many. SiAn... After the whole event, all the staff were told off by bt kor and wee loon su for not taking instructions and not topping up drinks. To be frank, i never really saw bt kor so mad b4 lor... I mean, ya, sometimes he will scold but that night, he was really mad, he's face was, u know, so fierce... Wah lao, those new-comers si bei rebellious lor, once bt kor went out of the room, they started showing those sickening face and i heard one said, "Wah lao, wad time liao lah, c*** B**" Then i'm like, wah... Wad the hell went wrong with those pple, nv really saw that last year... Changes... Hai...
OT, Firdaus came back... Ermm... I was following up pretty well until i was told to pack store. Kao.. Like i said b4, store is damn scary lor, good thing i brought baby2 along, arbo i can't stay there lor. And hor, as sotong as i am, i knocked my head onto this steel pole, really hard! I was like, totally blacked out for a minute... Sian... after packing, i went out and saw nobody, and i was so shocked, i thought they've left. Check time, 1.30. Then i goes, cham, they leave liao ar?! But then saw Sa sa and Yuting at the foyer and i let off a sigh of relief. Went to rosewood and saw them busy with those stuff, talking to bt kor and i couldn't fit into the conversation coz i'm just too damn tired. Bt kor say my face was red? HA! AppLe, But seriously, does my face goes red evertime? HeH! After wad we thought we've done, the girls went to change up, i wanted to change too but bt kor asked me to get the signage, right? Then cHris went to check, lots of unacceptable things, ended up washing those water-pitcher. Then went back and put, few funny things happened, Heh! Cute lah hor... Then, i really thought can go liao, but got bread basket to take, took liao, and i thought it's finally time to change, when Chris and Bt kor started asking me to send msges to each other, i was totally trying to get out of it. Then, Chris asked me to fold the napkins, i was like, please lor, everybody change liao leh... Then he started crapping bout looking for a bf for me, intro guys to me, i was like, am i so desperate? Do i look desperate at all? Come on, i'm as free as can be... Then, i finally can go change up after everyone is done. Hai... real sad wor... and tired..
Didn't go home next, went for supper with them. Good thing the driver is a nice guy, he let us off at the same destination, unlike the guy, say this say that, say until he's very principled like that, then face turned black, kaO...
Ate ramen for my supper, or to be exact it's my dinner and also breakfast. Ha! Can't believe how Sasa can be crapy, i'm like totally switching off liao, and she's so hyper saying all those cold jokes. And i just kept getting stuck bout wad they were saying. So i decided not to chap in, just continue eating. HeH! After eat eat le, continue talking bout different things and i find myself totally unable to get into those conversation, decided to take my maths out and do, and seriously, i nv do my work early 3am de lor. I did it like it's in the afternoon. HAha! However, not many were done lor, i saw this lengthy question and decided to stop. Very siAn... So, then, dunnoe wad happened, decided to go back. O ya, i rmbed i was looking at the moon, just wondering how come i can see 2 moons. Ok, not that i'm fainting or wad, it's just that, how come asthematism has double vision? I know it has something to do with the rectea, coz the light went in and it goes all directions, but then how come i dun see many vision, just double? Hai... Human body, total mystery... Ha! Fancy me thinking bout that at that part of the night.
After that, ken send me back after wenhui. His bike quite nice wor... Like it. Ermm... i thought my da kor's driving already very scary liao, now, comes ken, i'm totally stoned lor, he sped so fast and i was trying to find something to grip on... Scare me half death... Wah lao... But thank him for driving me back lah...
Next day, promised to go movie with yuting but when we get there, the times were unable for me to make it to work, so decided to walk around, eat dessert, buy some stuff, and that's bout it. At least i spent some time with my dear friend. Went to work with my bag full. Let's see, last night was ok bah, not very tiring, guests not fussy, the MC very funny, can't stand him, even when i'm portioning, i hear his jokes, i laughed, hEh! Actually decided to work OT de but then, i saw SAsa, aiying, shirley and yuting struggling as to who should work, so i decided ok, i dun wanna work liao, and also feel very tired le, so i let out one more space lor. Aiying like going to cry like that, very scary wor... wah lao...
After that, went to eat supper with some of them. Without her kaki, sasa was so quiet, cannot stand. But later, she makes Eric goes "Wah lao!" HAHA! Ok, lots of lame things happened. Ended the day when we get on the 1.30 transport. Erm.. On the transport, just me and sasa, we chatted so much, bout everybody, mostly the black jackets. Hee~ Shhh... *seCreTs*
Come to think bout it, i dun feel like working anymore, not much fun bout working without those old people. A bit boring, just a few left, sometimes all are republican chinese and just doesn't feel right. If sasa they all weren't there, i only got those aunties and one or 2 younger ones that i can talk to. Also, just some captains to talk to. Getting real boring at OHS, not that their things are boring, the working staff are the ones, missed those days... Very mUCh.... Hai...
Forget it, bout school, still got a lot to do. Very slack lor me. That's y i didn't wanna go work liao, no time for school work and i can't do on bus, i'll feel like puking. Cham... Just tomorrow to complete so much... hAi... Hope i can at least complete most of it bah...
FAmily... Haven't talk to them much these couple of days, just my mama... Papa, same, paranoid bout me coming home late. I still can't figure out the reson for his sudden paranoia. Hai... wadever....
Enough, gonna go prepare for work once again... Ciao...
Still, no movie watched this holiday and i swore to watch one, bo bian, no time i guess... Ghost Train, Batman Begins, Mr & mrs Smith... Initial D? Erm.. Heard it is nice, but just dun like jay chou.. HahA! If i ever watched that, then it is cos of Edison Chen... HAHA!
Living in a place I once called paradise but now, it seems like a living hell.... Life is about to show it's true colour to me again... I was running from the truth...
Went to school and basically work with woods. Miss Lim PMS those few days but seriously speaking can't blame her for that cos she got Yi xiang to handle. Yi xiang is the guy who doesn't have any interest in D&T but got no choice and took it, in the end, Miss Lim Headache. Ha!
Did i mention? I got my mp3! HAhA! It was awesome having my own mp3. I call it my baby... Baby1=Nokia 6260, Baby2=Creative mp3... Hee~ 2 babies at the age of 17, not bad huh. The thing is, i worked really hard for these 2 babies of mine. Both babies are bought with lots of sweat. Worked from early in the morning to Ot late in the night just to get enough cash to get them and also to feed my baby1. Hai... Slave for them.
Sometimes, i find my friends very fortunate. All this stuff like mp3 and hp, i must work so hard to get it but some of them can just get the $ from parents, some from relatives., while some have it as a gift. So envious, and i'm here struggling to get it, and got reprimanded for spending those hard-earned money. So, am i pathetic or am i just facing society a bit earlier? Forget it, wun have the answer, as long as i'm happy having those stuff then that will be my aim, y depend on others when u can do it yourself, come on! This is Singapore, nothing is free at all, work for it or ask nothing bout it!
Also, i bought a cordless phone for the house. Hai.. Find my ma quite unfair lor. I mean, she can ask Da kor to buy since he's already receiving pay. It's not like he got a family to feed, he only got his Bike to feed. Look at it this way, he's earning bout $1000 a month, his bike take away 1/4 of it, he's bills and cigarette takes away another 1/4. So where did another half goes to? He can't possibly be eating so much right, how much is a phone? Hai... Fancy mama asking me to buy one when i am only working part-time. However, i got a sense of satisfaction buying that phone lor, at least i contributed to the household. hee~
Bout work... I remembered i changed a lot of times the other day. Cos of VIP event and stuff... Aiya... Then later, i recall myself running around just to complete the geradon(the VIP trolley). So sickening! If it's only short of a few, i can understand, it is so fucked up lor... Plates only got 20+, no saucer, no serving gears, no nothing.. I got so frustrated, i started asking who the other VIP server was, and i started glaring at Bt kor... But can't blame him lah, coz he's not the one that set it, he just asked me to check, and i did, and it sux... ShiT! No idea y, that day seem to be very busy. I remembered myself telling a girl to have to take a tray even when she's serving a glass, she kind of stared at me but wad can i do, just trying to teach, not being proud. Hai... got admonished by Wee Loon su quite a few times for doing the wrong things... Was very sad lor, coz 1st time got scolded for those small mistakes. Like i said, not in the mood to work, that's y mistakes so many. SiAn... After the whole event, all the staff were told off by bt kor and wee loon su for not taking instructions and not topping up drinks. To be frank, i never really saw bt kor so mad b4 lor... I mean, ya, sometimes he will scold but that night, he was really mad, he's face was, u know, so fierce... Wah lao, those new-comers si bei rebellious lor, once bt kor went out of the room, they started showing those sickening face and i heard one said, "Wah lao, wad time liao lah, c*** B**" Then i'm like, wah... Wad the hell went wrong with those pple, nv really saw that last year... Changes... Hai...
OT, Firdaus came back... Ermm... I was following up pretty well until i was told to pack store. Kao.. Like i said b4, store is damn scary lor, good thing i brought baby2 along, arbo i can't stay there lor. And hor, as sotong as i am, i knocked my head onto this steel pole, really hard! I was like, totally blacked out for a minute... Sian... after packing, i went out and saw nobody, and i was so shocked, i thought they've left. Check time, 1.30. Then i goes, cham, they leave liao ar?! But then saw Sa sa and Yuting at the foyer and i let off a sigh of relief. Went to rosewood and saw them busy with those stuff, talking to bt kor and i couldn't fit into the conversation coz i'm just too damn tired. Bt kor say my face was red? HA! AppLe, But seriously, does my face goes red evertime? HeH! After wad we thought we've done, the girls went to change up, i wanted to change too but bt kor asked me to get the signage, right? Then cHris went to check, lots of unacceptable things, ended up washing those water-pitcher. Then went back and put, few funny things happened, Heh! Cute lah hor... Then, i really thought can go liao, but got bread basket to take, took liao, and i thought it's finally time to change, when Chris and Bt kor started asking me to send msges to each other, i was totally trying to get out of it. Then, Chris asked me to fold the napkins, i was like, please lor, everybody change liao leh... Then he started crapping bout looking for a bf for me, intro guys to me, i was like, am i so desperate? Do i look desperate at all? Come on, i'm as free as can be... Then, i finally can go change up after everyone is done. Hai... real sad wor... and tired..
Didn't go home next, went for supper with them. Good thing the driver is a nice guy, he let us off at the same destination, unlike the guy, say this say that, say until he's very principled like that, then face turned black, kaO...
Ate ramen for my supper, or to be exact it's my dinner and also breakfast. Ha! Can't believe how Sasa can be crapy, i'm like totally switching off liao, and she's so hyper saying all those cold jokes. And i just kept getting stuck bout wad they were saying. So i decided not to chap in, just continue eating. HeH! After eat eat le, continue talking bout different things and i find myself totally unable to get into those conversation, decided to take my maths out and do, and seriously, i nv do my work early 3am de lor. I did it like it's in the afternoon. HAha! However, not many were done lor, i saw this lengthy question and decided to stop. Very siAn... So, then, dunnoe wad happened, decided to go back. O ya, i rmbed i was looking at the moon, just wondering how come i can see 2 moons. Ok, not that i'm fainting or wad, it's just that, how come asthematism has double vision? I know it has something to do with the rectea, coz the light went in and it goes all directions, but then how come i dun see many vision, just double? Hai... Human body, total mystery... Ha! Fancy me thinking bout that at that part of the night.
After that, ken send me back after wenhui. His bike quite nice wor... Like it. Ermm... i thought my da kor's driving already very scary liao, now, comes ken, i'm totally stoned lor, he sped so fast and i was trying to find something to grip on... Scare me half death... Wah lao... But thank him for driving me back lah...
Next day, promised to go movie with yuting but when we get there, the times were unable for me to make it to work, so decided to walk around, eat dessert, buy some stuff, and that's bout it. At least i spent some time with my dear friend. Went to work with my bag full. Let's see, last night was ok bah, not very tiring, guests not fussy, the MC very funny, can't stand him, even when i'm portioning, i hear his jokes, i laughed, hEh! Actually decided to work OT de but then, i saw SAsa, aiying, shirley and yuting struggling as to who should work, so i decided ok, i dun wanna work liao, and also feel very tired le, so i let out one more space lor. Aiying like going to cry like that, very scary wor... wah lao...
After that, went to eat supper with some of them. Without her kaki, sasa was so quiet, cannot stand. But later, she makes Eric goes "Wah lao!" HAHA! Ok, lots of lame things happened. Ended the day when we get on the 1.30 transport. Erm.. On the transport, just me and sasa, we chatted so much, bout everybody, mostly the black jackets. Hee~ Shhh... *seCreTs*
Come to think bout it, i dun feel like working anymore, not much fun bout working without those old people. A bit boring, just a few left, sometimes all are republican chinese and just doesn't feel right. If sasa they all weren't there, i only got those aunties and one or 2 younger ones that i can talk to. Also, just some captains to talk to. Getting real boring at OHS, not that their things are boring, the working staff are the ones, missed those days... Very mUCh.... Hai...
Forget it, bout school, still got a lot to do. Very slack lor me. That's y i didn't wanna go work liao, no time for school work and i can't do on bus, i'll feel like puking. Cham... Just tomorrow to complete so much... hAi... Hope i can at least complete most of it bah...
FAmily... Haven't talk to them much these couple of days, just my mama... Papa, same, paranoid bout me coming home late. I still can't figure out the reson for his sudden paranoia. Hai... wadever....
Enough, gonna go prepare for work once again... Ciao...
Still, no movie watched this holiday and i swore to watch one, bo bian, no time i guess... Ghost Train, Batman Begins, Mr & mrs Smith... Initial D? Erm.. Heard it is nice, but just dun like jay chou.. HahA! If i ever watched that, then it is cos of Edison Chen... HAHA!
Living in a place I once called paradise but now, it seems like a living hell.... Life is about to show it's true colour to me again... I was running from the truth...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Another day
Should i say it is a day which doesn't contain much excitement yet it is filled with pleasant happenings.
1st, in school, i redo the acrylic track table which was done successfully. I happily stopped wadever and i realised if i buck up a bit, i might be able to complete the artefact by this week, leaving some touch-ups, but then again, how is it possible? I'm a bit too lazy to do that. I still gotta find a way to stablize the gearbox, then how to cover the track up and all those blah blah stuff. To be exact, i guess i still got 1/2 of the artefact to complete but with 3/4 of thinking to do. So much yet time is so little.
After that, went to Ting's aunt place. Her aunt is out of town and she went there to pray and also help to start the engine of her aunt's car which had a bit of a prob. Anyhow, went back to her aunt's place and started doing homework. Later, Yu didn't wanna come so we decided to go pool instead. Asked Eric and Lawrence to come along. Eric wanted to cut hair and lots of stuff came along later. Lawrence leh, a bit cute lor hor, but ended up not coming coz he was tired. PiG... Eric leh, after a lot of stuff, he came to Panjang, cut his hair and wasted lots of time there, actually didn't feel like going le, but then his treat, so we went!
During Pool, he was "byoing" this chio bu, heh! And Ting and I were provoking him with those words and he missed so many shots. Ha! So funny lor. 1st time see a guy really panicked coz of a girl! HeH~ Pool wasn't as fun today coz it was short and i'm a bit tired after a day out.
Then hor, Pa and Ma, i cannot tahan lor, kept calling de. Wad tHe! Like spying me, can't even have private time out. Now i know why i got so much calls liao. I didn't use it for friends, it's for them. Kept on calling and ask the same old question which i am so fed up of answering. Then, i was on the bus liao, pa called, i told me, i'm near home, he hung up, next came mama, i got so angry, i hung up her phone without waiting for her reply. I was so frustrated to pick up their phones lor! And every single time, they'll say those words which have been repeated again and again. Especially papa lor! Dunnoe y recently he got so paranoid bout me going out and working. I mean, i worked last year,and i did OT, ma didn't say anything but he just kept calling. Went out, in a day, he'll call more than 5 times, i am so fed up with it, sometimes i dun even feel like picking it up. If i'm at home, nvm lor, at least no need to pay those bills and i'm obviously free, when i'm outside, i'm doing stuff lor, still have to answer his questions. During work, if nv pick up his call, he'll be calling and calling and calling, sometimes i dun even feel like calling him back, waste of money, the things he asked were the same. OT? U know wad? I used to work OT b4 as well, he nv stayed up to wait for me, now, he would be standing outside the house waiting for me. I'm like, whY? LAst yr, he didn't do it. now? For wad? I'm a year older lor hor! Wah lao... I was so pissed, i shouted at both of them when i got home and pa still wanted to asked me wanna eat not, i ji tao say, "dun wan lah!". And mama was trying to say, i came back so late, that's y they called, come on lor, call also dun need to call so many times de lor! Once, twice can le lor, already a lot liao leh! Ok, fine, i'm a girl, i'm the youngest, they r worried, understandable, but they are crossing way too much of the line! So mad! Hai... So paranoid for wad? Wad would i do? i'm 17, i know wad i'm doing and i know wad is right, they are just too overprotective... I am growing really sick of it... I guess that is part of growing up, struggling to get out of the arms that have been protecting you. Like i said, i've grown up, it is different now, i'm learning to fly on my own, they should let it go, if not, how am i suppose to survive it out there? How? hai...
This morning, Lawrence woke me up coz he wanted to ans my qn. Wad is QA? I asked bt kor and him last night. He wanted to sleep so he said he would ans tml, but didn't except him to msg so early lah, 7am.. very dot dot dot lor... But both of them answered wrongly... Ha! QA= question and analysis. heH! SiCkO.. LAter, SmS him a bit bout some stuff, dun rmb wad le. Then, Firdaus Sms mE as well, talked bout some stuff as well... HeH! Somebody misses me today which make me pretty speechless... HeH!
Anyhow, to inform all friends reading this, weather hasn't been good recently, sudden hotness and sudden coldness, u pple must take care of yourself ok?! Dun get sick wor! Drink more water!!! I told a few friends bout this. I rmbed telling eric, coz he was sick the other day, so asked him to take care. So friends! Rest well, take care k! Getting siCk SUX!!!
1st, in school, i redo the acrylic track table which was done successfully. I happily stopped wadever and i realised if i buck up a bit, i might be able to complete the artefact by this week, leaving some touch-ups, but then again, how is it possible? I'm a bit too lazy to do that. I still gotta find a way to stablize the gearbox, then how to cover the track up and all those blah blah stuff. To be exact, i guess i still got 1/2 of the artefact to complete but with 3/4 of thinking to do. So much yet time is so little.
After that, went to Ting's aunt place. Her aunt is out of town and she went there to pray and also help to start the engine of her aunt's car which had a bit of a prob. Anyhow, went back to her aunt's place and started doing homework. Later, Yu didn't wanna come so we decided to go pool instead. Asked Eric and Lawrence to come along. Eric wanted to cut hair and lots of stuff came along later. Lawrence leh, a bit cute lor hor, but ended up not coming coz he was tired. PiG... Eric leh, after a lot of stuff, he came to Panjang, cut his hair and wasted lots of time there, actually didn't feel like going le, but then his treat, so we went!
During Pool, he was "byoing" this chio bu, heh! And Ting and I were provoking him with those words and he missed so many shots. Ha! So funny lor. 1st time see a guy really panicked coz of a girl! HeH~ Pool wasn't as fun today coz it was short and i'm a bit tired after a day out.
Then hor, Pa and Ma, i cannot tahan lor, kept calling de. Wad tHe! Like spying me, can't even have private time out. Now i know why i got so much calls liao. I didn't use it for friends, it's for them. Kept on calling and ask the same old question which i am so fed up of answering. Then, i was on the bus liao, pa called, i told me, i'm near home, he hung up, next came mama, i got so angry, i hung up her phone without waiting for her reply. I was so frustrated to pick up their phones lor! And every single time, they'll say those words which have been repeated again and again. Especially papa lor! Dunnoe y recently he got so paranoid bout me going out and working. I mean, i worked last year,and i did OT, ma didn't say anything but he just kept calling. Went out, in a day, he'll call more than 5 times, i am so fed up with it, sometimes i dun even feel like picking it up. If i'm at home, nvm lor, at least no need to pay those bills and i'm obviously free, when i'm outside, i'm doing stuff lor, still have to answer his questions. During work, if nv pick up his call, he'll be calling and calling and calling, sometimes i dun even feel like calling him back, waste of money, the things he asked were the same. OT? U know wad? I used to work OT b4 as well, he nv stayed up to wait for me, now, he would be standing outside the house waiting for me. I'm like, whY? LAst yr, he didn't do it. now? For wad? I'm a year older lor hor! Wah lao... I was so pissed, i shouted at both of them when i got home and pa still wanted to asked me wanna eat not, i ji tao say, "dun wan lah!". And mama was trying to say, i came back so late, that's y they called, come on lor, call also dun need to call so many times de lor! Once, twice can le lor, already a lot liao leh! Ok, fine, i'm a girl, i'm the youngest, they r worried, understandable, but they are crossing way too much of the line! So mad! Hai... So paranoid for wad? Wad would i do? i'm 17, i know wad i'm doing and i know wad is right, they are just too overprotective... I am growing really sick of it... I guess that is part of growing up, struggling to get out of the arms that have been protecting you. Like i said, i've grown up, it is different now, i'm learning to fly on my own, they should let it go, if not, how am i suppose to survive it out there? How? hai...
This morning, Lawrence woke me up coz he wanted to ans my qn. Wad is QA? I asked bt kor and him last night. He wanted to sleep so he said he would ans tml, but didn't except him to msg so early lah, 7am.. very dot dot dot lor... But both of them answered wrongly... Ha! QA= question and analysis. heH! SiCkO.. LAter, SmS him a bit bout some stuff, dun rmb wad le. Then, Firdaus Sms mE as well, talked bout some stuff as well... HeH! Somebody misses me today which make me pretty speechless... HeH!
Anyhow, to inform all friends reading this, weather hasn't been good recently, sudden hotness and sudden coldness, u pple must take care of yourself ok?! Dun get sick wor! Drink more water!!! I told a few friends bout this. I rmbed telling eric, coz he was sick the other day, so asked him to take care. So friends! Rest well, take care k! Getting siCk SUX!!!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Lots of stuff...
Well, well, well, yesterday was another day of work. Due to Ot on Saturday, i was pretty exhuasted yesterday. I did sat down to settle some of my maths qn that i was stucked with. Lack of concentration, i stopped, went to prepare for work.
Everything done by 4.15 and so i went out. Bought Mentos as usual and a bottle of H2O to make sure i dun puke on the bus. Sort of slept a bit on the bus and the next thing i knew was, i've reached OHS. Dragged myself into the hotel and did everything restlessly.
Met TingLing and her mum there but i was still pretty restless so didn't talk much. After all were done, went to canteen and wait for her mum to finish eating. Then, i went over to talk to Firdaus and Najib. Ermm.. Quite a bit of craps came out of their mouth and couldn't fit in. HA! OT firdaus asked, didn't gave him an exact answer, and Najib was like "U r the 1st his ask u know?" And there goes all the other craps.
Hai.. Lawrence bully me again... Out of all the other girls, he gave me 4 tables. HAi... Or should i say, out of all the pple in the ballroom, he gave me and Jia ning 2 to 4.... Wah lao... Sad lor... and he dares laugh at it. Good thing Jia Ning is a nice guy and he worked well. Also, Lawrence is not inhuman lah, he helped out quite a bit. Hee~ Remembered all the tables were very slow except for one which only consists of 5 pple, it is of cos they are fast. Got one table, they were god damn sLOW!!!!!!!! Sucks lOr, all very impolite de(except for 1 lady), all give me those F*** face lor... Wah lao, their suZane already got 2 platter liao neh, and next dish is here, haven't clear anything lor... SiCkoS... But then, i thought to myself, since i'm working OT and the dessert is theirs, who CARES!!! If it gets cold it's their problem. So i went to look out for the other 3 tables, till their platter very empty liao then clear. heH! Mean of me, but that's a fact.
Everything finish liao, everybody dismissed liao, Firdaus started to give instructions to which who goes to where and i ended up packing store with Andy which was incomplete when we were told to go eat. Hee~ While eating, Chung Ee asked wad is that Shitaka Mushroom(if i'm not wrong), and i started telling them the story whereby the guests were saying. This lady from this table was asking wad is that and after some serious answering, a guy came out and said "It's penis"(cos it takes the form of a penis) and they were laughing while i was trying to endure. So i told them this story, and they all starting crapping and i dunnoe wad happened, Najib wanted to explain wad is penis to me, and Chris started saying "Apple knew, she got bf b4." And they carried on with all those stuff and i got a bit puzzled bout wad they were saying, so i just smiled along... Erm... very weird right?! Erm... SiCk... HAHA!
OT started out fine, we were folding the tablecloths back coz there were changes. After that, i was told to bring the washed linens to the store. Erm.. After helping out Tingling and mama to squeeze the dirty linens into the cage, i went along. Erm... The store is very creepy u know. I was very scared in there alone. I kept singing, and i gotta fold the tablecloths and napkins properly. It felt so eerie! It was exceptionally scary at the inner part of the store, coz u know, gotta go deeper and i was so scared something might pop out. But heh! think to much lah! I was able to stay put in there without any panicking and finished the stuff. Went on to help Najib with the settings. hee~ It was then, when Firdaus broke the news to me that i'm gonna stayed till 2. I was like totally wanting to cry liao... HAi... He was trying to persuade me and ya, u know, as always, i gave in. Hai.. Went on to do stuff, real shack at that point. ANd i wasn't sure of the setting, and kept walking in and out of the stewarding just to get to wad is necessary. And guess wad? I risk falling down, i climbed onto this very unstable box just to get the high-ball glasses. Then i thought i'm done when Chris asked me to get another 20 glasses and put them outside. Sian... After that, went to 2nd lvl, to the conference store and changed up.
After changing, i heard somebody calling me, but i ignored coz i thought my ears were playing tricks but then, it was true lah, Firdaus was calling me, he and Najib were at the staircase smoking. And he was asking that i changed in the store and i said yes and he said didn't ask him to join me, and i'm like, craps... Well, totally dying... Took cash, get IC, onto the cab. Guess wad, i hit my foot when i was in the cab, sad lor... Everytime when i'm tired, i gotta injured myself. Hai... It was raining real hard back at the west. SiAn...
Ee's memory is very good, he remembered the way back to tingling's and my house. Well, for tingling, can understand lah, but mine.. HeH! He really got a good memory lor... Just a few steps out the cab to my block, i was 1/4 drenched. Hai... Back home, bathed and straight to bed.
This morning, i wanted to wake up to go D&T. I felt my back bone hurting, it's sort of stuck and it hurts! And my head was starting to spin... And so, i lie back down, and sleep. I decided not to go le.. Ting as well.. Hee~ Till, 1+ then i woke up, i was damn tired. Ot, 2 days in a roll, cannot make it liao lah... However i got enough rest. I was trying to do some hw just now but can't pen down so decided to do some D&T which i didn't touch much as well lor...
5 days for me to complete my homework. ERmm... Try to bah! Just now was talking to Ting bout different things, short and brief one. And i gotta find out quite a bit of stuff... Hehe~ Like she said, some pple whom we used to be close to seem to have drift away. Coz of the environment i guess. Well, that's life...
People moved away, friends drift apart but I believe, somewhere in our heart, they are there, silently caring...
Everything done by 4.15 and so i went out. Bought Mentos as usual and a bottle of H2O to make sure i dun puke on the bus. Sort of slept a bit on the bus and the next thing i knew was, i've reached OHS. Dragged myself into the hotel and did everything restlessly.
Met TingLing and her mum there but i was still pretty restless so didn't talk much. After all were done, went to canteen and wait for her mum to finish eating. Then, i went over to talk to Firdaus and Najib. Ermm.. Quite a bit of craps came out of their mouth and couldn't fit in. HA! OT firdaus asked, didn't gave him an exact answer, and Najib was like "U r the 1st his ask u know?" And there goes all the other craps.
Hai.. Lawrence bully me again... Out of all the other girls, he gave me 4 tables. HAi... Or should i say, out of all the pple in the ballroom, he gave me and Jia ning 2 to 4.... Wah lao... Sad lor... and he dares laugh at it. Good thing Jia Ning is a nice guy and he worked well. Also, Lawrence is not inhuman lah, he helped out quite a bit. Hee~ Remembered all the tables were very slow except for one which only consists of 5 pple, it is of cos they are fast. Got one table, they were god damn sLOW!!!!!!!! Sucks lOr, all very impolite de(except for 1 lady), all give me those F*** face lor... Wah lao, their suZane already got 2 platter liao neh, and next dish is here, haven't clear anything lor... SiCkoS... But then, i thought to myself, since i'm working OT and the dessert is theirs, who CARES!!! If it gets cold it's their problem. So i went to look out for the other 3 tables, till their platter very empty liao then clear. heH! Mean of me, but that's a fact.
Everything finish liao, everybody dismissed liao, Firdaus started to give instructions to which who goes to where and i ended up packing store with Andy which was incomplete when we were told to go eat. Hee~ While eating, Chung Ee asked wad is that Shitaka Mushroom(if i'm not wrong), and i started telling them the story whereby the guests were saying. This lady from this table was asking wad is that and after some serious answering, a guy came out and said "It's penis"(cos it takes the form of a penis) and they were laughing while i was trying to endure. So i told them this story, and they all starting crapping and i dunnoe wad happened, Najib wanted to explain wad is penis to me, and Chris started saying "Apple knew, she got bf b4." And they carried on with all those stuff and i got a bit puzzled bout wad they were saying, so i just smiled along... Erm... very weird right?! Erm... SiCk... HAHA!
OT started out fine, we were folding the tablecloths back coz there were changes. After that, i was told to bring the washed linens to the store. Erm.. After helping out Tingling and mama to squeeze the dirty linens into the cage, i went along. Erm... The store is very creepy u know. I was very scared in there alone. I kept singing, and i gotta fold the tablecloths and napkins properly. It felt so eerie! It was exceptionally scary at the inner part of the store, coz u know, gotta go deeper and i was so scared something might pop out. But heh! think to much lah! I was able to stay put in there without any panicking and finished the stuff. Went on to help Najib with the settings. hee~ It was then, when Firdaus broke the news to me that i'm gonna stayed till 2. I was like totally wanting to cry liao... HAi... He was trying to persuade me and ya, u know, as always, i gave in. Hai.. Went on to do stuff, real shack at that point. ANd i wasn't sure of the setting, and kept walking in and out of the stewarding just to get to wad is necessary. And guess wad? I risk falling down, i climbed onto this very unstable box just to get the high-ball glasses. Then i thought i'm done when Chris asked me to get another 20 glasses and put them outside. Sian... After that, went to 2nd lvl, to the conference store and changed up.
After changing, i heard somebody calling me, but i ignored coz i thought my ears were playing tricks but then, it was true lah, Firdaus was calling me, he and Najib were at the staircase smoking. And he was asking that i changed in the store and i said yes and he said didn't ask him to join me, and i'm like, craps... Well, totally dying... Took cash, get IC, onto the cab. Guess wad, i hit my foot when i was in the cab, sad lor... Everytime when i'm tired, i gotta injured myself. Hai... It was raining real hard back at the west. SiAn...
Ee's memory is very good, he remembered the way back to tingling's and my house. Well, for tingling, can understand lah, but mine.. HeH! He really got a good memory lor... Just a few steps out the cab to my block, i was 1/4 drenched. Hai... Back home, bathed and straight to bed.
This morning, i wanted to wake up to go D&T. I felt my back bone hurting, it's sort of stuck and it hurts! And my head was starting to spin... And so, i lie back down, and sleep. I decided not to go le.. Ting as well.. Hee~ Till, 1+ then i woke up, i was damn tired. Ot, 2 days in a roll, cannot make it liao lah... However i got enough rest. I was trying to do some hw just now but can't pen down so decided to do some D&T which i didn't touch much as well lor...
5 days for me to complete my homework. ERmm... Try to bah! Just now was talking to Ting bout different things, short and brief one. And i gotta find out quite a bit of stuff... Hehe~ Like she said, some pple whom we used to be close to seem to have drift away. Coz of the environment i guess. Well, that's life...
People moved away, friends drift apart but I believe, somewhere in our heart, they are there, silently caring...
Sunday, June 19, 2005
full of work
Yesterday, woke up pretty late, was eating the mee fen which papa bought, the smell of the chilli makes me wanna puke, good thing there wasn't lots of them. Then i sat down and wrote a compo. HAHA!!! Was a bit surprised that i did one compo but since it's to be done, y not do it. actually wanted to continue with the 2nd one, but dun feel like doing already so i stopped. Went to prepare for work.
Went out for work pretty early, went to interchange bought sweets and bread. Argh! I took the wrong bread, it was Otah bread and it's so spicy lor. Ate only half and can't go on liao, threw it away. On the bus, can u believe it? It was totally packed with pple, couldn't find a place to sit and i stood for the whole journey! Omg, my leg hor, a bit numb liao... Hai...
Hong Ling came back to work yesterday, it has been a while since i saw her. Ermm... She's still the same bah, hair got a bit of colour. Anyhow, went to drink water, relax a bit and went up to put bag. Then, proceed to work.
Wedding and D&D last night. Erm... Did D&D.. Erm.. initially was ok lor, later part, i got a bit tired from all the oval trays and walking, a bit shack. Ermm.. Then Firdaus was trying to cheer me up a little, ya, i smiled a bit. LAter, i picked up during the wrong time, got reprimanded by Eric. Heh! So funny, but i apologized quite a few times to him and he forgave me. HeHe~ But felt a bit guilty for not taking instructions properly. Moreover, my eyes starting to get blur, coz of all the straining while looking at the "very far" tables and i couldn't focus coz of the pain. HAi... Anyway, apologized to him and he said it's ok and asked me to take care of my health? Ermm... My eyes perharps.
Other than that, everything were good. I got a bit better during OT coz of the break we had, and Wen hui say i'm "Anti-social" just because i wasn't hanging out with Sa sa and co. Hai... Fact is, dun really know them too well, only sasa and aiying and there were no place to sit in the bar, i wanted to sleep. So i went to the ballrooms which i realised, there are still pple in there, so i went to the backarea, sat of the stair case, all the other captains were eating. While i'm totally dying. Joking around with Lawrence and Skinny. Erm... Come to think bout it, haven't really hang out with the 2 of them for quite a while. USed to go out sometimes back then.. Well, do missed some of their craps. Like skinny imitating me and Lawrence silence "charm". Heh!
Ot started, and i recall myself running quite a lot, dunnoe y, just kept running to get stuff, to find pple. Nuts of me... Hurt myself quite a few times... 1st time, i dun have to count linens, other girls were doing it, so good... Then, went around to look for linens and stuff... heh! Ended at bout 2.30 i think. Went to change up and later, a series of unfortunate events happened, erm... Not to mention, i guess after today? Pple will get to know wad. I got warned not to drag the trash bag at the lobby... But i find it quite funny, coz that lady chase all the way to the canteen to tell me that, Ee and i were laughing bout it. Hee~ Shh.... Dun tell anyone... ermm...
In transport, Qiu Ong happen to be sitting beside me, and he likes to talk a lot. Well, from studies to love life to work, we talked bout almost everything during that short journey. And it's during that ride that i come to know that Najib and Chris live next to each other. HeH! And they said i got excited when they mention Chris. heh! Dun kid with me...
Reached home, ate a bit and went to bed. Till 12.30 today. erm... later also got work. 6pm. can relax a bit now. see how, go and do some work.
hao.. Come again tml or later. BuAi!
Went out for work pretty early, went to interchange bought sweets and bread. Argh! I took the wrong bread, it was Otah bread and it's so spicy lor. Ate only half and can't go on liao, threw it away. On the bus, can u believe it? It was totally packed with pple, couldn't find a place to sit and i stood for the whole journey! Omg, my leg hor, a bit numb liao... Hai...
Hong Ling came back to work yesterday, it has been a while since i saw her. Ermm... She's still the same bah, hair got a bit of colour. Anyhow, went to drink water, relax a bit and went up to put bag. Then, proceed to work.
Wedding and D&D last night. Erm... Did D&D.. Erm.. initially was ok lor, later part, i got a bit tired from all the oval trays and walking, a bit shack. Ermm.. Then Firdaus was trying to cheer me up a little, ya, i smiled a bit. LAter, i picked up during the wrong time, got reprimanded by Eric. Heh! So funny, but i apologized quite a few times to him and he forgave me. HeHe~ But felt a bit guilty for not taking instructions properly. Moreover, my eyes starting to get blur, coz of all the straining while looking at the "very far" tables and i couldn't focus coz of the pain. HAi... Anyway, apologized to him and he said it's ok and asked me to take care of my health? Ermm... My eyes perharps.
Other than that, everything were good. I got a bit better during OT coz of the break we had, and Wen hui say i'm "Anti-social" just because i wasn't hanging out with Sa sa and co. Hai... Fact is, dun really know them too well, only sasa and aiying and there were no place to sit in the bar, i wanted to sleep. So i went to the ballrooms which i realised, there are still pple in there, so i went to the backarea, sat of the stair case, all the other captains were eating. While i'm totally dying. Joking around with Lawrence and Skinny. Erm... Come to think bout it, haven't really hang out with the 2 of them for quite a while. USed to go out sometimes back then.. Well, do missed some of their craps. Like skinny imitating me and Lawrence silence "charm". Heh!
Ot started, and i recall myself running quite a lot, dunnoe y, just kept running to get stuff, to find pple. Nuts of me... Hurt myself quite a few times... 1st time, i dun have to count linens, other girls were doing it, so good... Then, went around to look for linens and stuff... heh! Ended at bout 2.30 i think. Went to change up and later, a series of unfortunate events happened, erm... Not to mention, i guess after today? Pple will get to know wad. I got warned not to drag the trash bag at the lobby... But i find it quite funny, coz that lady chase all the way to the canteen to tell me that, Ee and i were laughing bout it. Hee~ Shh.... Dun tell anyone... ermm...
In transport, Qiu Ong happen to be sitting beside me, and he likes to talk a lot. Well, from studies to love life to work, we talked bout almost everything during that short journey. And it's during that ride that i come to know that Najib and Chris live next to each other. HeH! And they said i got excited when they mention Chris. heh! Dun kid with me...
Reached home, ate a bit and went to bed. Till 12.30 today. erm... later also got work. 6pm. can relax a bit now. see how, go and do some work.
hao.. Come again tml or later. BuAi!
Saturday, June 18, 2005
back
Erm... 3 days without blogging. Those 3 days were as usual, tiring, but always fun.
School was the same, I seem to be late everyday but well, it's d&t, being late is not very bad, and i wasn't late for too long, like 5 -10 min. Yup, i am progressing. As in my D&T artefact. Ermm... I got the hexagon done, the body done, now, i'm struggling with the belt which i think is ok. At least i know how to get it moving with Mr Chin's talks. Unlike Miss Lim, who doesn't even wanna talk to me bout it, without any choice left, i approached Mr Chin. HeH! It's good that he solved my problem. Next in line will be, the table and the wall for the gearbox. Then i guess, my artefact will be done. I predict like 2 or 3 more weeks? I think can be done bah. I guess.... At home, time to start with the folio le.
Work last night was, well, the most boring one i have ever encountered. I guess it was because there's only one small wedding dinner and staff were more than enough. And Lau came up personally to assist the couples. Chris were around the VIP tables helping out while Joey and me looked and served. A bit sian all the way. Both of us thought the same way. Ha!
Awkward in the beginning when Lawrence was asking me bout Billy... Then i awkwardly told him that he's not my bF... Later, Christopher came shouting, "Apple, your lao gong ask u wanna work OT not!" Then i'm like, standing by the table, with my eyes wide open, and Lawrence was laughing, telling Chris not to anyhow say... HAHA!!! Told Chris b4 but he forgot, well, it's ok lah... I dun mind wor... O yA! And, Tingling's mama was saying how Billy and I were perfect match, when i was in front of her and Billy behind her. HA! However, it is weird coz i dun feel much anymore, coz i guess after those pondering that night, i had it in mind that it is over, he is my friend. So, no harm! Moreover his station was just behind us and it wasn't that cham lor. Like i said, dun feel much le. Now, at least they all knew bout it already. Heh! OT was ok, worked with Najib, he is, u know... U know... Dunno how to describe but left me some stuff to do and finished them. Then did a very unfamiliar setting, and i'm glad, i knew how to do liao...
I stayed at home the other day, skipping one day of d&t. Like i planned, i cleaned up my area, and leaving more places for things. And later that evening, went out for Yuki YakI, as planned. Ermm... It was all great. It had been a while since i went out with my class guys. this time, having lots of fun. Coincidentally, we met Chua and ying ying in yuki yaki. Chua said it was his BD that day and he is still so noisy after so long. HA! Went to Heeren for a while, stomach totally bloated, felt like vomitting already. Spent $24 on food... Ate a bit too much. While we walked out of heeren, saw Andy, Wei Xing and Wesley. Said Hi to them though i dunnoe who wesley is.. Heh! Next, went to Lucky plaza, baleno, wanting to get a V-cut Tee, sadly, there's not L size.. Hai... too Fat... But then, Ting told me just now, that there's L already!!! HAHA!!! gonna go and try it and buy it. More, went to Giodano and bought a collar tee which i later learnt is called Polo Tee... Pink one... Quite weird of me to choose Pink but u know, dun wan to be really that dark, when i have such rosy cheeks! HA! Sickening of me! Went to "this fashion", yu, yuting and me, bought t-shirts which are childish but able to suit us pretty well. And i bought a short pants for casual wear and that's it. Spent over $20 on clothes that day. Brought $50 out, left with $2 back. HA!!!
I still feel like buying stuff lor.. A bit out of my mind but really wanna satisfy myself. Mp3, will be able to get it once Ming Ming is free, we'll go.
I guess those 3 days were not so bad except i got my eye bags out again. hee~ Ugly... Tml, can sleep more then will be going to work. Considering whether to work Ot not, coz my situation not very good... Hee~ U know... But in need of Cash... Moreover, my hp bill, $62!!!! OMG!!! All cos of the phone calls... I reduced on my SmS already but the phone calls... Sian... Hao bah, Maybe if there is OT, then work bah.. Hai... Leave it to decide tml.
Seriously, u guys should check out BSB new album, coz it is just too aweSOME!!!!!!! Believe me! It is SO NICE!!! THe ballads are great, the R&B were smooth, the pop-rock edge is there... WoR... Love tHem! They are just too GoOD to rESiSt! WaKAKAKAKA!!!
It's all so dark and mysterious, when the one you want doesn't want you.
School was the same, I seem to be late everyday but well, it's d&t, being late is not very bad, and i wasn't late for too long, like 5 -10 min. Yup, i am progressing. As in my D&T artefact. Ermm... I got the hexagon done, the body done, now, i'm struggling with the belt which i think is ok. At least i know how to get it moving with Mr Chin's talks. Unlike Miss Lim, who doesn't even wanna talk to me bout it, without any choice left, i approached Mr Chin. HeH! It's good that he solved my problem. Next in line will be, the table and the wall for the gearbox. Then i guess, my artefact will be done. I predict like 2 or 3 more weeks? I think can be done bah. I guess.... At home, time to start with the folio le.
Work last night was, well, the most boring one i have ever encountered. I guess it was because there's only one small wedding dinner and staff were more than enough. And Lau came up personally to assist the couples. Chris were around the VIP tables helping out while Joey and me looked and served. A bit sian all the way. Both of us thought the same way. Ha!
Awkward in the beginning when Lawrence was asking me bout Billy... Then i awkwardly told him that he's not my bF... Later, Christopher came shouting, "Apple, your lao gong ask u wanna work OT not!" Then i'm like, standing by the table, with my eyes wide open, and Lawrence was laughing, telling Chris not to anyhow say... HAHA!!! Told Chris b4 but he forgot, well, it's ok lah... I dun mind wor... O yA! And, Tingling's mama was saying how Billy and I were perfect match, when i was in front of her and Billy behind her. HA! However, it is weird coz i dun feel much anymore, coz i guess after those pondering that night, i had it in mind that it is over, he is my friend. So, no harm! Moreover his station was just behind us and it wasn't that cham lor. Like i said, dun feel much le. Now, at least they all knew bout it already. Heh! OT was ok, worked with Najib, he is, u know... U know... Dunno how to describe but left me some stuff to do and finished them. Then did a very unfamiliar setting, and i'm glad, i knew how to do liao...
I stayed at home the other day, skipping one day of d&t. Like i planned, i cleaned up my area, and leaving more places for things. And later that evening, went out for Yuki YakI, as planned. Ermm... It was all great. It had been a while since i went out with my class guys. this time, having lots of fun. Coincidentally, we met Chua and ying ying in yuki yaki. Chua said it was his BD that day and he is still so noisy after so long. HA! Went to Heeren for a while, stomach totally bloated, felt like vomitting already. Spent $24 on food... Ate a bit too much. While we walked out of heeren, saw Andy, Wei Xing and Wesley. Said Hi to them though i dunnoe who wesley is.. Heh! Next, went to Lucky plaza, baleno, wanting to get a V-cut Tee, sadly, there's not L size.. Hai... too Fat... But then, Ting told me just now, that there's L already!!! HAHA!!! gonna go and try it and buy it. More, went to Giodano and bought a collar tee which i later learnt is called Polo Tee... Pink one... Quite weird of me to choose Pink but u know, dun wan to be really that dark, when i have such rosy cheeks! HA! Sickening of me! Went to "this fashion", yu, yuting and me, bought t-shirts which are childish but able to suit us pretty well. And i bought a short pants for casual wear and that's it. Spent over $20 on clothes that day. Brought $50 out, left with $2 back. HA!!!
I still feel like buying stuff lor.. A bit out of my mind but really wanna satisfy myself. Mp3, will be able to get it once Ming Ming is free, we'll go.
I guess those 3 days were not so bad except i got my eye bags out again. hee~ Ugly... Tml, can sleep more then will be going to work. Considering whether to work Ot not, coz my situation not very good... Hee~ U know... But in need of Cash... Moreover, my hp bill, $62!!!! OMG!!! All cos of the phone calls... I reduced on my SmS already but the phone calls... Sian... Hao bah, Maybe if there is OT, then work bah.. Hai... Leave it to decide tml.
Seriously, u guys should check out BSB new album, coz it is just too aweSOME!!!!!!! Believe me! It is SO NICE!!! THe ballads are great, the R&B were smooth, the pop-rock edge is there... WoR... Love tHem! They are just too GoOD to rESiSt! WaKAKAKAKA!!!
It's all so dark and mysterious, when the one you want doesn't want you.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
14th June
Today is an awesome DAY! I didn't felt any bit of tiredness in school, i had lots of fun chatting along with Linda while we are the only ones in the D&T room. I finally had an idea how am i suppose to finish my gear part. After that, i believe it will be pretty easy to complete everything else. HeH!
Another thing that i'm overjoyed about. I GOT BSB ALBUM!!!!!! HAHA!!! Highly anticipated and finally the wait is over!!! HeH! So happy when i got it. Cheryl, Linda and Ping Hong can't stand me... HEe~ I'm like totally screaming and jumping there. CAn u believe it? I haven't felt that "me" come for a very long time. It's like the little apple is back, chasing after her idol like nobody's business. Hee~ *sHY* However, when i open the album, a bit disappointed with the booklet lah, cos instead of a booklet, it is a sheet of paper, folded up. But then again, it is already good. Wad matters most are the songs in there. Back home, started listening to it and almost immediately, i fell in love with the song "NEver Gone". A very nice song. Definitely be a hit if it came out as a single. Heh! It sounds real good! I love it so mUCH!!!! Guess wad? Backstreet's back, and nothing can stop them now! :D
Besides BSB, i sat down to do some hw today. I realised there was nothing to watch on TV, nothing to surf on net so i decided to go do some hw and i did, but of coz, i didn't complete all, i'm left with like 8 questions from one of the maths paper. As much as i did, there are still a lot more. 3 more sets of maths? One set of HU and lots of EL. Well, gotta buck up a bit wor.
Sort of decided not to go D&T tml. Plans for tml, gonna stay at home and sort of do some cleaning up of my area. Arranged my books orderly and make some room for myself. I find my area very messy since the year started. Heh! Recently i bought quite a few new things so wanna make it all fit in. But leh, wad i yearn more is to have a room of my own!!!! ARGH!!! SO long liao still dun have! 17 liao leh! Need some private space for myself sia! HAi... Long wait...
Just now, dunnoe y, Tingling suddenly jio me out. Quite weird cos it's been awhile since we went out together le, ever since we broke up with the 2 guys. Heh! Well, promised to go out with her on Friday, not gonna break it.
Tml night, Yuki YaKi with some of my classmates. Ermm... Still waiting for bt kor lor... Aiya... He seems so busy and some more, his pay haven't get? Hee~ Well... Movie in line, "Ghost train to hell", "Cursed", "premonition". HA! All scary movie. Only got Madagascar not scary but promised to go watch with yuting, so no choice. Still got ting neh... Erm... ANother Long wait...
O ya, i decided to spend the $$ i earned the other day. Buy some clothes and get my mp3 but mama got a lot of opinion for it lor. I mean, it's true that i shouldn't be such a spendthrift but then i haven't really spend my heart out for the past few months le. Besides my hp, all other stuff are old de, my bag is, my pencil case is. And lots more. Well, it's $200 i'm talking bout. Not a really big amount yet, it is not small as well. I worked 2 full days for that. Seem to be a waste to spend them just like that but leh, hands itching a bit lor. heh! Moreover, i got lesser and lesser clothes in my wardrobe that i like. Got sick of most of it. Left with only 2 or 3 that i like. Heh! Chosy... Well, gonna consider bout it bah.
BSB still rocks for so long. Life is back to where it stopped 5 years ago. I wish i could turn back time to when i was Pri 6, the days back then were so much better than it is now. However,life now is not too bad, at least i got things that are realistic. Like i said b4, backstreet boys brings back those old times, and it brings the young and naive apple back but deep within, knowing i've grown up so much... Too much...
Never gone, never far, in my heart is where you are. Always close, everyday, every second of the way. Even though for now we got to say goodbye, I know u'll be forever in my mind. -Never Gone by BSB-
Another thing that i'm overjoyed about. I GOT BSB ALBUM!!!!!! HAHA!!! Highly anticipated and finally the wait is over!!! HeH! So happy when i got it. Cheryl, Linda and Ping Hong can't stand me... HEe~ I'm like totally screaming and jumping there. CAn u believe it? I haven't felt that "me" come for a very long time. It's like the little apple is back, chasing after her idol like nobody's business. Hee~ *sHY* However, when i open the album, a bit disappointed with the booklet lah, cos instead of a booklet, it is a sheet of paper, folded up. But then again, it is already good. Wad matters most are the songs in there. Back home, started listening to it and almost immediately, i fell in love with the song "NEver Gone". A very nice song. Definitely be a hit if it came out as a single. Heh! It sounds real good! I love it so mUCH!!!! Guess wad? Backstreet's back, and nothing can stop them now! :D
Besides BSB, i sat down to do some hw today. I realised there was nothing to watch on TV, nothing to surf on net so i decided to go do some hw and i did, but of coz, i didn't complete all, i'm left with like 8 questions from one of the maths paper. As much as i did, there are still a lot more. 3 more sets of maths? One set of HU and lots of EL. Well, gotta buck up a bit wor.
Sort of decided not to go D&T tml. Plans for tml, gonna stay at home and sort of do some cleaning up of my area. Arranged my books orderly and make some room for myself. I find my area very messy since the year started. Heh! Recently i bought quite a few new things so wanna make it all fit in. But leh, wad i yearn more is to have a room of my own!!!! ARGH!!! SO long liao still dun have! 17 liao leh! Need some private space for myself sia! HAi... Long wait...
Just now, dunnoe y, Tingling suddenly jio me out. Quite weird cos it's been awhile since we went out together le, ever since we broke up with the 2 guys. Heh! Well, promised to go out with her on Friday, not gonna break it.
Tml night, Yuki YaKi with some of my classmates. Ermm... Still waiting for bt kor lor... Aiya... He seems so busy and some more, his pay haven't get? Hee~ Well... Movie in line, "Ghost train to hell", "Cursed", "premonition". HA! All scary movie. Only got Madagascar not scary but promised to go watch with yuting, so no choice. Still got ting neh... Erm... ANother Long wait...
O ya, i decided to spend the $$ i earned the other day. Buy some clothes and get my mp3 but mama got a lot of opinion for it lor. I mean, it's true that i shouldn't be such a spendthrift but then i haven't really spend my heart out for the past few months le. Besides my hp, all other stuff are old de, my bag is, my pencil case is. And lots more. Well, it's $200 i'm talking bout. Not a really big amount yet, it is not small as well. I worked 2 full days for that. Seem to be a waste to spend them just like that but leh, hands itching a bit lor. heh! Moreover, i got lesser and lesser clothes in my wardrobe that i like. Got sick of most of it. Left with only 2 or 3 that i like. Heh! Chosy... Well, gonna consider bout it bah.
BSB still rocks for so long. Life is back to where it stopped 5 years ago. I wish i could turn back time to when i was Pri 6, the days back then were so much better than it is now. However,life now is not too bad, at least i got things that are realistic. Like i said b4, backstreet boys brings back those old times, and it brings the young and naive apple back but deep within, knowing i've grown up so much... Too much...
Never gone, never far, in my heart is where you are. Always close, everyday, every second of the way. Even though for now we got to say goodbye, I know u'll be forever in my mind. -Never Gone by BSB-
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Days of thoughts
Nothing Much occurred today. Went to school as usual, did D&T and stuff.. After that, went to Westmall shop a bit. And suddenly remembered Eric was sick. So msg him to wish him well and asked him to see doc. I didn't expect a msg would trigger a series of craps by my dear sister... HAHA! Well, bickering between the both of them. Can't stand hor... But it's just some craps. HAHA!
Lots of plan for this week wor. Pool, Dinner, movie, mp3, shopping and working. HeH! BuSy mE... Erm... Still wondering when i can settle down to start my homework. HeH! Not any time soon i guess. Don't blame me for that. After 5 months of tedious school work, it is time for rest. However, the fact is i am getting far too much relaxation than i should. Since holiday started, though i went back to school everyday, other than that, i am at home, in front of the TV. If not, i would outside shopping, playing pool or working. See... So slack lor hor. Wadever it is, i know when the last week arrives, i would be working hard once more, bringing myself back to the usual school life. HeH! Easier said than done, but dun worry, like i promised b4, i would certainly make it. That's the AppLe!
Last night, out of the blues, i got really sad over the last relationship. I open my hp's inbox wanting to delete some msges, but then, i saw some old msges which leaves me to some sadness. Ermm... U know... Those sweet msges that we used to have. And i thought i've let go. I really thought i did, i haven't been thinking bout him for a long time le, but those msges just brought back those sweet memories. Hai... And i thought... And i kept thinking and thinking and thinking, and i finally can't take it, msg bt kor and he gave me a phrase "Well, it's up to u." I hate that phrase a lot but then it is so true. It is really up to me to decide whether to stop or to continue. Well, wad's the point of continuing those thought when all was gone? I can only think bout it and retain it in my mind. But it's no point, i can't turn back time, i can't tell him all of this coz i know it ain't possible anymore. After some thoughts, i came to a conclusion, it is no use pondering anymore, he is still my friend, y not let it remain as it is than to spoil it all. The past is the past, nothing can change it again. Well, i'll just concentrate with my studies. U know wad, actually after all this sorting out, i feel much much better. At least now, i got the freedom to play with guys without having to worry someone might get jealous and putting the relationship on strain. HeH! Happiness i've got, so no point bringing out those past. Those msges, i'm gonna delete them, one by one and slowly erase those sweet words coz since it's not meant to be, no point leaving it there, waste space nia. HeH!
Question. Wad if one day, someone confess to u? He/She said "Wad if one day u become my girlfriend/boyfriend, wad would u feel?" How would u answer? Somebody asked me that and i answered him, "If one day, u really become my boyfriend, i would love u hard, so hard that u can't breathe but that is, if that day comes. For now, i dared not fall in love anymore. I can like someone but i can't fall in love. I'm numbed by it. It just brings sorrows and not much happiness. Now, my 1st priority in life, is to complete my studies and get to a desire status i want." I sort of thought about my "I'm numbed by it" I'm numbed by love after only a while. I got a taste of it but am i really numbed by it. Or do i have a phobia for it now? Erm.. I doubt so though. Or maybe, i just dun feel like being restrained by anyone, i dun like having to report to somebody every now and then. Loving someone is easy, keeping that love is hard. I realised it is true. Well, wad the FuCk... I'm only 17, dozens of men out there to look at, y keep myself from that freedom right? HA! And i haven't had a taste of Americans neh... HeH! Like pervert. Fact is americans is still my choice. I used to dream of marrying an ang moh. However, it seems a bit distant lor. heH! Well, i just gotta work it! HeH!
Tomorrow BSB's album gonna be out, gonna go buy. HEe~ They are the ones who made me fall in love with music and also, fall in love with Americans. Hee~ Do bear in mind, they are the ones who changed the perspective of the 12-yr-old me. And i can say, assuringly, that they are also the one, who changed my life as a young teen back then. My life is led this way, is partially because of the music they've written. Fanatic fan u might say but that's the truth, they are the reason for who i am today.
I know it's over, I know I can't turn back time, but i just wanna let you know, u have been part of my life.
Lots of plan for this week wor. Pool, Dinner, movie, mp3, shopping and working. HeH! BuSy mE... Erm... Still wondering when i can settle down to start my homework. HeH! Not any time soon i guess. Don't blame me for that. After 5 months of tedious school work, it is time for rest. However, the fact is i am getting far too much relaxation than i should. Since holiday started, though i went back to school everyday, other than that, i am at home, in front of the TV. If not, i would outside shopping, playing pool or working. See... So slack lor hor. Wadever it is, i know when the last week arrives, i would be working hard once more, bringing myself back to the usual school life. HeH! Easier said than done, but dun worry, like i promised b4, i would certainly make it. That's the AppLe!
Last night, out of the blues, i got really sad over the last relationship. I open my hp's inbox wanting to delete some msges, but then, i saw some old msges which leaves me to some sadness. Ermm... U know... Those sweet msges that we used to have. And i thought i've let go. I really thought i did, i haven't been thinking bout him for a long time le, but those msges just brought back those sweet memories. Hai... And i thought... And i kept thinking and thinking and thinking, and i finally can't take it, msg bt kor and he gave me a phrase "Well, it's up to u." I hate that phrase a lot but then it is so true. It is really up to me to decide whether to stop or to continue. Well, wad's the point of continuing those thought when all was gone? I can only think bout it and retain it in my mind. But it's no point, i can't turn back time, i can't tell him all of this coz i know it ain't possible anymore. After some thoughts, i came to a conclusion, it is no use pondering anymore, he is still my friend, y not let it remain as it is than to spoil it all. The past is the past, nothing can change it again. Well, i'll just concentrate with my studies. U know wad, actually after all this sorting out, i feel much much better. At least now, i got the freedom to play with guys without having to worry someone might get jealous and putting the relationship on strain. HeH! Happiness i've got, so no point bringing out those past. Those msges, i'm gonna delete them, one by one and slowly erase those sweet words coz since it's not meant to be, no point leaving it there, waste space nia. HeH!
Question. Wad if one day, someone confess to u? He/She said "Wad if one day u become my girlfriend/boyfriend, wad would u feel?" How would u answer? Somebody asked me that and i answered him, "If one day, u really become my boyfriend, i would love u hard, so hard that u can't breathe but that is, if that day comes. For now, i dared not fall in love anymore. I can like someone but i can't fall in love. I'm numbed by it. It just brings sorrows and not much happiness. Now, my 1st priority in life, is to complete my studies and get to a desire status i want." I sort of thought about my "I'm numbed by it" I'm numbed by love after only a while. I got a taste of it but am i really numbed by it. Or do i have a phobia for it now? Erm.. I doubt so though. Or maybe, i just dun feel like being restrained by anyone, i dun like having to report to somebody every now and then. Loving someone is easy, keeping that love is hard. I realised it is true. Well, wad the FuCk... I'm only 17, dozens of men out there to look at, y keep myself from that freedom right? HA! And i haven't had a taste of Americans neh... HeH! Like pervert. Fact is americans is still my choice. I used to dream of marrying an ang moh. However, it seems a bit distant lor. heH! Well, i just gotta work it! HeH!
Tomorrow BSB's album gonna be out, gonna go buy. HEe~ They are the ones who made me fall in love with music and also, fall in love with Americans. Hee~ Do bear in mind, they are the ones who changed the perspective of the 12-yr-old me. And i can say, assuringly, that they are also the one, who changed my life as a young teen back then. My life is led this way, is partially because of the music they've written. Fanatic fan u might say but that's the truth, they are the reason for who i am today.
I know it's over, I know I can't turn back time, but i just wanna let you know, u have been part of my life.
Monday, June 13, 2005
Working...
Blogging tIme! Working yesterday. It was pretty good i guess. At least i didn't keep complaining bout tiredness till night came. Early in the morning, i met up with Danial and we went to work together. He was feeling bad on the bus, wanting to puke. I used to have that feeling but got used to it liao le. Reached hotel, brought him to do wadever procedure, bring him to everywhere possible and that's it, work started.
Danial and me separated in the beginning, couldn't keep my promise of "taking care of him" but i doubt he needs it, he knew everything except for the places. I started with changing one of the table's tablecloth cos of the air-con dust. Andy and Yihua were complaining while Lawrence was saying "Happened b4 liao lah" Then he took my hp away. HaHA! Then he came back with my phone coz my papa called. Mama was bitching that she couldn't find her NETs and keep saying she didn't put it anywhere, implying i took it, when the fact was i didn't, i decided not to argue with her cos i know it will make the rest of my day awful so i just said, "i didn't take and i dunnoe" So she came to a conclusion that "fine, it is lost." WTH
Andy instructed to check geradon(dunnoe how to spell), and so i did. Was sitting down there, checking. And that's pretty much the only "complete" thing i did that morning. After that, went to eat lunch liao. Danial was saying our canteen is so much better than the British club de, saying that they dun even have sits and tables like that, only got stools.. HAhA! Pathetic! Aiya, but British club is british club, OHS is OHS.
Later, went back to work. Dunnoe y, so many pple asked me to check the same geradon again and again. Almost all the caps there asked me to check it, Andy did, Yihua did, Eric did, Lawrence did and Roy did. Heh! And i kept repeating, i did it le. HeH! After that was told to check one last time and so i did.
Encountered wedding lunch for the 1st time. A bit weird to have wedding in the afternoon, but nvm, continue with it. Eric told me he's helping me pick up, so i tot it was the 1st course. I was a bit in doubt cos 1st course got presentation leh, so i kept asking the Joanne whether is it right that i dun have to go for presentation, she assured me so. So i believe her. However, i'm still confused, cos if i dun have to do presentation, y did eric explain to me where should i stand later. And guess wad, my feeling was right, i should go for presentation but i didn't. Got reprimanded by Eric for that, but it was ok lah, he didn't scold me lor. Well, event went on. Ermm... Joanne drop the Wine on the VIPs... And i'm like totally shocked, i stood there not knowing wad to do, totally glued to the ground. And Roy was smiling and helping the lady wipe and clean, and joanne was apologizing. Then roy changed another person to work with me. Wah lao, i was very shocked lor, couldn't bring myself back for a minute. Heh! Later, everything went smoothely, no mistakes le. Hee~ The other partner was Wu Yang, quite a fun-loving girl. HehE~
After the event, i was starting to feel tired. Ermm... Eric told me to go do the settings for the night's dinner which makes me go "wah lao" but still went on to do it lor. Met this Auntie in the stewarding who is very good, she helped me with a lot, couldn't find, she helped me washed. And i was in the stewarding for like the next hour.
After the geradon is done, i realised i haven't do the table set up. And i panicked a bit lor. Cos they were doing turn over for ob3 liao... So i rushed back, get all the stuff, rushed till my sweat came out sia. Then went back, wanting to set up, when Bt kor came, he crapped a bit then he said the table cloth should be gold. Heh... Saved me some time ya, turned the thing over and started with setting up. Auntie Bee Hoon and Auntie Saunty was correcting me bout my mistakes but the thing is they dun wanna teach me the right one. And i was a bit pissed. And that Terry Goh kept on saying, "Wrong liao lah" Then dun wanna teach me lor, so mad, then i insisted he teach me how and finally i got it. So doT Dot Dot lor! Done with everything and finally, my turn to go eat.
Met Roy along the way when i went down the escalator, he was asking me to help him later with ob3 again which i think i can't dun agree bah, since he already said it out le, though later i regreted cos i tot i could go rosewood, more relaxing, but nvm. Went down and ate a bit, quite a bit of leftovers which Tingling helped me to covered up. Heh! Later, her mama went to locker to get stuff, and saw this few girls, new comer, who looks very lian lor, they were complaining that they can't open the lockers and wadsoever, so i helped a bit but then feel very tired liao, hack care them, went to toilet with mama and tingling.
After that, went to Rosewood skived a bit. Heh, i was totally breaking down at that point, sat behind the door and feeling my stomach aches. No choice, sat there, rest, till times up.
Eric saw me in ob1, 2 and wanted to chase me out coz he knew i'm suppose to be in ob3 but i wanted to pass something to Aiying so he got no choice. Afterwhich, i went back to ob3, checking the geradon once more, did that so many times yesterday. However, was asked to go back to ob1,2 again to dispatch staff. While standing there, i was wondering where Danial is, and i practically shouted "Where is Danial!" And guess wad, he was standing beside me. HA! Can't recognized him this way. HAhA!! And so, same thing, went back to ob3. Working with me, Auntie Yim(dunnoe spelled correct mah). She was considered good lah, but like all aunties, a bit long-winded. HeH! Which leaves me no ground to say anything. MIstakes even when we did the presentation. She didn't looked at me and she straight away bow and i'm like "huh?!" NVm...
Wee Loon helped a lot during portioning and at the same time crapping a lot bout hugging, kissing and all those blah blah stuff, did entertain him a bit lah. Heh! I remembered carrying a lot of oval trays yesterday. So much so that my arms hurt now. Erm.. And felt my skirt tight cos my phone was in there. Cos most of the time, left my phone with bt kor but yesterday didn't remember to, so it was in my pocket all the while which made my skirt a bit tight, coz of the size of the phone. YA, u should know if u r holding anything like 6260.
Everything was good, except for auntie yim's naggings but to be honest, she's quite an efficient worker who cares a lot bout beverages. HeH!
O ya, during ushering, this uncle hor, rmb the "uncle of OHS", Wah lao, i'm already half-dead liao, trying very hard to bring my smile out and he kept on coming to disturb me, initially still got entertain him, later, i got really fed up, so i ignored him and gave him those i-dun-wish-to-talk-to-you face. Heh! Yesterday ushered twice too. Afternoon got entertainment by Terry, and a lot of pple going to orchard parade. hA! Good thing i know where Orchard parade is , arbo, sure paiseh de. Evening also got a bit but not that much. Got bt kor to talked a bit and that's it. I remembered got a family of Ang Moh came to ask me bout restuarant, and asked me to spell out Huating... HAHA! So weird. But that caucausian was very polite. That's y i love Americans so MUCH!
OT was fun. Doing with Yu, haven't worked with her for very long le. Packed linears and play at the same time. I was playing right-hand pass using the table cloths, haha! That's how i practice my netball.. HAHA! And the 2 of us were jumping in the cage to squeeze the linears in. HeH! Tiring though. Counted everything, packed le, went for break. After that, tingling and me started the counting again. A bit sian to do those stuff. But we did it. Firdaus was a bit pissed off which we then knew was coz his no. was given to someone he doesn't like. HeH!
Nearing the end, he instructed me to go office and get the linear form to fill in everything. So i went down, ermm... Wee Loon, Chris, Cindy and felicia were in there. And Chris was telling them bout how the outside caterring was and pushing the credits to me. HAhA! Just cos i wore short sleeve that day and the man asked me "Am i local?", Come on! Give me a break! Tips came cos of all our hard work, not just mine. HeH! And Wee Loon was telling them the story bout a person who msg him to li xiao, and that person happens to be me. heH! I was sian lor hor, nobody to talked to. Everybody were out and i'm at home feeling sian... HAHA! I was laughing along with them lah. HeH!
After that, went to lvl 4 to get pay, 1st time ever. Got a total of $90 yesterday. HAHA! Cool right?! But a lot of energy, strength and sweat put in... HeH! However, my dream can come true liao le, can get an mp3 soon. Hee~ I decided to get one 256mb de, coz dun wanna waste so much $$ just to get one with big space and store 100 over songs when my battery couldn't last so long. HA! Foolish hor! So i heed my 2kor's advice lor.
In 2 days' time, BSB 5th album gonna come out! I am so excited bout it!!! Gonna get it!!! At long last!!! haha!!!
I forgot wad time i'm working this week le, very cham wor... gonna asked tingling bout it. HEh! Clumsy me...
Just now, i was pressing my head and i still felt the pain of that "hit". Wah lao... So long liao still like that....
Today went by fast, lots of sleep.. Heh! Piggy Me appeared. Gonna go sleep again, tml still got school. BuAi!
Being in that old place brings back lots of memories but it is still the best place I've ever known.
Danial and me separated in the beginning, couldn't keep my promise of "taking care of him" but i doubt he needs it, he knew everything except for the places. I started with changing one of the table's tablecloth cos of the air-con dust. Andy and Yihua were complaining while Lawrence was saying "Happened b4 liao lah" Then he took my hp away. HaHA! Then he came back with my phone coz my papa called. Mama was bitching that she couldn't find her NETs and keep saying she didn't put it anywhere, implying i took it, when the fact was i didn't, i decided not to argue with her cos i know it will make the rest of my day awful so i just said, "i didn't take and i dunnoe" So she came to a conclusion that "fine, it is lost." WTH
Andy instructed to check geradon(dunnoe how to spell), and so i did. Was sitting down there, checking. And that's pretty much the only "complete" thing i did that morning. After that, went to eat lunch liao. Danial was saying our canteen is so much better than the British club de, saying that they dun even have sits and tables like that, only got stools.. HAhA! Pathetic! Aiya, but British club is british club, OHS is OHS.
Later, went back to work. Dunnoe y, so many pple asked me to check the same geradon again and again. Almost all the caps there asked me to check it, Andy did, Yihua did, Eric did, Lawrence did and Roy did. Heh! And i kept repeating, i did it le. HeH! After that was told to check one last time and so i did.
Encountered wedding lunch for the 1st time. A bit weird to have wedding in the afternoon, but nvm, continue with it. Eric told me he's helping me pick up, so i tot it was the 1st course. I was a bit in doubt cos 1st course got presentation leh, so i kept asking the Joanne whether is it right that i dun have to go for presentation, she assured me so. So i believe her. However, i'm still confused, cos if i dun have to do presentation, y did eric explain to me where should i stand later. And guess wad, my feeling was right, i should go for presentation but i didn't. Got reprimanded by Eric for that, but it was ok lah, he didn't scold me lor. Well, event went on. Ermm... Joanne drop the Wine on the VIPs... And i'm like totally shocked, i stood there not knowing wad to do, totally glued to the ground. And Roy was smiling and helping the lady wipe and clean, and joanne was apologizing. Then roy changed another person to work with me. Wah lao, i was very shocked lor, couldn't bring myself back for a minute. Heh! Later, everything went smoothely, no mistakes le. Hee~ The other partner was Wu Yang, quite a fun-loving girl. HehE~
After the event, i was starting to feel tired. Ermm... Eric told me to go do the settings for the night's dinner which makes me go "wah lao" but still went on to do it lor. Met this Auntie in the stewarding who is very good, she helped me with a lot, couldn't find, she helped me washed. And i was in the stewarding for like the next hour.
After the geradon is done, i realised i haven't do the table set up. And i panicked a bit lor. Cos they were doing turn over for ob3 liao... So i rushed back, get all the stuff, rushed till my sweat came out sia. Then went back, wanting to set up, when Bt kor came, he crapped a bit then he said the table cloth should be gold. Heh... Saved me some time ya, turned the thing over and started with setting up. Auntie Bee Hoon and Auntie Saunty was correcting me bout my mistakes but the thing is they dun wanna teach me the right one. And i was a bit pissed. And that Terry Goh kept on saying, "Wrong liao lah" Then dun wanna teach me lor, so mad, then i insisted he teach me how and finally i got it. So doT Dot Dot lor! Done with everything and finally, my turn to go eat.
Met Roy along the way when i went down the escalator, he was asking me to help him later with ob3 again which i think i can't dun agree bah, since he already said it out le, though later i regreted cos i tot i could go rosewood, more relaxing, but nvm. Went down and ate a bit, quite a bit of leftovers which Tingling helped me to covered up. Heh! Later, her mama went to locker to get stuff, and saw this few girls, new comer, who looks very lian lor, they were complaining that they can't open the lockers and wadsoever, so i helped a bit but then feel very tired liao, hack care them, went to toilet with mama and tingling.
After that, went to Rosewood skived a bit. Heh, i was totally breaking down at that point, sat behind the door and feeling my stomach aches. No choice, sat there, rest, till times up.
Eric saw me in ob1, 2 and wanted to chase me out coz he knew i'm suppose to be in ob3 but i wanted to pass something to Aiying so he got no choice. Afterwhich, i went back to ob3, checking the geradon once more, did that so many times yesterday. However, was asked to go back to ob1,2 again to dispatch staff. While standing there, i was wondering where Danial is, and i practically shouted "Where is Danial!" And guess wad, he was standing beside me. HA! Can't recognized him this way. HAhA!! And so, same thing, went back to ob3. Working with me, Auntie Yim(dunnoe spelled correct mah). She was considered good lah, but like all aunties, a bit long-winded. HeH! Which leaves me no ground to say anything. MIstakes even when we did the presentation. She didn't looked at me and she straight away bow and i'm like "huh?!" NVm...
Wee Loon helped a lot during portioning and at the same time crapping a lot bout hugging, kissing and all those blah blah stuff, did entertain him a bit lah. Heh! I remembered carrying a lot of oval trays yesterday. So much so that my arms hurt now. Erm.. And felt my skirt tight cos my phone was in there. Cos most of the time, left my phone with bt kor but yesterday didn't remember to, so it was in my pocket all the while which made my skirt a bit tight, coz of the size of the phone. YA, u should know if u r holding anything like 6260.
Everything was good, except for auntie yim's naggings but to be honest, she's quite an efficient worker who cares a lot bout beverages. HeH!
O ya, during ushering, this uncle hor, rmb the "uncle of OHS", Wah lao, i'm already half-dead liao, trying very hard to bring my smile out and he kept on coming to disturb me, initially still got entertain him, later, i got really fed up, so i ignored him and gave him those i-dun-wish-to-talk-to-you face. Heh! Yesterday ushered twice too. Afternoon got entertainment by Terry, and a lot of pple going to orchard parade. hA! Good thing i know where Orchard parade is , arbo, sure paiseh de. Evening also got a bit but not that much. Got bt kor to talked a bit and that's it. I remembered got a family of Ang Moh came to ask me bout restuarant, and asked me to spell out Huating... HAHA! So weird. But that caucausian was very polite. That's y i love Americans so MUCH!
OT was fun. Doing with Yu, haven't worked with her for very long le. Packed linears and play at the same time. I was playing right-hand pass using the table cloths, haha! That's how i practice my netball.. HAHA! And the 2 of us were jumping in the cage to squeeze the linears in. HeH! Tiring though. Counted everything, packed le, went for break. After that, tingling and me started the counting again. A bit sian to do those stuff. But we did it. Firdaus was a bit pissed off which we then knew was coz his no. was given to someone he doesn't like. HeH!
Nearing the end, he instructed me to go office and get the linear form to fill in everything. So i went down, ermm... Wee Loon, Chris, Cindy and felicia were in there. And Chris was telling them bout how the outside caterring was and pushing the credits to me. HAhA! Just cos i wore short sleeve that day and the man asked me "Am i local?", Come on! Give me a break! Tips came cos of all our hard work, not just mine. HeH! And Wee Loon was telling them the story bout a person who msg him to li xiao, and that person happens to be me. heH! I was sian lor hor, nobody to talked to. Everybody were out and i'm at home feeling sian... HAHA! I was laughing along with them lah. HeH!
After that, went to lvl 4 to get pay, 1st time ever. Got a total of $90 yesterday. HAHA! Cool right?! But a lot of energy, strength and sweat put in... HeH! However, my dream can come true liao le, can get an mp3 soon. Hee~ I decided to get one 256mb de, coz dun wanna waste so much $$ just to get one with big space and store 100 over songs when my battery couldn't last so long. HA! Foolish hor! So i heed my 2kor's advice lor.
In 2 days' time, BSB 5th album gonna come out! I am so excited bout it!!! Gonna get it!!! At long last!!! haha!!!
I forgot wad time i'm working this week le, very cham wor... gonna asked tingling bout it. HEh! Clumsy me...
Just now, i was pressing my head and i still felt the pain of that "hit". Wah lao... So long liao still like that....
Today went by fast, lots of sleep.. Heh! Piggy Me appeared. Gonna go sleep again, tml still got school. BuAi!
Being in that old place brings back lots of memories but it is still the best place I've ever known.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
lalala
Ermm... So, wondering wad has been going on with me for the last couple of days without going to work? HEh.. Besides going to school for D&T, i went out with friends and family.
Went to had dinner with papa and mama and got my cosmetics liao. HeH~ Really can't use too fast this time, only bought blusher and foundation, it costs me nearly $40. Hai.. Branded stuff... Met Kok hOng and Wei Yi at the kopitiam, they are eating there too.
In school, i was totally closed up for the beginning part coz of the tiredness. I got my earpiece with me throughout the day just to listen to music when i feel fed up bout things. HeH!
Wad else, actually today planned to go K box de, in the end, no one wants to go so we went to pool instead. With Ting, Ping Hong and Terry. This time round, it was fun, ermm... And guess wad? I won Ping Hong another round, this time it is not by luck, it is by skill wor. HeH! *proUd*
Ting played pretty well after some guidance from Ping Hong. Then went to had dinner, and came back home. Real tired bout the days. Tml going to work.
Ermm... So, at least i dun have to go to school for the next 2 days. Heh! Sometimes, really dun feel like going to D&T, feel very sian lor, some more, gotta wake up early when i didn't even have time to sleep. Hai... But then again, gotta do it lor, for O level. That day complained to bt kor bout Miss Lim's attitude... He said something which i totally agree... Wadever lah!
Tml working, bringing Danial along. Erm... Think he can do lor, just gotta adapt to the environment, the other stuff, he knows liao. So i guess tml i'm gonna work all day, if i'm given the chance to, wanna earn the cash and get the mp3. Heh!
Yesterday wrote bout the pic i saw in friendster. heh! Thinking bout it, a bit mean, but then, really lor, wish that girl luck lah hor, coz it is real tough. heH! Bad of me.. Anyhow, it is his life now. I got my own, i got pple i loved too... and got pple who loved me as well. Hee~ Dun tEll u Who! :P
I guess that's it for the day, gonna go sleep, tml, hehe! Will play.... :X
I am still the girl i used to be, living everday like a fantasy..
Went to had dinner with papa and mama and got my cosmetics liao. HeH~ Really can't use too fast this time, only bought blusher and foundation, it costs me nearly $40. Hai.. Branded stuff... Met Kok hOng and Wei Yi at the kopitiam, they are eating there too.
In school, i was totally closed up for the beginning part coz of the tiredness. I got my earpiece with me throughout the day just to listen to music when i feel fed up bout things. HeH!
Wad else, actually today planned to go K box de, in the end, no one wants to go so we went to pool instead. With Ting, Ping Hong and Terry. This time round, it was fun, ermm... And guess wad? I won Ping Hong another round, this time it is not by luck, it is by skill wor. HeH! *proUd*
Ting played pretty well after some guidance from Ping Hong. Then went to had dinner, and came back home. Real tired bout the days. Tml going to work.
Ermm... So, at least i dun have to go to school for the next 2 days. Heh! Sometimes, really dun feel like going to D&T, feel very sian lor, some more, gotta wake up early when i didn't even have time to sleep. Hai... But then again, gotta do it lor, for O level. That day complained to bt kor bout Miss Lim's attitude... He said something which i totally agree... Wadever lah!
Tml working, bringing Danial along. Erm... Think he can do lor, just gotta adapt to the environment, the other stuff, he knows liao. So i guess tml i'm gonna work all day, if i'm given the chance to, wanna earn the cash and get the mp3. Heh!
Yesterday wrote bout the pic i saw in friendster. heh! Thinking bout it, a bit mean, but then, really lor, wish that girl luck lah hor, coz it is real tough. heH! Bad of me.. Anyhow, it is his life now. I got my own, i got pple i loved too... and got pple who loved me as well. Hee~ Dun tEll u Who! :P
I guess that's it for the day, gonna go sleep, tml, hehe! Will play.... :X
I am still the girl i used to be, living everday like a fantasy..
Friday, June 10, 2005
They...
Erm... Suddenly remembered Sean. Erm.. The guy from work? Should i say he's a really kind guy? Always help me with this and that, nice of him. Dunno y he suddenly came to my mind, maybe coz i saw his pic in my phone bah. HeE~
I saw another picture in Friendster just now which make me tell that person "Good LuCk to you" HeH~ It just came out of my mouth so smoothely. Heh~ I mean, really lor, i've been through it liao, it is very cham, so i must really wish that girl luck. It's not everytime i would wish pple luck de, but for her, really lor. HeH! Mean of me...
Late... i'll continue tml. CiaO!
I saw another picture in Friendster just now which make me tell that person "Good LuCk to you" HeH~ It just came out of my mouth so smoothely. Heh~ I mean, really lor, i've been through it liao, it is very cham, so i must really wish that girl luck. It's not everytime i would wish pple luck de, but for her, really lor. HeH! Mean of me...
Late... i'll continue tml. CiaO!
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Update
Wad should i say? Pure tiredness for the past 5 days... Starting from Saturday i believe. Now, i'm a bit gong liao... Coz haven't had enough sleep, like 3-4 hours a day... Straining my every veins to keep myself awake. Tiredness mostly from work and school.
Worked Ot on sAturday then woke up early 10am to go Bugis with Ping Hong then we were out all day. Shopping round Bugis, drinking coffee. Ermm... Mel's bf got some prob with his heart i think, he kept saying it hurts, just received news that he is gonna go hospital tonight. Hope he's fine bah. Anyhow, we went to timah to play Pool, asked Ting and Bt kor along. Ate dinner, my dear kor haven't appeared, later found out that he fell asleep in the office.. HahA! Waited quite long, but didn't blame him much lah, coz he's tired.
Ermm... I never knew Ping Hong, Ting and me could actually sit down and talk. We walked all the way from timah to batok and sat down talking bout life now. We have been together since we were Pri 3, after so many rounds, i can't believe we actually ended up being good friends now. heH! Lots of surprising things i realised, lots of stuff i didn't dare to say, but i just smiled, and make sure i remained as the one that entertain them most. That's just me. Another addition to my list of "special friends"
Very tired on Monday coz of the late night, D&T was tedious, Chemistry was HoT... Ended up rushing back home at 4pm. Good thing my da kor at home, asked him to send me down to OHS. HeH! Took advantage of his BiKe... hee~ But tao yan lor, his bike's sit slants up and when i alight, i didn't know there was a drain there, my leg couldn't reached floor so i slide down, in the end, my toe went straight into drain, it bled and got blue black at my knee area. Very sad, limp myself into the hotel. Then da kor dun even wanna help, tao yan! Good thing i can tahan the pain, arbo i surely can't work, heh!
Finally saw Sa Sa and Ai ying back, miss them lots, they were almost the same(crappy). But then, i guess it is that, that allows me to enjoy their company. I dun remember much bout work, but i rmb we got 1 to 1? HAhA! Coz reserve tables were not open. And i recalled Yihua helping out a lot, haha! 1st time seeing the helpful him, maybe cos peiying is there bah! :X heh! Anyhow, i rmb teaching one of the 1st timer, who happens to have the same name as yuting, a lot of stuff. Heh! It is not everyday u can see Apple so patient de hor! HeH!
OT that night too... Ermm... Lots of linear i suppose, LOTS OF THEM! Counting them with Aisah the whole night. Arms got a bit numbed later, but everything was cool. O ya, i rmb Wee Loon wanting to hug me.. HahA! WeiRd... Entertain him a bit lah! HahA! Other stuff? I dun quite rmb le, but i do rmb going home, after bathing and all, slept till morning.
I was late again for Tues' D&T but it's only like 1 min late lor, but Miss Lim si Bei kay GoU lor, but wadever lah, she's always like that, if she's not so, she wun be Miss Lim liao lor. Trying to fix my gears and stuff, ended up having the whole group's strength to finally get the right holes, was a bit funny but thank them for that, i can finally settle with the trouble. Intially, i dun feel like doing it, but i told myself, there is no one else to help me, i gotta do it for myself, so i started with all the sawing and sanding and blah blah blah stuff. heH! not bad!
Promised Ping Hong to go Bugis with him again, this time, having Ting, Joey and TYS along, each wanting to buy their own stuff. Waited and waited, till Ping Hong. Then, Felicia called, needing staff, i looked at the time, it was bout 3pm, so i thought i might be able to make it but leh, gotta take cab home. hAhA! Met a very good taxi-driver, he talks to us bout lots of things and we laughed along, and he charged us $12 nia when there should be more. HeH! nice uncle there! Ran home, packed, rushed out. Almost dying. Wad's worst? i gotta chase after the bus, sia... it has been a while since i ran so fast liao lor.. On bus, doing Chemistry, "Water" was easy, finished it in bout 15min then went on to redox which i didn't complete. I rmb i slept my way thru the rest of the journey, trying to rejuvenate... heh!
Reached OHs, got a T-shirt which made me really puzzled, i hab absolutely no idea wad was going on, changed up, went up to put my bag, felt a bit weird bout my dressing. Saw bt kor, and he told me, going out for outside catering? ermm.. More Confused... Fancy asking me to do so when i have never done it b4. Follow his instruction, went to security waited for Chris. Realised i didn't hab my Tissue with me, so went up to get. At that point, already dying liao... Went into office, speechless, lots of them in there and i just found my way to a chair, sat down, rest. heh! Dun rmb wad i said but just walked along with Chris and LAu. chris was briefing bout the thing.
They were like joking all the way, and despite my tiredness, i entertain a teeny weeny bit. heh~ And i finally got the chance to tell Chris that billy is not my Bf, he was so noisy crapping bout the reason of my tiredness. Lau was saying, y i was so hardworking when the fact was, i dun wanna be hardworking, having to go to school early in the morning till noon during school holiday, it's compulsory, if not, i'll only go every other day. So sad... Wadever, they were still crapping while i was totally trying hard to rest b4 the long night comes.
BBQ buffet? Nothing much. Good pple, beautiful house with beautiful scenery and i believe those were rich pple. Quite a bit of talking with the guests this time, some were awkward, some were pleasant remarks, but most of the time, i'm just doing wadever they requested. HeH! end of the day, didn't know it was so late. After getting everything into van, i hopped on, and guess wad? I hit my head against the window, ha! Not just that, back at the hotel, i hit my head once again onto some red colour thing, and this one hurts like shit. Cannot believe how gong i am. Twice in a roll, that's enough. Back up, bt kor asked me to count linears again... Was totally sad... But did my best and i finished it, dunnoe whether the numbers were right, but it is already an effort put in. Was actually surprised that i was able to give my last shot of strength, heh!
Later, with help from Zhang Pu, got the linears into the cage and i went to look for kor to return him the paper. Went to bar, rest a bit... Firdaus li xiao me while i was trying to rest, then i hit him, HAhA! Ok, violent of me, but i just wanna rest. Changed up, and guess wad? I nearly fall down when i walked out of the changing room... Very cham leh me...
Up at office, took my bag, started to chiong my Chem TYS. Got stuck at the Copper(II) oxide thing when Chris was calling me. Heh! PApa very fan lor, kept calling, 10+ calls.. wAh... aiya, but i know he's just worried but quite frustrating lah.
Anyhow, got $$ and went to wait for transport. Slept my way on the van. Reached home, didn't bother much bout papa, just went to bath and sleep.
This morning, late again, then miss Lim suan me, she very wah kao lor... Aiya, dun say liao, say some more, my nerves might break. Just now, while cutting the acrylic rod, the whole piece came flying into my eye, and i was totally shocked for that second and shouted out "F***" Ha! Trish, cheryl and ting got shocked and came asking me whether i'm fine not. Wah lao, really painful lor, i kept washing. After washing, still very pain, red le. i think there is a scratch under my eye, i can't see it but can feel it. Now, still a bit pain. Plus the pain on my head(from the 2 hits), i can't stand sia... So clumsy wor... Sotong? Ha! i thought this is the name specially for Ting.. hAha! O my, i got it too... HaHA!! Cannot, must rest liao.
Seriously, this few days were exhausting but i had fun. Having so many people to laugh with, and most of all, something away from School, though i still gotta go back. Hai... Anyway, i'm really tired, i'm gonna rest well today and replenish wadever energy i need for the rest of the days to come. And remained as Apple!
Ermm... Got one guy kept pestering me sia... CAn't say here. Just a bit fan ren lor, still gotta entertain this kind of pple when i've zero time to rest.
O ya, ting told me, the cab-driver tot Ping hong and me are couple, HA! So funny...
Anyhow, those were the days. Waiting for another pool session with friends. HeH! Blogs? We'll see bout that.
Slowly losing my pace but I'm still going on, laughing about every single jokes.
Worked Ot on sAturday then woke up early 10am to go Bugis with Ping Hong then we were out all day. Shopping round Bugis, drinking coffee. Ermm... Mel's bf got some prob with his heart i think, he kept saying it hurts, just received news that he is gonna go hospital tonight. Hope he's fine bah. Anyhow, we went to timah to play Pool, asked Ting and Bt kor along. Ate dinner, my dear kor haven't appeared, later found out that he fell asleep in the office.. HahA! Waited quite long, but didn't blame him much lah, coz he's tired.
Ermm... I never knew Ping Hong, Ting and me could actually sit down and talk. We walked all the way from timah to batok and sat down talking bout life now. We have been together since we were Pri 3, after so many rounds, i can't believe we actually ended up being good friends now. heH! Lots of surprising things i realised, lots of stuff i didn't dare to say, but i just smiled, and make sure i remained as the one that entertain them most. That's just me. Another addition to my list of "special friends"
Very tired on Monday coz of the late night, D&T was tedious, Chemistry was HoT... Ended up rushing back home at 4pm. Good thing my da kor at home, asked him to send me down to OHS. HeH! Took advantage of his BiKe... hee~ But tao yan lor, his bike's sit slants up and when i alight, i didn't know there was a drain there, my leg couldn't reached floor so i slide down, in the end, my toe went straight into drain, it bled and got blue black at my knee area. Very sad, limp myself into the hotel. Then da kor dun even wanna help, tao yan! Good thing i can tahan the pain, arbo i surely can't work, heh!
Finally saw Sa Sa and Ai ying back, miss them lots, they were almost the same(crappy). But then, i guess it is that, that allows me to enjoy their company. I dun remember much bout work, but i rmb we got 1 to 1? HAhA! Coz reserve tables were not open. And i recalled Yihua helping out a lot, haha! 1st time seeing the helpful him, maybe cos peiying is there bah! :X heh! Anyhow, i rmb teaching one of the 1st timer, who happens to have the same name as yuting, a lot of stuff. Heh! It is not everyday u can see Apple so patient de hor! HeH!
OT that night too... Ermm... Lots of linear i suppose, LOTS OF THEM! Counting them with Aisah the whole night. Arms got a bit numbed later, but everything was cool. O ya, i rmb Wee Loon wanting to hug me.. HahA! WeiRd... Entertain him a bit lah! HahA! Other stuff? I dun quite rmb le, but i do rmb going home, after bathing and all, slept till morning.
I was late again for Tues' D&T but it's only like 1 min late lor, but Miss Lim si Bei kay GoU lor, but wadever lah, she's always like that, if she's not so, she wun be Miss Lim liao lor. Trying to fix my gears and stuff, ended up having the whole group's strength to finally get the right holes, was a bit funny but thank them for that, i can finally settle with the trouble. Intially, i dun feel like doing it, but i told myself, there is no one else to help me, i gotta do it for myself, so i started with all the sawing and sanding and blah blah blah stuff. heH! not bad!
Promised Ping Hong to go Bugis with him again, this time, having Ting, Joey and TYS along, each wanting to buy their own stuff. Waited and waited, till Ping Hong. Then, Felicia called, needing staff, i looked at the time, it was bout 3pm, so i thought i might be able to make it but leh, gotta take cab home. hAhA! Met a very good taxi-driver, he talks to us bout lots of things and we laughed along, and he charged us $12 nia when there should be more. HeH! nice uncle there! Ran home, packed, rushed out. Almost dying. Wad's worst? i gotta chase after the bus, sia... it has been a while since i ran so fast liao lor.. On bus, doing Chemistry, "Water" was easy, finished it in bout 15min then went on to redox which i didn't complete. I rmb i slept my way thru the rest of the journey, trying to rejuvenate... heh!
Reached OHs, got a T-shirt which made me really puzzled, i hab absolutely no idea wad was going on, changed up, went up to put my bag, felt a bit weird bout my dressing. Saw bt kor, and he told me, going out for outside catering? ermm.. More Confused... Fancy asking me to do so when i have never done it b4. Follow his instruction, went to security waited for Chris. Realised i didn't hab my Tissue with me, so went up to get. At that point, already dying liao... Went into office, speechless, lots of them in there and i just found my way to a chair, sat down, rest. heh! Dun rmb wad i said but just walked along with Chris and LAu. chris was briefing bout the thing.
They were like joking all the way, and despite my tiredness, i entertain a teeny weeny bit. heh~ And i finally got the chance to tell Chris that billy is not my Bf, he was so noisy crapping bout the reason of my tiredness. Lau was saying, y i was so hardworking when the fact was, i dun wanna be hardworking, having to go to school early in the morning till noon during school holiday, it's compulsory, if not, i'll only go every other day. So sad... Wadever, they were still crapping while i was totally trying hard to rest b4 the long night comes.
BBQ buffet? Nothing much. Good pple, beautiful house with beautiful scenery and i believe those were rich pple. Quite a bit of talking with the guests this time, some were awkward, some were pleasant remarks, but most of the time, i'm just doing wadever they requested. HeH! end of the day, didn't know it was so late. After getting everything into van, i hopped on, and guess wad? I hit my head against the window, ha! Not just that, back at the hotel, i hit my head once again onto some red colour thing, and this one hurts like shit. Cannot believe how gong i am. Twice in a roll, that's enough. Back up, bt kor asked me to count linears again... Was totally sad... But did my best and i finished it, dunnoe whether the numbers were right, but it is already an effort put in. Was actually surprised that i was able to give my last shot of strength, heh!
Later, with help from Zhang Pu, got the linears into the cage and i went to look for kor to return him the paper. Went to bar, rest a bit... Firdaus li xiao me while i was trying to rest, then i hit him, HAhA! Ok, violent of me, but i just wanna rest. Changed up, and guess wad? I nearly fall down when i walked out of the changing room... Very cham leh me...
Up at office, took my bag, started to chiong my Chem TYS. Got stuck at the Copper(II) oxide thing when Chris was calling me. Heh! PApa very fan lor, kept calling, 10+ calls.. wAh... aiya, but i know he's just worried but quite frustrating lah.
Anyhow, got $$ and went to wait for transport. Slept my way on the van. Reached home, didn't bother much bout papa, just went to bath and sleep.
This morning, late again, then miss Lim suan me, she very wah kao lor... Aiya, dun say liao, say some more, my nerves might break. Just now, while cutting the acrylic rod, the whole piece came flying into my eye, and i was totally shocked for that second and shouted out "F***" Ha! Trish, cheryl and ting got shocked and came asking me whether i'm fine not. Wah lao, really painful lor, i kept washing. After washing, still very pain, red le. i think there is a scratch under my eye, i can't see it but can feel it. Now, still a bit pain. Plus the pain on my head(from the 2 hits), i can't stand sia... So clumsy wor... Sotong? Ha! i thought this is the name specially for Ting.. hAha! O my, i got it too... HaHA!! Cannot, must rest liao.
Seriously, this few days were exhausting but i had fun. Having so many people to laugh with, and most of all, something away from School, though i still gotta go back. Hai... Anyway, i'm really tired, i'm gonna rest well today and replenish wadever energy i need for the rest of the days to come. And remained as Apple!
Ermm... Got one guy kept pestering me sia... CAn't say here. Just a bit fan ren lor, still gotta entertain this kind of pple when i've zero time to rest.
O ya, ting told me, the cab-driver tot Ping hong and me are couple, HA! So funny...
Anyhow, those were the days. Waiting for another pool session with friends. HeH! Blogs? We'll see bout that.
Slowly losing my pace but I'm still going on, laughing about every single jokes.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
HeH!
2 things happened. One, went to get my results. Two, went to work.
Erm... My results, not surprising, coz i already knew it le, but when i saw it, i still felt sad, coz i failed my EL, the most important subject... Hai... Miss Teo told me to work hard for it. Mama was trying to ask the teachers wad happened, and Miss Ang told her, coz N level and O level standard are different, maybe that's the reason, and the whole class didn't do well for this MYE. Soothing words she gave, and i tried to accept that fact. Wad surprised me was my position, i remained at 3rd despite failing my EL. Though surprised, i'm glad i stayed there. :)
Afterwhich, went to work. Mama walked me to the bus stop, on the way, she's complaining bout her arm hurting, hai... Dunnoe wad to do, i helped her carry her stuff. Her health really deterioting but i can't do anything... Hai... Anyway, i was quite energtic today, i wasn't sleepy on the bus or wadsoever, just felt my eyes hurting a lot. No choice, wore my specs the whole day. B4 stepping into OHS, saw skinny and Lawrence walking out. Yesterday, was talking to Kelvin, and saw him today. HeH! Talked a bit and i went on. Reached OHS, saw felicia there. Went on to change up and went back to book for next week. Ermm... Helped Fish and Danial booked on Saturday, Hab to bring Danial to write the application form then. Next, saw Bt kOR at canteen. Went to talk to him. The others went away without my realising, but it's ok, they went to smoke, i stayed on, since there's bt kor to talk to. Ermm... He was very tired... Poor HiM, but i guess he's happier now than b4. He played the taking-away-my-phone thingy again, was as usual, lame, but always made me laugh a bit. HeH... Thought he was staying, but he's not, so i went up. Still, eyes hurting.
Lau a bit crazy, noisy man. But then again, it is not everyday he's like that, at least he's in a good mood. Anyhow, work started. Partnered with Hashim. Went ushering again... HAi... That's wad i hate most and yet, i'm always chosen to do so. SiaN... After briefing and stuff, went to usher. Erm... Saw this Uncle everytime. He's like the "UNCLE OF OHS" cos everytime i see him, i will call him uncle. He's not from banquet department, but dunnoe how i got to know him. He's quite a nice uncle too. Then, he was crappping bout bt kor is my bf, haha! Then joked with him a bit. During ushering, saw him a few times too. HEH! Got one guy who i have no idea bout but i know he's those high rake de bah, came to test me, ask whose wedding is it tonight, HA! I remembered. Coz the groom's surname same as mine. HeH! Today, very weird as well, a lot of pple came to the wrong hotel. Should be Orchard parade, they came to orchard. Met so many today. HeH!
Wee LoOn always gives me those "pervert" glances. Ha! And i always entertain him by showing back, haha! I guess that's part of spicing up my work life Bah... Quite SiCk sometimes lah! Today's guest were great, they all helped out. Except for one table, not only are they slow, they dun give way de, tao Yan... But at that table, got an old couple, they were good to help out. Ermm... Hashim was a nice partner, at least he didn't disappear in the middle of the whole thing and he helped out, though i did most of the stuff but he's good.
End of the day, went to eat with Billy and cindy, joined with felicia, peiying, yihua. And Surprisingly, Jesper. He shaved, ha! Obviously since he's in NS... Erm... Doesn't look like the Jesper i knew and he's slimmer now... All guys turn skinny after NS... A rountine... HAHA!!!!
Later, with suggestion from our dear billy, waste money took cab home, shared with cindy and him. Sian... LAst to alight. Along the way, beat up Billy like i always do. HEH! As for Cindy, accidentally hit her on her face too, haha! CrAZY... But i was tired... Home, drinking lots of water to replenish myself, sort of dehydrating liao... HAha! Now, while waiting for my hair to dry, typing this. Hee~
Not a bad day, i supposed, unlike the others. Hee~
Tml, another long day, gonna go Bugis with Ping Hong and later, shopping with Melanie!! HAHA!! CoOL!!
Next week, lots of plan, can relax a bit though still gotta go back for D&T but will go watch MoVie! Haven't seen one for like, mmm.... Almost a month nv go see liao... Broke record. HeH! NVm.. NexT week muSt catch 2. HAHA!!! Bt kOr promised to go... HAha!!!!
K, sleep liao... SayO!
No more words to write, i'm just satisfied.
Erm... My results, not surprising, coz i already knew it le, but when i saw it, i still felt sad, coz i failed my EL, the most important subject... Hai... Miss Teo told me to work hard for it. Mama was trying to ask the teachers wad happened, and Miss Ang told her, coz N level and O level standard are different, maybe that's the reason, and the whole class didn't do well for this MYE. Soothing words she gave, and i tried to accept that fact. Wad surprised me was my position, i remained at 3rd despite failing my EL. Though surprised, i'm glad i stayed there. :)
Afterwhich, went to work. Mama walked me to the bus stop, on the way, she's complaining bout her arm hurting, hai... Dunnoe wad to do, i helped her carry her stuff. Her health really deterioting but i can't do anything... Hai... Anyway, i was quite energtic today, i wasn't sleepy on the bus or wadsoever, just felt my eyes hurting a lot. No choice, wore my specs the whole day. B4 stepping into OHS, saw skinny and Lawrence walking out. Yesterday, was talking to Kelvin, and saw him today. HeH! Talked a bit and i went on. Reached OHS, saw felicia there. Went on to change up and went back to book for next week. Ermm... Helped Fish and Danial booked on Saturday, Hab to bring Danial to write the application form then. Next, saw Bt kOR at canteen. Went to talk to him. The others went away without my realising, but it's ok, they went to smoke, i stayed on, since there's bt kor to talk to. Ermm... He was very tired... Poor HiM, but i guess he's happier now than b4. He played the taking-away-my-phone thingy again, was as usual, lame, but always made me laugh a bit. HeH... Thought he was staying, but he's not, so i went up. Still, eyes hurting.
Lau a bit crazy, noisy man. But then again, it is not everyday he's like that, at least he's in a good mood. Anyhow, work started. Partnered with Hashim. Went ushering again... HAi... That's wad i hate most and yet, i'm always chosen to do so. SiaN... After briefing and stuff, went to usher. Erm... Saw this Uncle everytime. He's like the "UNCLE OF OHS" cos everytime i see him, i will call him uncle. He's not from banquet department, but dunnoe how i got to know him. He's quite a nice uncle too. Then, he was crappping bout bt kor is my bf, haha! Then joked with him a bit. During ushering, saw him a few times too. HEH! Got one guy who i have no idea bout but i know he's those high rake de bah, came to test me, ask whose wedding is it tonight, HA! I remembered. Coz the groom's surname same as mine. HeH! Today, very weird as well, a lot of pple came to the wrong hotel. Should be Orchard parade, they came to orchard. Met so many today. HeH!
Wee LoOn always gives me those "pervert" glances. Ha! And i always entertain him by showing back, haha! I guess that's part of spicing up my work life Bah... Quite SiCk sometimes lah! Today's guest were great, they all helped out. Except for one table, not only are they slow, they dun give way de, tao Yan... But at that table, got an old couple, they were good to help out. Ermm... Hashim was a nice partner, at least he didn't disappear in the middle of the whole thing and he helped out, though i did most of the stuff but he's good.
End of the day, went to eat with Billy and cindy, joined with felicia, peiying, yihua. And Surprisingly, Jesper. He shaved, ha! Obviously since he's in NS... Erm... Doesn't look like the Jesper i knew and he's slimmer now... All guys turn skinny after NS... A rountine... HAHA!!!!
Later, with suggestion from our dear billy, waste money took cab home, shared with cindy and him. Sian... LAst to alight. Along the way, beat up Billy like i always do. HEH! As for Cindy, accidentally hit her on her face too, haha! CrAZY... But i was tired... Home, drinking lots of water to replenish myself, sort of dehydrating liao... HAha! Now, while waiting for my hair to dry, typing this. Hee~
Not a bad day, i supposed, unlike the others. Hee~
Tml, another long day, gonna go Bugis with Ping Hong and later, shopping with Melanie!! HAHA!! CoOL!!
Next week, lots of plan, can relax a bit though still gotta go back for D&T but will go watch MoVie! Haven't seen one for like, mmm.... Almost a month nv go see liao... Broke record. HeH! NVm.. NexT week muSt catch 2. HAHA!!! Bt kOr promised to go... HAha!!!!
K, sleep liao... SayO!
No more words to write, i'm just satisfied.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Best days
Once again, back to blog after a day. Recap on last night, a night that i will never forget. Having to play, to exercise, to bbq, to eat, to entertain, to tell lies, to sing, to take pics. Lots of stuff happened last night... It was our class bbq at Hillview green, booked by Ah Loh, orgainised by Yong Soon.
The day started tedious, in school till 3pm then went home, rushed out to meet Ting and went on to buy a birthday cake and Alex To CD just for our Sunday's BD girl and guess who, i know u know, Ng Wan Yu, Fish. Heh! A last minute decision but a well-planned one.
We went over and 1st thing we did was play Tennis. U wun believe how hard it is to play that, nonetheless, it was fun. I learnt how to start the ball, hee~ Later, trying to find things to help out with, but didn't get much to do, so i decided to start eating 1st, i just grab some Bee Hoon, a hotdog and eat my way through. Next round of BBq, i took over from Miss Chew and lots of them came booking for this and that, HA!!! I bbqed 4 pretty nice Wings, so proud of myself, HAHa!! Then, after everyone had their shares, i finally put down the thongs and grab a wing and sotong to eat and that made up my dinner. Hee~ Afterwhich, went to take quite a few pics with all my friends. Ming Ming very bad last night, he keep suaning me and i just rmbed myself kicking and beating pple. HeH!!!
When the BBq was almost ending, the surprise came. The cake came, the BD's song sang, she was surprised but i believe she's happy. She got cream all over her face eventually, heh! And everything went by real cool. One thing i felt quite guilty bout was, we kinda kept all this from another bunch of girls in our class, coz there's another girl whose BD lies on the same day with Yu, but we didn't wanna make it another "as well", just wanna do it solely for Xiao Yu... Hai.. But wadever it is, it had been done and everybody were happy. O ya, we slotted the Alex to's album into her bag, Hee~ Then forced her to open her bag... And she found out, haha! Quite some planning done. I guess, for Wan yu, we would all do it for her, she has done quite a bit for the class through the years and always the helpful one, though sometimes, a bit blur, but she tried her best.
Afterwhich, went to coffeeshop with yuting, fish and ting, then kok hong, wei yi, silong joined in... Ermm... Lot of craps came out i guess and i'm like, falling asleep liao yet still trying to fit in to ting's and kok hong's conversation. Subsequently, i quiet down and decided to go back. HeH! Reached home pretty late, went to wash my hair coz of the bbq's stench. After some msging with Firdaus, i went to bed.
Early this morning, i was trying to force myself awake. Come to think bout it, i was like late for all the lessons this week, except for 2 days. Ha! 1st was cos of work, then was Ee, then was last night. HeH! Hardly have time to rejuvenate yet.
Actually planned to go Bugis with Ping Hong and Ting just now for D&T stuff but decided not to cos i'm just too tired. My long-gone eye bags came back this week, very ugly wor. Hai... Also, i'm kept myself busy for the whole week, blocking some harmful thoughts from my head. Hee~ I promised myself and my friend that i wun be sad, i'm the apple that always smile no matter wad and i believe i will never allow that to change. Not anyone can change it either.
Erm... Received a few hints from some guys this week but decided to avoid that subject coz i just wanna live my life simply. Dun want it to be mess up unnecessarily. Though i can put a bit of my load down now, but i do not wanna slack at all. Relaxing is a must, revising is definite, other stuff can be swept aside.
Love has long been gone, i'm feeling real good with my life full of friends who accept me for who i am and allow me to have fun with everyone and anyone, no restrains, no nothing. Hee~ Feeling real good in this environment though sometimes, conflicts might arose or even cold war might occur but as time passes by, conflicts and stuff will be dissolved into the air. Isn't this the best? HeH!
No more mistakes will be made, no more wrong steps taken!
Small little mistakes could be disastrous. Funny little mistakes could snowball, so that while you are still laughing at the mistakes, u might find yourself facing death.
The day started tedious, in school till 3pm then went home, rushed out to meet Ting and went on to buy a birthday cake and Alex To CD just for our Sunday's BD girl and guess who, i know u know, Ng Wan Yu, Fish. Heh! A last minute decision but a well-planned one.
We went over and 1st thing we did was play Tennis. U wun believe how hard it is to play that, nonetheless, it was fun. I learnt how to start the ball, hee~ Later, trying to find things to help out with, but didn't get much to do, so i decided to start eating 1st, i just grab some Bee Hoon, a hotdog and eat my way through. Next round of BBq, i took over from Miss Chew and lots of them came booking for this and that, HA!!! I bbqed 4 pretty nice Wings, so proud of myself, HAHa!! Then, after everyone had their shares, i finally put down the thongs and grab a wing and sotong to eat and that made up my dinner. Hee~ Afterwhich, went to take quite a few pics with all my friends. Ming Ming very bad last night, he keep suaning me and i just rmbed myself kicking and beating pple. HeH!!!
When the BBq was almost ending, the surprise came. The cake came, the BD's song sang, she was surprised but i believe she's happy. She got cream all over her face eventually, heh! And everything went by real cool. One thing i felt quite guilty bout was, we kinda kept all this from another bunch of girls in our class, coz there's another girl whose BD lies on the same day with Yu, but we didn't wanna make it another "as well", just wanna do it solely for Xiao Yu... Hai.. But wadever it is, it had been done and everybody were happy. O ya, we slotted the Alex to's album into her bag, Hee~ Then forced her to open her bag... And she found out, haha! Quite some planning done. I guess, for Wan yu, we would all do it for her, she has done quite a bit for the class through the years and always the helpful one, though sometimes, a bit blur, but she tried her best.
Afterwhich, went to coffeeshop with yuting, fish and ting, then kok hong, wei yi, silong joined in... Ermm... Lot of craps came out i guess and i'm like, falling asleep liao yet still trying to fit in to ting's and kok hong's conversation. Subsequently, i quiet down and decided to go back. HeH! Reached home pretty late, went to wash my hair coz of the bbq's stench. After some msging with Firdaus, i went to bed.
Early this morning, i was trying to force myself awake. Come to think bout it, i was like late for all the lessons this week, except for 2 days. Ha! 1st was cos of work, then was Ee, then was last night. HeH! Hardly have time to rejuvenate yet.
Actually planned to go Bugis with Ping Hong and Ting just now for D&T stuff but decided not to cos i'm just too tired. My long-gone eye bags came back this week, very ugly wor. Hai... Also, i'm kept myself busy for the whole week, blocking some harmful thoughts from my head. Hee~ I promised myself and my friend that i wun be sad, i'm the apple that always smile no matter wad and i believe i will never allow that to change. Not anyone can change it either.
Erm... Received a few hints from some guys this week but decided to avoid that subject coz i just wanna live my life simply. Dun want it to be mess up unnecessarily. Though i can put a bit of my load down now, but i do not wanna slack at all. Relaxing is a must, revising is definite, other stuff can be swept aside.
Love has long been gone, i'm feeling real good with my life full of friends who accept me for who i am and allow me to have fun with everyone and anyone, no restrains, no nothing. Hee~ Feeling real good in this environment though sometimes, conflicts might arose or even cold war might occur but as time passes by, conflicts and stuff will be dissolved into the air. Isn't this the best? HeH!
No more mistakes will be made, no more wrong steps taken!
Small little mistakes could be disastrous. Funny little mistakes could snowball, so that while you are still laughing at the mistakes, u might find yourself facing death.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Sian...
Day started with Mathematics, Probability... It is quite easy for the beginning part. After that, 1/2 hr break, went to eat something cos missed breakfast. Then physics lesson. An hour break... Ate, craps. And after HUmanities lesson, the time came, mood swing.
Hai... Suddenly felt all my friends changed. Or should i say, i didn't really spent the time to go get along with their changed self. Last week till monday, i've been indulging myself in studies. Nothing else but that. The thoughts of the past made me really sad. I looked at my class in a different way today. Take Shi Mei case for example, i think none of us tried to accept her as a classmate at all, she is that anti-social girl in class... Even i didn't wanna accept her. y are pple so mean? Ping Hong as well, everytime i see him, its like he is not with the others, he gotta thick-skinly go join the other guys. I'm just wondering y can't they accept him? How come i can get along with him even when i felt he is noisy? He complained to me sometimes bout Yu's attitude to him and i am really speechless... Ting as well... She was telling me bout the thing that troubled her. She had told me that quite a few times, and i dun really know wad else i can tell her. We dun talk like we used to anymore, she became a person who had a shield build upon herself, just like Tricia... Trish has been a friend whom i am neutral to, and i have no idea y pple doesn't like her... Is it just my carefree character or is it that i'm slow to react, but i can't be that slow bah. Thought of all this coz our class was so noisy today, and i'm in absolutely no mood to join in the fun. Mainly on Ting and Qiang, on my side was Danial, Bernice, Rong Jun and Yuting... Can't stand the noise.. All those thoughts just came out of no where... Ha... K, dun bother bout me, i was fine after that, when Miss Teo came and i to see the entertainment of those fights. Come to think of it, i think i disturbed ah kor, heh! PaiSeh HoR...
For the 1st time this week, i knew the meaning of home sweet home, i feel so cool at home and all those saddening thoughts just went away... MuhHAhA!!!
That's it...
Changes are part and parcel of life... It is inevitable...-Wise Words by wise men-
Hai... Suddenly felt all my friends changed. Or should i say, i didn't really spent the time to go get along with their changed self. Last week till monday, i've been indulging myself in studies. Nothing else but that. The thoughts of the past made me really sad. I looked at my class in a different way today. Take Shi Mei case for example, i think none of us tried to accept her as a classmate at all, she is that anti-social girl in class... Even i didn't wanna accept her. y are pple so mean? Ping Hong as well, everytime i see him, its like he is not with the others, he gotta thick-skinly go join the other guys. I'm just wondering y can't they accept him? How come i can get along with him even when i felt he is noisy? He complained to me sometimes bout Yu's attitude to him and i am really speechless... Ting as well... She was telling me bout the thing that troubled her. She had told me that quite a few times, and i dun really know wad else i can tell her. We dun talk like we used to anymore, she became a person who had a shield build upon herself, just like Tricia... Trish has been a friend whom i am neutral to, and i have no idea y pple doesn't like her... Is it just my carefree character or is it that i'm slow to react, but i can't be that slow bah. Thought of all this coz our class was so noisy today, and i'm in absolutely no mood to join in the fun. Mainly on Ting and Qiang, on my side was Danial, Bernice, Rong Jun and Yuting... Can't stand the noise.. All those thoughts just came out of no where... Ha... K, dun bother bout me, i was fine after that, when Miss Teo came and i to see the entertainment of those fights. Come to think of it, i think i disturbed ah kor, heh! PaiSeh HoR...
For the 1st time this week, i knew the meaning of home sweet home, i feel so cool at home and all those saddening thoughts just went away... MuhHAhA!!!
That's it...
Changes are part and parcel of life... It is inevitable...-Wise Words by wise men-
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
these 2 days
Didn't have time to blog yesterday at all... Yesterday went pass like a breeze... Heh! Not saying it's easy or anything, just that everything i experienced doesn't seem to have an effect. HeH!
1st, O level CL... Ermm... Paper1 was ok i guess... At least i wrote the right content for the functional writing, a lot of them wrote wrongly. Then, for compo, also ok bah... A moment when i'm in a situation whereby i gotta make a choice between 2. I was trying to put some yan yu in but no chance to, just lots of chen yu. HeE~ Paper2 was, hahahaha! Pretty good for me. I got 3 sections all correct, heh, not bad, so i'm confident for p2. Ending it happily. Now, all that is left is Oral, gotta talk a lot for that. Afterwhich, went to coffeeshop nearby my place to eat lunch with yuting. Then, she wanted to come my place to do nothing. Then when she arrived, she wanted to watch Phantom of the Opera, btw, this movie is awesome, LovE iT! So i left her to watch while i lied on the settee to relax from the stress i had the other night. In the end, i dozed off. I think felicia called and i didn't hear it. Coz when yuting woke me up, she's already holding the phone in front of me. I woke feeling blank, then wadever Felicia said, i OrH oRh oRh... HAhA! But of coz i know wad i'm doing.
Went to work feeling very sleepy. Reached security area, the security dun let me in coz dun hab my name, then i called felicia and after much trouble, finally was able to get in. Wad's next, dunno wad colour uniform to wear, called again, went to change. SiCk... I was doing everything slowly since i reached pretty early and Najib came by, talked to him a bit.
Went up, knew there was an event in Rosewood. After much walking round and crapping with Najib and Ken, finally went to rosewood and got to know wad to do. The night was, ushering, portioning, clearing, serving... HeH... An event full of caucasians... But i didn't talked to them much, coz Roy told me to portion nia, so be it, portioning one after another. Promised Firdaus to work OT, so after dessert, went straight up.
By the time i was upstairs, my eyes were blur, causing my head to hurt a little. Started with the setting up, initially dunnoe how to set but then Aisah thought me how. However, i still dunnoe lah, so i look at hers and finally got my way of doing it and getting the same result. HeE~ I think i hurt my nails in the midst of taking the knives and forks. I bled a bit, and it hurts now. Hai... Clumsy of me... Rest of the night was, setting, changing tablecloths AND chasing Wee LOon.. HAHa!!! He kept saying i didn't go help him the other day, say i duang him... Then i REn bU Zu wanna kick him. Then later, he kept saying i XiAo HAi Zi... very sad.. And i just rmb myself getting mad and chase him around and he ran, but decided to stop coz tiring to run like that. Continued everything. Eyes still hurting at that point of time. Bt kor instructed to go take a break...So went to bar drink water and rest and informed mama that i'm staying... Lied there resting till 11.15pm. Went back to ballroom, nobody there, sat down and sleep. That was the time when Yu msg to tell bout today's lessons' timetable. Was reading it, laying down. The others came back and i got my green tea, gave Felicia's hers and i went back to lie down.
Everyone came back, Bt kor instructed to put chair covers, box side station and area cleaning. He was saying the reactions of the girls when he called to ask to work. And he completed his attachment and he seems to be in an extremely good mood when i asked bout it, understandable lah.Well, finally decided to get up to work when i realised couldn't finish green tea, gave it to kor.. HAhA! Started with everything...
At one point, while boxing up the side station, Firdaus came round and step on a packet of orange juice which we all thought was empty, but the thing was, it was not. And guess wad? The juice came splashing onto my stockings, shoes, the table cloths and chair covers. I was totally blanked for a moment, wondering y is Firdaus apologizing... But it's a good thing i'm tired lah, cos i dun hab the strength to get angry or wadsoever, just laugh along with it... And then, something real funny happened! Wanna know? HahA! Dun wanna tell, it just made me laughed my head off... Sort of embarassing as well.. HeH!!
Then, was done with boxing, wanted to help with skirting, Firdaus was almost done, went to bt kor's side, he told me to get brown skirting, so i ran over, got 1, then i saw him jumping, HA! So funny... Later, fold napkins. And then, rushed down, to change. Ermm.. The corridor to changing room is a bit ULoo lor hor, i mean, alone, at that time, it's so quiet and scary, i dunnoe where did
i have the guts to even walked inside and change. HeH! Guess i was real tired to care bout it all bah... Then went up to office to wait a bit, went down to get pay. Ermm... Firdaus and Najib looked at me in a very weird way and made me a bit embarassed, coz i dunnoe how to react to that look.
Later, rushed to get transport and finally, on the way back home. Along the way, talked to Najib a bit, and realised my hunger. HEh! Home, looking for stuff to eat... Then, ended up sleeping at bout 3am. REal cHam... Woke up in the morning feeling real drowsy and one side of my nose stucked. Still gotta go school. Actually was not bad lah, i was able to dong until 12 like that then started to feel tired.
Saw Mrs Wong, i couldn't recognise her, i thought she was some stranger but she started talking to us and i'm like, huh? Well, she slimmed down a lot, and she sort of praised me... HA!
Science centre was pretty interesting, stuff bout blood, hair, urine and stuff like that, human chemistry or something, fun to do the experiment. Ermm... A drop of sodium hydroxide went onto my finger and it hurts A LOT!!!!! End up, rinsing my hand again and again. Later went, to Long John, ate a pie. Bought LIME mag, O MY GOD!!! BSB iS in there!!! So HAPPY!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!
So that's bout it for the 2 days... Very long, very tiring, but still, i'm able to make it....
Holiday might not be like holiday, it is just days with shorter time in school... Pathetic...
Pressing on and moving on, occupying myself with every other things.
1st, O level CL... Ermm... Paper1 was ok i guess... At least i wrote the right content for the functional writing, a lot of them wrote wrongly. Then, for compo, also ok bah... A moment when i'm in a situation whereby i gotta make a choice between 2. I was trying to put some yan yu in but no chance to, just lots of chen yu. HeE~ Paper2 was, hahahaha! Pretty good for me. I got 3 sections all correct, heh, not bad, so i'm confident for p2. Ending it happily. Now, all that is left is Oral, gotta talk a lot for that. Afterwhich, went to coffeeshop nearby my place to eat lunch with yuting. Then, she wanted to come my place to do nothing. Then when she arrived, she wanted to watch Phantom of the Opera, btw, this movie is awesome, LovE iT! So i left her to watch while i lied on the settee to relax from the stress i had the other night. In the end, i dozed off. I think felicia called and i didn't hear it. Coz when yuting woke me up, she's already holding the phone in front of me. I woke feeling blank, then wadever Felicia said, i OrH oRh oRh... HAhA! But of coz i know wad i'm doing.
Went to work feeling very sleepy. Reached security area, the security dun let me in coz dun hab my name, then i called felicia and after much trouble, finally was able to get in. Wad's next, dunno wad colour uniform to wear, called again, went to change. SiCk... I was doing everything slowly since i reached pretty early and Najib came by, talked to him a bit.
Went up, knew there was an event in Rosewood. After much walking round and crapping with Najib and Ken, finally went to rosewood and got to know wad to do. The night was, ushering, portioning, clearing, serving... HeH... An event full of caucasians... But i didn't talked to them much, coz Roy told me to portion nia, so be it, portioning one after another. Promised Firdaus to work OT, so after dessert, went straight up.
By the time i was upstairs, my eyes were blur, causing my head to hurt a little. Started with the setting up, initially dunnoe how to set but then Aisah thought me how. However, i still dunnoe lah, so i look at hers and finally got my way of doing it and getting the same result. HeE~ I think i hurt my nails in the midst of taking the knives and forks. I bled a bit, and it hurts now. Hai... Clumsy of me... Rest of the night was, setting, changing tablecloths AND chasing Wee LOon.. HAHa!!! He kept saying i didn't go help him the other day, say i duang him... Then i REn bU Zu wanna kick him. Then later, he kept saying i XiAo HAi Zi... very sad.. And i just rmb myself getting mad and chase him around and he ran, but decided to stop coz tiring to run like that. Continued everything. Eyes still hurting at that point of time. Bt kor instructed to go take a break...So went to bar drink water and rest and informed mama that i'm staying... Lied there resting till 11.15pm. Went back to ballroom, nobody there, sat down and sleep. That was the time when Yu msg to tell bout today's lessons' timetable. Was reading it, laying down. The others came back and i got my green tea, gave Felicia's hers and i went back to lie down.
Everyone came back, Bt kor instructed to put chair covers, box side station and area cleaning. He was saying the reactions of the girls when he called to ask to work. And he completed his attachment and he seems to be in an extremely good mood when i asked bout it, understandable lah.Well, finally decided to get up to work when i realised couldn't finish green tea, gave it to kor.. HAhA! Started with everything...
At one point, while boxing up the side station, Firdaus came round and step on a packet of orange juice which we all thought was empty, but the thing was, it was not. And guess wad? The juice came splashing onto my stockings, shoes, the table cloths and chair covers. I was totally blanked for a moment, wondering y is Firdaus apologizing... But it's a good thing i'm tired lah, cos i dun hab the strength to get angry or wadsoever, just laugh along with it... And then, something real funny happened! Wanna know? HahA! Dun wanna tell, it just made me laughed my head off... Sort of embarassing as well.. HeH!!
Then, was done with boxing, wanted to help with skirting, Firdaus was almost done, went to bt kor's side, he told me to get brown skirting, so i ran over, got 1, then i saw him jumping, HA! So funny... Later, fold napkins. And then, rushed down, to change. Ermm.. The corridor to changing room is a bit ULoo lor hor, i mean, alone, at that time, it's so quiet and scary, i dunnoe where did
i have the guts to even walked inside and change. HeH! Guess i was real tired to care bout it all bah... Then went up to office to wait a bit, went down to get pay. Ermm... Firdaus and Najib looked at me in a very weird way and made me a bit embarassed, coz i dunnoe how to react to that look.
Later, rushed to get transport and finally, on the way back home. Along the way, talked to Najib a bit, and realised my hunger. HEh! Home, looking for stuff to eat... Then, ended up sleeping at bout 3am. REal cHam... Woke up in the morning feeling real drowsy and one side of my nose stucked. Still gotta go school. Actually was not bad lah, i was able to dong until 12 like that then started to feel tired.
Saw Mrs Wong, i couldn't recognise her, i thought she was some stranger but she started talking to us and i'm like, huh? Well, she slimmed down a lot, and she sort of praised me... HA!
Science centre was pretty interesting, stuff bout blood, hair, urine and stuff like that, human chemistry or something, fun to do the experiment. Ermm... A drop of sodium hydroxide went onto my finger and it hurts A LOT!!!!! End up, rinsing my hand again and again. Later went, to Long John, ate a pie. Bought LIME mag, O MY GOD!!! BSB iS in there!!! So HAPPY!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!
So that's bout it for the 2 days... Very long, very tiring, but still, i'm able to make it....
Holiday might not be like holiday, it is just days with shorter time in school... Pathetic...
Pressing on and moving on, occupying myself with every other things.
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